beluga island

Xia Qijing realized later, and finally noticed something strange these days.

For example, when Shi Yu injected him with inhibitors every morning, she always avoided touching his skin with her fingertips, and pulled up his collar after the injection was completed quickly.

I woke him up in the morning, instead of knocking on the door, I made a phone call instead, so that I didn’t have to meet him in the morning of milky white mist and smell his slightly overflowing pheromone.

His pajamas were originally short-sleeved shorts, but these days they were suddenly replaced with long trousers, which completely covered his neck and ankles.Shiyu said that it was because of the early autumn, the weather turned cold, and he was afraid that he would catch a cold, but the weather clearly still had the residual heat of the end of summer, which was far from being "cool".

……

In retrospect, Xia Qijing finally understood the real reason.

Shi Yu went to the hospital for a physical examination the next day, and took him with him by the way.

Shiyu's pheromones seemed to be more stable, and during the day-to-day running-in, some of them were able to control the pheromones from falling asleep and waking up.

The doctor was a little surprised: "How did you practice?"

Shi Yu: "Every day before going to bed, I will lock the doors and windows and try to release pheromones. If it is unsuccessful, I will try a few more times; I also prepared an ice bucket and suppression capsules. When I can't control it, I will forcefully stop it. After several times, the body will form a memory. It will be better."

The doctor frowned: "This is too risky and radical."

"But it works."

"You don't need to be in such a hurry, take your time..."

Shi Yu still had the same plain look: "It's okay, I know."

Knowing that he couldn't persuade him, the doctor shook his head and picked up another medical examination form: "Xia Qijing."

"exist."

"Did you know that your pheromone stability has dropped significantly compared to last time?"

Xia Qijing was stunned.

"The index table shows that your body's hormones are in an extremely unstable state. It should be cut off suddenly after a long-term close fusion with alpha pheromone, causing the body to secrete hormones in reverse, and the balance gap is getting bigger and bigger," the doctor said harshly, " What happened between you is not within the scope of my responsibility, but I must remind you that this is very dangerous. It is equivalent to letting a person suddenly go on a hunger strike after eating a lot of fish and meat. Such ups and downs can easily cause damage to the glands. Damage. You know what I mean?"

"……Understood."

"There are two solutions, either to continue abstinence forever, or find a long-term stable partner to ensure that the glands can be comforted when needed," the doctor said in a calm tone, "Think about it yourself."

When the two came out of the hospital, their faces were not very good-looking.

Sitting in the car, no one spoke first, as if they were waiting for the other to make a decision first.

Xia Qijing was in a state of confusion, he thought to himself, abstinence means living alone for the rest of his life, so why didn't he remove the glands?

A long-term and stable partner... that is to find a boyfriend.

There was a simple and clear answer in front of him, Shi Yu was obviously a good candidate, he said he liked him, and their pheromones also fused well.

But if he really did this, what is the difference between him and a beast.

He keeps saying he doesn't like people, and when he wants to use them, he grabs them as a tool to soothe his glands.

But if he finds another boyfriend, he will definitely break the contract again.

He couldn't afford it, and the entire Xia family couldn't afford the price.

Xia Qijing was restless, while Shi Yu drove silently.

He originally made an appointment with Ye Wang today, because he felt that escaping was not an option, so he wanted to clarify what happened last time.

But as soon as the incident in the hospital disturbed him, Ye Wang didn't seem to be that important anymore.

The car stopped at the door of the coffee shop, Shi Yu said, "I'll wait for you at the door."

Xia Qijing: "You don't have to wait for me, you go and do yours."

"It's okay, I'm fine today anyway."

Shi Yu turned on the radio, closed his eyes, and listened to the news broadcast of the day.

Until meeting Ye Wang, Xia Qijing was still distracted.

Ye Wang asked him why he ran away suddenly last time, and then asked him with great interest what happened seven years ago. Could it be that they decided to live forever?

"It's not impossible if you come to ask for debts from me," Ye Wang raised his chin with a smile, "Want to play love games with me, kid?"

Ye Wang has always spoken in such an incoherent, ambiguous and intimate tone, but this has not changed.

When Xia Qijing was inactive, his heart beat faster because of it, and he was out of his mind, just like those men and women who were crazy about him.

But he suddenly felt bored.

He said to Ye Wang seriously: "Don't act in front of me. If you liked me, you wouldn't have left without saying hello seven years ago, right?"

Ye Wang didn't like him seven years ago, and he won't fall in love seven years later.

He used to think that he liked Ye Wang, admired him, fell in love, dreamed of him, and couldn't get what he wanted.

But after reuniting again, I suddenly felt that it was not the same thing.

He'd be mad at him for being ripped off, for being messed up, for not loving himself, but it wasn't jealousy between lovers, it was more like cherishing among old friends.

He has never been in a relationship, but somehow feels that jealousy between lovers is not like this.

Ye Wang smiled and didn't comment.

After a while, he finally put away the business smile that had been hanging on his face.

He cut a small piece of mousse cake for him, and said softly: "Xiao Qi has really grown up."

Xia Qijing: "One day if you are willing to tell me the truth, you can come to me at any time. But if it is still this kind of perfunctory and false chat, then there is no need."

"Angry?"

Xia Qijing said with a straight face: "It's just a warning."

Ye Wang smiled lightly, this time the smile was more real and lovely than ever before: "Okay, I got it. Wait for my call, I have some troublesome things to deal with these days, I will come back to you."

The two came out of the coffee shop.

Before going out, Ye Wang asked him: "You were a little worried when you came here, is there something that bothers you?"

"Well... yes, it's a bit tricky."

Ye Wang patted his head: "You can come to me if you have any difficulties, you are welcome."

"Ah."

Ye Wang hugged him comfortingly, rubbed the back of his head, and the two said goodbye at the door.

Xia Qijing returned to the car and saw that Shi Yu was in the same posture as when he left, leaning back on the back of the chair, listening to the radio broadcast with his eyes closed.

It's just that the posture... seems a little stiff.

His face was also a little gray, and he seemed to be in a bad mood.

But he didn't say anything, drove in silence and took him home.

Since it's the weekend, I don't need to go to school.

Xia Qijing was playing games in the room in the afternoon, and when he heard the door closing, it seemed that Shiyu had gone out on something.

It was around evening that the sound of opening the door and talking finally sounded from the entrance again.

Xia Qijing thought it was the cleaning aunt who came, and ran downstairs, wanting to ask her if she saw the missing cuff button.

He never expected that what he saw in the entrance was an unexpected person.

Mi Yan.

Mi Yan was changing shoes, and seeing him running down in slippers, she raised Liu Yemei in surprise: "Xia Qijing?"

Xia Qijing was stunned.

Shi Yu stood behind Mi Yan, with his hands in his trouser pockets.

He avoided his gaze and said, "Mi Yan said that she wants to see the house type."

"……Oh."

Xia Qijing didn't know what his expression was, he seemed to be thrown into a drifting bottle suddenly, up and down up and down, unable to find a landing place.

Mi Yan looked at him hesitantly: "You and Shi Yu are renting together? But... aren't you an omega?"

Xia Qijing didn't know what to say.

He seemed to have suddenly lost his ability to think.

In fact, it’s nothing, Mi Yan just came to see a room type, he can find any reason, such as playing games with Shiyu, asking for homework advice, for example, he just came to hand in a late application form, and happened to be with her met.

But for some reason, he didn't want to explain.

There was an unknown fire in his heart, an indescribable sourness, which made him want to swear the sovereignty of this territory.

This house is filled with his pheromones, the omega's desire to possess the territory is innate, there is no reason at all.

Why did Shiyu bring an omega home?

He just lives with him, what is there to explain?

In the silence, Shi Yu slowly opened his mouth and said:

"Student Xia just happened to pass by and came to drink some water."

Mi Yan looked at the house for over an hour.

During the period, I drank a cup of black tea, ate three cookies, went to the toilet once, and praised the layout of the room countless times.

Naturally, she also saw the daily necessities in the villa, toothbrushes, tooth cups, face towels, bathroom non-slip slippers, pillows on the sofa, teacups...all are for two people.

At this time, Yu explained: "My grandfather will come to live occasionally, so I will keep it here to save trouble."

When Shi Yu took Mi Yan up and down to visit, Xia Qijing hid in the bedroom under the pretext of calling his family.

He had to use the door lock and the wall to control himself, because the glands had been invaded and provoked by the strange smell, and they had become restless, with a faint tendency to raise their heads.

He was afraid that he couldn't help but rush out, releasing pheromone in a vent, and driving out the omega who challenged his territory.

The whole body is like crawling with termites.

The itching and pain bit his flesh little by little, starting from around the glands, and then gradually connecting together, burning his skin crazily.

There are also some strange burnings, which come from the heart.

It was beating at a strange speed, like a fruit with a ripening agent, expanding vigorously and uncontrollably, it felt like a balloon was about to burst.

He felt himself about to burst.

Explosion seems to be more refreshing than such bitter depression. After the explosion, there may be self-annihilating pleasure, but depression is gloomy and hopeless, dripping thick dark green liquid, like a swamp sinking, and no one knows where it will end.

Just when Xia Qijing felt that he was about to lose control, there was a soft knock on the door.

"Are you awake, or are you sleeping?"

Xia Qijing gritted her teeth tightly, not letting herself act strangely: "...I'm here."

The voice was terribly hoarse.

Shi Yu was silent for a moment: "Come out for a while, I have something to discuss with you."

"……What's up."

"About our separation from tomorrow."