Through the palace of the king of subjugation

In Guangming Palace, Xiao Yao paced anxiously.

There was so much commotion in the Tai Chi Hall today, and Bai Gu also disappeared. He thought that the emperor would not be able to sleep well tonight, so he went to prepare medicine early; The back of the gull leaving in a hurry.

Back in the bedroom, Li Yu was still in a nightmare, calling Cuizhu's name over and over again.

That was Li Yu's nightmare, and it was also Xiao Yao's nightmare.

He wasn't sure what the white gull had heard, and he didn't know if it was time to wake up the emperor.

While hesitating, the soup on the small case gradually lost its temperature, and Li Yu woke up with a scream.

"Your Majesty!" Xiao Yao hurriedly stepped forward to comfort him, "It's a dream, it's all just a dream."

"No... no..." Li Yu's pajamas were soaked with sweat, he shook his head desperately, and babbled wildly, "I killed Cuizhu...it wasn't a dream...it was me...she died , but she refused to leave...she was still crying outside the hall...she was blaming me..."

"No...it's not..." Xiao Yao's eyes could no longer contain tears, so he could only repeat over and over again, "Your Majesty...it's not like this..."

"Now even he blames me..." Li Yu gasped, "He's leaving...They all hate me..."

"No, no!" Xiao Yao quickly denied, "Lord Bai didn't leave, he didn't blame His Majesty, he just came to see you!"

"He's been here?" Li Yu suddenly shuddered, as if caught in a fear worse than a nightmare, "Did he hear it all?"

His brother Baiou finally found out.

"Where's the other person!" Li Yu grabbed Xiao Yao frantically, "Where did he go!"

"Master Bai..."

Xiao Yao couldn't say it out loud, but the white gull had indeed left, and he was still in a hurry.

"Maybe, maybe it's just a temporary matter, maybe I'll be back soon..." He explained feebly, "Your Majesty just called Cuizhu by name, it's impossible for Lord Bai to know what happened."

After all, this is a taboo in the palace. More than ten years have passed, Ren Baiou is now asking all over the palace, and no one will reveal a word to him.

Xiao Yao's words seemed to comfort Li Yu a little, and he fell silent for a while.

Xiao Yao, who had just breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and was about to pour a cup of hot tea for the emperor to calm the shock, but Li Yu's voice suddenly sounded strangely——

"Where did he go?"

Low as a ghost.

"Look, it looks like..." Xiao Yao was terrified, and said the truth without paying attention, "Yong, Yongxiang..."

He came back to his senses and saw that Li Yu was about to go out of the hall suddenly like a madman. He was only wearing a thin pajamas, his hair was disheveled, and he didn't even have time to put on his shoes.

"Your Majesty! Where are you going!" Xiao Yao almost knelt on the ground and hugged Li Yu's thigh before stopping him, "Don't scare the servant..."

Li Yu's eyes were red and his face was expressionless, "Yong Xiang."

There is a person there who knows all the facts, and there is a high probability that he will not hide anything from Bai Gull——

Li Yu once admitted to Mother Su that he liked Baiou.

He suddenly began to struggle violently, roaring loudly, "If it's too late, it's too late!"

Bai Gull will see how disgusting his past is; he will also see how incompetent and disgusting he is.

His hands were stained with blood and could never be washed clean.

Just like on the stone steps in front of the Guangming palace bedroom, even after more than ten years, there are still bright red marks in Li Yu's eyes, and the air is full of disgusting blood.

Xiao Yao didn't have absolute power to restrain the emperor who was out of control, and although Li Yu looked crazy, he was also paralyzed.

They couldn't tell the difference between winning and losing, they struggled into a ball and bumped into the bookcase next to them.

There were hundreds of books, new and old, densely packed on the bookcase, and some of them fell to the ground during the two's struggle.

When the scroll fell to the ground, it opened and a piece of rice paper sandwiched inside fell out, and Li Yu suddenly became quiet.

*****

From eight sedan chairs to pick up the white gulls into the palace to waiting for the city to change again, they also had a period of peace and tranquility in this world.

Even the sun was shining brightly during those days.

After a leisurely afternoon after dealing with political affairs, Li Yu and Bai Ou took a nap in the hammock in the bamboo forest.

Li Yu lay on Bai Gu's chest and asked about Bai Gu's birthday.

Every year after getting to know Bai Gu, Bai Gu prepared the best gift in the world for his birthday, and he kept thinking about what he must give Bai Gu this year.

"That's still early, it's almost the end of the year." At that time, Bai Ou leaned on his forearm and said to Li Yu with a smile, "You can think about it slowly."

"What about before that?" Li Yu supported Bai Ou's chest and asked seriously, "Have you ever made any wish?"

"The matter of making a wish—" Bai Gu rubbed the top of Li Yu's head, "It won't work if you say it."

That afternoon, Li Yu pestered Bai Ou for a long time, but Bai Ou really had nothing to do with his little beauty. When he returned to the dormitory, he shut Li Yu out, saying that he had left the wish he had made before in the dormitory.

The emperor's bedroom was hundreds of feet in size. Li Yu searched all night but failed to find the "wish" left by Bai Ou. In the end, Bai Ou forcibly pushed him back on the couch, and a deep kiss softened his waist.

Afterwards, when the city changed, he was too busy to care about anything, and only kept taking this matter as a joke played by Bai Gull on him.

*****

Now Li Yu looked at the piece of rice paper that had slipped from the book on the rug, and he could see some ink stains through the back of the paper.

He has carefully read every book here, and it is almost certain that the rice paper is not left by him.

Trembling, he opened the rice paper, and saw the shameless calligraphy on it that belonged to Bai Gull alone.

With just a short line of words, he burst into tears instantly.

*****

It was late at night in the dilapidated house, and although the rustling at the door was soft, it seemed a bit harsh.

Bai Gu came back to his senses in deep thoughts, and after a long pause, he suddenly regained his vigilance. He got up and opened the door, but only saw a distressed figure who was about to disappear at the end of Yongxiang.

Without a moment's hesitation, he concluded that the person was Li Yu.

So so familiar.

"It's Yu'er—"

Before he had time to explain and say goodbye to Nanny Su, he left only three words and chased him out the door.

When he chased out of Yongxiang, that figure had already disappeared in the dark night, and the white gull stood at the fork in the palace corridor, his heart was in a mess.

How much did Li Yu hear and where did he go...

He closed his eyes, forcing himself to calm down.

The little emperor would definitely not go back to his dormitory and wait to be discovered by him, nor would he go to such an obvious place as the gazebo. There were also guards patrolling Guangming Palace at night, and now Li Yu definitely didn't want to be found by anyone.

White Gull opened his eyes and locked the direction——

bamboo forest.

The moonlight tonight was extremely dim, with no stars in the sky; when he finally got into the bamboo forest, even the last smear of moonlight was covered by layers of clouds.

The ink poured into the sky, and everything was silent.

He could only rely on his familiar memory to follow the stone-paved path to the direction of the hammock first.

It has not rained for several days, and the summer is so hot that even the mud in the bamboo forest is completely dry, and the fallen leaves and dead branches embedded in the mud are also completely dry, which can make people's feet hurt through the soles of boots.

The white gull approached the hammock with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and finally heard the soft and suppressed sob.

He took out the torch in his sleeve pocket and lit it, and saw that familiar figure curled up into a small ball.

Li Yu sat with his back against the stone pillar that fixed the hammock, tightly covering the crying that came from his mouth.

He noticed that the flame above his head looked up, and he and the white gull looked at each other in boundless silence.

One's eyes were full of pain and pity, and the other's eyes were full of despair and fear. At this moment, they turned back two parallel tears.

Bai Gu never thought that in his life, there would be a day when he would cry.

He watched Li Yu's soft black hair messy and withered in the faint light of the fire, and saw Li Yu's thin pajamas soaked in tears.

He watched Li Yu tightly covering his mouth and nose, not daring to cry out, leaving fingerprints on that cold and white face; All good emotions.

He watched Li Yu's body move suddenly.

The bare/naked feet curled up their toes, trying hard to hide themselves under the hem of the robe.

Bai Gull's heart was completely broken at this moment.

Even the thick soles of his boots couldn't stop the pain in his feet on the small road just now. That's how Li Yu walked barefoot.

When the pair of white feet hung on his shoulders, he often grabbed them maliciously.

But now it is covered with dirt and dust, and wounds scratched by litter.

Those poor feet shrunk to the edge of the robe, and the blood stained the hem of the robe——

Li Yuyu is still bleeding.

His eyes were filled with wet tears, and his eyes were so desperate and helpless; in this bamboo forest without sound and light, he looked like a seriously injured and dying deer in a dense forest.

Bai Gu's throat was blocked by ten thousand kinds of heartaches, he held on to the torch with one hand, stretched out the other, and bowed down to try to help him up.

"do not want!"

The boy who had just covered his mouth and didn't even dare to cry suddenly cried out loudly, that cry was like the last cry of a dying cub.

"You don't touch me!"

Li Yu knocked Bai Ou's hand off, put his heels on the mud, and tried to hide back, but was stopped by the stone pillar behind him in vain.

The desperate roar almost broke his voice, he looked at the white gull pleadingly, and whispered the name in his heart——

"Brother Baiou..."

He was raving wildly.

"Don't touch me..."

"I have blood on my body..."

Don't get dirty by me again.

"I...please..."

The white gull hung its head condescendingly, and hot tears dripped down on Li Yuman's wounded instep.

Li Yu trembled as if he had been burned. He raised his head in a daze, and saw Bai Gu throw away the fire folder in his hand and leaned down.

Bai Gu hugged Li Yu tightly, completely ignoring his desperate cries and desperate struggle, and just wrapped him tightly in his arms.

"Didn't you marry me all the time?" He choked up and said, "How can you go back on your word?"

Li Yu suddenly quieted down amidst Bai Gu's voice, but the trembling all over his body hadn't stopped.

"But I have blood on my hand...you know...I...caused Cui Zhu to die..."

"She's not." White Gull affirmed.

"She...is..." Li Yu couldn't help crying, "I'm covered in blood...so...disgusting..."

"Then just feel that you are dirty and terrible." Bai Gu let go of Li Yu, held the other's face and let him look at him, "It doesn't matter what you look like..."

"I want them all."

Li Yu looked at the white gull in confusion and shock, and gradually became quiet.

In this eerily quiet night, he seemed to be able to hear the sound of wounds healing.

At the end of the day, I stand before you.

You will see my scars and know that I was hurt and will heal.

He stretched out his trembling hands, and finally hugged the white gull tightly.

Thank you for knowing that I'm not perfect but still loving me.

Buried in the arms of the white gull, grabbing enough courage, he yelled presumptuously——

With a long cry, he released all his fear and self-blame for more than ten years, and began to try to reconcile with his past self.

It wasn't until the voice was hoarse and broken, and finally stopped, that the white gull let go of the person tightly hugged in his arms.

He picked up the fire folder on the side, and with the help of the faint light, he gently wiped away the blood and dust from Li Yu's feet with his cuff.

Without saying another word, he did everything in silence and picked him up.

Going against the times, he really wants to be a hero now.

The author has something to say: Today's speech is not suitable for showing cuteness, so let's leave another quiz with a prize.

Can anyone guess what the "wish" on Bai Gull's note is?

Tip: A line of lyrics, a popular song, everyone should have heard it.

At the end of the day, I stand before you.You will see my scars and know that I was hurt and will heal.Adapted from Rabindranath Tagore's "Flying Birds"

Thank you for knowing that I'm not perfect but still loving me.Adapted from Rabindranath Tagore's "Liu Ying Ji"

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