Sound of Rebirth

The tune of the first song An knew was just like that, and it was "Bailu".However, Shen Yanru wrote the lyrics several times and felt dissatisfied.

At the beginning, she wanted to write about the theme of Bailu, but later she felt that it was inappropriate.Because the song also contains the warmth of the rising sun shining on all things, and the feeling of thriving vegetation, and finally the trembling blooming flowers and the dewdrops rolling on the petals.

But in the final analysis, what this piece wants to express is not how beautiful nature is, but the people living in this vibrant environment.Their laughter, every frown and smile fit so well with the environment, making people uncontrollably envious and yearning.

Shen Yanru felt that she couldn't write suitable lyrics, probably because she was not that kind of person.She has a calm and indifferent personality and is sensitive to the surrounding environment. If it were not for this, she would not be able to create so many excellent songs.But she herself is always like a bystander, unable to really blend into any environment.

But she knew who was like that.

In the final analysis, the source of inspiration for this song lies in the beautiful morning in the small town, and the smiling face that An Zhixiao once showed under the rising sun. — is no less colorful than flowers.

Shen Yanru felt that An Zhixiao was born to live in this place.She blends well with everything around her, looking so appropriate and natural.Moreover, she herself carried such a vitality and motivation that seemed to never disappear.

This is a song that is very suitable for Ann to know, and it can even be said to be tailor-made for her.

Whether it's An Zhizhi's personal performance or the smoothness of composing the song, the subtle synergy between the two makes Shen Yanru look forward to this song like never before.But it may be because I was looking forward to it too much, so I was picky everywhere when I wrote the lyrics, but the result was not satisfactory.

Time entered May, and still did not catch any thoughts, Shen Yanru couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

Because after the song is written, there are many other things that need to be prepared.If you have been stuck here, the follow-up will naturally not be arranged.And An knew that the time for the college entrance examination was very close.

An Zhixiao was keenly aware of Shen Yanru's anxiety.

After getting along with her last time, she understood Shen Yanru's intentions for her, and An Zhixiao finally figured it out. She felt that it was inappropriate for her to care about Shen Yanru's strictness like a child before.Then the faint atmosphere of estrangement between the two gradually disappeared, and the daily relationship began to become more relaxed and happy.

So Shen Yanru's mood changed, and she soon noticed it.

"Did something happen?" She couldn't help asking when she went to teach in the small park that day.

Shen Yanru shook her head, but did not mention her predicament.

She has such a character, she feels that writing lyrics is what she should do, so she won't bother An Zhizhi.If you don’t do well, just keep investing, and you can always find a way to be perfect.And An knew that as long as she learned her lessons well, it was enough.

She didn't say it, but An knew that she had eyes to see, and soon understood where this anxiety came from.

In fact, she has read the lyrics written by Shen Yanru, not to say that they are not good, but for Shen Yanru who demands perfection, it may not be enough.

In fact, An Zhizhi didn't think it was enough.She sang along with the tune several times, but she still felt that something was missing.

But although she has also learned to compose lyrics, in this respect, Shen Yanru's attainments are much higher than hers.An Zhixiao doesn't think she has the ability to teach her, because even if she writes, she probably won't be better than Shen Yanru.

But always find a way to ease her emotions, maybe when she relaxes, she will be inspired?

And to relax, go out and play is a very good way.

After entering May, the school no longer makes up lessons at every turn, giving students full freedom.Although the teachers will still hand out various test papers and homework, they no longer require everyone to finish all of them, as long as they make up for their deficiencies in a targeted manner.There are even some students who apply for the exam instead of going to school, and go home to prepare for the exam.It is said that a person's energy will be more concentrated.

In response to this situation, the school, after careful consideration, decided to hold a parent meeting to communicate with the parents.

An Zhizhi originally didn't intend to tell this matter.She has no parents. For three years, teachers and classmates are used to it, and no one will ask more questions.That being the case, it doesn't make much sense to say it or not.

But seeing Shen Yanru like this now, An Zhixiao felt that maybe she could find something else for her to do.

If you just let her go out for a walk, let alone how to persuade Shen Yanru, the effect is not good.But this matter made her unable to refuse, and she would definitely turn her attention to this matter. ——Everything she handles, no matter how big or small, will go all out.

So after returning to the hotel that day, An Zhixiao pretended to inadvertently put the parent meeting notice in his hand on the coffee table, and then "accidentally forgot to put it away", Shen Yanru naturally found out.

"A parent-teacher meeting?" She asked while she was resting on the sofa after dinner.

An Zhixiao pursed her lips and nodded.

Shen Yanru seemed to have thought about it for a long time, and after careful consideration, she said, "Do you need me to attend?"

An Zhixiao glanced at her, and tentatively said with a smile, "Go hold a parent-teacher meeting for me, what kind of parent are you? I don't have a young elder like you."

Shen Yanru frowned slightly, "I heard that there are brothers and sisters who hold parent-teacher meetings on their behalf. Call me sister, do you feel wronged?"

An Zhixiao opened his eyes wide.

Although this was her plan, she never thought that Shen Yanru would be so happy.However, since she had said so, An Zhizhi naturally had to be happier.She smiled and called out, "Sister!"

The level of happiness almost made Shen Yanru suspect that she was cheated.

The parent meeting is scheduled for Friday afternoon. After the parent meeting, everyone has a whole weekend to discuss and make decisions, and report the results to the school on Monday. This arrangement is very reasonable.

After lunch, the students spontaneously returned to the classroom to tidy up the tables and chairs, and at the same time communicated together with a little excitement.Everyone attaches great importance to this last parent-teacher meeting in high school.

An Zhixiao was among these people, and suddenly became nervous.

Obviously, I am already a mature adult, and I often feel that I can't join in the topics of my classmates, but at this time, this kind of nervous and expectant mood is the same as everyone else.

Even An Zhizhi was more excited than others.Because from the day she went to school, there has never been a "parent" in the parent meeting.The old people in the village upheld justice for her and sent her to school, but after all, she was too old to walk around.An Zhizhi always told the teacher about this kind of thing by himself.Everyone in the small place knows the basics, and the teacher also knows the situation in her family, so she doesn't force it.

An Zhizhi never envies others easily, it has been like this since the first time.Because she knew very well that even if she envied herself, she would never get it.As time went by and she grew older, she once felt that she could deal with these things calmly.

But it's not.

It wasn't until today that she realized that she wasn't actually unenvious.

It's not just envy, An Zhizhi is jealous of every peer with a healthy family around her!

That kind of emotion was almost carved into her bones, and if she expressed it, she might drive herself crazy.Perhaps it was precisely because of this that An Zhixiao suppressed it in the deepest part of his heart, not allowing even a hint of it to show.

The disguise was too successful, not to mention teachers and classmates, even she was deceived.

Now, An Zhixiao was finally able to bring out this emotion that he didn't know much about before, and bask in the sun without feeling embarrassed.

Because she doesn't need to envy others anymore.

Although Shen Yanru is not a real parent yet, she is willing to appear in this capacity at this moment, which is enough for An Zhizhi to feel relieved.

It's not that she hasn't met good people.

In fact, from childhood to adulthood, except for the bad fate given by God, almost all the people she met during her growth were good people.The honest neighbors in the village, the elders who uphold justice for her, the teachers who take special care of her and are responsible, and even the bosses she met after entering the city to work, almost everyone is a good person.

So An Zhi knew that although she lacked all kinds of material and spiritual guarantees, she still grew into the optimistic and positive appearance she is today, because she knows that the world is actually very beautiful, and she doesn't have to let herself fall into those whirlpools of self-pity.

She is easily satisfied, so she is contented and happy.

It's just that if someone gives something better, of course I can't help but get close to it and touch it.

Just like at this moment, with such secret joy, waiting for Shen Yanru to appear in this classroom as a "parent".

Because An knew that she never shy away from it, most of the students knew about her situation.Therefore, at this time, everyone will deliberately avoid her when speaking, not to stimulate her.On the contrary, An knew that he could savor such a novel feeling carefully without being disturbed.

Maybe... She thought, I will do it again, just to make up for these regrets, filling them up one by one.

She waited until Shen Yanru, and now Shen Yanru came to attend her parent meeting again.

Shen Yanru Shen Yanru Shen Yanru.

She may be her own lucky star, right?An Zhixiao thought.