beluga island

The dressing room at the backstage of the theater is only open during official performances and is usually locked.

Shi Yu looked around but couldn't find an open lounge, so he wanted to carry Xia Qijing back into the car.

"No," Xia Qijing flinched in his arms, "...so noisy."

It refers to the rehearsal venue just now.To get back to the car, one must pass there, receiving the stares and suspicions of the crowd.

Shi Yu had no choice but to carry him to a secluded corner, making sure that no one would pass by.

Xia Qijing nestled in his arms, biting her knuckles anxiously: "I broke something."

"No, it's so easy to break. The wheels of the storage rack are already loose, and you just happened to pass by."

"But the microphones were broken, so many!"

"What's the matter, and it's not worth a lot of money. The things bought by the school theater are the cheapest wholesale ones, and they cost a few hundred yuan if they are exhausted," Shi Yu coaxed him, "It's not a formal performance now, it doesn't matter."

Xia Qijing was still a little trembling.Obviously he was frightened by the scolding just now.

Shi Yu cursed secretly.

He stroked his back gently, trying to relax him.

At the same time, he changed the subject and said, "I didn't ask you to stay in the car, why did you run out by yourself?"

"……Fear."

"What are you afraid of?"

"...It's so dark. There are many people walking around outside the car, it's very noisy."

"So you came to see me?"

"Ah."

"Isn't there more people and more noise in the theater, so you're not afraid now?" Shi Yu teased him, "Is my charm so great, does it give you a sense of security?"

Xia Qijing was furious and stepped on him.

"Ouch, Miss, please spare me," Shi Yu hugged him in a corner, secretly kissed him on the cheek, his heart was full, as if he had just drank a large cup of sweet honey grapefruit tea, "I see you and others They are all polite, why are you so angry with me?"

This is purely cheap and good.

How can he complain, it's too late to be complacent.

Xia Qijing is polite to everyone else, but has a hot temper with him. What does this mean?

This is differential treatment!

What people in love want is that double standard and special treatment.

This proves that his position in Xia Qijing's heart is different, rather than a polite and distant wholesale classmate friendship.

In the past few weeks, he has been taking Xia Qijing to see a psychiatrist and receive psychological counseling.

The doctor said that the situation was not that serious, it was only because the patient had been forcibly suppressing the memory in his heart and deliberately avoided mentioning it, and now he was suddenly forcibly dug out, and the patient was sensitive, so he had some stress reactions.

The specific manifestations are extreme insecurity, fear of the dark and slight social anxiety.

The doctor also said that Xia Qijing himself may not have thought that he would be so deeply affected by the shadow of his childhood, so when he was pressed for questioning that day, he hesitated for a moment before speaking out.

After saying it, there seemed to be nothing unusual for a short time.

But by the time the abnormality surfaced, it was already too late.

It's similar to drinking liquor with a high alcohol content. When you drink it, you don't feel anything. After a while, when the stamina picks up, you realize that you have sunk deeply.

Shi Yu regretted it unceasingly.

If he had known that those childhood memories would make Xia Qijing so unhappy, he would never have pursued it.

He was worried about Xia Qijing's mental illness, and hoped to help him recover as soon as possible.

But at the same time, there are also some unspeakable and despicable selfishness.

——If only Xia Qijing could stick to him like this all the time.

I want him to hug me, kiss me, and nestle in his arms at any time, as if I'm going to die if I leave for a while.

He didn't want him to be as unrestrained, lazy, and flashy as before.

That's appearance, it's perfunctory.

Whales are free, swimming in the deep sea, never trapped by reefs and aquatic plants, and don't care who they stay for.

The only thing that can trap him is the sea.

If he can do that piece of sea, maybe the whale can stay forever.

Forever stagnant in this sea area, regardless of the way forward and the date of return.

Shi Yu kissed his hair and cheek, and became a little impatient after kissing.

The two of them basically hang out day and night these days, except that they can barely pretend to be strangers in class, and spend the rest of the time at home or in the car.

Even in class, one couldn't help but peek at the other, and when they met their eyes, they were about to go off in a flash.So he quickly took it back, and looked down at the book as if nothing had happened.After less than three seconds, she couldn't help raising her eyes to take a sneak peek.

The rare innocence is like little furry kids who have a crush on each other in high school class.

They missed each other's boyhood, and now they make up for it all on the university campus, and their throbbing minds are even worse than those of teenagers.

And the good thing about adults is that they can do things that young people can't do.

The two went home quickly after school, Xia Qijing was alone anyway, except for Lin Yuqian looking for him occasionally, and no one was looking for him at other times; Shiyu's club activities and school social activities could be pushed as soon as they could, and the two of them entered The hallway began to be disheveled.Dining table, desk, balcony, bathroom, sofa... no place is inviolable.

The posture of mixing oil with honey is really like a newlywed couple who are deeply in love.

Not so convenient in school, but fortunately the sedan is roomy enough.

Later, to the point of exaggeration, Shi Yu had to prepare a few more sets of clothes and tissues in the car, in order to prevent the trouble from being too embarrassing when he was in love, and he couldn't get out of the car afterwards.

Shi Yu couldn't help touching his back, and slowly slid down.

Just as he touched the edge of the jeans under the hem, a dazzling light suddenly lit up at the corner.

"Who is there?"

The theater staff looked here with a flashlight, probably because they heard the sound and found it.

Shi Yu held Xia Qijing in his arms, changed his indifferent face, and said back, "It's okay, it's me."

"Do you need help?" The staff member probed his head and saw Xia Qijing hiding in his arms, "Is that classmate sick?"

"No, we're going out now."

After the staff left, Xia Qijing was visibly upset and pulled at his neckline like a cat showing its sharp claws.

Shi Yu coaxed and coaxed, promising not to let him wait alone next time, Xia Qijing reluctantly agreed to go out.

He wanted to quickly pass the rehearsal venue and take Xia Qijing back to the car.

Unexpectedly, as soon as they turned the corner, they heard noisy voices from the rehearsal venue.

——Ye Wang was wearing a silver-gray mask, standing in the middle of the crowd with a smile on his face.

The others recognized him and surrounded him excitedly.

"Is it really the lead singer of the band, Ye Wang?"

"It's Ye Wang! It's him, it's him!"

"Why did he come here?"

……

The arranger teacher introduced: "Student Ye Wang was invited by the school and said that he would like to try out the demo of the new song at the welcome party. As an encouragement to the students, I hope that students who have music dreams can persevere..."

Shi Yu groaned inwardly, blocking Xia Qijing's face, trying to quickly pass by.

According to Murphy's Law, if something has the possibility of going bad, no matter how small the possibility is, it will always happen.

Ye Wang glanced at them and waved happily: "Xiaoqi! And that, that who! Why are you two here."

Xia Qijing bluntly turned his head hesitantly, as if he had just seen him.

The moment their eyes met, the sensitive singer immediately noticed something strange.

Ye Wang pushed aside the crowd and walked towards them.

Xia Qijing subconsciously withdrew his gaze and took a step back in an evasive manner.

"Xiaoqi?" Ye Wang came over, suspicious suddenly, "What's wrong with you?"