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Xia Qijing's tone was flat: "Actually, it's nothing. I was kidnapped when I was a child. The family's business will inevitably provoke some desperate people."

"It's 'nothing'?"

"Sounds scary, right? Actually, it's okay. The kidnappers didn't kill me. I'm still alive and well. That's pretty good."

When Shi Yu listened, he always felt weird.

Why is it such a deliberately vague and relaxed tone.

He felt that Xia Qijing was deliberately hiding something.

"That's it?" He looked at him, "Then why did your sister say that you were at a disadvantage and almost died in the abandoned factory."

Xia Qijing saw that he couldn't handle it, he was silent for a moment, then sighed: "That person was not arrested after the incident, but was sent to a mental hospital."

Shi Yu was taken aback.

"I was probably a little over eight years old, and he was a friend of my father's business, a hardware maker, who came over a few times. He would always bring chocolate chip cookies and jelly, and compared to other grown-ups, he was very kind and very friendly. He can be funny, and he can do magic tricks to coax children. Xia Zhisang likes him very much, but I am always a little afraid of him. Now that I think about it, it is probably the sixth sense.

I can't remember the exact day, but one time after school, he suddenly appeared at the school gate and told me that Xia Zhisang was missing, and that my parents had gone to find her, and asked him to pick me up.

The teacher asked me if I knew him, but I did. I said he was my father's friend, so the teacher didn't ask me any more and handed me over to him.

You should be able to guess what happened next. "

Xia Qijing smiled wryly, "I was in a hurry to find my sister, but he said he heard that there were good Tibetans on the mountain, so he took me to look for it on the mountain, and I followed foolishly, but was taken to an abandoned factory on the outskirts of the city.

He extorted 200 million from my parents, which was the total amount of my store turnover plus deposits at that time.

I was scared at first, but he didn't hit me or scold me, instead he brought me milk candy every day.I thought that as long as I waited obediently as he said, my parents would come to pick me up soon.

But about a day or two later, everything changed.

His spirit became very unstable, and I didn't know until then that his kindness and humor were all fake. Most of the time, he looked gloomy, like a mouse in the dark, with soybean eyes peeking out forever See, and loathe the sun.

There was no one in the factory. At that time, smart phones were not common, and life was very boring. He began to chat with me frequently, but I am an eight-year-old child, what can I talk about?He quickly found a new way to entertain himself - scaring me. "

Xia Qijing took a deep breath: "He told me repeatedly that my parents picked me up from the hospital trash can. The only value of existence is to protect my sister from disasters. After my sister is born, I will be useless. Dead or alive, no one cares.

He said, do you know why I attacked you?Because your sister is the one who is truly loved, your mother always picks her up first and then you, because she is the only one who loves, and I chose you because I was afraid that time would run out.

Who knows, your cold-blooded parents would rather watch you die than give money. "

"He also said a lot of terrible things, like, Mom has been secretly sleeping with him, plotting with him to kill Dad; also said that Dad actually hates me, and wanted to dismember me a long time ago and sell my organs Drop it, so that the family can save a mouth to eat..."

Xia Qijing trembled slightly, as if he had become the helpless eight-year-old child again, "It sounds ridiculous now, doesn't it? We all know he's lying, and he made up these terrible things to scare me... …But I was only eight years old at the time, only eight years old, and he was the only one facing me every day. Day by day, my parents never showed up. I was almost frightened and cried every day. The more I cried, the more excited he was , the more you have to tell me those obscene and nasty things in detail for fun."

Shi Yu was silent and squeezed his hand tightly.

His hands have been shaking since just now, the palms and backs of his hands are cold, and they are full of cold sweat.

Xia Qijing didn't realize it, like a numb talking machine, and continued: "I started to have a high fever, and my brain was almost broken... When I woke up, I found that several days had passed, and I had been tortured. rescued."

"The adults said that he was diagnosed with a mental illness by the hospital, and he did not cause any substantial harm. He is not legally liable for criminal responsibility, so he was sent to a mental hospital without any punishment.

My parents always thought that I couldn’t remember what happened in those few days. Adults always think that children have no memory, but no, I always remember it very clearly, and then I have been having nightmares on and off for a year. The face is wet.

I have also never mentioned those threats to my parents. "

Shi Yu stretched out his arms to hug him, and patted his back: "It's okay, we don't want to..."

He regretted it terribly.

If he had known that these things would make Xia Qijing so sad, he would never have asked.

Xia Qijing: "You already knew that I was not born in the Xia family, right?"

Shi Yu: "Yeah."

This is not surprising, with the resources and contacts of the Shi family, it is very easy to find these things.

"You've always been curious about my relationship with Ye Wang, but it's really nothing. It's just that I didn't dare to tell my family, my friends and teachers about that experience during my childhood. Only Ye Wang found out. My secret, he found out that I would cry during my afternoon nap, and once overheard my raving in my dream, he guessed most of it.

Later, he became my only confidant. He has a wide range of knowledge and a rebellious personality, but he has a strict mouth, never chewing his tongue, and never revealing secrets.He doesn't make me happy, but he always stays with me quietly, does his own thing, and doesn't look at me strangely... We formed a strange friendship like this. "

"So you know why I was so devastated by his disappearance," Xia Qijing said with a wry smile, "It was almost like abandonment to me when I was still in adolescence, and then I found out that he went to become a star. Speechless, I could only scold him while gnashing my teeth, while secretly listening to his songs before going to bed, pretending that I was still accompanied."

Shi Yu: "Is it the same now?"

"what?"

"I said, now I have to listen to his songs before going to bed, so I can fall asleep."

Xia Qijing blushed slightly: "...It's been a long time."

"That……"

Xia Qijing whispered: "Since I lived with you, I have fallen asleep under the hypnosis of linear algebra every day."

Shiyu: "..."

"Much easier to sleep than his songs."

"That doesn't sound like a compliment."

"Strictly speaking, linear algebra only accounts for half of the role, and I haven't said the other half."

"What?" Shi Yu thought for a while and said, "My pheromone?"

It's really not that he is being sentimental, Xia Qijing's susceptible physique fits so well with his pheromones, he can only think that it is his own pheromones.

"No," Xia Qijing hesitated, "It's...you."

Shi Yu was slightly startled.

"Even at the beginning, when your pheromone has not recovered, I will feel very comfortable... I will feel very comfortable when you are around." Xia Qijing blushed, and looked away, "Otherwise, you think, Why didn't I resist when you touched my glands."

"..."

"And the day you wanted to mark me forcibly, I just hit you twice in a fit of anger... If it was someone else, I would have chopped it down with a knife."

"..."

"stupid."

Shi Yu gasped for breath and hugged him tightly.

Hugged tightly in my arms, as if the rivers, lakes, seas, and stars in the universe were hugged into my arms like this.

After Xia Qijing finished what was almost like a confession, she became ashamed again, buried her face in her shoulders, and refused to let him see her own face.

Shi Yu wanted to grab his face and kiss him, but Xia Qijing refused, the two had a fight, and soon fell into the bed.

Shi Yu pressed on him, supported the bed with both hands, and whispered: "Now, is it okay?"

Xia Qijing: "..."

Before he could answer, the door suddenly opened.

"Food is good..."

Xia Zhisang said two words, looked at the two people who were in ambiguous postures and were about to enter the [-]th ban, and were stunned.

Xia Qijing: "..."

Shiyu: "..."

Xia Zhisang roared, "Mom, where's my feather duster!"