half life slave

a bolt from the blue!Lin Rongyu has lived two lives, he has been questioned, humiliated, and ridiculed face to face. He can bear it even if he asks himself, but this affectionate sentence is like a mountain crushing him, and it crushes him. Can't breathe.

His mind was numb at first, his throat was sore, and he couldn't speak a word.So Shen Hui knew all about it, because he slept soundly that night, he was still pretending, secretly controlling everything, and playing tricks on him like a monkey.

It's not enough to be driven by him in this life, why do you have to play and humiliate him like this.

As soon as he thought about it, all the past and today's anger came together, no matter how well he cultivated himself, he couldn't hold it back. With a burst of strength, he shook off Shen Hui angrily, and stood up straight.

"I have blasphemed the emperor, how you want to punish it is up to you."

He spoke decisively, with open brows, he was really willing to go all out, and looked directly at Shen Hui, his high-spirited neck, standing upright like a lotus leaf in the wind.

This look is interesting, he probably doesn't know it, this is called getting angry from embarrassment.Shen Hui looked at it with great interest, this man was originally pure and gentle, and when he got angry again he just frowned and lowered his eyes and said nothing.Suddenly, he didn't care about it, and even a vein popped out in the middle of his forehead.

Why be so serious, you must not admit your own heart.

With his arms under his head, Shen Hui smiled and said lazily, "I don't think it's blasphemy, but it's... quite useful."

Rascal tone!Rong and his jaw were trembling, he didn't know whether he was angry with him or himself, it was all up to this point, it didn't matter what he thought of himself, what could be done if he just walked away, at worst he would die.

I still remember that when I came back today, I heard the soft laughter outside the hall, and I was happy with my wife on the front foot, and let her sneer at me, and then I did this attitude on the back foot. No matter how humble his status is, he is also a person with feelings and thoughts.

Shen Hui looked at him, still smiling at the beginning, but slowly, he finally realized that something was wrong, the sullen look in the man's eyes gradually turned into a cloud of mist, and in the clear eyes, there was a little bit of bleakness. Melancholy, he was startled suddenly, tensed up from his leisurely attitude, and sat up unconsciously.

"I...I'm serious, don't be angry, I didn't do it on purpose that night..." Shen Hui explained, for the first time in his life, feeling at a loss, "If I don't pretend to be asleep , are you still willing, are you still willing to show closeness to me like that?"

Rong Yu pursed her lips, and even the usual smile disappeared, leaving only a serious and gloomy expression on her face, which was even more frightening.

In terms of guessing people's hearts, Shen Hui has always been a master, and he is even more comfortable in front of Lin Rongyu, but how can he guess that a person who has lived in two lives and has experienced modern society, no matter how loyal and loyal he is, he will never be able to Accepting to intervene in other people's feelings, he never imagined how entangled and resentful the person in front of him would be at this moment.

Rong Yu's expression was dignified, and it took him a long time to suppress the soreness in his nasal cavity, "Thanks to the emperor's love, I am very grateful. But I am just a middle-aged person in terms of talent and appearance. I can't speak, and my temper is not pleasant. I really can't be the emperor's close favorite eunuch. If the emperor is merciful, I think the minister has been working hard these years, so please let the minister have a way out and allow him to leave Beijing. No matter what kind of errands are assigned to the minister, the minister will never complain especially."

Shen Hui was stunned. He didn't expect this answer, so he couldn't help but said anxiously, "I said that you are not allowed to leave, and you also promised. How can a man of seven feet be able to say nothing?"

"A seven-foot man?" Rong Yu laughed angrily, and looked up at him again, "Is this a man in the eyes of the emperor? Isn't he a pet who can be used as a spoiled pet? When the time comes, you can warm the bed and fold the quilt when you have nothing to do, and you can even be a guest in the curtain, chatting and serving as a tool to vent your lust when you are dissatisfied with your wives and concubines!"

He was full of sarcasm, and the sarcasm overflowed with a sense of desolation, which made Shen Hui's heart ache, how could he forget that he would poke him in pain at this stall, but it was these blurted words that made him suddenly realize, She never minded his incompleteness, let alone treated him as a man.

How should I express it? Shen Hui couldn't wait, "I said, I never wanted you to be a spoiled pet, and I never cared about your identity. You are the one who accompanied me all the way. My trust in you , as you trust me, if you even deny this, then my acquaintance is in vain."

One gave up the title of Zhen, and the other dropped even the honorifics in anger, and just stared at each other, showing their respective stubbornness.

Compassion and heart, after all, are still loose, Shen Hui is obviously more emotional this time than the last time he said partner.That anxiety is real, and the so-called trust has long been self-evident.Just like how Qin Ruozhen made things difficult for him today, he knew that Shen Hui believed in him with those impeachment papers piled up on the case files, and stood behind him to take care of him, and also provided him with a wider space, more A fortress for shelter from the wind and rain.

What's more, Shen Huiyuan is such a cold-hearted person who can always endure his shortcomings and patiently wait for him to grow up.He has said long ago that there are many people in the inner court who are smarter and better than him, why only cultivate him carefully, if it is not trust, why treat him so caringly.

"I am very grateful," Rong Yu sighed, "It's just... I really can't... the responsibility on the emperor's shoulders is too heavy for me to bear. You have a wife, a concubine, and two princes." , I am afraid there will be more children in the future..."

"No more." Shen Hui interrupted him abruptly, and regardless of how confused he looked, he said bluntly, "I think two sons are enough, and there is no need for more. The Tian family has no family ties, and there are too many brothers. It's not a good thing, I don't need it. As for my wife..."

Mentioning this, he was suddenly blessed. It turns out that this is what Rong He cares about, which is really a good sign-if you don't like it, you won't mind it at all.If he didn't mention this, and just said that he was at odds with etiquette, or worried about being criticized by others in the future, it could be said that he was seeking a way out for himself. pure emotion.

"There is bound to be a rift between me and the queen in the future. I'm not afraid of you saying that I'm ruthless and cold-blooded. I've never liked her. I used her, and she got what she wanted. It's a deal between us, and if I cashed in on the latter position, I'm also To honor the eldest son of the emperor is to be worthy of her."

It's not just a crack, it should be a battle, Rong Yu straightened out his thoughts, and asked calmly, "What does the emperor mean, that he has never liked a woman?"

After finishing speaking, he suddenly thought of Shen Che who was exiled in Xi'an. It seems that the two brothers are really the same, and they are much more interested in men than women.

Shen Hui seemed to guess what he was thinking, and shook his head, "It's not a man or a woman, it's just you. The only one I like and want to be by my side forever is you, Lin Rongyu."

His heart trembled, and even his reaction was sluggish. Rong Yu stared blankly at Shen Hui, seeing him biting his lip, his expression was not desperate, but rather painfully persistent.

Unknowingly, Rong Yu still sat down, turned his head slightly, and just looked at this face like this, with sharp eyebrows, handsome and handsome, and what he liked more, the tough and sharp outline, like a knife sharpening an axe.

Sighing silently in his heart, he turned his face away, trying to restrain his shoulders from trembling, but he couldn't.But he knew that he didn't cry, nor did he cry out of joy, but he was full of hardships.

Lonely lamp in the long night, a journey of wind and rain to go to a heavy autumn, he is always alone on the road, the past of the past life is all on his back, no matter how lonely he should get used to it, why do he still feel bleak, and feel that he needs comfort and warmth from time to time .

Shen Hui was keenly aware that the expression of the person in front of him had calmed down, he was no longer angry, the corners of his tightly pursed mouth relaxed, and the peak of his soft lips turned up slightly.He has not-thin-not-thick lips, because they were pursed too hard just now, and now they are more rosy and clear, like a peach blossom soaked in dew, and the waves of his eyes are warm and soft.

A dense heat wave suddenly surged up from the lower abdomen, instantly enveloping him, and Shen Hui stretched out his arms to embrace him.Rong and his body froze, but then he relaxed, as if he was testing Shen Hui's sincerity, and also as if he had delivered his carefree heart.

The green temples are cut like knives, the eyes are gentle and elegant like the vast autumn water, and the young man's neck is half-hanging in a beautiful arc, slender and tender.The long eyelashes are also half down, thickly covered.Shen Hui couldn't see his eyes clearly, but he had an intuition that they would be a pair of smiling eyes.

He has a faint, elegant aura, which seems to be the unique smell of young people, enough to make people intoxicated.The smooth muscles and bones, so close together, look extraordinarily delicate under the light.

There was a bang in Shen Hui's mind, and his lips involuntarily pressed together, exerting so much lingering force that there seemed to be a faint pain in the bones all over his body.

Rong Yu squinted his eyes, half hazy and half drunk, watching Shen Hui's obsession, but did not play with ambiguity, everything was so clear and obvious.He remembered hearing people say in his previous life that when a person closed his eyes when kissing, it meant that he should, he was in love with the other person.

Why bother so much, whether the promise is credible or not, it must take time to test, but after all, you have to give it a chance first.Without taking this step, there will never be a chance to know the final answer.

Rong He closed his eyes, listened to his rumbling heartbeat, met those hot lips and teeth, gave up struggling and let this kiss last forever.

Shen Hui didn't let him go until there was a sound of lamps bursting, and raised his lips and smiled, "From tonight on, stay with me, okay?"

The alarm bell in his heart shook, and he regained his senses in an instant, but before he could answer, Shen Hui even started to undress him, before one sleeve was taken off, Rong Yu had already stood up suddenly.

Ignoring Shen Hui's astonished gaze, he said frankly, "It was the minister who lost his composure just now. It's getting late, the emperor should rest, and the minister is outside. The emperor can call the minister whenever he has something to do."

Shen Hui was puzzled. When he kissed him just now, his body reacted enthusiastically and devotedly, like a person who longed for tenderness for a long time, walking in the vast desert, and met the rain after a long drought.Why did he suddenly change his attitude, to be able to withdraw so quickly?

His complexion sank, Rong Yu saw it in his eyes, he had no fear, and he still said calmly, "The emperor loves you deeply, and the minister is deeply moved, so he will be moved, and he will not be able to control it for a while. If the emperor commits a crime, the minister has nothing to do." Rebuttal. I believe in what the emperor said, but I also have a hurdle in my heart. From before to now, I only hope to be a capable and useful person by the emperor's side. As for other things, it is difficult for me to accept now."

As for when he would be able to open up his body and mind without hesitation, Rong Yu himself couldn't tell.Maybe it's waiting for Shen Hui to no longer have wives and concubines, maybe he can get rid of the shackles of his identity...

It seems that they are all out of reach, he just feels that there is no solution, and the person in front of him is also full of hesitation.

Taking advantage of Shen Hui's silence, he waved his hands to show his leave.After walking a few steps, the person on the bed didn't ask to stay.A heart lifts up, then sinks down, like falling into a calm lake, with intriguing ripples in circles.

Walking out of the hall, the winter in the capital is rustling, and the whole body is wrapped in the cold, so cold and unforgiving.

What happened just now, if you go back and think about it at this time, you will inevitably experience mixed flavors, including sadness and joy.

People were standing on the porch, a gust of wind passed by, and the iron horses rattled and rattled.But his mind is clear, he only wishes that he can have less expectations for the love in the world, everything is too fulfilling, too beautiful, it is bound to not last long.

The original intention of this life is to be alone, regardless of wind and rain, smoke, joy, pain, since they are destined, they should calmly leave traces on him.

And he has already accumulated enough courage to accept the end of his lonely life.