[Xiao Huanxi] Cha boy

An hour ago, Gu Yu sneaked out of the house quietly and walked to Qiao Yingzi's unit.

What are the benefits of being a high school senior living in this neighborhood?

Probably the parents in the community will show kindness when they see someone who is obviously a student.

Gu Yu didn't wait long, followed a parent who also lived in this unit, and then took the elevator straight to the top floor.

The door to the roof was not locked, it was just closed.

Gu Yu stretched out his hand and pushed open the door, the roof was bare and there was nothing.But there was someone who jumped from here not long ago, but now it seems like nothing happened.

Gu Yu struggled to identify the direction at the door, groped for confirmation, and then walked to the place where Ding Yi jumped.

When Ji Yangyang ran to the rooftop, he saw Gu Yu leaning out with both hands on the railing, and was so frightened that he quickly ran forward, grabbed Gu Yu's hand, and rolled to the ground with all his strength. Gu Yu, who was too defenseless, was dragged to the ground with the two of them.

But before falling to the ground, Ji Yangyang turned his direction to ensure that it was not Gu Yu who fell to the ground first, but himself on the bottom.

Gu Yu didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, so Gu Yu, who was totally defenseless, was frightened and fell on Ji Yangyang's body in a daze.

"Hiss!" Just after falling to the ground to ensure Gu Yu's safety, Ji Yangyang shouted angrily, "Do you really want to follow Ding Yi's path!"

Gu Yu's eyes widened, looking at Ji Yangyang who was pressed under him with an angry face, not knowing what to say.

The anger returned, but Ji Yangyang still gently helped Gu Yu to sit on the ground with his hands, without even caring about himself: "Are you okay? Did you fall somewhere?"

Gu Yu was still dumbfounded, but still responded to Ji Yangyang and shook his head.

But this expression seemed to Ji Yangyang, who had experienced Ding Yi and Qiao Yingzi's affairs, to mean giving up life without hope, and he felt even more angry: "Even if you are sad, then you shouldn't want to Give up your life!" Ji Yangyang held back his anger and sighed deeply, "I heard my mother tell you about your grandma, I know you are very sad, but even if you lose your grandma, you still have Aunt Gu , Qiao Yingzi, Fang Yifan, and our friends."

Gu Yu still didn't respond to Ji Yangyang's words, but said lightly: "I just came to see the scenery, I didn't want to do anything."

"Then you!..." Then why do you stick out so much.

Ji Yangyang originally wanted to say this, but seeing Gu Yu's expressionless face, he suddenly couldn't say anything, stood up by himself, and then stretched out his hand towards Gu Yu.

When Ji Yangyang rushed to the rooftop, he called Gu Yuanfei. Although he was not very sure that Gu Yu was here, Ji Yangyang was inexplicably [-]% sure.

After Gu Yuanfei received Ji Yangyang's call, he panicked and went straight to the top of the building. Liu Jing, who was still with Gu Yuanfei, called the others to ask them to come back.

When Gu Yuanfei and others ran to the top of the building, Ji Yangyang was standing on the rooftop with Gu Yu looking at the stars in the sky.

Seeing that Gu Yu was safe and sound, Gu Yuanfei heaved a sigh of relief and immediately burst into bursts of anger. He was angry that Gu Yu couldn't think about it, but he was more angry that as a mother, he couldn't understand his daughter better than Ji Yangyang. .

Gu Yuanfei rushed in front of Gu Yu and slapped Gu Yu, so fast that no one else could react at all.

Fang Yuan, Fang Yifan, and Lin Lei'er who hurried over from outside froze at the door leading to the rooftop when they saw this posture.

It was Tong Wenjie and Liu Jing who reacted first, and immediately stepped forward and took Gu Yuanfei's hand.

"Calm down first."

"The child is fine."

Gu Yuanfei stared at Gu Yu, whose face was sideways covered by his hair, with red eyes staring, distressed but also firm: "Everyone is still worrying about Yingzi, so why don't you make this happen to me?" Moth! Do you think that recent events are not enough?! Or is it that you are an adult and you still want others to look at you every day like a child!"

Even though he was slapped by the crowd, Gu Yu didn't respond, his eyes were as calm as stagnant water.

"Don't, don't say that as a family."

"Yeah, if you have something to say, say it well, don't get angry and say whatever is on your mind."

Ji Yangyang rushed to Gu Yu's side to support Gu Yu when Gu Yuanfei rushed to the money to slap Gu Yu. Seeing that Gu Yu had no intention of opening his mouth at all, he opened his mouth: "Auntie..."

"Yang Yang, thank you. If it weren't for you, we would still be searching all over the world." Gu Yuanfei interrupted Ji Yangyang, turned his head and said another long sentence to Gu Yu, "It's you and me I said you are an adult, but are you doing what an adult does?! I know that the death of your grandma will hit you hard, so wouldn’t it hit me too hard?! I’m still fighting for you Hold on, can't you continue to live for me?! Now that grandma is gone, let her go with peace of mind, life must go on, don't dwell on the past..."

"You don't understand at all!" Gu Yu was irritated by Gu Yuanfei's words, and suddenly became violent, "Why should life go on, why don't you get entangled in the past, if I forget grandma, then no one will remember grandma!"

Unexpectedly, Gu Yu would have such a reaction, Gu Yuanfei replied in a daze: "That's not what I mean... I just hope you can look forward, it's not that you forget grandma, you can put her in your heart, and then bring her Take her share and live well."

"Live well?" Gu Yu, who had always been hiding things in front of others, suddenly didn't care, and showed a sneer, "It's easy to say. I'm afraid, grandma doesn't want me to bring her share with me. "

Ji Yangyang, who had been listening quietly, grasped the crucial last sentence, and felt that he seemed to have found the crux of the problem, but he was not sure, so he said tentatively: "No, she is your grandma, why would you not think about it?" ?”

Gu Yu could feel another familiar uncontrollable sadness rushing to her heart, and she began to lose control of her emotions: "So what if it's my grandma! It's all because of me! If it wasn't for me, how could she I will die! I don’t want to, I would rather die! I think every day, how great it would be if I could find out early? But the fact is that grandma is gone! I even look out of the window every day and there will be a surge of tears. I wanted to rush over and jump out. But I didn't dare, I was afraid that I wouldn't die, and I couldn't, I promised my grandma, I would live happily ever after."

"I pretend to be happy every day, because I promised, but I'm not happy, I wish I could die right away!" Gu Yu suddenly tore off the watch in his hand, and pointed to the hideous scar on his wrist, "But You see, I'm a coward! I dare not!"

Ji Yangyang heard about Xu Qing'an from Liu Jing, and heard that she was such a good person, but it was a pity that she left just like that, leaving behind Gu Yu, who was brought up by her since childhood.

At that time, Liu Jing also told Ji Yangyang to pay more attention to Gu Yu's mood, and to care more about Gu Yu, because she was afraid that Gu Yu would have an accident because of this incident.

At that time, Ji Yangyang didn't take this matter to heart, and seeing Gu Yu's always smiling face, he felt that Liu Jing was thinking too much.But since knowing that Liu Jing has cancer, Ji Yangyang has changed, as if he grew up overnight and matured a lot.

Hearing Gu Yu say that again now, Ji Yangyang felt sad, and the scar on Gu Yu's hand was also hurting his heart.

Everyone was shocked, they never thought that Gu Yu, who was always smiling in front of them, would do such a thing, the scar on Gu Yu's hand seemed to be mocking their self-righteous concern and understanding.

"I couldn't even sleep all night. I was afraid that my grandma would tell me in my dream that she died because of me. I was afraid that she would blame me for killing her. But what I was even more afraid of was that my grandma was not Willing to come to my dream! Every day I just keep my eyes open until dawn. If I can’t bear it anymore, I will take medicine to force myself to fall asleep. Because I promised my grandma, I will live a good life, no matter what So, I will survive..."

Gu Yuanfei stretched out his hand and hugged Gu Yu tremblingly: "Xiao Yu, grandma won't blame you, grandma likes you the most, how could she blame you?"

Gu Yu had been waiting for this sentence for a long time. She had actually been waiting for someone to tell her that Xu Qing'an, who loved her, would not blame her, but that she loved her.

But Gu Yu was trapped by herself. On the one hand, she felt that Xu Qing'an's death was all her fault, and she even began to feel that Xu Qing'an was also to blame for herself. On the other hand, after hearing Xu Qing'an asked her to promise her to live a good life, she forced herself to live again. go down.While thinking about death, she kept in mind Xu Qing'an's words and lived with a smile.

So she began to punish herself to alleviate her guilt towards Xu Qing'an.

The reason why she wears a watch is because she couldn't help picking up a knife and scratching it on her wrist, because she remembers that Xu Qing'an said to let her live happily, so Gu Yu, who was smiling in front of others, was afraid of being discovered, so She scratched the wrist of her right hand with her weak left hand, as if the blood shed was atonement for her.

Gu Yuanfei was already in tears the moment Gu Yu broke out, she never thought that Gu Yu would have such thoughts, she always thought that Gu Yu was just sad about Xu Qingan's death: "Xiao Yu, do you still remember?" Grandma said that she hoped that you would live happily, because you are the person she loves the most, and she would like to bring all the good things in the world to you, how could she blame you?"

Gu Yu's teary eyes were dim, and she didn't dare to reach out to hug Gu Yuanfei, but kept repeating in her mouth: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"It's me who should say I'm sorry. If I hadn't left at that time, none of this would have happened." Gu Yuanfei raised his hand and patted Gu Yu's back lightly, "If grandma blames me, it's me. Unfilial daughter, how could she blame you?"

Fang Yifan reached out and hooked Lin Lei'er's shoulder, and the two looked at each other, their eyes were red as expected.

Tong Wenjie secretly wiped away her tears, and hugged Lin Lei'er and Fang Yifan one by one.

Seeing this, Fang Yuan stepped forward and hugged the three of them into his arms.

Ji Yangyang quietly walked to Liu Jing's side, and stretched out his hands towards Liu Jing.

Liu Jing blinked, trying not to shed tears, reached out and grabbed Li Shengli, and the three hugged together.