"I'm really just friends with her! She's nothing! Do you think you're the only one suffering? I'm not feeling well either...I'll never break up with you, Xilin, I..."

"Quan Zhilong, it's not the first day I've known you. I know you better than anyone else, and I know whether you're lying or not. You hurt me, it's that simple."

"Xilin." The person behind took her hand in a smug way, "...I love you."

Xilin turned around, raised his hand and slapped him hard on the face, pushing and kicking him away and pointing to the door, the veins on his neck popped up, "I can't take it anymore, can you get out! Can I beg you?" ! Get out of my life!"

"Don't be like this Xilin! Where else can I go without you!"

"Go see that woman!"

"I don't love her!" Pushed by her to walk out the door, I don't know where she got so much strength.Seeing that she had been pushed to the door, Quan Zhilong pulled her sleeve and yelled, "I love you, I don't want to go! What do you want me to do?! I beg you! I can do whatever you want! "

"Get out." He pushed him out of the door and closed the door forcefully in one breath, and fastened the door.He slammed on the door and yelled hoarsely, "Open the door! Xilin open the door! You can't do this to me!"

The neighbor across the door heard the movement, opened the door and leaned on the door to watch with relish. He knocked on the door for nearly 5 minutes, and finally it was opened.Bian Baekhyun blocked the door and looked down at him, "You go, she said she doesn't want to see you."

"What the hell are you, go away, I want to go in."

"Yes, I'm a dog. But I won't hurt her."

The door was slammed open again, and he continued to knock on the door and call Xilin's name.Suddenly, someone behind him grabbed his hand and twisted his arm slowly.Quan Zhilong was in pain, and turned his head to see Ruru looking down at him with a dark face.

......

"My dad has something to do with the school. Let's see if I can get her into my school."

Ruru, Xilin's father who hurried back, and Bian Baixian sat on the sofa, and the door of Xilin's room was closed tightly.No one told her to open it, and waiting here was not an option, and the three of them began to discuss methods in low voices.

"And do many schools have exchange students every year? Xilin is very good at painting. If you perform well, you can win this opportunity. Being an exchange student abroad is better than spending a year repeating your studies."

Xilin's father shook his head, "I know Xilin, she should not be willing to do this."

Bian Baixian looked at Xilin's father, "Then let's go back to the company and ask the designer sister, she may know someone abroad. Let's see if there is any other way, alas, Xilin should not be alone in the room. ..."

"It seems that there is no crying."

Rubbing up from their seats, the door was opened at the same time, and the three of them quickly turned to look at Xilin.

"I'm going to Seattle." She looked at the person on the sofa calmly, "I promised Park Jae-bum to visit him in Seattle."

"I'll accompany you." Ruru looked at her without saying a word.

In the end, Xilin boarded the plane to Seattle alone. She understood Ruru's intentions. It wasn't that she didn't accept it, and it wasn't that she didn't accept someone who could accompany her during the long flight. Accept a girl without a visa.

Seattle was immersed in the rainy season in December, and Xilin dragged his luggage out of the customs.From a distance, I saw Park Jae-bum wrapped in a dark jacket and buried his face in it, his hair wet by the freezing rain was limp and drooping on his forehead, he held a black umbrella that was still dripping in his left hand, and stuffed his right hand into his pocket .

"I called the company." Sitting in the taxi, the windshield wipers beat the windows rhythmically, Park Jae-fan stretched his legs with a relieved expression, "I told them that if Ni Kun agrees, then I will go back."

"The results of it?"

"I can never have to go back."

The expected result, the unexpected decision.Xilin stretched out his hand to stroke the fog on the car window, "Then what are your plans? Do you still want to go back to Korea?"

"I don't have that plan." From the beginning, he was not so firm in wanting to be an artist. After such an incident, he had lingering fears about Korea, "It's like a dream, four years of Korean dream, but I still feel unreal when I think about it. "

"Then you still work in the tire shop?"

Seeing him nodding, Xilin lowered his eyes and couldn't see any emotion.A few months ago, he was still standing on the stage, he was the captain of 2pm, he had his own fans, his own fan website, and his own support items.Now, he works a repetitive job in a tire shop, commuting to and from get off work every day.

"Compared to being scolded myself, I think my parents should be more sad. Especially my mother, she told me I was sorry, she should not have encouraged me to become an artist. In fact, it’s okay. It’s been a change in the past four years. A character life, and now I'm back to my old life..."

"I'm sorry..." The person who caused this result was the closest person to her.

"One size fits one thing. It's good to say, it's better to be straightforward..."

"Maybe it will end differently."

"What's the difference? It's not the first time that I've been hated and rejected by people." The car stopped slowly by the side of the road. The room where people live is also small, after putting the few luggage in the corner hastily tidied up, the two of them slept.

Xilin woke up early the next morning amidst rustling noises. She rubbed her eyes and saw Park Jae-Bum standing in front of the mirror in formal attire and arranging her tie. It was obvious that she was not going to work in a tire shop. She slowly sat up and hoarse. Ask him where he is going.

"Wedding." After straightening his hair, he tilted his head and asked, "Do you want to be together?"

It was only when Cillin held his arm and stood outside the church that he knew whose wedding he was attending today. At the beginning, the one who celebrated his birthday and spent Christmas with him watched the fireworks of the Space Needle Tower and spent many important days together. , the one Park Jae-bum loves very much.That he was wearing a black suit today, with neatly combed hair, like other men, holding a woman's hand and stepping into the marriage hall.

"Come?" When talking with others, Park Jae-bum and Xilin stepped forward to bless him. When the man saw him, an imperceptible light flashed in his eyes, and he looked at Xilin who was holding his arm and asked with a smile, "Is this... ..”

"My girlfriend."

"Ah, that's it." There was loss, regret and relief in his eyes, he smiled, "Hehe, this is pretty good."

"Yes, happy wedding."

"You should get married early too. Kind boy." After a few words of pleasantries, the best man came to urge him to say that it was about to start, and asked the groom to prepare quickly.The man shrugged apologetically and left with his best man.

Xilin sat with him in the guest seat, watched the priest adjust his glasses, tilted his head and leaned into his ear and asked, "Isn't it the person I loved deeply before, wouldn't it be sad to get married? If I were you, I would definitely not come, and you Don't you like Nikun now, so..."

"I was the one who was the most surprised when I got the e-mail from him inviting me. He's always been sorry for me since he left me. But since he invited, I'm bound to come. He wanted to be relieved, I'll give him relief." She raised her eyebrows, her bright eyes and white teeth were set off by her fair skin.The wedding march sounded, and he, like everyone else, clapped his hands and turned to look at the newlyweds, with the corners of his mouth raised, "I'm just here to bless him."

It turns out that you dressed up to attend just to miss him.

They did not attend the party after the wedding. They left the church as soon as the wedding was over. They bought a lot of wine at the convenience store downstairs and some small things that were not delicious in Xilin. The two sat in a small room Drinking cheap beer.

"What's the matter with your unlucky face, you are the one who loves other men now!" Xilin didn't drink much at ordinary times, and after a bottle of wine, his eyes were a little drunk, and he pushed Park Jae-beom's shoulder with disgust , "Are all of you men like this? See one and love the other?"

"Why do you see one and love another! I was just thinking, I have never won the hearts of others for so many years. Men's, women's, nothing. I have lived like this for more than 20 years." After taking a sip of wine, wheat-colored beer dripped from the corner of his mouth to his chin, and he smiled wryly, "It's also quite a failure."

"Failure? Can you fail more than me?" Opened a bottle of wine less skillfully, and touched the bottle with him, "If you still fail, don't I want to jump off a building? I, like him for so many years, others If I treat him badly, I want to treat him better. If others don’t like me, I want to like him more. But what? But what have I got? Nothing, I gave him all my dignity.”

I drank a sip of wine, raised my head in a daze, "I have nothing, no future, no past. I have nothing. Can you fail more than me?"

"Haha, what are we arguing about." As if he suddenly figured it out, Park Jae-bum threw a peanut into his mouth and chewed, "In short, we are all losers, defeated by men."

"Yes, yes, yes!" Agreeing with his point of view, "It's still the same man! Haha, that's pretty cool!"

"So! Today, now! We losers, let's not get drunk together!"

"Park Jae-bum, are you stupid! We're back!"

Cillin bit the bottle and watched him stand up unsteadily, then reached out and pulled her up from the floor.Park Jae-bum raised his glass and yelled towards the ceiling, "From today onwards! I'm going to forget everything that happened in Seattle! Forget everything that happened in Korea! Forget all the fucking things in the past! Fuck the fagots Fuck gay, fuck 2pm, fuck Korea, my name is Park Jae Bum! I want to forget all the past and become a tire king!"

"I want to forget everything that happened in South Korea! Start a new life!" Supporting Park Jae-bum, she frowned and couldn't help finding out the mistakes in what he said earlier, "Also, the king of tires is Michelin, if you become Then I..."

Talking with the strength of alcohol is even more thoughtless, Jay Park raised the bottle and shouted, "I, I want to become a Michelin man!"

"fukeyou!" A roar from upstairs interrupted his grand ambitions.

The author has something to say: Xiao Juan is going to school tomorrow! !Take the train tomorrow!kindness....

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