Red Blood Mercenary

He Lu chased for a long distance before seeing Xiaoxiao's figure. He Lu followed behind Xiaoxiao, walking slowly with her, but didn't say a word.

Xiaoxiao didn't seem to feel that there was anyone behind him, but walked forward silently with his head down, as if he had lost his soul.

The two walked on the road one after the other, seemingly very close, but like two parallel lines that never intersect.

He Lu looked at Xiaoxiao in front of her, and her thoughts drifted back to the night when she left Xiaoxiao's home to chat with Tang Jinghua.

Tang Jinghua sat on the single sofa in He Lu's room, "Xiao Lu, Auntie doesn't know what you are doing outside, but Auntie just hopes that my daughter will be safe and sound, marry a good family in the future, and have a son and a half daughter." , to be able to enjoy family happiness together as a family.”

Tang Jinghua paused for a moment, and then said, "Xiaolu, Auntie knows you are a good boy. My Xiaoxiao is thanks to you for taking care of me these past few years. Auntie just hopes that she will not go out again next time Xiaoxiao comes back. Auntie is old now. I'm too old, I'm afraid it won't be many years, Xiaolu, can you understand what Auntie means?"

He Lu listened to Tang Jinghua's words. She didn't know how much Tang Jinghua knew, but He Lu could still understand Tang Jinghua. After all, there is no mother in the world who does not worry about her children.

He Lu pondered for a while before answering, "Auntie, don't worry, Xiaoxiao won't leave when she comes back next time." She can't let a mother down, even if she knows to do this, she will definitely lose Xiaoxiao, because The task will continue, and the danger will always exist. The best way to keep Xiaoxiao away from danger is to push Xiaoxiao away.

And most importantly, she didn't know if Tang Jinghua knew about her relationship with Xiaoxiao. She couldn't tell Tang Jinghua firmly, please give Xiaoxiao to me, and I will take good care of her and let her get happy.Not only because she is a woman, but also because she is a soldier, or a soldier who will die at some point.So she can't say or say it, and she can't even promise the most basic guarantee, so how can she make Xiaoxiao feel free in this life.

So the only thing she can do for Xiaoxiao is to let go, she can't see Xiaoxiao being injured on the battlefield, it will drive her crazy.

He Lu felt that Xiaoxiao stopped, and she stood silently behind her, waiting for the last conversation.

"Why?" Xiaoxiao didn't turn around, but asked why in a low voice, as if it didn't exist.

"Because I can't be with you." He Lu said in a low voice.

Xiaoxiao heard this, turned around and looked straight at He Lu, "Then you are going to push me to Yang Kai? You know that he and I will be happy?"

"Yes, at least you can have a bright and aboveboard future with him. In the future, you won't have to be judged and judged, and you can have a happy family." He Lu said seriously.

"But I don't care, what I care about is you!" Xiaoxiao yelled out the last sentence.

"What about ten or twenty years from now?" He Lu then asked.

Xiaoxiao took a step closer to He Lu, and said firmly, "No matter how many years it is, I can do it!"

He Lu was silent for a while before continuing, "But I care! I care about the future, and I care about others criticizing you, and I'm even more afraid that you will blame me in the future." He Lu paused for a while and continued, but There was a hint of sobs in the voice, "I love you, but I can't bear the burden with you, and I can't go to the battlefield with you, because I will collapse when I see you injured, and I can't win the whole team. People's lives are a joke!" At the end, He Lu felt that every word and every sentence seemed to cut her heart.

I have to say that He Lu knows Xiaoxiao very well. If she says that she doesn’t love her or that it’s inappropriate to break up, then she will never be persuaded, so He Lu chooses to admit that I love you, but she can’t do it. Being with you, He Lu is so rational that it hurts people's hearts, not only herself but also others are completely hurt.

The tears that Xiaoxiao endured for a long time finally flowed down her cheeks, "He Lu, are you sure you love me? You are so selfish!" Reason is so selfish!That's what hurts the most.

"Smile, please, let go!" He Lu tremblingly said the most important sentence of the day.

Xiaoxiao staggered back two steps, "Okay, okay, okay, I will help you!" Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth and said each word, then turned and left, leaving He Lu standing there alone.

He Lu closed her eyes in pain, but didn't shed a single tear: He Lu, this is a decision you made yourself, and you must not regret it!

He Lu opened her eyes, took a step, took a deep breath, and walked forward slowly, the pain in her heart seemed to tear her apart, but He Lu let it hurt, just because she smiled Must be in pain like myself.He Lu, you are really despicable, using Xiaoxiao's weakness to achieve your own goals, using Xiaoxiao's love to perfect yourself, how could you hurt her like this, how could you!

He Lu, it's useless for you to say that you love her, but you have been scheming against her from the beginning to the end, from today's ktv confession to Yang Kai at the airport to pushing Xiaoxiao away from her just now, step by step hurt.

He Lu laughed silently, her eyes were red like blood, but she didn't see any tears, and her heart didn't seem to feel any pain, just because it was lost, on Xiaoxiao's body, from now on, it It's like being happy only because of Xiaoxiao's happiness, and being sad because of Xiaoxiao's sadness, even the pain is double the pain.

He Lu made a phone call, and just after connecting, she didn't wait for the person on the other side to speak, and said directly, "If you dare to be sorry and smile, I will never let you go!" After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone directly.

Smile, this is the last thing I do for you, I will accept all your hate, then the next person will definitely receive all your love.

Yang Kai hung up the phone, muttering to himself, "How could I hurt her, I love her no less than you."

Two days later, He Lu called and told Tan Xiaolin and the others that they would return late, but the reality was that Xiaoxiao would not go back, and the only person who returned was He Lu herself.

Since two days ago, He Lu hadn't seen Xiaoxiao again, it should be said that she had never seen Xiaoxiao face to face. As for why she didn't go back first, she just wanted to imprint Xiaoxiao's appearance deeply in her heart at the nearest place.

What she does every day is to watch Xiaoxiao go out with Tang Jinghua, or watch Yang Kai come to the door, and then the two go out on a date together, until a month later, Yang Kai proposes to Xiaoxiao, and Xiaoxiao is in a daze Accepted.

He Lu watched this scene from a distance with an ugly smile, but she was powerless, until the people in front of her changed wave after wave, and then slowly left.

Xiaoxiao looked at the man kneeling in front of her, but she was so sad that she just wanted to cry, but these tears became tears of happiness in the eyes of others, He Lu, after all, all this happened according to your imagination, so am I right? Just accept it as you think?

He Lu, why am I not happy at all?

Can a month really make a difference?Yang Kai was just scared, although Xiaoxiao was dating him every day, but the other party was always distracted, and would always unconsciously call out the name "A Lu", so Yang Kai took a gamble and asked for marriage , he wants to be with Xiaoxiao forever.

But in the end, Xiaoxiao agreed, but Yang Kai was not very happy, because he could see the sad expression on the other side's face that wanted to cry, he knew he had lost, and he lost so thoroughly, but he was reluctant to let go , because even if he can only have it for a moment, he doesn't want to give it up just like that.

The next day, He Lu got on the plane back to Donghai, alone, quietly looking at the sea of ​​clouds outside the window, but there was no one around her who acted like a baby to her.

While He Lu was flying over the East China Sea, the East China Sea was not calm at this time, and an undercurrent was brewing and fermenting.

The author has something to say:

The two have different views on love, so it shouldn't be considered abuse, right?Anyway, the long-awaited wooden enlightenment, she did.