Sound of Rebirth

After Shen Yanru and An knew about their departure, Grandpa Shen repeatedly issued an ultimatum to Shen Siming and Zhang Yu, asking them to stay there and wait for their daughter and daughter-in-law to visit. If they ran away again, they would never have to go home again.

In fact, there is no need for his old man to explain, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu also attached great importance to this meeting.

Although they released the pigeons five times before, each time it happened for a reason, and it was not intentional to lose An Zhizhi's face.Knowing that the two of them came together this time, they were naturally very excited, and started making preparations early in the morning.

However, when Shen Yanru and An Zhixiao changed cars a few times and finally arrived here, Shen Siming was still the only one at home, and Zhang Yu went out to work again.

Their dwellings are very simple.It can't even be called a house at all, it's just a shed built with wooden boards.Before seeing it with her own eyes, An Zhizhi basically couldn't imagine that Shen Yanru's parents would live in such a slum-like place.

With their backgrounds, what kind of life do they want to live?To be able to endure this kind of life here, probably only the word "ideal" can explain it.

"There was a woman nearby who had a dystocia, so your mother went to take care of it. I'm afraid it will take a long time to come back." Shen Siming said apologetically, "You should rest at home first, are you hungry? I'll cook."

He can also cook.

Shen Yanru's appearance is outstanding, and her father is naturally not too bad. Shen Siming is actually not young now, but he looks very energetic, with an artist's unique temperament, which does not look like It's someone who can manage these daily necessities.

However, perhaps it was because of such an environment that such a skill was unavoidable.Life always teaches people many things!

Even so, An Zhixiao still feels that everything here is... a bit subversive of his cognition.In short, it is completely different from what I imagined.

On the other hand, Shen Yanru was calm, maybe because she knew it beforehand, maybe because her emotions are not easy to be aroused, she said in a flat tone, "No need. Let's go and have a look."

Shen Siming rubbed his hands nervously, seeing her firm face, he nodded and said, "Okay."

In fact, Shen Yanru was uncomfortable in front of Shen Siming. As a father, he felt even more uncomfortable when facing this daughter who seemed to be so big and almost as tall as himself, as if he didn't seem to be acting right. .

In fact, if you want to say that you are irresponsible, you can't blame Shen Siming for everything.

At the time of Shen Yanru's grandparents, divorce was still a new and fashionable thing that was not accepted by Chinese people.At that time, this matter caused a lot of trouble between the two families, and Shen Yanru's father, Shen Siming, was only in his teens at that time.

Perhaps it was because she witnessed her father's divorce and marriage again and again during her growth, so she developed Shen Siming's sensitive and cautious temperament.Grandpa Shen was a hero himself, so he looked down on Shen Siming's petty appearance. The relationship between father and son was once so bad that they turned a blind eye to each other.

To be fair, in this environment, Shen Siming did not grow crooked in the end, but became an outstanding artist, which is already very rare.

And he didn't become flamboyant, instead, he fell in love with Shen Yanru's mother, Zhang Yu, and his wife, which surprised many people.

If there is any failure in his life, it is Shen Yanru's daughter.

At the beginning, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu were actually married in a family.The two people who had never met beforehand, and did not know each other at all, were just met by the elders, and then they agreed to get married.For Shen Siming, who was full of resistance to his father, it was absolutely unacceptable.It's a pity that he couldn't get through it at all, and his father promised him that he could do whatever he wanted after marriage, so he had to bow his head and agree.

Until Shen Yanru was born, the relationship between the husband and wife was actually indifferent.Having a child is not because of feelings, but because a child with two bloodlines must be left behind to give an explanation to the elders.

After Shen Yanru was born, as if she had fulfilled a responsibility, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu immediately parted ways, each running towards their own ideals.It was only after encountering each other repeatedly in Africa that they began to gradually realize the other side of each other, understand each other, attract each other, and finally develop feelings for each other.

Even now, the relationship between Shen Siming and Zhang Yu is more like a lover than a husband and wife.Most of the time they don't have a fixed residence, because Zhang Yu has to travel around with the medical team. As for Shen Siming, he is a photographer himself, and the time he goes out to collect scenery is much longer than when he stays at home.

That is to say, only in the interval between each gathering, he would visit Zhang Yu at the medical team, stay for a while, and then leave again.

It is unbelievable that this kind of marriage relationship can be maintained, and there is still love between the two, but it is indeed the case.Probably in the hearts of these two people, the ideals and careers they love are the first, and love is the second. As for family, marriage, and children, these can all be ignored.

It is really difficult for them to expect such two people to take on the responsibility of parents and raise their children.

As for Shen Yanru, who was thrown at home, Grandpa Shen was divorcing his fourth wife at the time, and there was a lot of quarrels. The house was full of smog every day, and it was really not suitable for raising children. The Zhang family was willing to take care of children. They cannot be handed over to outsiders.In the end, Grandma Shen took the initiative to stand up and take over the responsibility.

When Shen Siming gradually matured and realized the responsibilities he should fulfill as a father, Shen Yanru was already sensible.Because of her grandma's influence, she had a very strong hostility towards the members of the Shen family, and was even more indifferent towards his blood father.

The contact with each other has always been difficult, until Shen Yanru became an adult and resumed contact with the Shen family, and then they were able to see each other occasionally.

But that's all.

This can be regarded as a problem left over from history. If you really want to count it, maybe everyone is at fault, and the only innocent person is Shen Yanru who has been hurt the most.

So even after knowing all the causes and consequences later, An Zhixiao still felt that he couldn't forgive just because of this.Because if there is only one person in this world that she must choose, it must be Shen Yanru.If even I feel that the situation is justifiable, who else will feel sorry for her Shen Yanru?

There are probably no cars going to the village from here, and the road is very bad, so they can only walk slowly.

On the way, Shen Siming seemed to want to persuade them to go back several times, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only hesitate to speak along the way.In the end, he could only turn his attention to An Zhixiao, "It's Xiaoxiao, it's really embarrassing for you to face this situation the first time you come back."

"Uncle, you're welcome." An Zhixiao said so, but his tone was very polite.

Then the atmosphere became awkwardly silent again.Shen Yanru slowed down, and gently squeezed An Zhizhi's hand indiscriminately.She knew what An Zhixiao meant by showing such an attitude. It was nothing more than that she would always stand by her side and not bow her head just because the other party was an elder.

In fact, even though she doesn't have the care of her parents, Shen Yanru doesn't lack love.Grandma Shen is a very traditional woman. Although she treats Shen Yanru's education very harshly and cannot tolerate any bad things, she loves her a lot.Although there was a helper at home at that time, as long as she was able to move, Shen Yanru did everything herself from childhood to adulthood.

Even before he died, he struggled to get up and cooked a meal for her, and then sighed while watching her eat, "I don't know who else can take care of you after I'm gone. Your temper is up to you. I, in the future..."

She didn't finish this sentence, what will happen in the future?Shen Yanru still didn't know what grandma wanted to tell her.

But when she understood what love was, she somewhat understood grandma's worries.She is very strong, but in the end her marriage failed, her son was divorced, her family refused to accept her, and she died alone in the end, so I was also worried that she would embark on such a path in the future.

But Shen Yanru was lucky, because she met the person who suits her best in the whole world.

So at that time, she had already decided to put all her energy on the person she loved, and not waste any bit of hatred and complaints against herself that were of no use to her.If not, she would not be able to bring An Zhixiao to meet Shen Siming and Zhang Yu.

There was some silence along the way, but fortunately the distance was not very far, and it didn't take long for them to hear loud voices.Many people gathered outside the house of the mother with dystocia, anxiously waiting for the result.Was there a tragic cry from inside the room, making the surrounding atmosphere even more tense and depressing.

Shen Yanru pulled An Zhixiao back a step, thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Fortunately, the two of us don't need to have children."

Although not every mother who gives birth will suffer from dystocia, and they have the conditions to afford the best medical conditions, but if one of them is to bear such pain, it may be a very huge test for the two of them .

Besides, Shen Yanru felt that she and An knew about this situation, so she was really not suitable for raising children.She has suffered enough from her parents' irresponsibility, and she will never think about it until she can bear this responsibility.