picked up a little dumb

Tian Tian struggled to play for a while, finally sighed, closed the lid, did not look up, just stared blankly ahead, and asked softly: "Xiao Ning, do you miss your mother?"

Xiao Ning naturally couldn't answer him, he waited for a while, suddenly smiled wryly, and said with a trembling corner of his mouth: "If she is still alive, I don't blame her."

Xiao Ning threw the quilt at her feet, ran down and hugged her brother, hugged him every day, leaned her head on Xiao Ning's warm chest, listened quietly to his heartbeat for a while, finally sighed a long time, and said: "Come on, go to bed, it's late."

Tian Tian picked up the quilt and went back to spread it for Xiao Ning, but Xiao Ning didn't climb up again, sat on Tian Tian's bed, and opened her arms to him, meaning to be hugged by him.Tiantian smiled, and went to lie on the bed with his arms around him.

The bed was small, exactly the kind of single children's bed they wanted before, but the two of them had grown up, lying side by side on the bed, their legs were just enough to be put down, and they were easy to fall off if they moved a little, but they I am willing to squeeze like this, lying next to each other tightly as in the past for warmth, relying on the other's body temperature to warm myself.

Tian Tian put one hand around Xiao Ning's shoulder, patted him lightly to coax him to sleep, and muttered in a low voice: "Dad came to see you tonight, you are already asleep, see you tomorrow."

Xiao Ning nodded in a daze, almost falling asleep.

"He is not a good father, but he will try his best to treat you well. Xiao Ning won't blame him, right? Xiao Ning definitely won't. You know, he is just like us, he also misses his mother very much." It was like talking in a dream, and gradually the voice became blurred.

"He said he met Mr. An today, and he brought someone to eat with him, and he didn't ask how you are..." Tiantian's voice became smaller and smaller, until it was almost inaudible at the end , what he said seemed to be his own sleep talk, but Xiao Ning heard it clearly, and suddenly opened his eyes wide in the darkness.

An Yang received the physical examination report from the assistant. The owner of the report is in good health, has no family medical history, and does not have any genetic diseases. She is now three months pregnant and all indicators of the fetus are normal.

An Yang tapped his fingers lightly on the table, which is his habitual action when he wants to have a cup of coffee, but after knocking on the table for a long time, there is still no movement, and then he remembered that Xiao Ning has gone home, and no one will watch Gotta understand this gesture.

An Yang stopped in embarrassment, rang the bell, and shouted outside: "Bring me a cup of coffee."

After a while, a man came in with coffee, knocked on the door and said softly: "I remember you like to drink black coffee, I don't know if it's changed now, I also brought milk and sugar."

An Yang looked up, Cheng Hao didn't know when he came over, he put down the report in his hand, took a sip of coffee, and praised: "I remember well, I like black coffee. When did you come?"

"Just arrived. I came here directly after I came back from Hengdian." Cheng Hao naturally put the tray on the table. He accidentally saw the report in An Yang's hand just now. He didn't know much people, but still more or less surprised.

An Yang knew that he saw it, so he didn't hide it anymore, just smiled at him, Cheng Hao is a very sensible person, he won't talk nonsense when he shouldn't say it, and never ask more questions about what he shouldn't ask, this is just a report That's all, it's no big deal for him to see.

"How was the filming going? Are you tired?" An Yang put the report back in the folder and put it away, and asked casually: "How about the RV I gave you? You often film in other places, all kinds of deep mountains and old forests. An RV would be more convenient."

"Very good, very good, but actually... the nanny car provided by the company is quite enough." Cheng Hao mustered up his courage and murmured.

An Yang was a little surprised. When he lowered his head, he found that he was not wearing the watch he gave him, so he couldn't help asking, "Don't you like it?"

"It's not that I don't like it, I like it very much, but... I hope you don't give me gifts all the time." Cheng Hao gritted his teeth, went over and knelt down in front of An Yang, and said hurriedly: "I didn't do it for this." I just want to be with you, I believe you understand my thoughts, I don’t want gifts, I just want to be with you for a long time. If you like this way of getting along, I can do it too, you Would you like to give me a chance?"

He spoke quickly, for fear that if he spoke slowly, he would not have the courage to finish the sentence. An Yang listened, but did not answer for a long time. Both of them were silent. Cheng Hao was still kneeling on the ground, moving uneasily Can't find a comfortable position for my knees.

After a while, An Yang sighed, and stretched out his hand to Cheng Hao: "Get up, your knees hurt from kneeling like this."

Cheng Hao hesitated for a moment, but still supported his hand and slowly stood up, his heart sank, knowing that An Yang was tactfully rejecting him.

"Sorry, I can't give you what you want." An Yang helped Cheng Hao up very calmly, and said gently: "It may be as simple as kneeling down to you, but to me, it means a lot Responsibility and commitment, I don’t have the mood and energy to do this right now, and I believe that what you need is not this, what you want is a real relationship, right? I can’t give you these for the time being, if you want to maintain the status quo , I am still very happy, I am very happy with you."

Cheng Hao's head calmed down, and his heart also cooled down bit by bit. He said with a wry smile: "Yes, I guessed your answer a long time ago, I just want to try it. I like you very much, really, So I want to try to do what you like, but I think someone else has done it better than me."

"This has nothing to do with others, Cheng Hao, as you can see, I have no one else here." An Yang said calmly, with a trace of dissatisfaction in his heart, but did not show it.

"I'm sorry, I was too impulsive." Cheng Hao was a little disappointed, this time he couldn't adjust quickly, and said in a sullen voice with his head down.

"It's okay, you didn't do anything wrong, just remember what I said, be happy together, separate if you can't do it, get together and break up, I don't force anything."

"Yes, I know." Cheng Hao lost his mind, he repeated An Yang's words in a murmur, and asked suddenly without thinking: "But do you never force anything? There is nothing, you want Want it, don't you want to let go?"

He was taken aback by An Yang's question, and couldn't care less about being angry with him for a moment. An Yang thought for a while, then subconsciously said, "Probably not."

"I don't know whether I should envy you or sympathize with you. I really like you. During this time, every day I like you more than before. Although you rejected me, I tried my best, but nothing good I regret it. If one day you also meet the person you love, I hope you can also experience the happiness and pain of being impulsive for a person. If you really like it, the feeling of caring for a person is a rare happiness. It's a pity that too many people would rather not experience it in order to avoid the risk of being rejected, you are the calmest and wisest person I have ever met, I hope you will not make such a mistake." Cheng Hao's voice and his expression are very similar Sincerely, there was a deep reluctance in his words. He looked deeply at An Yang, closed his eyes, and said cruelly: "Next month, the company has an opportunity to study in Hollywood. I want to take this opportunity to leave here and go to the United States. have a look."

An Yang was a little moved by what he said, calm and wise?He was just running away.

An Yang put his hands on Cheng Hao's shoulders slowly, and said with relief: "Unexpectedly, I used to teach you how to deal with people and things, and now it's your turn to teach me. Thank you for teaching me. I am 30 years old, but I don’t have the courage when I was young, thank you. If you really think about going to Hollywood, I will say hello to them. You learn English. After half a year, a Hollywood director’s film company plans to invest. At that time, I will let you It’s always okay to show your face.”

Cheng Hao showed a big smile and shrugged his shoulders, "You are really the same as before, and you will get a big gift bag when you break up."

"This is not a breakup ceremony, it's the class fee you gave me for my class." An Yang opened his arms, and Cheng Hao went over to give An Yang a strong hug. An Yang patted him on the back and comforted him: "You So young, so smart and so beautiful, I will be happy in the future."

"Well, you too, and you must be happy too." Cheng Hao choked up a little. He wanted to leave this place where he had lived for more than 20 years, and this man who was always gentle and calm. It was a lie that he was not reluctant.

Cheng Hao didn't leave that night, but An Yang kept him for dinner like a friend, let him sleep in the guest room, and brought him there when he went to the company the next day. Cheng Hao knew that their relationship would last forever It's friends now.

An Yang sat in the office and hesitated for a long time, and finally called Tian Tian.

Every day when I saw an incoming call, I stared blankly for a long time, as if waiting for the other party to run out of patience and hang up on my own initiative. Unfortunately, the phone kept ringing and refused to hang up on my own initiative.

Tian Tian sighed, looked back at Xiao Ning who was practicing the piano, and quietly went upstairs to answer the phone.

"Hello, hello."

"Tiantian, I'm An Yang." An Yang almost thought that the phone was disconnected, but he was surprised when he picked up the phone. He hesitated for a moment and asked, "Xiao Ning...how is it?"

"He's fine, please keep it in mind." Xiao Ning looked down at Xiao Ning who was concentrating on practicing the piano every day, and said in a low voice while covering the phone, "He is practicing the piano. What's the matter with you? If there is nothing wrong, I won't let him He came over to answer the phone, and he couldn't talk anyway."

An Yang was about to say a few words to Xiao Ning, but being so blocked by Tian Tian, ​​he immediately didn't know what to say. He coughed a few words, and fell silent in a bit of embarrassment.

"Mr. An, Xiao Ning is home now. I can assure you that you have nothing to worry about. He was in trouble before. Of course we are not so heartless. My father intends to cooperate with you on the southern land. I know that you have recently Funds are tight, this is our repayment, what do you think?"

"You mean, just use that piece of land to buy Xiao Ning back from me?" An Yang was a little angry, but felt that he had no position to be angry. This realization made him even more depressed.

"Of course not. Xiao Ning is my younger brother. How can I use money to measure his value." After a pause every day, he said in a deep voice, "I mean, I hope to make up for your loss of him. If it has value, I hope I can compensate you through this. Only by letting him go completely can he completely turn back into a normal boy, instead of worrying about being abandoned every day. "

An Yang felt as if he had bumped into an invisible wall, which separated him from Xiao Ning. He had to decide which way to go. If he wanted Xiao Ning to be happy now, he could chase Xiao Ning Come back, but if he wants Xiao Ning to live well in the future, he has to let go.

The truth is obvious, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, the problem is that people who know more about the truth may not necessarily live comfortably.

An Yang took a deep breath, remained silent and didn't answer, Tian Tian was nervously waiting for his answer, turned around, and found that Xiao Ning came up at some time, quietly listening to Tian Tian's call.

"You're right, Xiao Ning follows me, and the best ending is to live by my side forever." An Yang held the armrest of the office chair tightly, and it was not easy to say this, "Treat him well Well, I won't ask about his affairs anymore, if one day he learns to speak, please remember to tell me. Maybe you can do what I failed to do, so be it, goodbye. "

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for Tiantian to answer. There was no point in calling again. Xiao Ning chose to leave by himself. Everyone knew that leaving was his best choice. He was only 17 years old. Talent, he should have a brighter and better future, and in that future, there is no place for An Yang.

An Yang put his hand on the position of his heart. It was hard for a person in his 30s to be impulsive once. Just now he was able to face up to his own heart. The first thing to do was to let the person he loves leave him. It seems that he is really not happy. Suitable for impulsiveness.

If he was still young, if he didn't understand so many reasons, if he didn't like Xiao Ning so much, maybe he could care about the future or not, as long as the two of them were happy, but he couldn't do it, he took care of Xiao Ning so much For a long time, he knew that Xiao Ning deserved better, and the momentary reluctance was meaningless to the two of them.

Tian Tian was so surprised that he forgot to cover the receiver of his mobile phone. Xiao Ning couldn't speak for many years, and his hearing was extremely sensitive. In addition, it was An Yang's voice, so he couldn't hear a word wrong.

"What do you mean, brother?" He gestured with his hands, even if he couldn't understand his sign language, Tian Tian could see Xiao Ning's panic from his pale cheeks and trembling lips, "He doesn't want me anymore?"