Sound of Rebirth

An Zhixiao closed her eyes subconsciously. The courage she had worked up with great difficulty before melted away instantly, like snowflakes meeting sunlight.

She didn't dare to look at Shen Yanru, but pricked up her ears, waiting for her answer.

Shen Yanru didn't seem to expect that she would ask such a question, and she was stunned for a moment before saying, "I don't know."

An Zhixiao breathed a sigh of relief.

I don't know.If she doesn't know, it means that Shen Yanru doesn't have anyone in her heart, otherwise she just needs to describe it according to that person.

But this was also expected by An Zhizhi.It should be known that Shen Yanru was not married ten years later in her previous life, and there was no one around her - not including Xuan Zihang, but An Zhixiao had already made up her mind the moment they met. There was no ambiguity between him and Shen Yanru.

Ten years later, Shen Yanru is 38 years old, not too old for this circle, but not too young.Many actresses will almost choose to enter the palace of marriage before this age.After all, most of today's fans are rational and know that idols are human beings and have their own lives, so most of them will bless their choices.

Since Shen Yanru didn't do this, presumably she really doesn't have a lover.

That's the end of this topic. An Zhixiao didn't have the courage to continue asking, and Shen Yanru didn't intend to delve into it further.

When she regained her senses, An Zhixiao felt a little regretful, feeling that she shouldn't have asked such a question at such a time.Haven't you already decided to go on like this?

But An knew that he knew it too. It was easy to say about feelings, but it was too difficult to do.She can go on like this because she knows that there is no one around Shen Yanru, and there is no one in her heart.Otherwise, it is absolutely impossible to make such a calm posture.

In the final analysis, love is an exclusive feeling, and there is no room for a third person.It is a lie to say that as long as she is happy, I am happy, and I hope she can find happiness.

But even so, An Zhixiao still felt that what he did was wrong.If Shen Yanru noticed something because of this, how would it end?And it's not only the problem that she might expose, but what makes An Zhizhi entangled is that she will feel joy and peace in her heart because of this kind of thing!

She actually hoped that there would be no one around Shen Yanru, and she would just live like that with herself.

What a despicable and dark mind is this?

Shen Yanru was so kind to her, and he got everything from her that he never got from others.Not to mention her own sister, even her parents are nothing more than that. What most parents do is probably not as good as what Shen Yanru did for her.

Is this what she gives in return?

Until she washed up and was about to go to bed, this emotion was still haunting An Zhixiao so that she didn't dare to go to see Shen Yanru, but just kept her head down and did her own thing.

Probably because of his preoccupation, An Zhixiao had a dream.

The beginning of the dream is spring, the meadow, the blooming flowers, the bright sunshine, the warm wind...everything is so beautiful.

Then the line of sight turned and became a panoramic view similar to overlooking from a height.It turned out that a wedding was being held on the grass below.Then the camera zoomed in, and An Zhixiao saw that the person wearing the wedding dress was none other than Shen Yanru.

Sister is getting married?Her heart tightened, and she wanted to see the groom's face on the other side of the red carpet.Who was lucky enough to marry Shen Yanru?

However, that face seemed to be hidden in the fog, vaguely visible, and always blurred.

The "Wedding March" suddenly sounded in his ears, An Zhixiao was startled, and then realized that the wedding had begun.The surrounding guests disappeared at some point, An knew that Shen Yanru was the only one in front of her, and she was walking along the red carpet to the end.

"You can't go!" An Zhixiao wanted to open her mouth to stop her.

But no sound at all.Seeing that Shen Yanru had gone far away, she could only follow quickly, trying to communicate with Shen Yanru while walking.But he couldn't speak a word.She wanted to go to the front to stop Shen Yanru, but Shen Yanru was obviously not walking fast, but she couldn't catch up no matter what, and even the distance between the two of them became farther and farther several times.

Moreover, she seemed to have suddenly lost the ability to walk, and stumbled along the way, knocking in many places.

Fortunately, no one was lost.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, the two reached the end of the red carpet, and the groom held the bride's hand.An Zhixiao was in a hurry, so he rushed over and opened the hands of the two.

However, when she looked up, she found that the groom's face had turned into Shen Yanru.

Isn't she the bride?

Then suddenly turned his gaze, An Zhixiao lowered his head, and found himself wearing a white wedding dress.Looking up again, Shen Yanru was staring at her with a smile on the opposite side.

So she is the bride!An Zhixiao was ecstatic in her heart, and was about to reach out to hold Shen Yanru, but the distance between the two suddenly became farther.Obviously, both of them straightened their arms, but their fingertips were always only a tiny distance away, and they couldn't touch each other at all.

An Zhixiao wanted to take a few steps over there, but there seemed to be something blocking her way ahead, so she could only stand on tiptoe and send her hand forward as much as possible.

The mountain shook suddenly, everything around seemed to be collapsing and disappearing, An Zhizhi stepped on his feet again in desperation, and finally succeeded in grabbing Shen Yanru's hand, and then felt that he was falling continuously, fall——

An Zhixiao woke up from this violent feeling of falling.

It was already daylight, and Shen Yanru was sitting on the head of the bed, looking at her worriedly.

"Sister..." An Zhixiao said.Then I realized that my voice was dry and hoarse, as if I had talked too much in a dream.The nose is also a little stuffy, it seems to be - a cold?

"Are you awake? Drink some water first." Shen Yanru helped her to sit up, and handed over the cup filled with honey water.

An Zhixiao took a sip, the warm and sweet water moistened her throat, and her body seemed to have finally retreated from the tension in the dream.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and spoke again, her voice was still a little muffled, but it was much better, "Sister, what time is it?"

"It's almost nine o'clock." Shen Yanru said, "You have a cold, I'll get the medicine."

"It's just a cold, don't you need to take medicine?" An Zhixiao said.

Shen Yanru looked at her disapprovingly, "Your body is the most important thing, besides you are a singer, if you don't protect your throat well, you should know the consequences best." A cold can easily hurt your throat.

An Zhizhi stopped talking.

After Shen Yanru walked away, she fell down again, pulled the quilt up to cover her face, and recalled the previous dream again.

Dreams are of course illogical.

But An Zhixiao clearly remembered the flash of ecstasy in his heart when he found out that Shen Yanru was the groom and he was the bride in the dream.

It was hopeless.She opened her eyes and thought.

However, in the end, the feeling of never being able to meet Shen Yanru, and the collapse of everything around him in the end, what do they indicate?Is it impossible for her and Shen Yanru to be together forever?

An Zhixiao turned sideways, curled up her body, and buried her face in her arms.

It's probably because one's emotions are more fragile when one is sick. At this moment, An knew that she really had a dim feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.

However, the next moment, the quilt on his head was lifted, and the light in front of his eyes returned.Shen Yanru's voice sounded, "If you have a cold, you should breathe fresh air, and don't get stuffy under the quilt."

She is still in the world, and the world is still that world.

"Understood." An Zhixiao replied sullenly, but did not dare to raise her head to look at her.

Because she was afraid that there would be a restrained expression on her face, which would make Shen Yanru see something.

"Are you still sleepy?" Shen Yanru had a wrong understanding, "Is it because you are too tired from studying? Get up and take medicine before going to sleep." But she was overturned by herself, "You have to have breakfast before you can take medicine. "

So An Zhizhi finally got up.

Seeing herself in the mirror while brushing her teeth, she couldn't help raising her hand to pat her face, and then showed a bright smile.

It's just a dream, what do you think about so much?

After breakfast and medicine, if Shen Yan wants to go out, let An Zhixiao stay at home and recuperate.An Zhixiao nodded obediently.After Shen Yanru left, she took out her phone and continued to browse Weibo.

Even if you know it's just netizens YY, but seeing CP fans put the two together, it's still a good mood.

After a weekend, An Zhixiao finally adjusted her mentality again.Even the symptoms of colds seem to be much lessened.Originally, she had only mild symptoms, but now she has no other symptoms except that her nose is a little stuffy.

Life at school is busy and fulfilling, and everything seems to be back to the way it was.An Zhizhi began to discuss with Shen Yanru the lessons he took every day and what he had learned, and then transformed these into things he owned.

The enthusiasm on the Internet, because there is no fresh news, slowly faded away.

There are so many people in this circle, and different new news appears every day, which can easily be covered, and there is nothing strange about it.

Zhou Yu didn't intend to continue to hype.It is necessary to properly maintain the popularity, but if you fry too much, it will easily become mushy.After all, An Zhizhi is still a newcomer, if he praises him too much, he will become a killer.So although there are many programs that want to invite An Zhizhi, she refuses them all.

At the beginning, because the popularity of these programs was too low, there was not much benefit in being on them.Secondly, Zhou Yu felt that An Zhixiao was easy to be compared with Zhang Tianjie now, and because she was absolutely weak, this was not good news.

Therefore, it is more appropriate not to show up in front of the media for the time being, and to maintain a sense of mystery.This will draw more attention to her work.

The sales volume of the EP "Bailu" and the downloads on the Internet are very good. Among the newcomers this year, it is very outstanding.After discussion, everyone agreed that it would not be a problem for her to be shortlisted for the Best New Artist of next year's Golden Melody Awards, and she might even win the award.If it is exposed again at that time, it will be much more confident.

It is worth mentioning that Xuan Zihang finally found out one thing that even An knew he was about to forget.

At the welcome party back then, her accompaniment was deleted, and the person who let An know that she could only take a dangerous move was found.

Because too many things happened afterwards, it turned out to be beneficial for An to know herself.So she pretty much put it all behind her.No one else mentioned it to her afterwards.Unexpectedly, Xuan Zihang did not give up.

This person is called Zhan Wei, and he is An Zhizhi's senior.She has already signed a contract with a small company, and originally planned to make a big splash at the welcome party, and then follow the trend to make her debut.But he didn't expect that An Zhixiao would appear in the sky, suppressing everyone else.

After seeing An Zhixiao's rehearsal, Zhan Wei knew that he was not as good as her, so he used this method to try to suppress An Zhixiao.It's just that An Zhizhi's response was so good, but it turned out that everyone's attention was focused on her.The rest of the show at the show paled in comparison.

"What are you going to do with him?" After checking it out, Xuan Zihang immediately notified the others, and then asked what An Zhixiao meant.

Ann knew, "Usually what should I do?"

Although she didn't lose in this incident, in fact, many people thought it was her way of fighting for position. Later, the news that she signed with Shen Yanru's studio was exposed, and some even thought it was the studio's work. hype.

Although not many people agree with this kind of argument, and it was quickly suppressed, it may not be the day when it will be revealed in the future.

So An knew that she didn't intend to be the Holy Mother, so she let this matter go lightly.At least let more people know, so that they can stand up and testify for themselves in the future.

Xuan Zihang said, "This kind of thing, the other party can completely infer that it was an accident or carelessness. My suggestion is to contact the school and leave this matter to them to handle. In this way, the school will keep the bottom line, and this The matter is considered to be a final conclusion. If someone wants to use it for hype, it will not be able to make any splashes."

"That's it." An Zhixiao said immediately.

"I thought you would say that you are all classmates, so you don't have to be so extreme." Zhou Yu laughed.

An Zhixiao shrugged, "But when he did this, I didn't even know his name, let alone the friendship between classmates." Zhan Wei didn't even consider herself a classmate, so why should she be polite?

"Then I'm relieved. I'm afraid that if you don't have a clear mind, you will be the Holy Mother." Zhou Yu said, "If you enter this circle, you are destined to be blocked by others, or block the way of others. If you want to There are countless people who step on you, or step on you. So be careful with your words and deeds outside.”

"I know, thank you, Sister Zhou. Thank you, Brother Xuan, for working on my affairs." An Zhixiao said.

Not only did she understand these principles, but she had experienced them herself. How could she be so easily deceived?

But it turns out that sometimes being a man can't be too iron-toothed.Otherwise, it might be bad luck in the blink of an eye.

The National Day is coming soon, as an art school, at this time, it will be more active.Because this is also one of the opportunities for them to succeed.So the student union organized a road show, which was held right in front of the school.Because of the huge momentum, it is likely to attract the attention of the media and get publicity.

So after the students knew about it, they were very enthusiastic about it.

An knew that she had no intention of participating, but the other three people in the dormitory wanted to participate, and strongly urged her to join.Even the fact that the dormitory is a whole was mentioned as a reason, so it would be difficult for her to refuse.After all, it was a pleasant time for everyone to get along with each other.

If you don't participate in this kind of group activities, you will be excluded by everyone.An Zhizhi didn't want this to happen.

Besides, there will also be a charitable donation during the road show. I hope that after watching their show, everyone will be able to donate generously and make donations.And the money will be sent by the student union to places like social welfare homes, nursing homes, and disabled people's federations to help those in need.

It is also a meaningful thing.

After An Zhixiao agreed, the most excited person was Xing Sitong, "Then we can have a show together in our dormitory!"

Du Ying and Xiao Zijia didn't speak. Seeing that no one responded to him, Xing Sitong was a little embarrassed, "Then what, I know you, don't misunderstand. I didn't mean to rub your attention, but our dormitory is a whole! There is a program If so, it makes sense!"

At this point, An Zhixiao could only smile and say, "It's okay, I don't mind."

Xiao Zijia curled his lips, "Who cares about the heat?" Then he turned his face away and banged on the computer, obviously refusing to join the topic.

Du Ying quickly opened her mouth to smooth things over, "It's fate that we all live in the same dormitory. Besides, if we put on a show together, the chances of being selected are indeed higher. Otherwise, we will go our separate ways, and I guess except for An Zhizhi, no one else will be selected."

The program will be reported to the Student Union for preliminary screening.After all, with so many students, it is impossible for everyone to attend, and there is simply not enough time.

So it is an indisputable fact that the ones who will be shown off in the end are naturally those who have performed well before or have some reputation.Therefore, Xing Sitong's so-called lack of enthusiasm seems a bit too hypocritical.

But her skin is not thin, when she heard Du Ying's words, she immediately smiled and said, "That's right, that's what I mean."

Then I asked enthusiastically what kind of track to choose.

Du Ying said, "An knows that Shen Yanru's songs are so good, so let's choose her. Besides, I think her timbre is more suitable for this style."

The smile on Xing Sitong's face froze.She originally planned to propose to choose dance music. When An Zhixiao and Xiao Zijia sing, she and Du Ying can accompany the dance.In this way, everyone will have a position, and it will be easier to shine.After all, the road show is better to mobilize the atmosphere with strong singing and dancing.

But if she sang Shen Yanru's song, it would be An Zhixiao's performance alone.They probably couldn't help except for the refrain, and they were completely reduced to An Zhizhi's foil.

Xing Sitong has no bad intentions, but she has a strong desire for fame and fortune, so she can't understand Du Ying at all.

It's obviously a win-win thing, why not do that?

But she has been very active just now, if she opposes it at this time, it will make people feel that she doesn't know what to do.So she just looked at An Zhizhi with a pair of eyes, hoping that he would put forward different opinions.

But Du Ying considered it from the perspective of An Zhizhi, so she had no reason not to agree.At this time, there is no need to be humble at all, because An Zhi knows exactly what it is like to sing fast-paced dance music.

Xiao Zijia didn't speak, Du Ying and An knew it was two-on-one, so the matter was settled.Although Xing Sitong was unhappy in his heart, he still pretended to be happy on the surface.

However, An Zhizhi made a compromise in the end and chose a song that had dance moves in its own mv.

An Zhixiao called and told Shen Yanru about this - this is a trick she learned recently.Sometimes it's not necessary to act as if you can do anything and have absolutely nothing to worry about.Because then Shen Yanru would really be at ease with her, and then gradually stop caring about her.

On the contrary, occasionally talking about her little troubles and seeking solutions will give Shen Yanru a feeling of being "needed". In the long run, she will have the opportunity to treat her own affairs as her own affairs and always take them to heart.In this way, the relationship between the two people will naturally not be alienated.

Of course, you can't act like you're too incompetent, but occasionally show your ability and ask for praise.In this way, the other party will have a sense of accomplishment that "the child I raised has grown up".But in fact, she still treats herself as a child.

So this time, she chose to solve the problem by herself and then seek support and understanding, "Sister, do you think it's right for me to handle it this way?"

"That's right." Shen Yanru said, "Everyone wants to be the protagonist, but it is destined that some people can only be a foil. At this time, you must not be humble."

In this star-studded circle, the brighter you are, the more you will be noticed.If you don't even actively show yourself, then it is doomed to be buried.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with Xing Sitong's actions, but from what Shen Yanru heard, it was probably because her heart was biased towards An Zhi, and she always felt that her actions were inappropriate.If she wants to take advantage of An Zhizhi's enthusiasm, it also depends on whether she has that ability.

Shen Yanru was afraid that An Zhixiao would lose face, so she would get involved, so she repeatedly told her not to sacrifice herself for others.

"I know." An Zhixiao replied in a low voice.

Shen Yanru on the other end of the phone couldn't see her, the smile on her face was gentle and sweet.

Even if it's just immersed in your own fantasy?

This is the case for almost everyone when facing love.Can't pick it up and can't put it down, over and over again, entangled, talking to myself.

It's not a kind of happiness.