picked up a little dumb

Xiaoyou has always been very clear about everything that happened to him. What is different from others is that no matter how miserable things happen, he always faces them directly with wide eyes, instead of hypnotizing himself like an ostrich. What can't be seen isn't real.

Therefore, for all the tragedies that happened to him, he watched with wide eyes, clearly and calmly like a bystander.

For example, being brought home by Li Senyang was something he could not choose and was destined to happen, so he accepted the fact without much struggle.

Moreover, the fact is often that no matter how much he fights, he is still powerless to change anything.

It's as if he can't change his father's drinking every day and night, his mother's daily quarrels and beatings and swearing at him, and finally they pushed themselves out when they faced usury without hesitation: Do you want money, this boy If you are willing It can be taken away, it is easy to raise, and it can do everything.

He was taken away before he even had time to say no.

If it's not that he doesn't know what will happen later, he actually didn't intend to say no at all. After all, the place he left and the two people who abandoned him are not a home for him.

It wasn't until later, when it was in Li Senyang's hands, that he began to really regret it. He should have struggled a bit at that time, at least he could yell that "no" louder.

He actually wanted to ask those two people, they said he could do anything, did they know that his only function was to be fucked?

He compared it carefully, and he chose the latter between making a sound and being taken away by Li Senyang instead of the boy, which was more tragic.

He thought his life would end like this, repeated being abused, raped, and then abused, and one day in this cycle, one step went wrong, and he would die like that, dragged out like a wild dog , no one remembers, and he won't remember anyone.

The only accident happened to the boy he thought was his nemesis.

He didn't know which surprised him more, whether it was the boy who cried out to replace him when he saw himself being rounded, or the boy who actually persuaded others to take him home as his friend.

friend.

What a magic word.

He never thought that he would have a friend, besides, it was a friend that he secretly hated, envied, and used.

What's even more amazing is that after Xiao Ning said that he wanted to be friends with him, all his hatred and jealousy disappeared. He just felt ashamed. How could anyone want to be friends with someone like him? .

But Xiao Ning really regards him as a good friend. He probably hasn't spoken for too long. He doesn't know how many words he says every day. Although Mr. An is very good to him, he doesn't have time to accompany him every day at home. Him, so Xiao Ning came to him and taught him piano, swimming, and playing games...

Xiao Ning took him to do all the things that he never thought he would do. Gradually, he found that he had really regained a little sense of being human.

He has been living with neither human nor ghost, only Xiao Ning really treats him as a human being, and he even has a new name: An Ran.

His name is An Ran, Xiao Ning said, which meant that he would be safe and sound all his life.

He smiled wryly, and wanted to cry again. He didn't know if he should tell Xiao Ning that he had always had a name, but he said that he didn't, but he was just afraid of not being accepted because of that name.

He wasn't completely lying, Li Senyang didn't know his name, he just called him a slut, but he didn't tell An Yang that he had a name, and his intentions were not that simple.

Whether Xiao Ning has seen his intentions, he doesn't know, he really just wants to have a shelter, he is not interested in continuing to be treated as a plaything by others.

But Tian Tian, ​​this elder brother who values ​​Xiao Ning more than his eyeballs, clearly sees his thoughts, and is therefore very... vigilant towards him.

Yes, be vigilant.

Tiantian didn't treat him badly, but everyone looked at him more when they were joking, and he thought about what he said every day. He didn't care too much about this kind of reaction. He already got what he wanted, as long as I don't want to drive him away, just be vigilant.

In fact, there is absolutely no need to do this every day. After all, he was the first person to save him. At that time, he also said that he had no name and gave him the clothes every day. However, for such a small detail, there should be no one but him. Remember again.

This kind of life continued until An Yang was going to take Xiao Ning to travel abroad, and by the way, he got a marriage certificate. Although he didn't care much about that piece of paper, he still felt that something was missing without it.

His original words were that Xiaoning in his family can't lack for anything.He wants what others have, and he wants what others don't have.

After they come back, An Yang's "son" will be able to take him home. The family of three will be happy and harmonious, which is great.

The only thing I didn't expect was...

"When they come back, do you still plan to stay here?" Kong Mingtian carefully observed his reaction and asked cautiously.

An Yang used the reason that An Ran would be afraid of being alone at home, so he asked Tian Tian to come over and watch over him. An Ran thought that An Yang was worried about him, but he was not dissatisfied. It was better to be stared at than to be driven away.

"Ah?" An Ran was taken aback, she didn't expect him to ask so directly, so she pretended to be stupid and said, "What do you mean?"

"When they come back, they will be a real family. When the children come, they may be very busy. I guess Xiao Ning won't have time to play with you." Tiantian said, sighing, with a tone of reluctance: "Obviously I am a child, but I still have to take care of others, hey."

"I...I can help." An Ran said tremblingly.

"Have they hired a nanny?" Tian Tian raised his eyebrows and squinted at him.

At this time, An Ran can clearly feel that Tian Tian is Tian Tian, ​​Xiao Ning is Xiao Ning, they look so similar, yet they are so different.Even when Xiao Ning is angry or has a bad temper, he will never feel this kind of feeling that makes him sweat all over.

An Ran clenched his fists, he opened his mouth to refute, wanted to say that he just wanted to help, just wanted to stay, there was really no need to be so guarded against him, but he couldn't say it out, his legs were trembling with fear.For a moment, he felt like crying, because he was wronged, because he didn't want to be suspected, or because he was just afraid, he didn't know, so he turned and ran upstairs, and locked himself in the room with a bang.

Escaping doesn't work, it will only make things worse, he knows all this, but he just can't control himself, why can't that cute face show a little gentle expression to himself?

Tiantian watched him turn around and run up, trying to chase after him, but he thought of something and froze in place.

In the evening, he takes a bath in his own room every day. He has been sleeping at An Yang's house for the past two days, because he doesn't know when the child's mother will give birth. He has been preparing for the past two days without leaving, and the nanny has also moved into the house. Waiting to watch the kids anytime.

He was washing when he heard the door lock ring and someone came in.

"Who?" He growled, quickly turned off the water, and wrapped the towel around his body.

"It's me." He replied in a very low voice, and Tian Tian could tell it was An Ran, and he relaxed his vigilance a little, when suddenly he saw a person open the door and enter the bathroom, kneeling in front of him without saying a word!

"what are you doing?"

Tian Tian was startled, and pulled An Ran with the bath towel in one hand, but An Ran refused to get up, he almost begged and looked at Tian Tian, ​​and said to him in his most pitiful voice: "Please, don't drive me away, I am willing to do anything, let me stay, I will take good care of Xiao Ning, I don't want anything, I just want to stay, is that okay?"

Saying that, An Ran reached out to pull Tian Tian's bath towel, Tian Tian pushed him while pulling the bath towel, and didn't want to hurt him by pushing too hard, so he almost pulled the bath towel off after going back and forth.

"Let go! Let go!" Tian Tian roared in a low voice, the trembling in his voice made An Ran let go subconsciously, and stared at him blankly.

"Are you going to use this method to bribe me? Huh?" Tian Tian's voice trembled, An Ran's nose was sore, and she suddenly felt like crying.

He didn't want to use this method either, he just had nothing but this.

"Look at me." Tiantian's voice was a little cold. He pulled off his bath towel cruelly. He hadn't stood in front of another person like this for a long time. He was not used to it, but his voice was still calm. Said: "Look at me, An Ran. Are you insulting yourself or me by treating me like this?"

An Ran raised her head, seeing everything in front of her, she was instantly shocked speechless.

"Did you see it? Isn't it ugly and scary? Some scars can't even be removed by surgery, and they can only be with me forever." Said Tiantian, standing in front of the mirror, carefully observing the scars on his body for the first time, After watching for a while, seeing that An Ran had opened her mouth in shock, she slowly picked up the bath towel around her waist, sighed, and stretched out her hand to An Ran.

"Get up."

An Ran stood up with his strength, the two looked at each other, An Ran lowered her head in embarrassment, and whispered, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, you don't know, I don't blame you." Tian Tian took him out of the bathroom, sat on his bed and wiped his hair, looked at An Ran who was restrained all over, and smiled softly, "Don't get me wrong , I don't mean anything, come and sit down."

An Ran hesitated, walked over, and sat down at arm's length from him.

Wiping his hair every day, he looked up at him, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I haven't thought about the past for a long time, in fact, since I came home, I tried not to think about these things as much as possible, but when I saw You can't help but think, I have no hostility towards you, don't misunderstand, let alone be afraid of me."

An Ran looked up at him, brushing her hair every day, talking as if talking to herself, without turning her head to look at him.An Ran moved a little towards him, leaving an arm's length between them.

After wiping his hair every day, he saw him move closer, smiled indistinctly, and said gently: "You seem to be a little younger than Xiao Ning? That means you are younger than me. Although we are twins, I always feel that I am much older than Ningning, and I think you are the same. I think you are too young to experience these things. Unfortunately, some things have already happened. No matter how much we pretend, we can’t pretend that it didn’t happen. I don’t Like to deceive yourself, I think, you too? It's not bad, it's just more tiring."

An Ran trembled, her eye circles were a little red.

Tiantian smiled at him, patted him on the shoulder lightly, and said with a low laugh: "Little friend, you don't have to be so careful, I treat you as a younger brother. However, it seems that An Yang is not the only one You misunderstood me."

With red eyes, An Ran choked up and asked, "What did he misunderstand?"

"He thought I liked you." Tian Tian smiled, with a hint of teasing in his eyes, "Why else would he let me live here? I can't do anything after the baby is born."

An Ran opened her mouth wide in surprise, "He... He, is it because of this? I thought... I thought..."

"You think we don't trust you?" Tian Tian smiled, and put one hand on his shoulder and shook him, "I said why are you so nervous every day, you are Xiao Ning's friend, and of course our friend Lah. You are so afraid of me, I thought I did something to you."

Tian Tian made a joke, An Ran tried hard to hook the corners of his mouth, but suddenly his eyes turned red, and he couldn't help crying, he tried his best to sound like he was smiling, but his voice made people want to cry even more: "So, So you don't like me? Do you?"

"No, no, I mean, I didn't mean that..."

"I know, I know you don't mean that, but, no one will like me?" An Ran hugged her knees and cried quietly, looking at Tian Tian helplessly, tears streaming down her cheeks , but didn't cry out, just asked tremblingly: "Am I not worthy anymore? I envy Xiao Ning very much. I don't envy him for having Mr. An. I just... I'm very scared. A person like me will spend about a lifetime. No one will like it, right? Am I, there is no chance again?"

An Ran cried pitifully, and hugged him distressedly every day, and he simply burst into tears on Tian Tian's shoulder, all his grievances, his fears, his uneasiness, and his desire for happiness that he refused to give up .

"If you have it, someone will love you, I promise." Tiantian coaxed him in a low voice, and couldn't help but kiss his hair, "There must be, your own happiness, your own home."

"Really? You promise?" An Ran cried with a hoarse voice, looking at him with confused eyes.

"Well, I promise." Looking into his eyes every day, he firmly agreed.

"why?"

"Because we are all the same. An Ran, we are all the same." Tian Tian hugged him, let him lean against his chest, and whispered, "I want to have a family too. We can have a family too, for sure."

the other side of the earth.

"Master, why did you let your brother live with us? Isn't the baby only a month away?" Xiao Ning asked innocently while eating ice cream.

"How many times have I said, call me husband!" An Yang pretended to be angry, and then said with a meaningful smile: "As for why your brother is going to our house, you will know when you get home, I guess...you can still see your sister-in-law .”

"Ah? Sister-in-law? Where's the sister-in-law?" Xiao Ning was stupid and didn't react.

"Well, the sister-in-law you picked up." An Yang smiled badly, and took a photo of Xiao Ning's overwhelmed face. Xiao Ning went over to see it with a smile, but An Yang ran back without showing him , When he ran over, he hugged him.

Thanks to this little fool, after having An Ran, he would not have to face such a covetous uncle, hahaha!

An Yang smiled confidently, lowered his head and kissed Xiao Ning, Xiao Ning closed his eyes subconsciously, An Yang kissed lightly, and tasted the taste of ice cream, which was very sweet.