Migrant workers chasing their wives
Chapter 90 Son Sorry
Lu Huashang hung up the phone, Cheng Xiangyuan naturally couldn't hear the other party's voice.
Staring blankly at the phone in his hand, Cheng Xiangyuan didn't understand what Lu Huashang meant.
Come here?Isn't this what Lu Huashang should find most annoying?
So why come here with kids?
Why did Lu Huashang come?Cheng Xiangyuan took a deep breath, feeling that there was something wrong with it.
However, it would be good if he came here, he could return what he needed to return to the other party.
Thinking of this, Cheng Xiangyuan took out the bank card, and looking at the bank card, Cheng Xiangyuan's eyes became complicated.
After 15 minutes, Lu Huashang and the child arrived.
There was a knock on the door, and Cheng Xiangyuan went to open the door. When the door opened, the child rushed over.
"Dad." The child's voice was choked with sobs. "I miss you so much, you don't answer my call."
"Sorry." Cheng Xiangyuan squatted down and picked up the child.
"Xiao Jiu, Dad...was busy just now." As he spoke, Cheng Xiangyuan pushed the child away a little so that he could see the whole picture of him.
The child looked at Cheng Xiangyuan with tears in his eyes.
Cheng Xiangyuan felt a slight pain in his heart, but his brows were frowning.
"Why are you crying? You are a boy, how can you cry? Have you forgotten what Dad told you?"
"No." The child immediately wiped away all the tears from his eyes. "Dad, I, I am..."
"Okay, Dad will pour you a glass of water." Cheng Xiangyuan interrupted him.
"Okay." The child blinked and nodded.
Cheng Xiangyuan put the child down, then poured two glasses of water, one for the child, and one on the table, and calmly said to Lu Huashang, "Do you want to drink?"
Lu Huashang nodded slightly, and sat down beside him.
The door was closed, and the child drank water quietly. Cheng Xiangyuan watched the child drink water, but did not speak.
After a while, the child put down the water glass. "Daddy, I'm not thirsty anymore."
During this period, Lu Huashang only took two shallow sips of water.
"En." Cheng Xiangyuan nodded, let the child sit down, and found some toys by himself.
I took away all the children's toys at the beginning, but I bought the two toys here later when I missed my children, and they are new.
The child's eyes lit up. "Dad, did you buy it for me?"
Cheng Xiangyuan smiled slightly. "Well, dad and little dad will go down and buy you some fruit, can you play here for a while?"
The child blinked. Although he really wanted to get along with Cheng Xiangyuan and play together, he thought that if his father and little father could be together well, they would be able to live together forever in the future.
So, the child nodded fiercely with a smile and squinted his eyes. "good."
Then, Cheng Xiangyuan and Lu Huashang went out.
After going out, the two of them didn't talk at all, Cheng Xiangyuan walked a little ahead of Weiwei, there was a fruit stand outside the hotel, it was very convenient to buy fruit.
Lu Huashang didn't know what he was thinking, Cheng Xiangyuan didn't speak, and neither did he.
Cheng Xiangyuan walked in front, and Lu Huashang did not overtake him, so he followed behind a little.
When the two went outside, Cheng Xiangyuan walked to the fruit stand and bought some children's favorite fruits, spending dozens of dollars.
Then, carrying the things, Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "Let's go and sit inside and see you later, the restaurant on the first floor of the hotel."
Lu Huashang had no objection and followed Cheng Xiangyuan away.
After arriving at the restaurant on the first floor, Cheng Xiangyuan found a corner, which was relatively secret.And because it is not meal time, there are very few people eating here.
Cheng Xiangyuan put the fruit beside him, then took out the bank card from his pocket, and put it in front of Lu Huashang.
"This is borrowing money from you, thank you."
Cheng Xiangyuan's "thank you" was a little serious, a little low, a little... It made Lu Huashang uncomfortable.
The corners of Lu Huashang's lips were pursed, but he didn't speak.
Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "There is also the money you paid for my illness, it's all in there, thank you."
When Lu Huashang heard this, his pupils froze slightly. "What did you say?"
Cheng Xiangyuan looked up at Lu Huashang, his eyes were calm, he didn't dodge the slightest bit, and it seemed... there was no extra emotion.
"I asked the checkout person there, and she said that a Mr. Lu swiped the card. The only person I know is you. Thank you, Mr. Lu."
When Cheng Xiangyuan's last two words came out, Lu Huashang's fists under the table were already tightly clenched.
Lu Huashang just felt that...something in his heart had been pulled, and it seemed that he had lost something important...
He didn't want to show his emotions, that would be too ugly and not like him, so Lu Huashang lowered his eyelids.
Cheng Xiangyuan continued softly, "I'm sorry for causing trouble to Mr. Lu before, and now I'm very grateful for giving me the opportunity...to learn many things. Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang are very nice, thank you."
Lu Huashang suddenly raised his head. "What's the meaning?"
Cheng Xiangyuan said calmly: "I already know that Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang were invited by President Lu. I am very grateful."
The fist on Lu Huashang's side was clenched even tighter, and the nails were sunk into the flesh.
"Cheng Xiangyuan, what exactly do you want to say?" Lu Huashang said this sentence in an extremely depressing manner, but it also gave people the feeling of being extremely cold and angry.
Cheng Xiangyuan couldn't help but smiled wryly in his heart, are you so impatient with him?
Taking a deep breath secretly, Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "Don't think too much about Mr. Lu, I really appreciate you, I've already figured out a lot of things. I really need...to integrate into this society."
"Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang can help me a lot, thank you. I have decided to continue taking the assessment of Emgrand. No matter what the final result is, what Mr. Zhou said is right, I can learn a lot."
"Mr. Zhou is very powerful, so I really want to thank Mr. Lu. I believe that with Mr. Zhou's help, I will definitely be able to go... a little further."
"I have nothing to repay Mr. Lu. I know what Mr. Lu wants... After all, Xiao Jiu is still young. He spends a lot of time with me, so he is now attached to me. But as long as we don't see each other, it will take a long time. , children have great forgetfulness..."
"Mr. Lu can rest assured that I am not a shameless person, and I will not pester Mr. Lu. I will keep a distance from Xiaojiu in the future. Slowly, he will not remember me."
"...I just hope that Mr. Lu will treat Xiao Jiu well no matter how many children he has. If..."
"I mean, if Mr. Lu has a child of his own in the future, and he doesn't want...don't want Xiaojiu, then give Xiaojiu to me..."
"Of course, if Xiao Jiu wants to stay with Mr. Lu and doesn't want to come back, that's another matter. Mr. Lu can pretend that I haven't said anything."
"Thank you so much for this matter... Farewell."
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't speak the above words quickly, it could be said that he was a bit slow. After he finished speaking, Cheng Xiangyuan also glanced at Lu Huashang.
Lu Huashang remained expressionless, the person in front of him and the person before him became completely two people again.
The same appearance, but one made him get close, the other... He still wanted to get close, but he had to stay away.
He, Cheng Xiangyuan, is a man, a big man, not a woman who cries when things happen, or a woman who can't live without a man.
Since this relationship is destined to be unharmonious, he will walk away.
What's more, he knew that he was really not worthy of the person in front of him...
Take Lu Huashang's expressionless face as the default.Cheng Xiangyuan got up and said goodbye, then closed his eyes and left...
When Cheng Xiangyuan's figure moved away.
Lu Huashang still sat on the seat without moving, motionless, like a statue.
No one could see that there was a faint blood mark on one of Lu Huashang's palms, it was true...the fingernails tore through the palm...
Cheng Xiangyuan left the first floor and went back to the room with the fruit.
The child was playing with toys there, and when he saw Cheng Xiangyuan coming back, the child ran over immediately.
"Dad, you're back, huh? Where's your little dad?"
"Your little father has something to do down there, come up later." Cheng Xiangyuan said with a smile.
"Oh. Good." The child took Cheng Xiangyuan's hand. "Dad, I miss you so much."
Looking at the child in front of him who said he missed him, Cheng Xiangyuan's eyes were slightly confused for a moment.
Then Cheng Xiangyuan laughed. "Your child is too dependent on adults. It's not good, you know?"
The child blinked. "Is it not good?"
"Yeah, you are going to school soon, how can you still rely on adults so much?"
The child blinked a little aggrieved upon hearing this. "But, but, Dad, after going to school, you can still be with Dad..."
Cheng Xiangyuan shook his head with a smile, and said softly: "Xiao Jiu, you can't think like this. Didn't Dad tell you? Dad is actually very busy... This time, your little dad is here on a business trip, so he will bring you Looking at you, it happens that Dad is here, so we can meet occasionally. But then..."
"However, Xiaojiu, Dad will be busy for a long time. Do you understand? I'm afraid Dad won't have time to eat with you. What are you chatting with? You follow Little Dad, you have to be obedient, you know? ?”
The child's expression changed slightly upon hearing this. "Dad...you...are you busy again?"
"Yeah. Dad is really busy, so I didn't hear your call... Sometimes I don't have time to call. So, Xiaojiu, I'm really sorry."
Although the child was a little disappointed, seeing Cheng Xiangyuan's embarrassment, he immediately felt sorry for his father.
So, the child hurriedly said: "Father, I understand, I'm the one who wants to say sorry, it's Xiaojiu who is being misbehaved."
Cheng Xiangyuan's heart was sour, but he had a big smile on his face, and his eyes were intoxicatingly gentle.
"Well, Xiaojiu, listen to daddy, and follow little daddy from now on, daddy is very busy here...I'll visit you when daddy is done, okay?"
"Okay." The child nodded obediently.
Cheng Xiangyuan thought for a while and said again. "Dad is very busy now, but there are many things that Dad doesn't understand. Xiao Jiu, Dad doesn't even know how to use a computer. Xiao Jiu is so smart. How about this, Xiao Jiu asks her little dad to teach you computers. Xiao Jiu has to learn to read and recognize. A lot of words, in this way, if Dad doesn’t know anything, he can call and ask Xiaojiu, don’t you think so?”
The child's eyes lit up when he heard the words.
"Dad doesn't know how to use computers? Okay, then I will learn computers tomorrow and try to help Dad, okay?"
"En. You can study, but it's not good for a child to stare at the computer for a long time. How about this? You can discuss it with your little dad and ask your little dad to hire a teacher for you to teach you your homework every day. Slowly Yes, Xiao Jiu can know a lot of characters and help Dad, do you think so?"
"Okay! Of course!" The child laughed immediately, clenched his fists, and swore: "Dad, don't worry, I will definitely study hard and help you."
"En." Cheng Xiangyuan smiled. "I am waiting."
Cheng Xiangyuan felt a dull pain in his heart after watching the child become happy, and seeing the other party gearing up to learn computer.
He let the child learn computer, naturally he wanted to find something for the child to do.
Only when the child is busy on his own, will he stop thinking about his father all day long...
Also, it is always good to give children hope and motivation...
I personally made such arrangements, just to push out the child I have cherished for more than four years... Cheng Xiangyuan felt his heart hurt like being cut by a knife.
However, he has no choice.
For the sake of the child, he has no choice.
For Lu Huashang, he has no choice...
Gently closing his eyes, Cheng Xiangyuan tried his best to make the smile on his face brighter.
At this moment, he suddenly remembered a word. "hypocritical."
In the past, when we were in the mountains, many old people said that many people in the city were hypocritical.
He didn't understand, but now, he felt as if he understood a little bit now.
You obviously like it, but you can't say it, you have to pretend you don't care, and you have to give in again and again. Isn't this hypocrisy?
He obviously wants to, and misses the child very much, but he keeps pushing people out. Isn't this hypocrisy?
He obviously doesn't like the outside world at all, but in order to survive, to survive better, he has to do it in order to stay here. Isn't this hypocrisy?
Obviously wanting to go back to that mountain, but afraid of the ridicule of other people in the mountain, and also afraid that they will completely cut off the contact with the children. Isn't this hypocrisy?
Cheng Xiangyuan felt that he was really a hypocrite.
"Dad, then I'll go back and learn. Dad is waiting. I will learn it soon."
"Well, only if Xiao Jiu is very good can I help my father, otherwise I can't help my father, you know?"
"I know!" The child shook his little fist.
"Dad, don't worry, Xiao Jiu will definitely be very good! I'll go find my little father right away and ask him to find a teacher for me."
"No rush." Cheng Xiangyuan smiled and pulled the child back. "Your little dad... What's the matter down there? Wait until he comes up to pick you up. Dad hasn't played with you for a long time. Let's play with toys, shall we? When you leave later, you take this toy back. En? "
"Okay." The child smiled and narrowed his eyes. "I like all the toys my father bought."
Then, the father and son sat on the floor and played with the toy.Among the toys Cheng Xiangyuan bought were puzzles.
Simple, train puzzle.
Cheng Xiangyuan and his son picked up the piece together, watching the child's bright smile when he occasionally raised his head, finally, Cheng Xiangyuan also smiled slowly.
If this is the last time father and son play, then it doesn't matter.
At least at this moment, the child is so happy...
Xiao Jiu, don't blame your father for lying to you, it's just...a little joke made by the heavens.
If those people came to you when you were born, if you were by your little daddy when those people found your little daddy, then you would have grown up in front of your little daddy...
That way, you won't feel bad.
In that way, Dad can also stay in the mountains for a lifetime with peace of mind...
Maybe I will marry another woman, maybe, I will have another child, definitely...will not disturb your life again...
But now, Dad has you, and Dad's heart will never love again.In this life, Dad has lived alone... It's a pity that you remember Dad.
I hope, I hope that one day when you grow up, can you stop remembering Dad...
If you don’t remember, you won’t feel sad, Xiao Jiu, you know?
When the doorbell rang, Cheng Xiangyuan looked over slowly. Although he didn't open it, he had a feeling that the person outside the door was Lu Huashang.
Cheng Xiangyuan lowered his head slightly, then stood up and pulled the child up.
"Your little dad is here, Xiao Jiu, you can go back with your little dad, remember what dad said just now? To become a capable person, and, man, don't cry, you know?"
"Okay, Dad, I see." The child nodded sharply.
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't say anything more, rubbed the child's head, and then went to open the door.
The door opened, and it was indeed Lu Huashang.
Cheng Xiangyuan said with a natural smile. "Are you here to pick up the child? I'll pack up the toys and let him take them back to play."
Lu Huashang looked at Cheng Xiangyuan coldly, without saying a word.
Cheng Xiangyuan also only glanced at Lu Huashang who looked indifferent to him, lowered his head as usual, and then went to pack his things.
There were not many toys, so soon Cheng Xiangyuan packed up and brought the child over.
"Goodbye, be careful on your way."
"Okay." The child is full of fighting spirit now, so he didn't find anything unusual between the two adults, so he waved to Cheng Xiangyuan. "Goodbye, Dad."
Cheng Xiangyuan smiled, and said in a warm and soft voice: "Goodbye, Xiao Jiu."
Goodbye Xiaojiu, my son.
Even if Dad can't be by your side in the future...But Dad believes that you will really become a capable and upright man.
What's more, although Dad can't stay by your side all the time, he will always watch you from afar.my little nine...
Lu Huashang lowered her eyes, and led Cheng Jiuxiao away...
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't look at the big and small backs, and slowly closed the door. In an instant, all his strength was lost, and he slowly slid and sat on the ground...
One big and one small.
One is the wife he thought he would spend his whole life with.
One was the son he had loved for more than four years and thought he would be together for the rest of his life...
But now, they're all gone.In Nuo Da's world, he is the only one... Cheng Xiangyuan is alone...
Staring blankly at the phone in his hand, Cheng Xiangyuan didn't understand what Lu Huashang meant.
Come here?Isn't this what Lu Huashang should find most annoying?
So why come here with kids?
Why did Lu Huashang come?Cheng Xiangyuan took a deep breath, feeling that there was something wrong with it.
However, it would be good if he came here, he could return what he needed to return to the other party.
Thinking of this, Cheng Xiangyuan took out the bank card, and looking at the bank card, Cheng Xiangyuan's eyes became complicated.
After 15 minutes, Lu Huashang and the child arrived.
There was a knock on the door, and Cheng Xiangyuan went to open the door. When the door opened, the child rushed over.
"Dad." The child's voice was choked with sobs. "I miss you so much, you don't answer my call."
"Sorry." Cheng Xiangyuan squatted down and picked up the child.
"Xiao Jiu, Dad...was busy just now." As he spoke, Cheng Xiangyuan pushed the child away a little so that he could see the whole picture of him.
The child looked at Cheng Xiangyuan with tears in his eyes.
Cheng Xiangyuan felt a slight pain in his heart, but his brows were frowning.
"Why are you crying? You are a boy, how can you cry? Have you forgotten what Dad told you?"
"No." The child immediately wiped away all the tears from his eyes. "Dad, I, I am..."
"Okay, Dad will pour you a glass of water." Cheng Xiangyuan interrupted him.
"Okay." The child blinked and nodded.
Cheng Xiangyuan put the child down, then poured two glasses of water, one for the child, and one on the table, and calmly said to Lu Huashang, "Do you want to drink?"
Lu Huashang nodded slightly, and sat down beside him.
The door was closed, and the child drank water quietly. Cheng Xiangyuan watched the child drink water, but did not speak.
After a while, the child put down the water glass. "Daddy, I'm not thirsty anymore."
During this period, Lu Huashang only took two shallow sips of water.
"En." Cheng Xiangyuan nodded, let the child sit down, and found some toys by himself.
I took away all the children's toys at the beginning, but I bought the two toys here later when I missed my children, and they are new.
The child's eyes lit up. "Dad, did you buy it for me?"
Cheng Xiangyuan smiled slightly. "Well, dad and little dad will go down and buy you some fruit, can you play here for a while?"
The child blinked. Although he really wanted to get along with Cheng Xiangyuan and play together, he thought that if his father and little father could be together well, they would be able to live together forever in the future.
So, the child nodded fiercely with a smile and squinted his eyes. "good."
Then, Cheng Xiangyuan and Lu Huashang went out.
After going out, the two of them didn't talk at all, Cheng Xiangyuan walked a little ahead of Weiwei, there was a fruit stand outside the hotel, it was very convenient to buy fruit.
Lu Huashang didn't know what he was thinking, Cheng Xiangyuan didn't speak, and neither did he.
Cheng Xiangyuan walked in front, and Lu Huashang did not overtake him, so he followed behind a little.
When the two went outside, Cheng Xiangyuan walked to the fruit stand and bought some children's favorite fruits, spending dozens of dollars.
Then, carrying the things, Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "Let's go and sit inside and see you later, the restaurant on the first floor of the hotel."
Lu Huashang had no objection and followed Cheng Xiangyuan away.
After arriving at the restaurant on the first floor, Cheng Xiangyuan found a corner, which was relatively secret.And because it is not meal time, there are very few people eating here.
Cheng Xiangyuan put the fruit beside him, then took out the bank card from his pocket, and put it in front of Lu Huashang.
"This is borrowing money from you, thank you."
Cheng Xiangyuan's "thank you" was a little serious, a little low, a little... It made Lu Huashang uncomfortable.
The corners of Lu Huashang's lips were pursed, but he didn't speak.
Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "There is also the money you paid for my illness, it's all in there, thank you."
When Lu Huashang heard this, his pupils froze slightly. "What did you say?"
Cheng Xiangyuan looked up at Lu Huashang, his eyes were calm, he didn't dodge the slightest bit, and it seemed... there was no extra emotion.
"I asked the checkout person there, and she said that a Mr. Lu swiped the card. The only person I know is you. Thank you, Mr. Lu."
When Cheng Xiangyuan's last two words came out, Lu Huashang's fists under the table were already tightly clenched.
Lu Huashang just felt that...something in his heart had been pulled, and it seemed that he had lost something important...
He didn't want to show his emotions, that would be too ugly and not like him, so Lu Huashang lowered his eyelids.
Cheng Xiangyuan continued softly, "I'm sorry for causing trouble to Mr. Lu before, and now I'm very grateful for giving me the opportunity...to learn many things. Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang are very nice, thank you."
Lu Huashang suddenly raised his head. "What's the meaning?"
Cheng Xiangyuan said calmly: "I already know that Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang were invited by President Lu. I am very grateful."
The fist on Lu Huashang's side was clenched even tighter, and the nails were sunk into the flesh.
"Cheng Xiangyuan, what exactly do you want to say?" Lu Huashang said this sentence in an extremely depressing manner, but it also gave people the feeling of being extremely cold and angry.
Cheng Xiangyuan couldn't help but smiled wryly in his heart, are you so impatient with him?
Taking a deep breath secretly, Cheng Xiangyuan said softly: "Don't think too much about Mr. Lu, I really appreciate you, I've already figured out a lot of things. I really need...to integrate into this society."
"Mr. Zhou and Aunt Fang can help me a lot, thank you. I have decided to continue taking the assessment of Emgrand. No matter what the final result is, what Mr. Zhou said is right, I can learn a lot."
"Mr. Zhou is very powerful, so I really want to thank Mr. Lu. I believe that with Mr. Zhou's help, I will definitely be able to go... a little further."
"I have nothing to repay Mr. Lu. I know what Mr. Lu wants... After all, Xiao Jiu is still young. He spends a lot of time with me, so he is now attached to me. But as long as we don't see each other, it will take a long time. , children have great forgetfulness..."
"Mr. Lu can rest assured that I am not a shameless person, and I will not pester Mr. Lu. I will keep a distance from Xiaojiu in the future. Slowly, he will not remember me."
"...I just hope that Mr. Lu will treat Xiao Jiu well no matter how many children he has. If..."
"I mean, if Mr. Lu has a child of his own in the future, and he doesn't want...don't want Xiaojiu, then give Xiaojiu to me..."
"Of course, if Xiao Jiu wants to stay with Mr. Lu and doesn't want to come back, that's another matter. Mr. Lu can pretend that I haven't said anything."
"Thank you so much for this matter... Farewell."
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't speak the above words quickly, it could be said that he was a bit slow. After he finished speaking, Cheng Xiangyuan also glanced at Lu Huashang.
Lu Huashang remained expressionless, the person in front of him and the person before him became completely two people again.
The same appearance, but one made him get close, the other... He still wanted to get close, but he had to stay away.
He, Cheng Xiangyuan, is a man, a big man, not a woman who cries when things happen, or a woman who can't live without a man.
Since this relationship is destined to be unharmonious, he will walk away.
What's more, he knew that he was really not worthy of the person in front of him...
Take Lu Huashang's expressionless face as the default.Cheng Xiangyuan got up and said goodbye, then closed his eyes and left...
When Cheng Xiangyuan's figure moved away.
Lu Huashang still sat on the seat without moving, motionless, like a statue.
No one could see that there was a faint blood mark on one of Lu Huashang's palms, it was true...the fingernails tore through the palm...
Cheng Xiangyuan left the first floor and went back to the room with the fruit.
The child was playing with toys there, and when he saw Cheng Xiangyuan coming back, the child ran over immediately.
"Dad, you're back, huh? Where's your little dad?"
"Your little father has something to do down there, come up later." Cheng Xiangyuan said with a smile.
"Oh. Good." The child took Cheng Xiangyuan's hand. "Dad, I miss you so much."
Looking at the child in front of him who said he missed him, Cheng Xiangyuan's eyes were slightly confused for a moment.
Then Cheng Xiangyuan laughed. "Your child is too dependent on adults. It's not good, you know?"
The child blinked. "Is it not good?"
"Yeah, you are going to school soon, how can you still rely on adults so much?"
The child blinked a little aggrieved upon hearing this. "But, but, Dad, after going to school, you can still be with Dad..."
Cheng Xiangyuan shook his head with a smile, and said softly: "Xiao Jiu, you can't think like this. Didn't Dad tell you? Dad is actually very busy... This time, your little dad is here on a business trip, so he will bring you Looking at you, it happens that Dad is here, so we can meet occasionally. But then..."
"However, Xiaojiu, Dad will be busy for a long time. Do you understand? I'm afraid Dad won't have time to eat with you. What are you chatting with? You follow Little Dad, you have to be obedient, you know? ?”
The child's expression changed slightly upon hearing this. "Dad...you...are you busy again?"
"Yeah. Dad is really busy, so I didn't hear your call... Sometimes I don't have time to call. So, Xiaojiu, I'm really sorry."
Although the child was a little disappointed, seeing Cheng Xiangyuan's embarrassment, he immediately felt sorry for his father.
So, the child hurriedly said: "Father, I understand, I'm the one who wants to say sorry, it's Xiaojiu who is being misbehaved."
Cheng Xiangyuan's heart was sour, but he had a big smile on his face, and his eyes were intoxicatingly gentle.
"Well, Xiaojiu, listen to daddy, and follow little daddy from now on, daddy is very busy here...I'll visit you when daddy is done, okay?"
"Okay." The child nodded obediently.
Cheng Xiangyuan thought for a while and said again. "Dad is very busy now, but there are many things that Dad doesn't understand. Xiao Jiu, Dad doesn't even know how to use a computer. Xiao Jiu is so smart. How about this, Xiao Jiu asks her little dad to teach you computers. Xiao Jiu has to learn to read and recognize. A lot of words, in this way, if Dad doesn’t know anything, he can call and ask Xiaojiu, don’t you think so?”
The child's eyes lit up when he heard the words.
"Dad doesn't know how to use computers? Okay, then I will learn computers tomorrow and try to help Dad, okay?"
"En. You can study, but it's not good for a child to stare at the computer for a long time. How about this? You can discuss it with your little dad and ask your little dad to hire a teacher for you to teach you your homework every day. Slowly Yes, Xiao Jiu can know a lot of characters and help Dad, do you think so?"
"Okay! Of course!" The child laughed immediately, clenched his fists, and swore: "Dad, don't worry, I will definitely study hard and help you."
"En." Cheng Xiangyuan smiled. "I am waiting."
Cheng Xiangyuan felt a dull pain in his heart after watching the child become happy, and seeing the other party gearing up to learn computer.
He let the child learn computer, naturally he wanted to find something for the child to do.
Only when the child is busy on his own, will he stop thinking about his father all day long...
Also, it is always good to give children hope and motivation...
I personally made such arrangements, just to push out the child I have cherished for more than four years... Cheng Xiangyuan felt his heart hurt like being cut by a knife.
However, he has no choice.
For the sake of the child, he has no choice.
For Lu Huashang, he has no choice...
Gently closing his eyes, Cheng Xiangyuan tried his best to make the smile on his face brighter.
At this moment, he suddenly remembered a word. "hypocritical."
In the past, when we were in the mountains, many old people said that many people in the city were hypocritical.
He didn't understand, but now, he felt as if he understood a little bit now.
You obviously like it, but you can't say it, you have to pretend you don't care, and you have to give in again and again. Isn't this hypocrisy?
He obviously wants to, and misses the child very much, but he keeps pushing people out. Isn't this hypocrisy?
He obviously doesn't like the outside world at all, but in order to survive, to survive better, he has to do it in order to stay here. Isn't this hypocrisy?
Obviously wanting to go back to that mountain, but afraid of the ridicule of other people in the mountain, and also afraid that they will completely cut off the contact with the children. Isn't this hypocrisy?
Cheng Xiangyuan felt that he was really a hypocrite.
"Dad, then I'll go back and learn. Dad is waiting. I will learn it soon."
"Well, only if Xiao Jiu is very good can I help my father, otherwise I can't help my father, you know?"
"I know!" The child shook his little fist.
"Dad, don't worry, Xiao Jiu will definitely be very good! I'll go find my little father right away and ask him to find a teacher for me."
"No rush." Cheng Xiangyuan smiled and pulled the child back. "Your little dad... What's the matter down there? Wait until he comes up to pick you up. Dad hasn't played with you for a long time. Let's play with toys, shall we? When you leave later, you take this toy back. En? "
"Okay." The child smiled and narrowed his eyes. "I like all the toys my father bought."
Then, the father and son sat on the floor and played with the toy.Among the toys Cheng Xiangyuan bought were puzzles.
Simple, train puzzle.
Cheng Xiangyuan and his son picked up the piece together, watching the child's bright smile when he occasionally raised his head, finally, Cheng Xiangyuan also smiled slowly.
If this is the last time father and son play, then it doesn't matter.
At least at this moment, the child is so happy...
Xiao Jiu, don't blame your father for lying to you, it's just...a little joke made by the heavens.
If those people came to you when you were born, if you were by your little daddy when those people found your little daddy, then you would have grown up in front of your little daddy...
That way, you won't feel bad.
In that way, Dad can also stay in the mountains for a lifetime with peace of mind...
Maybe I will marry another woman, maybe, I will have another child, definitely...will not disturb your life again...
But now, Dad has you, and Dad's heart will never love again.In this life, Dad has lived alone... It's a pity that you remember Dad.
I hope, I hope that one day when you grow up, can you stop remembering Dad...
If you don’t remember, you won’t feel sad, Xiao Jiu, you know?
When the doorbell rang, Cheng Xiangyuan looked over slowly. Although he didn't open it, he had a feeling that the person outside the door was Lu Huashang.
Cheng Xiangyuan lowered his head slightly, then stood up and pulled the child up.
"Your little dad is here, Xiao Jiu, you can go back with your little dad, remember what dad said just now? To become a capable person, and, man, don't cry, you know?"
"Okay, Dad, I see." The child nodded sharply.
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't say anything more, rubbed the child's head, and then went to open the door.
The door opened, and it was indeed Lu Huashang.
Cheng Xiangyuan said with a natural smile. "Are you here to pick up the child? I'll pack up the toys and let him take them back to play."
Lu Huashang looked at Cheng Xiangyuan coldly, without saying a word.
Cheng Xiangyuan also only glanced at Lu Huashang who looked indifferent to him, lowered his head as usual, and then went to pack his things.
There were not many toys, so soon Cheng Xiangyuan packed up and brought the child over.
"Goodbye, be careful on your way."
"Okay." The child is full of fighting spirit now, so he didn't find anything unusual between the two adults, so he waved to Cheng Xiangyuan. "Goodbye, Dad."
Cheng Xiangyuan smiled, and said in a warm and soft voice: "Goodbye, Xiao Jiu."
Goodbye Xiaojiu, my son.
Even if Dad can't be by your side in the future...But Dad believes that you will really become a capable and upright man.
What's more, although Dad can't stay by your side all the time, he will always watch you from afar.my little nine...
Lu Huashang lowered her eyes, and led Cheng Jiuxiao away...
Cheng Xiangyuan didn't look at the big and small backs, and slowly closed the door. In an instant, all his strength was lost, and he slowly slid and sat on the ground...
One big and one small.
One is the wife he thought he would spend his whole life with.
One was the son he had loved for more than four years and thought he would be together for the rest of his life...
But now, they're all gone.In Nuo Da's world, he is the only one... Cheng Xiangyuan is alone...
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