Sound of Rebirth

"Can you still stand up?" Shen Yanru bent down and reached out her hand to An Zhixiao.

An Zhixiao obediently put her hand into hers.Then Shen Yanru held it hard and lifted it up, and she stood up with this strength.

But the previous idea that the legs were numb was not wrong.Because An knew that at this moment, she only felt as if there were countless ants crawling on the soles of her two feet, which made her unable to stand still at all, so she had no choice but to lean on Shen Yanru's body.

"Are your feet numb?" Shen Yanru asked.

An Zhixiao let out a "hmm", turned her head to look at her, and after a while, suddenly asked, "Sister, why are you so nice to me?"

"Okay?" Shen Yanru looked back at her.

She always felt that she was not good to An Zhizhi.Because she deserves more and better things, but there are very few things she can give.

Even so, in An Zhixiao's eyes, it was rare.

An Zhixiao nodded, looking at her for a moment.

Shen Yanru thought for a while, and answered seriously, "Probably because you are so stupid." That's why I never ask for anything from others or from this world.But the more this is the case, the more people want to hold all the best things in front of her.

An Zhixiao's eyes widened.

This expression looked very interesting, Shen Yanru looked at her for a while, then suddenly laughed.

An Zhixiao was stunned.

This was the first time she saw Shen Yan smiling.When she smiled, she felt completely different from usual, her eyebrows and eyes were soft, and the corners of her lips were curved, as if... as if the wind had suddenly blown through a sea of ​​flowers, not only the branches trembled, but also the fragrance of flowers overflowed.

Beautiful.An Zhizhi seemed to finally understand the meaning of this word at this moment.

Even Shen Yanru can be forgiven for saying that she is stupid.

Just be stupid, if she is willing to treat herself so well because she is very stupid, then what does it matter if she is stupid? ——Although An Zhixiao didn't know exactly where he caused Shen Yanru to have such a misunderstanding.

It wasn't until Shen Yanru stopped laughing that An Zhixiao woke up in a daze.Then she realized that it was right for Shen Yanru not to smile, otherwise anyone would just stare blankly at her, how would she live that day?Moreover, An knew deep down in her heart that she didn't want others to see Shen Yanru like this.

It would be fine if it belonged to her - she even had such a thought spontaneously in her heart.

Then she quickly pushed the thought out of her mind.

An Zhixiao, who has lived two lifetimes without being emotionally enlightened, doesn't understand what happened to her, but she subconsciously knows that this is very inappropriate, and she must not let others know.

So she reluctantly let go of Shen Yanru.

I don't know if the numbness in my legs has been relieved after a period of time, or because I have been distracted and can't feel the numbness anymore. Anyway, An Zhizhi is still a little uncomfortable, but he has no problem standing and walking. up.

"Let's go back quickly." She said very uncomfortably.

Shen Yanru nodded.She must have noticed that something was wrong with An Zhi, but because she didn't know what was going on, she chose to pretend not to notice.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

It was obviously still a relaxed atmosphere just now, but in an instant, there seemed to be a change. The two of them did not speak, and even avoided looking at each other.I knew something was wrong in my heart, and I tried to avoid it.

After returning to the hotel, An Zhixiao breathed a sigh of relief, hugged his homework and began to do it vigorously.

Shen Yanru took a look at her to make sure there was no problem, so she took out a pen and paper and began to compose lyrics.Inspiration comes and goes quickly, so write it out while it’s still in your head.

Fortunately, she herself has the habit of preliminarily organizing things in her mind when she finds inspiration, so although An Zhizhi interrupted her in the middle, she didn't forget it.

Of course, just being inspired is not enough. There is still a lot of work to be done in order to compose lyrics that are catchy, expressive and intriguing.

Although it was popular music, Shen Yanru didn't want the first song An knew to be that kind of slobbery song. Although it was catchy, it didn't make much sense.Although it could be spread widely at the beginning, it was of no benefit to her own development and positioning.

After all, that kind of song can only be popular for a while, it cannot become a classic, let alone win an award.

And what she expected of An knew was far more than that.

……

Fortunately, An knew that awkward emotions came and went quickly.It is said that after she recovered, she suddenly felt a little regretful.

At that time, Shen Yanru was obviously hugged, but I didn't feel it more, but was distracted to think about those messy things, what a pity.

An Zhixiao knew that she was actually eager to get close to others.

She loves some physical contact.Holding hands, bumping arms, rubbing hair and so on.For An Zhizhi, these actions seemed to contain a lot of emotion, which was what she lacked.

It's a pity that she has never had any elders around her, or maybe she is strong enough, and no one thinks she needs this kind of "love comfort". Before that, most of the people who had physical contact with her were classmates .It was also a shoulder-to-shoulder hook-up between peers, and I didn't feel any extra emotions.

Later, after entering the music scene, she has gained some fame, and she needs to pay more attention to avoiding taboos when interacting with people.

So until now, although An Zhixiao is very eager and longing for it, in fact, she has never really had this kind of experience.

It was precisely because of this that he suddenly lost control at that time and rushed to hug Shen Yanru.

In fact, An Zhixiao really hoped that there would be such a person that he could act coquettishly to her unscrupulously and get in close contact with her.Shen Yanru was so kind to her, she naturally positioned her as the most likely person in her heart.

But if she really wanted to act like a baby, An Zhixiao felt that she really couldn't do it.

This was probably one of the reasons why he suddenly felt embarrassed before—although it was more because he was shocked by Shen Yanru's smile.

As a result, I couldn't do it just now, but now I start to regret it.

After working on the test paper for a while, she couldn't help being distracted.

Turning her head to glance at Shen Yanru quietly, she was concentrating on writing something, presumably the inspiration was still erupting.

Of course you can't bother me at this time.An Zhixiao glanced at it twice, sighed, lowered his head and continued to write his homework.Let's talk about those spiritual things later!The most important thing now is always the college entrance examination.

No matter how smart An Zhizhi was, she was only reborn after all. She didn't have a golden finger that never forgets, and she didn't remember the college entrance examination questions back then—she was about to sign with a brokerage company at that time. I have never touched a textbook again, and I have been in contact with it for so many years and there is no such content, so I have already forgotten it all.

Fortunately, at a young age, the brain is good.During the previous period, she had spent a lot of energy to alienate her high school knowledge from the beginning, and read all her previous notes and questions, and she was basically able to keep up with the progress.

Even so, during the adaptability test, her grades still dropped a lot, and her score was still a few points away from last year's first line. The class teacher asked her to talk to her before, and I don't know if she talked to Shen Yanru today.

There is only one month left, and An knows that there is still a lot to improve, so the time is tight and the tasks are heavy, and I really can't concentrate on thinking about these things.After I calmed down and got into the topic, these thoughts disappeared without a trace.

However, there will always be traces of what has existed.

When it was time to go to bed at night, lying on the same bed with Shen Yanru, An Zhixiao began to feel uneasy again.

On the contrary, Shen Yanru was probably too exhausted, so she fell asleep not long after lying on the bed.An Zhizhi opened his eyes for a while in the dark, then quietly moved towards her a little bit, and then a little bit.

She didn't know when she fell asleep, but when she woke up the next day, those emotions from yesterday were all reclassified and placed where they should be, and they had no effect on her.An Zhixiao got up, washed up, and went downstairs to practice with Shen Yanru.

In fact, An Zhizhi admired Shen Yanru in this regard.It has been four years since she went behind the scenes, and it stands to reason that she does not need to practice these basic skills anymore, after all, she will not release another album in the future.But in fact, she never missed these homework a day.

So although she no longer sings now, her voice has not been affected in any way.Sometimes An Zhizhi would hear her humming some short melodies when she was composing, which was very beautiful and moving.

It's a shame she doesn't sing.

Speaking of which, Shen Yanru used to be An Zhizhi's idol, growing up listening to her songs.So four years ago, when she found out who she was singing with, one could imagine the excitement in An Zhixiao's heart.

The song the two sang together has since become her favorite track.

Perhaps it was because of this that she really waited for four years.

An knew that there was a very secret wish in her heart - she hoped that one day she would be very successful, and then she would invite Shen Yanru to sing with her when she held a concert.