Sound of Rebirth

When I got home, I turned on the light in the living room, and the moment the bright light poured down, An Zhixiao couldn't help but close her eyes.

Those thoughts that grew up in the dark night evaporated instantly under the light of this light, leaving no residue.An Zhixiao felt both melancholy and rejoicing at the same time, he threw his head on the sofa, buried his face in the soft pillow, and sighed softly.

"Go take a shower first, and then go to bed to rest." Shen Yanru said.

An Zhixiao let out a "hmm", and slowly turned her head to look at Shen Yanru who was standing in front of her.

She was going to attend a formal occasion tonight, and she was dressed very solemnly, which was completely different from when she was at home.Although I have seen it many times before, when I saw it again this time, An Zhixiao still felt her heartbeat speed up suddenly, and was caught off guard by her.

Fearing that Shen Yanru would find out, she quickly turned her face back.

But it's really handsome, handsome, and beautiful!Why are there such good-looking people in the world?If you look at it more than once, you will die!An Zhixiao thought helplessly while covering her thumping heart.

She didn't move for a long time, so Shen Yanru had no choice but to say, "Then I'll take a shower first, can you wait a while?"

"Okay." An Zhixiao agreed immediately.

After Shen Yanru went upstairs, she turned herself over and lay on her back on the sofa.

Like Shen Yanru, this is beyond doubt.She was attracted by Shen Yanru almost all the time, her heart was beating wildly.

An Zhixiao didn't know how long she could hide.

After all, they get along day and night, and every change may be detected by the other party.Shen Yanru is such a transparent person...

In fact, it should be made clear before being discovered.At least the initiative is in his own hands, but what An Zhizhi wants is not the initiative, but the success rate!Will the success rate increase if you take the initiative to say it?Obviously impossible.That being the case, there is no use.

Maybe Shen Yanru will despise her and alienate her at that time.Even if not, at least to avoid suspicion, let her move out from here, right?

At that time, it is impossible for two people to be so close again.

It's better to delay for one day, and finally Ann knows the decision.Anyway, if Shen Yan doesn't chase her away, she won't leave.

While thinking wildly, Shen Yanru had come out of the shower and stood on the stairs calling her.An Zhixiao quickly jumped up, drove away those messy thoughts, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Not only did Shen Yanru wash herself, but she also thoughtfully prepared the bath water for her.

In fact, most of the usual baths are showers, after all, it is more convenient and quick.But I am too tired like today, soaking in hot water for a while will relieve my fatigue.

The moment he lay down in the bathtub, a thought suddenly popped into An Zhixiao's mind: Shen Yanru should have also soaked in the bathtub, right?

Once this idea appeared, it was firmly rooted in An Zhizhi's mind and would never go away.

He clearly knew it shouldn't be, but An Zhixiao was like a child who had just discovered a new world. He wanted to explore with endless curiosity, but he couldn't stop him at all.

She couldn't help thinking down this thought.

What will Shen Yanru look like when she takes a shower?

This was a rather obscene idea, but An knew that once he started, he couldn't stop at all.

Obviously, I've lived here for so long, and it's not the first time I've taken a shower in the bathroom, but before today, An Zhixiao had never had this association.However, once she crossed that hurdle and had this idea, many things that she hadn't thought of before all rushed into her mind.

An Zhixiao couldn't help covering her face, feeling like she must be exhausted today.

As a result, she didn't even dare to soak in the bathtub, and ran out after washing in a hurry, even forgetting to wipe her hair.

However, she forgot that there was only Shen Yanru, who she imagined, in the bathroom, and she couldn't do anything at all.But there is a living Shen Yanru in the bedroom.

Seeing her coming out like this, Shen Yanru was a little surprised, and immediately waved to her, "Why don't you dry your hair? Bring the hair dryer, and I'll blow it for you."

"No, no, no!" An Zhixiao seemed to be stimulated by something, almost jumped up immediately, and blurted out the words of rejection.

Shen Yanru was slightly taken aback.

When she met her gaze, An knew it was going to be bad.At this time, it was useless to say anything, so she had no choice but to honestly take out the hair dryer and hand it to Shen Yanru, and then sat down on the bedside so that Shen Yanru could dry her hair for her.

Regarding her approach, Shen Yanru did not express any opinion.But he took the hair dryer and slowly dried her hair.

An Zhizhi's hair is very thin and soft, but it is of good quality, black and shiny, and very smooth.When the hair is loosened after washing, it looks like it has just been ironed and straightened.Shen Yanru's movements were very light, grabbing her hair and blowing it bit by bit, making An Zhixiao feel very comfortable.

But this kind of comfort made An know that she was facing an enemy. She was stiff and sat upright on the head of the bed.Because her back was facing Shen Yanru, she couldn't see anything, and she could only guess what posture she was in from Shen Yanru's movements.

But although she couldn't see it, An Zhixiao could feel that Shen Yanru was actually very close to her, so close that she seemed to be able to feel her body temperature.

——Although he knew it was an illusion, An Zhixiao still felt that he was burned by the temperature.It can only become more rigid.

It's just that when Shen Yanru finished drying her hair, put down the hair dryer, and said to her with a smile, "It's ready", An Zhixiao felt full of loss and regret in her heart.Is it over so soon?

When the approaching temperature behind her receded, she suddenly felt a little cold.

An Zhixiao wrapped herself in the quilt.

Probably because the unwillingness in his heart was still at work, he had already made a decision, but An Zhixiao looked at Shen Yanru, but still couldn't help but want to test it out.She couldn't suppress this kind of eagerness, so she could only let it go, "Sister, I never asked you, after we met for the first time, why did you ask me to wait for you?"

Shen Yanru was slightly taken aback, put down the book in her hand, turned to look at her, the expression on her face softened, with a bit of nostalgia, "It was the first time I knew at that time that I didn't learn any basics before, You can also sing such a good song. I am amazed by your talent. I think if you can walk on this road and have someone to support you, maybe your future achievements will be even higher than mine.”

Hearing her praise herself like this, An Zhizhi felt a little embarrassed, "Isn't it too exaggerated?"

"No." Shen Yanru's voice was gentle, but her tone was very firm, "You are better than me."

As if she was afraid that An would know or not believe it, she said, "Actually, you are somewhat similar to me, but my own voice is not as good as yours. If you can fully display your ability, you will definitely be better than me. At that time ..." She paused here for a while, as if she was considering her words, "I feel that my road has come to an end."

An Zhixiao's eyes widened in surprise.

"It's strange, isn't it?" Seeing her expression, Shen Yanru showed a smile on her face.

Time has passed, and in retrospect, the predicament at that time can already be laughed off, and naturally there is not much emotion when I mention it, "Yes, I am only 24 years old, but I have reached the peak that I can reach. Although everyone at that time Everyone praised me, and even won the Paperclip Award that year, which symbolizes the highest achievement in pop music. But in fact, I realized that I might never break through.”

"There is nothing else that binds me, but my own talent. My road is only so long, so I can't go on."

This kind of feeling sounds very mysterious, but when you get there, you will feel it.

That's why Shen Yanru went to such a remote place for the first time to participate in so-called charity activities.

During that period of time, she was actually at a loss and desperate in her heart, not knowing how she would go in the future.

If there is no breakthrough in a year or two, no one may say anything, but it will be like that in five years, ten years, or even a lifetime, and it is more likely to go backwards, not to mention whether others can accept it, whether fans will understand, it is Shen Yan If you don't want to, you will never want to.

The disadvantage of becoming famous at a young age is undoubtedly revealed in her body.No matter how many honors she has won, if it continues like this, it will only go downhill, and the year after year is not as good as the year, then the fans and the media who once pursued him will only become more and more disappointed.At that time, all that awaits her are reprimands and ridicule.

Jiang Lang's talents are exhausted, and the end of the road... Maybe there are even worse words.

That was the first time Shen Yanru realized that she was actually just an ordinary person, perhaps more talented than others, but it was also limited.Although so many people call her a goddess, she is not a god after all.

It was at that time that Shen Yanru met An Zhixiao.

Even thinking about it until now, Shen Yanru still feels that it was like a predestined meeting.

"You are more talented than me." She repeated this sentence again, "so I really want to bring you on this road. Is this a little selfishness of my own? I hope you can inherit everything from me and go on Take this road that has come to an end for me. Let me know what the next road will look like and what scenery there will be."

Just like those masters in ancient times, when they reached a certain age or found that they might not make progress, they would accept more talented apprentices and teach them with all their heart, hoping that they could walk a completely different path from themselves.

It is a ritual of inheritance and continuation.

With this in mind, Shen Yanru made that agreement with An Zhixiao.

"Then..." An Zhixiao hesitated for a moment, thinking that since he asked, he should ask clearly at once, so he mustered up the courage to continue asking, "Then why did we have to wait for four years?"

Why did Zhang Tianjie appear beside her in the past four years?

Because she is better than yourself?

Shen Yanru's eyes moved slightly when she heard this question, and she said after a moment of silence, "You were still young at that time, you were only 15 years old, you didn't understand anything, let alone what it meant for your life to embark on this road. What does it mean. I hope I can wait for you to grow up and think about it.”

Although she cherishes An Zhizhi's talent, she must be more cautious because of this, lest An Zhizhi regret this choice when she grows up in the future, "Besides..."

"Besides?" An Zhixiao saw that she stopped suddenly, so she asked.

Shen Yanru sighed softly, "Besides, I didn't know if I could be responsible to you at the time."

Although she saw another way from An Zhixiao, she felt that she could change careers and become a producer, and she personally promoted An Zhixiao.But at that time, she herself didn't know whether this road would work.If she was wrong, or if she couldn't do it, then An Zhizhi would be destroyed.

Such good talents and beautiful qualities, no matter how cautious they should be.

Although Shen Yanru didn't say it clearly, An Zhixiao had heard what she meant from such a vague sentence.

She couldn't help but set off a stormy sea.An Zhixiao thought about many possibilities, some good and some bad, but no matter which one it was, it couldn't shock her like this moment.

Shen Yanru said that she herself was not sure whether she could be responsible, so she chose to let her wait temporarily.When she came four years later, it meant she was sure she could take charge.

How did she know for sure?

——Because Zhang Tianjie became popular among her, which proved that she can indeed go on the road of being a producer, and even went quite successfully.

So, Zhang Tianjie is just one of her experimental subjects?

An knows what kind of mood he is at the moment. It is sour, astringent, bitter, and sweet. The whole person seems to be unable to stand on the ground, but to float in the air. When a gust of wind comes, he can only follow along. Flying in the direction of the wind, up and down, forward and backward, still unable to land.

Is Shen Yanru so painstaking and lonely, only for himself?

During those four years, there was no contact, just to allow myself to make choices freely, right?

If she forgets the so-called agreement and studies hard every day, then she will give up this plan.Even if she had put so much effort into it.

No wonder Shen Yanru chose to terminate the contract with Zhang Tianjie after she signed a contract with Dongyu Media in her previous life.Because—that was the decision she had already made when she went to the small town.

But she didn't come to look for herself either, probably in order not to disturb herself?

Later, Shen Yanru kept cultivating newcomers, one after another became popular, but no one could stay by her side.She has become the producer that all newcomers dream of, but she has never found another person who meets her requirements.

An Zhixiao suddenly felt that she used to be so shallow. What she failed was not only Shen Yanru's expectations, but also the road she spent four years and more than 1000 days and nights.

Seeing that An Zhixiao was in a daze, Shen Yanru knew that she had understood what she meant.

She sighed softly, "As I said, people are selfish. I myself had such despicable times. Although I made Zhang Tianjie popular, I was indeed using him. So she wanted to leave later. , I didn't even think about blocking it."

An Zhixiao could hear the self-mockery in her heart, perhaps Shen Yanru was not completely indifferent to Zhang Tianjie.Even strangers who have nothing to do with each other, after four years of getting along, there will always be some affection.Besides, Shen Yanru is not a person who would do such a thing by nature, so she should feel guilty towards Zhang Tianjie.

But even under such circumstances, she still broke face with Zhang Tianjie in order to protect herself, and she even said before [compared with "Xiao Zhang Tianjie", I think "Xiao Shen Yanru" is more suitable for her], almost It is to put Zhang Tianjie's face on the ground and step on it.

An Zhixiao felt as if her heart had been soaked in acid water, or someone had squeezed it hard, so she lowered her voice and shouted, "Sister!"

"What's the matter?" Shen Yanru heard that the emotion in her voice was not right, and asked quickly.

An Zhixiao buried her head in the quilt, "Don't say that about yourself."

If you are selfish and mean, what am I?I who failed you and hurt you deserve death!

The selfish and despicable person is actually me.

But An Zhixiao couldn't say this, because she was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions once she opened her mouth.

But Shen Yanru didn't notice her evasive gesture, she was still asking with concern, and even tried to lift the quilt from her body to check the situation, "What's wrong with you? Did I talk too much?"

An Zhixiao shook her head desperately, and couldn't help sniffing at the same time.

As a result, it was useless to block it with a quilt.Shen Yanru asked anxiously, "Are you crying?"

"No!" Having been discovered, An Zhixiao lifted the quilt in a broken jar, stared at Shen Yanru with red eyes, and bit her lips tightly with her teeth.

Although her eyes were red, she didn't cry after all.Shen Yanru breathed a sigh of relief, patted her twice, and said in a low voice, "My fault, I shouldn't have told you these things."

Maybe she was stunned too?Suddenly, he couldn't control his mouth and said everything.

In fact, what she did was nothing, and she didn't say anything to make An Zhizhi feel sad.After all, when she did these things, she didn't think about getting rewards from anyone.

"Sister!" An Zhixiao heard her say this, and immediately figured out everything.

Shen Yanru seldom mentioned these things, probably because she didn't want her to know, and didn't want her mood to be disturbed by it.She knows how to restrain herself too well, so she never shows anything wrong with her emotions, and she didn't notice it from the beginning to the end.

Maybe Shen Yanru has done more things in places that she doesn't know about.

She knows everything, she just doesn't say it.

Thinking of this, An Zhixiao couldn't bear it any longer, and threw herself into Shen Yanru's arms, "How could you do this?" She sobbed and cried as she said.

Why is there such a person as Shen Yanru in this world?

Shen Yanru originally wanted to push the person away, but when An Zhizhi cried like this, she was a little at a loss, and after a moment of panic, she patted her on the back to comfort her, "Don't cry, don't be sad... What the hell is going on? ?”

From the beginning to the end, she didn't feel that she had done anything great, and she didn't think that An knew that she needed to cry for herself, so her reaction to her was completely unexpected, and she didn't know how to comfort her.

Ever since she was reborn and reunited with Shen Yanru, An Zhixiao's heart has accumulated a lot of emotions.But after all, she is not a child anymore, and she knows that many things cannot be done completely according to her own will, and as an adult, she cannot vent at will.So she always asks herself to behave well.

But after hearing what Shen Yanru said today, An Zhixiao suddenly couldn't bear it anymore.

After crying for the first time, a thought came to my heart: I'm already so shameful anyway, it's okay to cry a little longer and make it look ugly.

Thinking this way, the emotions accumulated before seemed to finally find a vent and flow out.

Shen Yanru persuaded in a low voice at the beginning, but when she found that the more she persuaded, An Zhizhi cried louder, she had no choice but to shut up.But he still hugged him in his arms, patted him gently, and expressed comfort.

Later, An knew that her voice was a little hoarse, and her eyes were red and swollen, so she slowly stopped crying.It's just that after crying for a long time, my body still has inertia. Even if I want to stop, I still choke from time to time, looking very pitiful.

Shen Yanru really wanted to kiss her.

When An Zhixiao raised her head from Shen Yanru's arms, she felt extremely embarrassed.

Because the air conditioner was turned on in the room, the clothes on Shen Yanru's body were not thick, and a large area was already wet with tears, so it was obviously not comfortable to wear.

Before today, An Zhixiao really didn't know that there were so many tears in her eyes.

"Okay, take a sip of water, it will make you feel better." Shen Yanru took the thermos from the bedside, opened the lid and handed it to her.

An Zhixiao held the cup in both hands, sobbing from time to time, her whole face was flushed from holding her breath for too long while crying, she looked very cute.She took two sips of water and returned the cup to Shen Yanru.

Shen Yanru looked at her, "It's okay, don't be sad." Seeing that she couldn't open her eyes, she said again, "Go to sleep if you're sleepy. I'll get ice cubes to put on your eyes."

"Don't go." An Zhixiao quickly grabbed her sleeve.

"What's wrong?" Shen Yanru had no choice but to turn her head and look at her with an extremely gentle expression on her face.

An Zhixiao only felt his heart skip a beat, a thought popped out of his mind suddenly, and he couldn't take it back.

She likes Shen Yanru so much, and now it seems that Shen Yanru is special enough to herself.If this is the case, why can't they be together?

If An Zhizhi still had doubts in her heart before, she can now be sure that Shen Yanru will never have someone more important than herself in her life, and she will not let that kind of person appear.If so, why not?

An Zhizhi's heart was beating wildly because of nervousness, she didn't think about what to say for a while, so she could only hold on to Shen Yanru tightly, not letting her leave.

Seeing that she didn't move, Shen Yanru thought she was just suddenly scared, touched her head, and then pulled out her sleeves.An Zhixiao was startled, raised her head and met Shen Yanru's gaze.

Her heart tightened, and she blurted out what she couldn't say at first, "Sister, I like you!"