beluga island

That night, Shi Yu almost couldn't go home.

Xia Qijing clings to him in the car, as enthusiastic as a sunflower, calling his voice soft and lovely.

If it wasn't for worrying about him catching a cold, Shi Yu might have clung to him in the car all night.

He noticed the abnormality of the Xia Qi Whale. Even if the pheromone would affect the mood of the omega, it would not change so much.Xia Qijing almost seemed to be a different person, very clingy and eager for desire, as if completely immersed in it, as if he was escaping from something.

Shi Yu finally discovered some abnormalities and clues since these days.

Xia Qijing accepted his confession that day, he said that he would make Mi Yan jealous, and then they started dating—everything went smoothly, unbelievably smoothly.

Even, it went a little strangely smoothly.

It seemed that suddenly, Xia Qijing fell in love with him.He was jealous of him and defended him in front of his family, all of this was not a sign when he thought about it carefully.

He was so immersed in the joy of being answered that he ignored these details.

He didn't dare to ask Xia Qijing.After learning about the experience of the kidnapping case in his childhood, he didn't dare to ask him some things, for fear of bringing back bad memories for him.

A few days later, he took him for a physical examination and psychological counseling, falsely claiming that it was a routine post-marital examination requested by his grandfather.

"Does the physical examination also include mental health?" Xia Qijing asked him in confusion.

"Well, the testing items that have just been included in the past few years."

Xia Qijing didn't suspect him, and obediently went in for a three-hour mental health survey.

When it was done, it came out, looking a little dazed.

Shi Yu asked him to sleep in the car for a while, and went in to communicate with the doctor by himself.

"The patient has obvious memory avoidance symptoms, that is, he deliberately forgets some things," the psychiatrist told him, "He was kidnapped in childhood, do you know about this?"

"Ah."

"Did he mention it himself?"

"I asked him, and he was very calm when he talked about it, saying that he had come out."

"That's the problem," the doctor wrote on the report, saying, "The kidnapping is the trigger, and there is something deeper in it, which is the root cause of his mood swings, and he hasn't come out completely. .”

Shi Yu asked anxiously, "What could it be?"

He faintly sensed something, but he didn't want to ask for proof.

He was afraid from the bottom of his heart that Xia Qijing had suffered terrible injuries.

"Are you his boyfriend?"

"Ah."

"Is sex normal?"

Shi Yu hesitated for a moment: "...Well, it was rare in the past, but now it is more frequent, and it seems to be a little more dependent than before. I didn't pay attention to it before, thinking it was a normal emotional progression, but recently I felt something was wrong. "

The doctor seemed to guess what he was thinking: "Don't worry, the patient should not have been sexually assaulted. His physical examination report is normal, and his attitude when talking about sex is also a normal reaction."

A big stone in Shi Yu's heart fell to the ground, and he let out a heavy sigh of relief.

But the worry has not been completely eliminated: "What could it be because of?"

"It should be related to family," the doctor handed him a piece of paper. "During the deep hypnosis just now, I asked him to draw a dream. What he drew was a small house. A little pig. If I'm not mistaken, he should have a brother or sister?"

"There is a sister."

"Although the painting is a family of four, there are only three pigs in the house, and the remaining little pig is sitting on the roof. What does the roof mean? Dangerous, empty, and helpless... this is probably the His real cause."

"He was adopted, but I've met his family and they seem to have a good relationship."

"You also said, it just seems," the doctor handed him the consultation report, "Once a sense of security is lost, it is difficult to completely make up for it. What's more, for a child, any unconscious His actions could affect him for the rest of his life.”

When Shi Yu returned to the car, Xia Qijing curiously asked him what the doctor said.

Shi Yu smiled: "It's nothing, I said you were under too much pressure, I told you to go to bed early at night."

"Doing linear algebra every day, how can I go to bed early."

"It's more than enough to use the time of playing games to do the questions."

Xia Qijing pretended not to hear, and seeing Shi Yu wearing a blue striped shirt, looking fresh and clean, couldn't help but leaned forward and sniffed the scent in his collar.

"It smells good," he took a deep breath, "Did you wear perfume today?"

"No, it's the scent of laundry detergent."

"Why does it feel a bit cold, like the smell of pheromone..."

He muttered like this, grabbed his shoulders, and pressed his lips on the exposed neck once, twice.

Then it slowly turns into a soft lick and bite.

Shi Yu didn't dare to move around because of this sudden evocative attack.

The tip of the small tongue lingers on the neck, like a deer that has just learned to lick, softly marking its territory, and the sweet milky fragrance fills the kisses.

The teeth are also soft when they bite, clumsily leaving their own mark on his neck, which is a secret oath of sovereignty.

He thought Shi Yu wouldn't notice, but Shi Yu was obviously much smarter than he imagined.

Shi Yu pinched his cheeks: "Why, plant strawberries."

He pretended not to know: "The teeth changing period, teeth grinding."

"Choose it in broad daylight? It's still in such a conspicuous position."

Xia Qijing was upset: "You don't like it, you are worried that people will see you when you go to class later, right?"

Shi Yu pretended to be serious: "Yeah, if this is going to spread, no one will give me lunch in the future."

Xia Qijing was so angry that he bit him, this time it could be regarded as leaving a deep tooth mark, on the left side of the neck, like two pink birthmarks: "Who do you want to give you a bento!"

The strength is shallow and deep, like a fledgling and inexperienced little vampire.

"Oh, oh, lightly, lightly, I'm teasing you." Only then did Shi Yu know what it means to be the most unbearable beauty's grace, and quickly hugged her to coax her, "What am I eating? I can return those bento every time. gone back."

"Aren't you afraid that they will see the teeth marks on your neck?"

"That's impossible, I can't wait to use a picture frame to frame the tooth marks. In the future, I will show them to others when I see them. Do you see that this is given by my wife. This means that we have a good name. In the future, everyone will Don't even think about that."

Xia Qijing became fragile and self-willed, extremely difficult to coax. After arriving at school, he pestered him and refused to get off the car, and even released pheromones silently to lure him.

It was noon at that time, and the car was parked in a secluded corner of the school, but there were still occasional students who had finished lunch and walked by in twos and threes.

Xia Qijing pressed him on the back seat of the car, straddled him, leaned down to lick his Adam's apple, and then bit him lightly.

A place as sensitive as the Adam's apple has never been teased like this.

Shi Yu was bitten almost out of control. Those methods of controlling pheromone that he had practiced with great difficulty were all useless under the temptation of the person he liked. He was like a grass carp lured by bait in front of him, just tease him casually You can take the bait.

"Don't..." He didn't expect that there would be a day when he couldn't stand the temptation, "Will you go home, I will listen to you when I go home."

He still has a sliver of reason, knowing that this is a campus where people come and go.

Even though the car windows were covered with one-way perspective film, knowing that the outside could not see the inside, I couldn't help but feel cramps in my stomach and back.

He was reluctant to say harsh words, and he was also reluctant to push him away. Refusing was like trying to get him.

Xia Qijing gritted his Adam's apple with his teeth, looked at him with wet eyes: "Don't you have a hip-hop class in the evening?"

... This is a fart class!

"I want you to go to class with hickey marks all over your neck, and I want everyone to see you bitten like this. You can say it's allergies, it's mosquito bites, I don't care—" Xia Qijing couldn't help it Reasonable like a little hooligan, "As long as you dare to go."

Shi Yu couldn't laugh or cry: "Do you mind so much if I go to hip-hop lessons?"

"It's not that you don't know what those omega are aiming for."

"For what?"

"...I want to have physical contact with you!" He said angrily, "I want to be taught by you, I want your contact information, I want to develop further with you, I want to be marked by you!"

When he thought that Shi Yu would have physical contact with those omega, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Shi Yu was thinking about something else.

He thought of the "signs of security" that the psychiatrist told him. One of them was the fear of being abandoned again, and he would have a strong desire to possess the affairs around him, wanting to occupy the territory and firmly grasp everything he owned.

But is this really love?

He was suddenly a little uncertain.

After all, Shiyu didn't go to street dance class that afternoon.

He called Mi Yan and said that he was busy and asked her to take over.

Mi Yan was a little dissatisfied. This was the third time he had asked for leave in a month. The first two times, one was to visit Xia's house, and the other was in the morning. Xia Qijing suddenly pushed the door open while he was taking a shower, his eyes were red Hongdi asked him to hug him because "suddenly felt cold", so neither of them could catch up with the morning class that day, the shower gel was poured all over the floor, Xia Qijing's clothes were also scattered all over the floor, crying like a lifeless The little rabbit that broke into the tiger's den.The counselor even called and scolded him, asking him if he still remembered his promise, and warning him not to allow himself to fall, but to work hard with his omega and study hard.

The same thing happened again today, Shi Yu was helpless.

His self-control when facing Xia Qijing is like that of a gluttonous child facing ice cream, basically negligible, not to mention that Xia Qijing is still deliberately tempting him, and indulges the two of them indulging and drowning together.

So the new car mat just replaced became a mess again, covered with indescribable traces.

When Shi Yu went home with Xia Qijing in his arms, he was very annoyed. He felt that he could not pamper him so bottomlessly, just like a child who wants candy. If adults respond to their requests, children will soon understand the joy of indulgence.But indulgence is harmful to the body, and the happiness that is overdrawn in advance will always ask you for interest at a certain point in your life.

According to his more than 20 years of life experience, it is most effective to make a schedule at this time. When to do things, list them clearly, and just follow them.

—but it was of no use.

Xia Qijing is his weathervane. When he smiles, he laughs, and when he cries, he also hurts. There is no reason at all, and there is no solution.

Cherishing has also become indulgence, indulge yourself to hurt, sink with him, and drown in the cool autumn day.