How to Survive in Yokohama with Ten Dollars

Gu Gu quietly looked at the sea in front of him, and said to himself: "Is this sea beautiful? It's a pity that I won't be able to see it in the future."

The sea is very beautiful, this is the most beautiful sea he has ever seen, maybe this is just a scene he often sees after he is seriously ill and hospitalized.

Gu Gu raised his pale and feeble hand, trying to hold it tightly, but he could only hold it weakly.

He smiled self-deprecatingly: "Look, how weak you are now, and there is no cure for it, are you pitiful?"

No one around answered this sentence.He sighed and said lightly, "Maybe that's all."

Gu Gu felt that all the strength in his body seemed to have disappeared, his vision began to slacken, everything in his eyes became blurred, and the sea in front of him seemed to become two.

Ghosting?

Gu Gu stretched out his hand to touch it, but fell powerlessly.

"Plop—" There seemed to be a sound of heavy objects falling into the water.

There were waves on the calm sea, and it didn't take long for it to return to calm again.

Gu Gu's mood is extraordinarily peaceful now.

He let himself continue to sink, because he had no strength to struggle.

The surrounding sea surrounded him.It's like sitting at a desk with a pen in hand, and the cool evening breeze blows in from the open window in front of you.

But different from writing, Gu Gu could clearly feel the sea water entering his body from his nose, directly into his lungs, and a salty smell spread in his chest cavity.Now he feels that he can't breathe, and the inside of his body is burning badly.

[What is this again...]

Gu Gu closed his eyes slightly, he didn't struggle, but let his fingers stretch out weakly.

A part of the hair was sticking to the face wetly, and some of it was driven by the undercurrent.

[The sea water is really clear...]

The sea water is blue.

In a trance, Gu Gu seemed to be able to see the distant sky clearly.

[it's out of the question. ]

Gu Gu silently made a conclusion.

Schools of fish swam past him.A small outdated silver fish stayed in front of him, lightly touched his paralyzed hand, and then swam away.

[That's it...]

Gu Gu felt that he had seen the figure of Death.

The body is very uncomfortable now, but this feeling can be ignored, because there is a bigger hole in my heart.

[Almost something. ]

What's the difference?

Gu Gu didn't know.

As he was dying, Gu Gu began to recall his life.

Born into a famous family, he has no worries about food and clothing. At the age of 20, he became famous with a book and had a bright future.After the death of his father, he quickly consolidated his position as the head of the family. Everyone called him that gentleman, and everyone feared and respected him.

It seems that there were no setbacks in his life.The only flaw may be the increasingly weak body.

Such a first half of life can be said to be unimaginable by many people in their dreams.

It was terribly smooth and terribly boring.

He doesn't know what he wants or what his goals are.

Everything is so smooth, is so boring.

so……

Say goodbye to this boring world today.

[Goodbye, I hope there will be no chance to open my eyes again. ]

"Plop -" the sound of heavy objects falling into the water.

Gu Gu was in a daze, feeling that he seemed to be in a very cold place.

where is this place?

"Whoa-"

sound of water.

So is he now in the water again?

But didn't he jump into the sea just now?Isn't he dead yet?What is going on with this situation now?

Gu Gu wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids were extremely heavy.

Can't open it.

"Hello? Are you okay?"

A slightly immature voice sounded beside him.

He felt a little cold, and someone put a hand on his forehead.

"Another person looking for death."

It sounds like this voice is full of malicious intent.

But this is to save him?

He doesn't need help.

Gu Gu let himself sink again in the water, he opened his arms to prepare for the second death.

Unexpectedly, his hand was grabbed by someone.

who is it?

Who is so bored?

Gu Gu opened his eyes exhaustedly, his vision blurred for a moment.After a few seconds, the eyes refocused.In a trance, he seemed to see a pair of iris eyes, beautiful on the outside, but hollow inside.

It's scary...

Feeling sleepy.Gu Gu was obsessed with it, and it would be a good choice if he could die in his dream.

Then, good night.

"Dazai-kun, this is?"

Osamu Dazai did not answer the man in front of him.He lay down on the ground exhausted, took a few breaths, and calmed down his excitement.

He seemed to have discovered a monster, a person somewhat similar to himself.

Osamu Dazai recalled that glimpse at the bottom of the water.

He saw those dark eyes that couldn't see anything clearly.

It seems like there is nothing, and it seems that there is everything.In the few seconds that he stared at him, Osamu Dazai had a feeling of being seen through, as if he was standing naked in front of him without any cover.

And he is also a person with a will to die.

Appearing out of nowhere, with the will to die... a monster.

interesting.

Thinking of this, Osamu Dazai showed a nasty smile.

He is not dead yet, why should this monster die.

Interesting, isn't it?

"So, Mr. Mori, now you have to bring back one more person~" Osamu Dazai said casually.

Mori Ogai now has a very headache.

He glanced at the person rescued by Osamu Dazai, and felt very troublesome.

After he rescued Osamu Dazai from the river, unexpectedly, the 13-year-old boy jumped back into the water to save others.

Will Osamu Dazai save someone?

Although it was only the first time we met, Mori Ogai can be sure that this Osamu Dazai will never save someone for no reason.Thinking of this, Mori Ogai suddenly felt a little sympathetic to the unknown boy rescued by Osamu Dazai.

Wish you guys good luck.

"So, the person you rescued, Dazai-kun, you can carry it back by yourself." Mori Ogai said this sentence with a smile.

Osamu Dazai was shocked by this, and he said in disbelief: "Isn't it? I'm also a patient? Do you really have the heart to let a patient do such a thing?"

"Yes." Mori Ogai put his hands in his pockets, with a relaxed expression on his face, "Do your own thing, since Dazai-kun saved someone, you should take responsibility."

"Then I'd better throw him back into the water."

"Dazai-kun is really indifferent."

In the end, Mori Ogai took it back, because as a doctor, he couldn't squeeze a patient.

Is it really impossible?Who knows.

Gu Gu felt that he had slept for a long, long sleep.This sleep was not very peaceful, sometimes it was bumpy, and then it turned around again, as if it had fallen somewhere.

What a bad dream.

At this time, there was a burning sensation in his throat.

thirsty.

This is Gu Gu's only idea.

He opened his heavy eyelids, and when his eyes focused, all he saw was white.

Gu Gu turned his head slightly, and saw all kinds of medicines on the shelf next to him.

Was he rescued?Are you in the hospital now?

No, it could be in a clinic, because the hospital is not so chaotic.

So where the hell is he now?

"Yo! Sleeping Beauty woke up?" an exaggerated voice sounded.

Japanese?Gu Gu was a little puzzled, did he jump across the sea and cross the border?

He looked towards the source of the sound, it was the owner of the iris eyes before falling asleep.

Now he could take a good look at the man.

Black curly hair, a pair of beautiful iris eyes, the eyes and the exposed skin are all bandaged.

This is a weirdo.

This was Gu Gu's first reaction.

No matter how strange this person is, you still have to make the best use of it.

"……water."

As soon as the words came out, Gu Gu didn't expect his voice to be so hoarse.And there seems to be something wrong, is his voice a little immature, as if he heard himself speaking at the age of thirteen or fourteen.

Gu Gu raised his hand and took a look. When he saw the bracelet on his wrist that was obviously a few times bigger, he was sure that he had become smaller.

He didn't show his face, and put down his hand calmly.

Osamu Dazai didn't care about these weird behaviors either.He walked up to Gu Gu, poured him a glass of water and handed it to him.

"Drink slowly, don't rush." ​​Osamu Dazai's voice rarely slowed down.

Gu Gu took the water, and when he heard this sentence, he paused.

Osamu Dazai sat down on the chair next to him, and looked at Gu Gu with interest.

Osamu Dazai suddenly asked, "My name is Osamu Dazai, what's your name?"

"Gu Gu."

Osamu Dazai was a little surprised, the name sounded like the name of the flower grower next door.

How did this person come here? It looks like he was dumped twice.

Gu Gu didn't know what Osamu Dazai was thinking now, after all, it was impossible for him to hear the other party's inner thoughts.

He has an idea in his mind now, a bold idea, but it's just not sure yet.

"Alright Gu Gu, I saved you."

Upon hearing these words, Gu Gu turned his head and looked at Osamu Dazai seriously, wanting to hear what he would say next.

Osamu Dazai had a smile on his face, but if you look carefully, you can find that his eyes are actually dark.

"I saved you." Osamu Dazai repeated, "So, your life is mine now."

Gu Gu put the water glass in his hand aside, and folded his hands on the quilt.

Hearing Dazai Osamu's words, he didn't feel any anger, but felt very novel, because no one had ever talked to him like this before.

Interesting.

This new world is interesting, and so is the person in front of me.

Gu Gu asked calmly, "My life is yours, then what?"