Sound of Rebirth

An Zhixiao said that there was no need to rest, but Shen Yanru was not polite.After the exam on the [-]th, she booked a ticket to fly to Shanghai on the [-]th.Before that, they had to take a car from a small town to the provincial capital to transfer to a plane.

So early in the morning on the [-]th, the two got up to pack their luggage.

It wasn't until this time that An Zhixiao realized that after living here for about three months, the two of them had accumulated quite a lot.

It is Shen Yanru's habit to always carry luggage with her when she is on a business trip.Especially without an assistant, the procedures for checking in are always very cumbersome.When she first arrived, she had a small suitcase with only a few clothes besides a laptop and a guitar.

It turned out that I obviously didn't buy anything here, but what I packed up now was that the two suitcases couldn't fit.

An Zhi knows the same.When she moved to Shen Yanru's place, she basically had no luggage.Probably because she is used to living in no fixed place, so she always walks around the world with a backpack, without any cumbersome things around her.

As a result, I lived here for a while, and the packed things almost couldn't fit in a suitcase!

Knowing that she didn't believe in evil, An took out the things one by one to check again. What was there that was too much to fit?

A few sets of clothes were bought by Shen Yanru after she moved here, saying they were company benefits.A few books are related to music theory. She read them during her break after studying to relax her mind.Other than that, they are all small gadgets, drinking cups, small fans, facial cleanser, moisturizer, toothpaste, toothbrush and mouthwash cups... It seems that they take up a lot of space, but in fact, they are quite a lot to pack.

In addition to this, there is a thick stack of manuscript paper, which was written by Shen Yanru when he had a sudden inspiration. After sorting out and entering the computer, these are equivalent to waste manuscripts.Originally, Shen Yanru planned to throw it away, but An Zhixiao thought it was very meaningful, so he put it away.

An Zhixiao has grown up so much, she doesn't know how many places she has changed, but this is the first time she has experienced the feeling of "moving". There are still some that can't fit.

She had to ask Shen Yanru, "Sister, how much is the luggage limit on the plane?"

"The carry-on luggage is limited to five kilograms." Shen Yanru, who was also worried about this, looked at his suitcase, then looked at what An knew, and after thinking about it, he said, "I guess it needs to be checked in, so I might as well bring it all."

Anyway, first-class checked baggage is limited to [-] kg.

So An Zhixiao happily packed everything up.

But put it away, An Zhixiao suddenly felt a little bit reluctant.

This was the first time An Zhixiao felt such reluctance.For her, living without a fixed place has become a habit. It doesn’t matter where she lives. It’s just a place to sleep anyway. The high bed soft pillows in a four-star hotel are like this, and the two tables in a flower shop are like this. The same goes for the "bed" that comes out.

Since she can remember, she has lived in too many places, and she has never felt nostalgic for one place.

So An Zhixiao would not be reluctant to leave the village to go to school.An Zhixiao also took it for granted that he left the countryside and came to the city.

In the past, An Zhixiao felt that maybe it was because his heart was colder and harder, so he couldn't feel those soft emotions, right?After all, being forced by life, she really didn't have the leisure to give birth to those melancholy thoughts.

When she first moved to Shen Yanru's place, An Zhixiao also didn't think there was anything special about this place.

Not to mention that this is just a hotel room, coming and going, shouldn't have any feelings at all.

But maybe it's because I've lived there for a long time, or maybe it's because the people I live in are different from me. In short, this room has gradually changed from a "sleeping place" to a "home-like place".

Although the time of living here is quiet and boring, almost every day is the same, but when I think about it carefully, I find that every place seems to have memories.

Trivial, but unforgettable.

The luggage can be packed and taken away, but the days that have been experienced here cannot be taken away.

After Shen Yanru put away her things, she turned her head and saw An Zhixiao in a daze.This situation is indeed rare, so she couldn't help walking over and asking, "What are you thinking?"

"I..." An Zhixiao came back to her senses, subconsciously trying to hide her thoughts.So I randomly found a reason, "I was thinking, where will I live after I go to Shanghai?"

Maybe she felt that this reason was not convincing, so she added, "I heard that after the contract is signed, the company will arrange staff dormitories, right? But there are not many people in our studio. Is there a staff dormitory?"

To be exact, it's not that there are few people, but only three people.

Shen Yanru, Xuan Zihang, and her.

Needless to say, Shen Yanru and Xuan Zihang each have a house in Shanghai, so naturally they don't need to worry about where they live.Since the establishment of the studio, the only job is Zhang Tianjie, but Zhang Tianjie is not an employee of the studio, but an artist of Dingguan Entertainment, so naturally he doesn't need to worry about his residence.

So after such an explanation, An Zhixiao suddenly discovered that this was indeed a problem that needed to be solved.

Shen Yanru also seemed to be taken aback for a moment.Her studio is said to be a studio, but in fact it is similar to a shell subsidiary company. There are only two employees, she and Xuan Zihang, so naturally there is no so-called staff dormitory.

But An knew that she had just gone there, and it was impossible for her to go out and live by herself.Not to mention that An knew whether she had the money to pay the rent, even if she had, Shen Yanru couldn't rest assured. ——In fact, most entertainment companies provide staff dormitories for the convenience of artist management.Shen Yanru knew that the planned future was very long-term, so such a small place could not be ignored.

So she thought about it and said, "You live with me temporarily."

Anyway, in the next period of time, all the words and deeds that An knows must be controlled, and it is only natural to live with him, Shen Yanru thinks.This also makes work and communication easier.

"Oh." An Zhixiao responded.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw the big bed in the back room.A thought suddenly popped up in her mind: How many rooms does Shen Yanru's house have?

But as soon as this thought came up, An Zhizhi suppressed it.The house Shen Yanru bought must not have only one room and one bed, so he should be living in the guest room by then.

But no matter what, since he continued to live with Shen Yanru, the melancholy that An Zhixiao had felt before had almost dissipated.That is, change the place, and then everything will be the same as before.Thinking about it this way, I don't even feel reluctant.

Maybe what she is nostalgic for is not a certain place, but the person who is with her.

On the road of An Zhizhi's life, she met many good people.More or less, these people gave her some help and made her journey go smoothly.So even after losing a loved one, An Zhixiao can still face life with a smile and develop such an optimistic and cheerful personality and positive attitude towards life.

But in the final analysis, An Zhixiao knew very well in his heart that no matter how good those people were, they were not his own.

This feeling is mysterious.

It's like the very responsible female teacher in junior high school who took special care of An Zhizhi.An knew that she lived in the dormitory at the time, and didn't go home even on weekends. ——Because there is no so-called "home" when you go back.There are so many people living in the village, but none of them are her relatives.When she went back, she was just causing them trouble.

So until the winter and summer vacations, An Zhixiao stayed in the dormitory and spent all his time studying.After the female teacher found out, she called An Zhixiao to eat at home every weekend.

Anyway, the conditions of rural middle schools are difficult, and the teacher's dormitory is just downstairs of the student dormitory, which is very convenient.

The teacher has a husband and children at home.Her husband is also a teacher at the school, and her child is about the same age as An Zhixiao.Their home is not big, but the small house is very warmly furnished, and the life of the family of three is sweet and happy.

Every time An Zhixiao stepped into the teacher's house, she would spontaneously have the idea that she was an unnecessary outsider.So she was cautious everywhere and always careful, not daring to let herself appear inappropriate.But even so, in the end An Zhixiao still found that the teacher's child began to reject him faintly.

Also, if she has a mother, she doesn't want to keep her eyes on other people.This is a child's secret cunning, even the other party was very restrained and didn't show it, but An Zhizhi felt it keenly.

Not their own, after all, not their own.

From that day on, An Zhixiao began to truly understand what distance is.

She began to carefully control this distance, if she didn't get close, she would naturally not get hurt.It's okay to be alone, isn't it?

But after careful investigation, in her heart, does she really disdain this, and doesn't want to enjoy and have that kind of warm environment and atmosphere?No, it's not that she doesn't want it, she just knows that it's not her own.

If you can't get it, you don't have delusions.

But now, at this moment, An Zhixiao stood in this room where she had lived in for three months, and suddenly realized very clearly that she wanted to catch someone.