[Korean Entertainment] The years between me and Mr. G

Zhilong was walking on the street with a backpack on his back. The bus stopped on his left. He stopped and stood there looking at the passengers on the bus with different expressions. There were tired office workers and energetic students on the bus , There are couples talking in low voices, they sit on dark chairs and cuddle head to head, with sweet expressions on their faces.

It wasn't until the car slowly left that he looked away and walked into the coffee shop around the corner.I ordered a cup of iced coffee habitually, put two cubes of sugar and milk syrup, and pushed forward habitually.Only then did I remember that I was alone, and I no longer had the interest to drink coffee, so I picked up the cup and drank it all in one go.

Then get up and leave quickly.

Throat to stomach, cold and thorough.

The December concert was a success and everyone congratulated him.But after the concert, he stayed in the studio of the apartment for a day. Xilin had promised him before that as long as it was his performance, he would watch every performance, but after his personal concert was over, she never showed up. .

They start with a painting and end with a painting.

Staring at the blank wall with a slightly feverish head in a daze, the painting that Xilin gave her was taken away by Ruru when she was not at home.Now, he can only stare at an empty wall in a daze, smoking a lot of cigarettes for a long, long time.The green paint still existed on the ground, and he spent the night collecting her paintings from every corner of the house.

And then leave Korea with them on his back, actually it doesn't make much sense to take them with him, he rarely even takes them out to look at them, but it's enough for him to delude himself that she's still by his side all the time, like complaining about running out of white paint.

After the concert, he received a court leaflet, and he chose to leave Korea alone amid public opinion.Tell the company to go to London by himself, but avoid everyone and fly to Seattle with simple luggage. No one tells him where she is, but he understands that this is probably the only place she will go.

He went to Ni Kun before to know where Park Jae Bum lived, but Ni Kun didn't say anything.So he came here alone.Looking for someone in this strange city.

On Christmas night, he sat behind the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, watching the fireworks blooming on the top of the Space Needle not far from him, thinking that there must be many couples kissing at this time.And his Xilin was sent away by his own stupidity, and Liang Chenmei never had her again.

He wandered around the city every day, holding an umbrella that Cillin had used, imagining that he might meet her at a certain corner.

During this period, something interesting happened to Park Jae-bum. Knowing that Xilin was alone in the United States, he often called her.It happened that the two of them were chatting once, and Xilin said that she liked the song notingyou very much recently, so he registered an account on YouTube and recorded a video.There are also dancing clips and singing 'ttakeeyesoffyou' with the dance troupe friends that Xilin also knows for her to see.

What I didn't expect was that the click-through rate of the video on YouTube, which Xilin hadn't seen in class, skyrocketed at an astonishing rate, and the number of views of notingyou's video reached 100 million in just one day.

"So, many companies are inviting you now?"

"All in the United States and South Korea." Things were a little unexpected, "I'm now..."

"Do you still want to be an artist?"

"...Think." The voice on the other end of the phone was a little firm, "I want to prove to those people that I am not just a person who can dance on the street."

"Then are you going to be in America or..."

"I'm going back to Korea."

"South Korea?!" She held the phone in disbelief. He wanted to go back to a city that he had such bad memories of?

"Yes, I will go back. Do you know how good it is to use your own strength to slap those guys who laughed at me when I was in trouble? Xilin, no matter how difficult it is in the future, I will not give up easily. I will not let go of this easily Opportunity, my fans believe in me, and I have to be worthy of this belief." As he spoke, his tone gradually relaxed, and he said, "I will wait for you in Korea."

"No, I won't go back." Her tone was as firm as his.

And Zhilong, who runs to Seattle whenever he has time, saw Park Jae-bum returning to South Korea through Incheon International Airport with his family and aom members, he finally stopped buying any air tickets to Seattle, because he understood, There won't be her there.

After understanding this truth, he drank heavily at a reception in Japan, and met Kiko Mizumoto in his drunken eyes. The woman laughed at him deliberately, "Why, it doesn't feel good to be caught cheating people."

He looked at the woman's red lips and raised his head to finish the wine in the quilt, then turned and left.He was very drunk that night. His agent chatted with a few potential investors. He drank more and more by himself, and he didn't know how he got back to the hotel in the end.When he returned to South Korea, there was a drug scandal just after he got off the plane.

He couldn't react, a little numb and a little out of it.

"I didn't expect to meet you here one day." Xilin's mother entered his information into the computer and looked up, showing no expression of joy or anger.

Not long after the scandal broke out, he was summoned by the police station. Sitting in the brightly lit police station, he watched Xilin's mother in a well-fitting police uniform and gave him the urine test cup with a strange expression. The hair test did not reveal anything, so it was prudent. Let him do a urine test.He took the cup and asked her where the toilet was.

"Well, you can't get out of our sight, just pee in this room." The young male policeman next to him answered first, looked at the room and pointed to a random corner, "Just right there, bring it here when you're done."

"Here?" He looked at the policewoman who was tidying up his things next to him, a little embarrassed, "Can't you go to the bathroom..."

"We don't have enough manpower, you don't do something special..."

"You go with him." Xilin's mother took the cup to the male policeman. Because it was the order of the team leader, she felt a little unwilling and got up helplessly, so she frowned and walked to the toilet with him.

After finishing the things to be tested, he saw that the people in the police station were busy with their own things, then he turned to look at the person who was somewhat similar to Xilin in front of him and asked, "Well, auntie. Can you tell me where Xilin is? ..."

The woman seemed to have never heard of it, and the displeasure in her eyes flashed and was replaced by the official tone, "Because the situation is quite special, it needs to be sent to a specific place for testing, and it will take more than a month. At that time, we will contact your agency. .Today first, you can go."

"Auntie, can you tell me where Xilin is..." The person who always remembers to bring himself a souvenir no matter where he travels, now looks at him strangely and coldly, he couldn't help reaching out and pulling her, his tone pleading, "I'd love to see her..."

"You don't have anything to do with her anymore." Pulling out her hand, she looked at Quan Zhilong and only thought of Xilin's tears during that time, her tone became even colder, "You can go."

When the incident was revealed, he had no choice but to stop his activities.In the first half of the year, Dacheng's affairs hadn't calmed down, so he made trouble again, and the atmosphere of the whole group was very low. After less than a month, Sister Baoxing felt that it would be impossible to continue like this, so she organized them to hang out together.

Zhilong didn't want to go at first, but he couldn't stand Yongpei's earnest persuasion, so he finally calmed down and got in his car.He said it was a surprise, so he didn't tell him where he was going. He had thought about many places, but he didn't expect it to be by the sea.They pitched tents and camped by the sea to watch the sunrise the next day, and they would have a barbecue here at night.

In his memory, there are candles, cakes, sea breeze and shallow kisses on the beach, but now, this place is desolate.They barbecued and drank beer together, chatted about what happened when they were trainees, and talked about the uncertain future together.

When everyone got into the tent with sleepy eyes, he sat on the beach with his knees hugged and looked at the sparkling sea under the moonlight.No one here prepares a surprise for themselves anymore, Xilin, where are you.

Take off the cumbersome coat and jump into the sea with bare feet.The sea at night is not as warm, hot and soft as it is during the day. The sea water is very icy, and the body that has not been active is frozen by the sea water, and the air exhaled by raising the head to change the breath is a little foggy on the cold sea surface.A few rays of light on the beach flickered across the sea, a little dazzling.He turned his head, relaxed his body as much as possible, spread his limbs and floated on the sea.

Half of the body is exposed in the sea water, and he closes his eyes looking at the dim stars.Xilin told herself that he was like a star with his own light, and she also designed a star necklace for him.She said please leave her, she said let him get out of her life.There will be no forgiveness, no meeting, nothing.

"Ah, are you crazy!" An impatient and frightened voice trembled with water in his mouth, his neck was strangled by his arms and dragged towards the direction of light, he opened his eyes and was forced to let out a breath, bitter The salty seawater choked into his throat and subconsciously stretched out his hands and struggled.He and the person who was dragging him sank instantly, but before they could react, another hand held them back.

Lying on the beach, tilting his head and choking out a few mouthfuls of water, he gasped for breath and saw the faces of Yongpei and Lao Cui in his blurred vision.

"Are you crazy?! If I didn't find out, you would die, do you know that!" Seeing that he was fine, Yong Pei cursed exhaustedly while sitting on the beach.

"I don't want to...I don't want to die..." He said intermittently, "I just, really miss Xilin."

After all, he opened his mouth and took a big breath and cried, "I never thought of being with other people, I really don't know what I was thinking at the time, I thought I was looking for excitement, I thought I was not suitable for ordinary I thought that vigorous love is suitable for me, my mother, am I fucking insane?! I am such a good Xilin, I am such a good Xilin..."

"...It's not my Xilin anymore."

Yongpei lay beside him with heaving chest and didn't speak. Since Xilin left, he watched Zhilong live like a walking corpse for more than a year. He has been friends with him for so long, and he understands how important Xilin is to him.If you have to give Xilin a definition, then she is air to Zhilong, how can a person live without air?

Old Cui sat beside them, took out a cigarette from Zhilong's undressed clothes with his hands stained with seawater, bowed his head, and looked at the dark sea with some memories in his eyes, he spoke slowly.

"One day, you don't need vigorous love, all you want is someone who won't leave you. I will give you a coat when you are cold, and give you a cup of hot water when your stomach is uncomfortable. Sad I will give you a hug when the time comes, and just be by your side all the time. Accompanying you every step of the way is not about loving and loving all day long, but... warm companionship."

The author has something to say: I saw the clip about the j bureau on the way home from watching a Korean movie...