Through the palace of the king of subjugation

Bai Ou also drank a lot in front of Jiacheng Hall before, but his alcohol capacity has not been bad.

In the place where he lived before, he likes to travel all over the world. Whenever he goes to a new city, he always likes to go to the local bar, which may be the closest place in a city to young people.

Accustomed to the highly spirited wine in modern society, the ancients had limited techniques for brewing and purifying wine, and those fine wines were nothing more than drinks to him.

But today I don't know what happened, Li Yu came upstairs to talk in his ear, and all the little alcohol seemed to go all the way to his head.

He felt a little hot on his body and a little empty in his mind.

For some reason, the little emperor hooked his neck and brought him to the table, and the contents of the cup were sent down his throat by Li Yu's hands one by one.

After all, the capacity of the white jade jug was limited. Li Yu shook the jade jug in his hand and poured the last bit of liquor into his cup.

He took Bai Gull's hand, handed the wine glass to the other's hand, and then picked up his own glass——

Then he put his hand around the arm of the white gull holding the wine cup.

Let's make a cup together.

White Gull took another look at the burning dragon and phoenix candles in the hall and the red silk swaying around him——

Completely dumbfounded.

"Yu'er knows he's wrong." Seeing that Bai Ou didn't move at all, Li Yu said softly, "How can Brother Bai Ou forgive Yu'er?"

"You..." Bai Gull's tongue was completely numb from the alcohol, and he couldn't say a whole sentence.

What a big "game"...

"Tomorrow morning—" Li Yu suddenly said in a deep voice, "I will personally appoint you the Great General of the Habayashi Army, and bring [-] Beiya imperial guards to the city soon."

"I won't lie to you again." He lowered his head and kissed the back of Bai Gull's hand holding the wine cup lightly, "We will be together no matter what we do in the future, I will tell you what."

People and hearts——

"Give you all."

As he said, he tilted his head and leaned closer to his wine glass, "One day the government and the people will be cleared up, and the world will be peaceful—"

"I want to marry you as my queen."

There are three thousand beauties in the harem, all of them are alone.

With a flick of his wrist, he drank the remaining wine in the glass in one gulp; then raised his eyes, and gently pushed the wine cup in Bai Gull's hand to his lips.

He watched the white gull raise his head, his sexy Adam's apple rolled up and down, and the glass was emptied.

Just now there was a pot of sake, and Bai Gu drank most of it by himself. At this moment, all the alcohol was on his head.

With the movement of holding the cup just now, he exerted strength with his arms, clamped Li Yu's forearm and brought him into his arms.

Sitting in Baiou's arms, Li Yu moved too violently just now, and his loose pajamas slipped off his shoulders, making him blush all of a sudden.

Facing the dim light of the dragon and phoenix candles, half of the white shoulders are smooth and delicate, almost reflective.

The white gull hugged the person in his arms, and the thin calluses on his fingertips ran across the exposed shoulder and neck, making the person in his arms tremble.

He held Li Yu's earlobe and whispered, "Who did you learn from?"

"I..." The little deer in Li Yu's heart was about to pop out of his throat, he couldn't go on acting anymore, and said shyly, "Let Xiao Yao find a few picture albums to read..."

"I've failed my studies." Bai Ou hugged the person in his arms tighter. He heard Li Yu's heavy breathing, "How should I punish you?"

It became difficult to breathe, Li Yu said nothing, but tilted his head, and buried his face in Bai Gu's arms in embarrassment.

White Ou held the corner of his mouth and smiled, picked him up in his arms, got up and walked to the dragon couch.

He gently put the man down on the couch, and Li Yu immediately reached out and climbed up his neck. The two of them sat on the couch, neck-to-neck, and smelled each other's breath.

He slowly took off the last layer of light pajamas on Li Yu's body that had been half hung on his shoulders, and his fingers traced the beautiful outline of the butterfly bone on his back inch by inch.

The lines are thin but perfect, as if they could spread out a pair of wings at any time.

Li Yu obediently leaned on Bai Ou's shoulder, asking for whatever he wanted, and said softly, "Will I grow wings?"

If I grow wings too, will the sky reward me with freedom?

A long blade pierced White Gull's chest in an instant.

He slowly pushed Li Yu away from his chest, held his shoulders, and looked at his lover——

For the first time, I understood what it was like for Li Yu to cry in his arms.

Sore nose, sore eyes.

He had forgotten what it was like to "cry" more than twenty years ago, but at this moment he was overwhelmed by fear.

He grabbed the smock at hand and fled.

"Brother Baiou—" Li Yu shouted at the fleeing figure in panic, "You will come back, right!"

You won't leave me, will you?

You don't leave me.

"please……"

He broke down in sobs.

The white gull ran away, and before going to the battlefield, he became an emotional deserter first.

Because he can shed blood and sweat, but he hasn't learned how to face something called "loss".

He was born in a family of diplomats 27 years ago, and he has been an outstanding diplomat since the generation of his grandparents.

His grandparents and grandparents are family friends, well-matched, his parents are highly educated, they entered the embassy logically, joined forces, and the son inherited his father's career.

Soon there was him.

His father wasn't even around when he was born, and his mother soon returned to work, and he doesn't quite remember who raised him, grandma or grandma?

Anyway, when he was about three or five years old, the old man passed away, and he basically had no image; after that, he entered a boarding kindergarten, and finished elementary school and junior high school all the way.

His material life has always been very affluent. The students in the school only go home once a month. He has a nanny by his side and occasionally a teacher from the school to take care of him.

It's just that every time after school and the teacher stands at the school gate and looks at the classmates around him happily throwing themselves into the arms of their parents, he doesn't know what to be happy about.

Only after eating one very sweet strawberry will he want to eat a second one. He has never eaten one, does not want to eat it, and is not envious.

Just feel empty inside.

After graduating from junior high school, his parents arranged a visa for him and sent him to study abroad; it was then that he began to understand what that feeling of emptiness was.

His biological parents, who have an unbroken blood relationship with him, live under the same roof and are as strangers as strangers.

He finally understands why he has no impression of the grandma who brought him up when he was a child or the grandmother; understands why he doesn't even have a friend if he doesn't have relatives around him.

Maybe it's in the bloody genes, his whole family is aloof and distant.

His parents probably grew up in the same environment as him, and then grew up to be the same as his grandparents and grandparents. They have maintained a kind of alienated and weak parent-child relationship for generations.

Even his parents are the same, respecting each other as guests.

The gorgeous and exquisite home is just a five-star hotel, with servants providing the most appropriate service, and every family member is just a guest.

At that time, he learned a new word called "belonging", which was something he was missing from birth, until he finally lived beside his biological parents, but he could no longer make up for it.

The boy's heart is full of fear, he fears that he will be a wandering passerby for the rest of his life.

That's when he started having insomnia and desperately wanted to have a normal family like the ones he'd seen in school.

But he can't do it, the three of them are separated by glass, and no one can get close to anyone.

After being diagnosed with severe neurasthenia by the doctor, he gradually discovered that he would sleep better if he gave up his expectations.

He discussed with his parents about returning to China. Such a family relationship also has its benefits. His parents almost never interfered with his decision and gave them complete respect.

When he stepped off the taxi home from the airport with his suitcase, Coffee squatted by the door and gave him a "meow".

At that time, Coffee had no name, and it was a stray cat that came to his community from nowhere.

One day before going abroad, Coffee stared at the half-eaten bread in his hand, followed him for a long time, and he later left the bread to Coffee; after that, he came home from school every month with a few ham sausages in his schoolbag , When you see coffee, you will leave everything to it.

Until he goes abroad.

He almost forgot about the dirty orange cat, but Coffee appeared by his car door, as if waiting for him.

So, he took the coffee home, and he happened to be in high school, so he changed to a day school and would go home after school.

Opening the door every day, it feels really good to have a "person" waiting at the door.

He took coffee with him until he was in college, and took good care of it. He fed the skinny stray cat into a fat orange weighing more than ten kilograms, which was heavy in his arms.

Then in my junior year, Coffee left.

He was so panicked that he couldn't face the first real goodbye in his life.

Although he was 21 years old at the time, he has been absent from this class.

A lot of kids cry for days when a hamster they kept for a few days dies, and then one day, the kids grow up and finally, when they attend the funeral of their most important family member or even a partner, they will Put away your tears and take care of the emotions of those around you.

Sometimes it takes decades or a lifetime.

Separation takes practice.

But White Gull has never experienced it.

He is not aloof, and occasionally makes a few jokes; he is not introverted either, whether he is a classmate at school or a colleague after work, he can maintain a good relationship on the surface.

He just seems to be born emotionally alienated, indifferent and dull, and he looks good with everyone, but he can't really get close to anyone, just like his relationship with his parents——

No hatred, no resentment, just unfamiliarity.

And after coffee left, his inexperience with emotional involvement even began to deteriorate into disgust.

This kept him on the fringes of the crowd from beginning to end no matter where he was; but he was getting used to it from his youthful fears.

Until the boy named Li Yu approached him, no matter how he retreated, Li Yu still threw himself into his arms——

Just like coffee at that time.

Even if he left, Coffee was waiting for him by the car door when he turned around; even if he ran away, Li Yu was watching the direction he left by the palace wall.

This kind of dependence is too terrible, he doesn't even know when he fell.

But Li Yu and coffee are too similar——

After all, the time they can spend with themselves is limited.

Starting from the Jiangnan water conservancy case, he tried to change the world he lived in for the first time; until the Jiangnan drought, God seemed to remind him——

I have no ability to reverse history.

Only then, he didn't notice.

He's still trying to turn Jiangnan around, and eventually at least avoid that man-eating plague.

In the history books, after the plague, Zhao Hongyin spotted Shang Ning's weak position and launched the first invasion of Shang Ning, and the location was in Daicheng.

Now even without the plague, the war is coming as expected.

No matter how hard he tried, history never changed.

In fact, he didn't care about whether this decadent dynasty changed its name or surname at all. He just wanted to change the fate of Li Yu's early death, but the reality hit back heavily again and again, telling him that historical facts cannot be tampered with.

So what should Li Yu do?

What should I do myself?

Continuing to sink, how would he face the ending of Li Yu's subjugation at the age of 21 and his death at the age of [-]?

The time he can spend with him is limited.

Just this one sentence made him hold back and run away.

Separation takes practice.

He was really scared, afraid of people who were too warm, and streets that were too cold.

I am afraid that the flowers will eventually thank you.

In the past, he forgot to refuse, and in the future, he couldn't accept it. He could only look at his foot on the edge of the cliff in front of him——

Not daring to take that last step forward.

He wanted to use this war to try again.

At least, let Li Yu live.

The author has something to say: Don’t ask Brother Ou if it’s okay, walk the original circle, 18 is the starting price, there is nothing wrong with the body, but there is a problem in the mind.

Last night at 12:[-] after the update, when I gave out red packets to everyone, I was very, very stuck (you probably know it too). You can tell me in the comment area, and I will make it up.

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