beluga island

The Xia family was talking in the room, while Shi Yu and Ye Wang stood outside the door and looked at each other, relatively speechless.

The residential building is old, but the sound insulation is quite good.

When the conversation lasted for more than an hour, Ye Wang answered the phone, and it was the arranger teacher who asked him if he would go to the rehearsal today.

Ye Wang had no choice but to leave early.

Before leaving, he asked Shi Yu: "Let's go together? What time will they talk about? With a psychiatrist, nothing will happen."

Shi Yu shook his head, stubbornly waiting in place.

Ye Wang didn't force him, but suddenly said with a smile: "You and Xiaoqi really look alike."

Shiyu looked up at him.

"The same stubbornness, innocence, and belief in eternity..." He said softly, "It is also because of this that they are attracted to each other."

Ye Wang said no more and left.

Shi Yu didn't speak, just stood silently, and didn't realize that his legs were numb.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the sky turned from gloomy to pitch black, and the evening wind gradually cooled down.

Some neighbors passed by up and down, looking at him curiously.

"Wait." He explained.

The strange aunt enthusiastically stuffed white flour steamed buns for him, but Shi Yu couldn't refuse, so he had no choice but to thank him, touched the cold steamed bun skin, and continued to wait, like a gradually petrified statue.

He didn't know what he was waiting for.In fact, he can go to the car and wait. There is heating, mineral water, bread and small cakes in the car, and nothing will hinder him.In fact, there is no difference between waiting in front of the door and waiting in the car.

But he just dared not leave.

I want to accompany him at the closest distance, I want to hug him to comfort him at the first time, no matter the ending is good or bad.

He just stood in front of the door and waited for a long time.

Waiting until I was in a trance, the night lights were like beans, and the light and shadow were blurred. The sound of a child playing the piano clumsily came from upstairs, which seemed to be "Dream Wedding", so far away that it seemed to come from another world.

The door suddenly creaked open.

Xia Qijing came out with red eyes, and was surprised when he saw him: "Why didn't you go to the car—you have been standing at the door waiting for me for so long?"

Shi Yu nodded.

He reached out to touch his cheek, his body swayed, and he almost fell to the ground.

It is caused by standing for too long and insufficient blood supply to the brain.

Shi Yu originally wanted to ask him as soon as he came out. He wanted to know what the cause was and what happened in those years.

But at this moment, I suddenly felt that those were not important anymore.

Xia Qijing seemed to have returned to its previous appearance, with clear eyes and a calm expression.

Healthy and healthy, that's enough.

Xia Qijing supported him, his eyes were red again.

Shi Yu: "Let's go home."

Xia Qijing's throat was slightly blocked, and he said, "Well, go home."

On the night they went back, both of them were extremely tired. After taking a quick bath, they were so sleepy that they hugged each other and fell asleep.

Xia Qijing curled up in Shiyu's arms, like a sleeping sheep.Shi Yu gently stroked and patted his back with his big hands, like touching a baby, until he fell asleep.

It was the most peaceful sleep he had had in a long time.

It was the next morning that Xia Qijing told him everything.

"I told you that the person who kidnapped me lied to me that my adoptive parents didn't want me, and there were some very nasty and horrible words. If it's just these words, as I grow older, I can understand the absurdity of those words, and then gradually fade away Psychologically frightening."

Shi Yu hugged him, stroked his back slowly, and listened quietly: "Yes."

"But what really made me desperate was that about a year after being rescued, I accidentally discovered that my adoptive parents really wanted to send me away."

Shi Yu paused.

Xia Qijing trembled slightly, and said: "I overheard when I woke up one night, they were discussing whether they should send me away - do you understand the fear, telling yourself it's a lie, and finally kissing me Heard confirmation.

At that moment, I hated them, hated them very much, hated why they usually treated Xia Zhisang and me as equals, as if adoption really didn't exist.But it was different after all, no matter what happened, they couldn't discuss sending Xia Zhisang away, that's the difference.

This was one of the scariest and most tormenting nightmares of all time.So I consciously forgot about it and pretended I hadn't heard it, that it hadn't happened.If you hadn't asked about those past events, I might never remember them for the rest of my life. "

Shi Yu hugged him tightly, regretting so much that he almost wanted to kill himself: "It's my fault."

Xia Qijing shook her head: "You can lie to yourself for a while, but not for a lifetime. Even if it's not you, it will be a certain node in the future. It will come like a tide and swallow me up again."

Shi Yu touched his back, speechless.

"It wasn't until last night that I finally knew the truth—they were discussing whether to send me away, not because they thought I was burdensome, but because during that time, my biological parents happened to come to the door."

"biological parents?"

"Well, they were doing business in a small northern city. When they were young, they gave birth to me carelessly. At that time, they had no money to have a child, so they had to send it to the gate of the orphanage. Later, they went to sea to do business and made some money, so they wanted to find me. They promised to give me As long as they are willing to hand over their custody rights, that amount would still be a huge sum of money now—the contract at that time is still there, and they dug it out and showed it to me last night.”

"They didn't sign."

"Yes," Xia Qijing leaned on his shoulders, trembling, "I don't know why they age so quickly——In order to provide for Xia Zhisang and me to live comfortably, after that kidnapping case, they changed They opened up the store and expanded the store just to make more money. They didn’t want to abandon me, never did.”

He burst into tears like a child whose grievances were justified.

On this clear morning, the crying was somewhat inappropriate.

But Shi Yu felt that this was the happiest morning in his more than 20 years of life.