Be an excellent male supporting role in the president's article

Ji Yuan's footsteps paused slightly, and he hurriedly chased out along the corridor.

Just in time, Yuan Huihuang walked up in surprise, and before Ji Yuan could speak, Yuan Huihuang spoke first: "What's wrong with Shu Huan?"

Ji Yuan was not as calm as usual, and said anxiously: "Did you see him go out?"

Seeing Ji Yuan's expression, Yuan Huihuang couldn't help becoming serious: "I saw him go out just now, but he didn't answer me when I called...you...argued?"

Ji Yuan said dejectedly: "...it counts."

Ying Shuhuan's condition is too bad, let him run out like this, what if something happens?

Ji Yuan didn't dare to think about it for a while, and said directly: "Director Yuan, I need some time, I will ask for leave in the afternoon..."

Lu Juexing interrupted him: "Ji Yuan, Ying Shuhuan is already an adult, even if he gets angry, what's the problem? Are you worried that he won't let it go? Don't worry, adults are not so bad."

Although Yuan Huihuang didn't understand what happened, judging from Ying Shuhuan's behavior just now and Ji Yuan's expression, he already deduced that it was not a trivial matter. In my heart. I watched Shu Huan grow up, he is such a young lady with a temper, a little willful. If you say something you don't like to hear, for my sake, let him go. "

After being told by Lu Juexing to Yuan Huihuang, Ji Yuan came back to his senses.

That's right, Ying Shuhuan is already an adult with the ability to think independently, even if she goes out alone, what accidents can happen?

The strange thing is that his mind just now was so chaotic and disorganized that he even forgot some basic common sense.

He even had no reason to worry that Ying Shuhuan would not find a place to live?Where will you go?Will there be an accident while driving?Will you drink too much alcohol?

Ji Yuan gradually calmed down.

His mood was so abnormal that even he himself was surprised.

Seeing that Ji Yuan had calmed down, Lu Juexing comforted him, "If you're really worried, you can call and ask first. However, since something like this happened, I think both of you should calm down for a while."

Yuan Huihuang added: "It's okay, I'll call Shu Huan's brother, his family is here, nothing will happen."

Lu Juexing said gently: "You still have makeup photos to take in the afternoon, so you just ran out like this to delay everyone's schedule."

Ying Shuhuan finished taking the makeup photos, but Ji Yuan didn't.

He stood there silently, wondering if he had listened to Lu Juexing's persuasion.

Yuan Huihuang said with a smile: "Actually, the makeup photo doesn't take much time, why don't you take the photo first, and I'll ask someone to ask where Shu Huan has gone?"

Ji Yuan didn't speak, he returned to the dressing room.

Looking at him, Lu Juexing felt that he was more reticent than before, and his demeanor was more stern.

I didn't dare to bring up any topics with him, so I could only silently accompany him.

Lu Juexing was silent with him, his eyes fell on the notebook on the table, and a hint of secret sweetness suddenly appeared in his heart.

It turns out that Ji Yuan still has such thoughts about himself?

It's just that he acted too indifferently, and even gave himself the idea that he had always been wishful thinking?

For example, now, what makes Lu Juexing puzzled is that Ji Yuan seems to be more concerned about Ying Shuhuan's whereabouts. Doesn't he explain to himself what is going on with the admiration in the diary?

... However, he is not in a hurry.

Lu Juexing is in a good mood now, at least he knows that Ji Yuan is not totally bored with him.

As for Ying Shuhuan?To a certain extent, he has already lost, and he is not worthy of his care.

Feeling good about himself, Lu Juexing ordered two cups of coffee for Ji Yuan.

He looked at Ji Yuan's back, and there were countless emotions flooding in his heart, which slowly swelled up, and even his eyes softened a lot.

Ying Shuhuan's calmness collapsed the moment he got into the car. He was driving, not knowing where he was going.

The surviving sanity prevented him from driving the car directly into the river to commit suicide. He drove along the highway, silently without saying a word, from the suburbs to the city center, and finally drove to a place where he could not find a map.

He didn't know where it was. It was already dark and there were few people. He could only see the hazy night and heard the sound of pouring rain.

The surface of the sparkling river in front of him was battered by raindrops, and the appearance of being riddled with holes resembled his heart very much.

Ying Shuhuan had never felt so embarrassed.

There is a villain in his heart who asks himself, why his eyes can hold the world, but can't hold the tears he bestows?

Ying Shuhuan was silent for a long time in this heavy rain, his eyes were straight ahead, he saw himself in the mirror, and even he thought it was ridiculous.

...What right does he have to lose his temper with Ji Yuan.

There is nothing wrong with Ji Yuan, except that he doesn't like himself. Now, on the premise of not liking himself, he also likes Lu Juexing.

He has been rejecting himself, is it because he still likes Lu Juexing?

Ying Shuhuan didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.

At this moment, he thought of many things from the past.

Ji Yuan has liked Lu Juexing for so many years, from high school to university, from university to work.

When he married himself, he was reluctant...

At that time, he also liked Lu Juexing...

At that time, Ying Shuhuan only thought that she had been wronged, but she didn't expect that Ji Yuan had also suffered such a big wrong.

He even thought that Ji Yuan married Ying's family by any means because he liked him.

Ying Shuhuan's self-indulgence looks so cheap and ridiculous at this moment, it probably made Ji Yuan sick...

It was as if his heart was being pinched fiercely by both hands, and he could hardly breathe due to the pain.

Ying Shuhuan suppressed his crying, buried his head in his arms, and wept bitterly at the top of his lungs.

He desperately told himself that he actually didn't love Ji Yuan that much, after all, it was only a short period of time, and he didn't fall into it that deeply.

He tried his best to refute himself again, why did he love Ji Yuan so much, he couldn't help himself to think about him at all, couldn't control himself to want to find him crazily, to see his thoughts.

At this moment, he hated himself extremely.

I hate why I have to look through the diary, I hate why I can't pretend not to see it, I hate why I lose my temper in front of Ji Yuan.

Ying Shuhuan began to regret that he shouldn't have asked Ji Yuan for verification, he should have pretended that he didn't know anything, and just continued to get along with Ji Yuan in peace.

His impulsiveness and madness brought things to an irreparable end.

Ying Shuhuan thought that he would let go quickly, lest his little self-esteem would continue to be trampled in the mud.

But when he really got to this point, he realized that he couldn't let go.

Even if it is shameless, I want to go back to Ji Yuan, even if I can't be a lover in this life, even if it is a friend...

His heart beat violently together.

He didn't want to just leave Ji Yuan's life like this, he couldn't calmly watch others grow old with Ji Yuan.

Ji Yuan took off his makeup, didn't stay for a moment, greeted Yuan Huihuang and left.

Lu Juexing's two cups of coffee were slowly cooling down on the table in the dressing room, and no one cared about them.

Qiu Xi opened the umbrella for Ji Yuan, and Ji Yuan said: "I have something to do, you can drive back by yourself."

Qiu Xi raised his voice in the heavy rain: "Brother, where are you going in such heavy rain?"

Ji Yuan took the umbrella over: "You don't need to know, go back first."

Qiu Xi was worried, so he called Jiang Yu first.

Jiang Yu drove over to stop Ji Yuan, saying that he was worried about running around outside in such a heavy rain.

If Ji Yuan really wants to go somewhere, he will send it by himself.

What a joke!

Today's rain is so heavy... I dare not drive on the highway. If you drive a little faster, you will easily get into a car accident.

How dare he let Ji Yuan, a lost maniac, out!

Ji Yuan thought for a while, and found that Jiang Yu was very persistent, and it was inconvenient to find someone by himself by means of transportation, so he got into the car, greeted Jiang Yu directly, and reported the name of the villa near Storm Harbor.

Jiang Yu has heard about this, because this villa is Ying Shuhuan's private property, and last year it was ranked second in Jianjing's richest villa rankings. He was a little surprised: "What are you doing there?"

Soon, Jiang Yu thought that Ji Yuan might be looking for Ying Shuhuan.

But finding Ying Shuhuan in such a heavy rain is too bizarre!

What can't you say on the phone?

But seeing Ji Yuan's silent face, he didn't say anything,

Qiu Xi crackled and typed on the phone, and told about the quarrel between Ji Yuan and Ying Shuhuan.

Qiu Xi wasn't there at the time, so I don't know why the two quarreled, but the quarrel was so serious...it shouldn't be a trivial matter.

Both Jiang Yu and Qiu Xi only knew that the relationship between Ji Yuan and Ying Shuhuan was very close, but they didn't expect it to be this good.

Don't sleep at night, and go to find another person who is quarreling and angry?

What kind of plot of a romantic idol drama is this?

The car drove to Ying Shuhuan's private villa, and the babysitter saw that it was Ji Yuan, and hurriedly spoke up.

Ji Yuan cut to the chase: "Did you see Ying Shuhuan?"

The little nanny was surprised: "No...Mr. Ying has been filming recently, isn't he with you?"

Ever since Ying Shuhuan started to pursue Ji Yuan, he moved to next door to Ji Yuan, and lived so happily that he almost forgot about the big villa.

Ji Yuan was the first to rule out Ying Shuhuan's idea of ​​going back to the rental house. After all, he had a quarrel with him, so how could he go back to his next door after the quarrel.

The little nanny realized something, and quickly said, "I'll call Mr. Ying..."

"No need." Ji Yuan said, "His phone is turned off."

Just now, he has made countless calls along the way, and there is only a cold notification tone on the other side, reminding Ji Yuan that the phone number you dialed has been turned off...

Seeing this scene, Jiang Yu murmured in his heart: "Ji Yuan is quite familiar with the nanny of Ying Shuhuan's family, this little nanny is very respectful to him..."

Qiu Xi also nodded in agreement.

Ying Shuhuan was not found in the villa, so Ji Yuan could only think of the old man's house.

It's just that if he finds the old man's house, his attitude will be a little ambiguous.If the old man misunderstood it, it would be a troublesome thing.

Ji Yuan searched for some places that Ying Shuhuan frequented, but he didn't see anyone there.

He returned in vain, and Jiang Yu saw that Ji Yuan was almost soaked from head to toe, facing the pouring rain, the umbrella he was holding was better than nothing.

The strong wind blew the raindrops here and there, and Ji Yuan's pants were so wet that water could be wrung out.

Jiang Yu shouted: "Why are you looking for him at night? Ying Shuhuan has plenty of places to go, I think you'll catch a cold if you keep looking!"

Ji Yuan wrung out his clothes, feeling a sense of disappointment, he searched everything he could find, but he couldn't find anyone, and he was worried that something might happen to him.

I wish he had returned to the old man's house...

Jiang Yu looked at Ji Yuan in a daze, didn't bother to ask his opinion, and drove him directly to the community.

Next, Jiang Yu and Hu Xiaoyun will go to shoot a group of magazines, and Qiu Xi will also have to go back to make a report. Ji Yuan realizes that he has delayed their time due to personal matters, so he is embarrassed to continue looking.

Jiang Yu was worried that Ji Yuan would continue to look for them after they left, and he and Qiu Xi didn't go back until he sent Ji Yuan to the elevator.

In the elevator, Ji Yuan twisted the corner of his clothes, turned his head and saw his own appearance in the mirror, and was stunned for a moment.

... really embarrassing.

The last time he was in such a mess was already in his previous life.

He lowered his eyelashes, staring aimlessly at the elevator floor.

With a "ding--" sound, the elevator door opened.

He took out his phone, it was already eleven o'clock.

No matter how sad Ying Shuhuan was, he should have found a place to live.

With such a heavy rain, he can't stay outside all the time...

Ji Yuan walked forward while analyzing.

He raised his head, paused in his footsteps, and was slightly taken aback.

The door of his own house was closed tightly, and there was a person sitting by the door with his eyes tightly closed, it was Ying Shuhuan.

He didn't bring an umbrella when he went out, so his clothes were wet, and the raindrops rolled to the ground, forming dry water trails.

Ying Shuhuan looked very tired, his eyes were red, he fell asleep as if he was tired from crying, his dream was restless, his eyelashes trembled slightly.

His tall figure is now shrunk into a ball, like a small animal abandoned by humans, wrapping himself pitifully, and sleeping peacefully and obediently.

Ji Yuan's heart that had been hanging since the afternoon finally fell to the ground.

Without even realizing it, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Ji Yuan squatted down, not knowing how to speak for a while.

He never thought that Ying Shuhuan would see the original owner's diary, and even have such a big misunderstanding.

All this happened unexpectedly, Ji Yuan, who has always been calm and composed, didn't think of words to face it at that moment.

Want to explain?

It's not me who writes the diary, and I don't like Lu Juexing at all.

But what is the meaning of explaining to Ying Shuhuan?Ji Yuan himself was confused.

Furthermore, if he really wanted to explain it, wouldn't that reveal that he and the original owner were two people?

It's just his biggest secret, which he can't tell anyone.

Ji Yuan's heart was in a mess, and he subconsciously brushed away a strand of black hair sticking to Ying Shuhuan's forehead. In an instant, a frighteningly hot temperature came from Ji Yuan's fingertips.

Ji Yuan was taken aback, and directly covered Ying Shuhuan's forehead with the back of his hand, it was so hot.

Ying Shuhuan's forehead was hot. The discomfort in the dream might not be due to nightmares, but because he had a high fever.

Ji Yuan hurriedly opened the door and dragged Ying Shuhuan up from the ground. There was a huge difference in height between the two, so Ji Yuan could only half-support him and put him on the sofa first.

He didn't have any clothes in his room that could be worn by Ying Shuhuan. After thinking for a long time, he could only bite the bullet and turn over the balcony, and went to Ying Shuhuan's house to get some close-fitting clothes.

Ji Yuan changed his wet clothes first, and then wiped Ying Shuhuan's body with a towel with just the right temperature.

In the previous life, when marching and fighting in heavy rain, many soldiers couldn't bear it and caught wind and cold.

Herbal medicines were scarce at that time, so the army invented a method to reduce fever. So far, Ji Yuan still remembers that he gave Ying Shuhuan a simple treatment according to this method.

However, compared to the previous life, this era has abundant drug resources.

Even in the middle of the night, you can use your mobile phone to order a takeaway and deliver medicine to your door.

Ji Yuan didn't ask anyone to deliver medicine to his door. Since the last time he caught a cold, he would prepare some commonly used medicine at home.

When he fed Ying Shuhuan the medicine, Ying Shuhuan woke up bitterly. He couldn't swallow the medicine, and the capsule melted in his mouth.

It's just that his sanity was still unclear, and he stared in confusion for a long time before realizing that the person in front of him was Ji Yuan.

At this moment, the atmosphere in the room fell silent instantly.

Ying Shuhuan hated himself for being despicable and shameless in his heart, and with a hint of joy in his heart, he laughed at himself wryly: Look, you succeeded, he is so soft-hearted.

He knew that if he made himself so miserable and came to Ji Yuan, the other party would definitely not sit idly by.

Ji Yuan opened his mouth slightly, but he didn't know how to speak.

Ying Shuhuan pursed her lips, then said, "I'm sorry."

Ji Yuan was taken aback.

When Ying Shuhuan's voice came out, tears welled up in his eyes almost instantly.

He didn't feel wronged much at first, but the moment he saw Ji Yuan, it seemed that all the hidden grievances had burst.

Ying Shuhuan himself was surprised by his own tears. He wiped them, and found that the more he wiped, the more they fell on the quilt, as if a thread had been broken.

"Sorry……"

Ying Shuhuan looked good when she cried, her eye sockets were red, her eyelashes were washed by tears, the roots were distinct, and there were teardrops hanging down one by one.

"I didn't want to cry..."

Ji Yuan was relieved when he cried, a little helpless: "You have a fever, take a good rest."

Ying Shuhuan grabbed his arm, choked up and said, "I haven't finished my words yet."

Ji Yuan didn't turn around, and said gently: "If you have anything to say, wait until the fever subsides tomorrow. You should rest first."

Ying Shuhuan eagerly lifted the quilt, climbed off the bed, and stood on the ground.

He stumbled and almost fell to the ground, and quickly supported the floor hanger beside him.

Ji Yuan was also shocked by his movement, unable to keep his composure, he turned around quickly.

Ying Shuhuan said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper with you this afternoon."

Seeing that he didn't fall to the ground, Ji Yuan heaved a sigh of relief and said, "I didn't blame you."

Ying Shuhuan spoke with a nasal voice, sounding very aggrieved, he asked cautiously, almost humbled: "Ji Yuan... today's incident, can we pretend that it didn't happen?"

He pretended not to know about Ji Yuan's diary, and that he didn't know that Ji Yuan liked Lu Juexing.

He can still brazenly stay by Ji Yuan's side as before.

As long as they're not together...

as long as they...

Ying Shuhuan didn't dare to think about what he should do now that they were together.

He suppressed his crying, and continued to ask urgently: "Can you not drive me away?"

Ji Yuan couldn't laugh or cry: "I didn't drive you away, you should rest first. If I really want to drive you away, will I bring you back?"

Ying Shuhuan lowered his eyelashes and hid all his emotions: "Ji Yuan, I'm sorry, I mean, everything from the past to the present. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood you...I, I won't force you Forgive me, Ji Yuan..."

He raised his head, his eyes contained extremely strong expectations and prayers: "Can we still be the same as before?"

Ji Yuan looked at him, and Ying Shuhuan's heart panicked instantly: "I mean, I won't pester you anymore, I will keep a distance, I won't cling to you, I, I..."

He wanted to say, I will be very good, I will be very good, and I will not say a word by your side.

He never tried to please anyone, so he stumbled when speaking.

Ying Shuhuan wanted to say, why not be friends with him, please, don't judge him out just like this, it's okay to be friends.

He wanted to say that being friends with him has many benefits, he...

Ying Shuhuan was stunned when he thought of this, he found that he was not good.

He knew that his character was wayward, terrible, and arrogant.

He also knew that he had caused irreparable harm to Ji Yuan, which he couldn't make up for with anything.

He thought about it, but he couldn't think of one advantage of himself.

What was even more frightening was that he secretly compared himself with Lu Juexing.

For Ying Shuhuan, who has eyes on the top of his head, this is an unbelievable and impossible thing. He would secretly compare with others?

How ridiculous, how humble, how embarrassing.

This was the first time for him to find that he had lost. No matter in terms of character or conduct, he seemed to have lost to Lu Juexing.

Ying Shuhuan suddenly lost all his courage, he let go, all the words shattered in his throat, turning into sharp blades, causing his body to shrink slightly in pain.

Like a child who made a mistake, he stood in front of Ji Yuan in a daze.

"I really won't pester you anymore, I just need to stand where I can see you..."

He seems to have only one advantage that can make Ji Yuan happy.

As long as you don't pester him, can he relax a bit.

Ji Yuan's heart was filled with panic, bored and uncomfortable.

When he saw Ying Shuhuan crying, something tugged at his heartstrings in his memory, and some ungraspable memories were fleeting.

He seemed to have seen that there was such a person waiting for him, and he had cried out with tears all over his face.

Ji Yuan thought to himself: I made him uncomfortable.

He sighed, gently pushed Ying Shuhuan, let him lie on the bed, and said calmly, "Listen up, this is not pity for you, or something to coax you when you have a fever."

Ji Yuan paused and said, "I don't like Lu Juexing."

Ying Shuhuan looked at him, and Ji Yuan said, "No matter what you see, it's all in the past. I don't like him, at least, I don't like him now."

He smiled helplessly: "Can you go to sleep?"

Ying Shuhuan's heart, which had died once, seemed to revive little by little, beating again.

Did Ji Yuan say he didn't like Lu Juexing?

Not coaxing me?Didn't you pity me?

As a result, Ying Shuhuan couldn't fall asleep even more.

That's right, when he saw the diary, his anger almost burned all his rationality, causing him to have nothing left in his mind except that Ji Yuan liked Lu Juexing.

Now that Ji Yuan explained, Ying Shuhuan immediately believed his explanation!

In fact, Ji Yuan didn't need to emphasize whether he was coaxing him, or whether he was pitying him.

Even if she coaxed him, even if she pitied him, Ying Shuhuan would believe it without hesitation.

As long as he dares to say it, he dares to believe it.

Thinking about it carefully, if Ji Yuan really liked Lu Juexing, why would he not show it at all?

He didn't know when that diary was written, he only glanced at the page he accidentally opened, and after realizing it was Ji Yuan's diary, he didn't read the rest.

But two full pages of admiration were enough to destroy all of Ying Shuhuan's rationality!

Ying Shuhuan lay quietly on the bed, forcing his burnt brain to work and think.

After a while, he got a terrible headache and realized that he couldn't think about it like this anymore, so Ying Shuhuan fell asleep with anxiety.

However, this time with Ji Yuan by the bedside, he slept more peacefully than before.

Ji Yuan waited for him to fall asleep before returning to the living room. Compared with Ying Shuhuan's ups and downs, his mood was always confused and complicated.

Walking into the living room, Ji Yuan sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, watching the heavy rain outside.

He picked up a book casually and turned to the place where he read it last time.

The bookmark was brought to him by Ying Shuhuan the last time he came back from abroad, and it was incompatible with this thick and simple classical book. It was a little rabbit bookmark, white and pink, and the fluffy little rabbit stared at it innocently. Ji Yuan.

Ji Yuan's fingertips landed on the little rabbit's bookmark, and he subconsciously thought, the rabbit's eyes are quite similar to Ying Shuhuan's when she acted like a baby.

He didn't know when he opened this pack of bookmarks for use.

In his room, there are all kinds of things that Ying Shuhuan brought, no matter where he goes, he can see them.

He obviously didn't live together, but there was a glass of "Strawberry Music Festival" that Ying Shuhuan drank from on his tea table, and the sofa was filled with Hu Judi, Lightning Dolly... these dolls that he had never seen before. These dolls were named by Ying Shuhuan himself.

Ying Shuhuan always used the reason of teaching him to act, and every time he came to his house to watch a movie, he would bring a bunch of snacks and a little playmate with him.

He never took these little playmates back, instead they lived on Ji Yuan's sofa for a long time.

Although Ji Yuan flipped through the book, he couldn't read a single word in the book.

His brain was doing something completely different from reading a book, wandering aimlessly, until his eyes drifted into the distance through the floor-to-ceiling windows...

The night outside is thick and inextricably black, with mist and heavy rain.

In his room, a small night light was lit, and two hearts were beating, which made him suddenly feel at ease.

He doesn't seem so alone.

At least this night, in his room, there was another heart beating too.

Ji Yuan was stunned for a long time, he closed the book, suddenly covered his face, and let out a long sigh...

God...is there anyone who can teach him how to respond to a boy's intense affection...