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After the anger passed, Liang Yao gradually regained his composure.The burning sensation on his face never went away, it was a sequela after being humiliated, as long as he remembered the moment of being humiliated, anger would surge up unconsciously!He is now a big boy with blood, face and thought, lost the protection of Mo Zhonghua, and was humiliated into a "beggar" by Li Nishang!This thing pissed him off!Let him resent!But powerless!Liang Yao once again sat outside Li Nishang's villa stupidly, he has already been called a 'beggar', if he leaves now!Didn't she do what she wanted?Don't you just admit that you are a 'beggar'?

Liang Yao finally experienced a mixed feeling, and various thoughts were spinning in his unthinking mind!His current situation, the various difficulties he will face in the future, and how he should choose to live, all these problems are connected in series and kept stirring in his mind!

And Li Nishang's humiliation, why do I care so much?Deeply hit?Could it be that subconsciously even I think that her metaphor is correct, and my current life depends on it, isn't it just like a beggar, relying on other people's relief and charity?

What can't be done!After all, it's nothing but incompetence! !

Some time ago, the idea of ​​'dropping out of school' came up again at this time, and it was more determined than last time!Liang Yao grasped the deepest thought in his heart: "Live dignifiedly, live without relying on anyone!" 'Only in this way can the next time someone look down on you, you can sneer and reply; 'I live by my own ability, what's bothering you? ! 'It's not like it is now, being poked and hurting like this, and there's no way to refute it!

Pain is the emotion that can make people grow rapidly and realize themselves clearly. Liang Yao's rare reflection on life made him think clearly about many problems!What kind of person I want to be and what kind of pursuit I have are all thought through in that hour or so.When Mo Yingtong went out and saw him, he was already able to talk to him rationally.

"You...what's the matter with you? Why don't you go in?" Mo Yingtong's brows and eyes were full of worry.At this time, Liang Yao, who was depressed, noticed this rarely.He thought openly, if someone hurts you, someone will care about you!God is fair, why bother to feel sorry for yourself? !

"Mo Yingtong! You haven't had lunch yet, have you?" Liang Yao answered irrelevantly.

"No." Seeing that Liang Yao's expression was not as brisk as usual, Mo Yingtong replied extremely cooperatively.Depressed the bottom of my heart' You are stupid!It's not even ten o'clock, what's for lunch' Tucao!

"Let me treat you to lunch! Speaking of which, I have been at your house for five years, and I haven't invited you to dinner yet!" Liang Yao was very nervous, and he had thought of countless ways to repay Mo Zhonghua, and he had also sent things to Mo Zhonghua. Zhonghua, it's just that the things he gave were too childish, and Mo Zhonghua either couldn't use them or wasn't used to them!Later, he worked hard to save money, and decided to buy Mo Zhonghua a fountain pen of his usual brand in the future!This idea is quite ridiculous to say now, I always think about the future!What's next?

"Okay!" Liang Yao's words surprised Mo Yingtong, but the simple words sounded very unpleasant.A person who can say this means that he has begun to pay attention to things that he has neglected for a long time, and knows how to cherish and make up for it.It indicates the maturity and sensibleness of this person.

After that, Liang Yao and Mo Yingtong wandered all the way, and it took about an hour to find a small restaurant that both of them were satisfied with.It took an hour to find a restaurant purely because I was not hungry. People are always picky about food when they are not hungry. When they are really hungry, the scent of vegetables and rice can make people flock to it!

The small restaurant is small, but the environment is very good. There is a shelf entwined with fake grape vines between the tables.This made Liang Yao feel a little romantic and secretive, and felt that this restaurant was more in line with Mo Yingtong's taste than those restaurants with only tables and benches.Of course, these are all his wishful thinking, and Mo Yingtong has never commented on this store!The owner of this shop is the only person on the street who wears a chef's hat and a chef's uniform to cook. His clothes are clean and tidy, and there are no obvious stains in every corner of the shop. These factors should be Mo Yingtong's The reason to walk into this store!

Mo Yingtong didn't like spicy food, so Liang Yao emphasized to the waiter that 'no chili' was ordered in all the dishes.Mo Yingtong let him order!Get your drink and call the waiter for tea.Many people have done these things for him, but when Liang Yao did these things, he actually felt cherished and cared for.During this period of time, he didn't seem to have any abnormalities on the surface, but he tortured himself crazily behind his back.He forced himself to talk about Liang Yao's shortcomings!Force yourself back to normal!Force yourself to read, write and keep busy!He didn't dare to face his own heart, why did he care so much about Liang Yao?

He had anticipated what happened to Mo Zhonghua. When he was very young, he had heard many times of quarrels between Mo Zhonghua and Li Nishang!I figured out what happened between them a long time ago!He also knew a long time ago that to Mo Zhonghua, he was a criminal evidence that he could not shake off!To Li Nishang, she is her tool to paralyze Mo Zhonghua!The two of them are very different, they only give him ample material life, and no one can give him emotional care!Because emotion is like money, you have to be able to give it!

Therefore, when Mo Zhonghua went to jail, Mo Yingtong knew that it was his own choice!He just took it as a step forward in his life, and didn't touch much!The appearance of Li Nishang did not surprise her much!Li Nishang said, "I can't go to see Mo Zhonghua, it will be very troublesome to be photographed by the media!" ' and he obeyed.It wasn't because he wanted to listen to Li Nishang, he was simply afraid of trouble.

Mo Yingtong does not want to contact and communicate with people around her, and always likes to think about things by herself.At a young age, I set a lot of principles for myself, one of which is: 'There is no one who treats me affectionately!I don't have to be affectionate with it! ' This is obviously applied to his parents.

Other principles are;

'Never give the same person a second chance to hurt himself! '

'Don't tell others about your pain!No one can feel your pain, and no one can help anyone who can feel the same pain as you do'.

'Knowing one more person means a lot of trouble!Knowing one less person means more leisure! '

'Emotions are all beautiful people's imaginations, and their essence is a deception covered up by hormones! '

'It's the dumbest thing to fight for something because in the end it's not worth it! '

But the principle is the same as the 'code of conduct', because it is easy to commit a crime, it is deliberately marked out to alert yourself and others!It exists because you tend to do things that violate your principles. Therefore, your principles are precisely the mistakes you are most likely to make!

Moreover, when you are violating your principles, the principles themselves have no control over you.Mo Yingtong was like this, while meditating on her principles, she fell in love with Liang Yaoji at the same time!Self-torture, no peace!

Liang Yao couldn't see Mo Yingtong's deep inner feelings. He felt as uncomfortable as Mo Yingtong at this time, but the reason was different.

After Liang Yao waited for all the dishes to be served, he took the initiative to greet Mo Yingtong to eat, like a kind old man taking care of his junior, constantly persuading him to eat more, and constantly adding vegetables to his bowl!He had never done this before, and when he ate, he only focused on eating himself, more seriously than anything else.

"What's wrong with you today?" Mo Yingtong looked straight at Liang Yao and asked, because she wanted to see the clues of Liang Yao's abnormality.He looked at Liang Yao with his eyes wide open, motionless. His thick, slender eyelashes spread out along with the graceful curvature of his upper eyelids. The folds of his double eyelids were flawless, making his eyes bigger.The pupils of the eyes are as deep, bright and radiant as obsidian!Anyone who is stared at by such a pair of eyes will find it hard not to be confused by him!

Liang Yao was the accident. He regarded Mo Yingtong as his relative and his younger brother. Mo Yingtong's appearance was still blurred in his mind.It's not because I can't remember, but because I'm too familiar, even if you don't look at the face, you can know it is him by looking at the figure, listening to the voice or hearing the footsteps!Therefore, he didn't really care whether Mo Yingtong's eyes looked at him or not. Anyway, he was used to being casual in front of Mo Yingtong, there was nothing that he couldn't let him see or know!

"It's nothing!" Liang Yao and Mo Yingtong looked at each other and replied.

"Why are you like this?" Mo Yingtong glanced at her pile of rice bowls, and asked meaningfully.

"Oh, you mean to bring you food! I'm older than you, so I should have taken care of you more. I was too ignorant before. From now on, I will take good care of you!"

"unnecessary!"

Liang Yao was at a loss for what to say after being rejected so bluntly by him. Mo Yingtong successfully ended the topic.

After a period of silence, Liang Yao spoke again.

"Do you think Uncle Mo is really a bad person? Everyone is talking bad about him now! But I have lived in Mo's house for five years, and I have never seen Uncle Mo do a bad thing! How could he be a bad person?" He said His voice was very low, these questions that he had asked himself countless times in his heart, he was so depressed that it was very difficult for him to even ask them out!

Mo Yingtong raised her eyes to look at Liang Yao's expression, and saw that he was very frustrated, so she evaded the seriousness and replied lightly: "It is impossible for bad people to do everything bad, and it is impossible for good people to do everything badly." It's a good thing!"

"What do you mean by that? There is no difference between a good person and a bad person?" Liang Yao became a little anxious. The truth he had been hearing all along required people to "distinguish right from wrong and distinguish between good and evil", but Mo Yingtong's words obviously had nothing to do with these The reason is inconsistent.

"..." Mo Yingtong didn't answer the words. It's not that she doesn't understand some words, but she just doesn't accept them. It's useless to say more!

"I finally know why Uncle Mo suffers so badly all day long, because he is a good person but has done bad things. He couldn't pass his test. He hates himself, right?" The grief in Liang Yao's eyes inexplicably infected Mo Yingtong. , the two looked at each other, and didn't speak for a while, as if they were stumped by Liang Yao's question.

"Maybe", Mo Yingtong looked away first, and said these three words softly.

"Why does he do bad things as a good person? What is the reason for him to do bad things?" Liang Yao was a little confused.

"I do not know."

"Could he have been wronged by someone? It's always like this in TV dramas. A good guy is wronged and imprisoned by a bad guy, and he is finally cleared of his innocence!"

"I do not know."

"Uncle Mo is so kind to me, he can't be a bad person. How could a bad person be so kind to me? How could a bad person control me?" Liang Yao asked each sentence, the more he asked, the more painful he was at the end, his head drooped, She held her cheeks in her hands, and couldn't tell if she was crying or not.

Mo Yingtong originally planned to just say something perfunctory like the few questions just now.But Liang Yao's discomfort caused him to be insane. At this moment, he replied: "He is not a bad person. Before he met my mother Li Nishang, he was a good county magistrate who devoted himself to his duties! He was very kind to everyone. Later, I was confused by my mother and committed the crime!"

Mo Yingtong's words brought Liang Yao back to life in an instant. He raised his head and stared at Mo Yingtong closely, making sure that what he said was serious and not joking, so he let out a breath of relief, and his whole spirit recovered. , and even had a little smile on the corner of his mouth, and replied: "I just said that Uncle Mo is not a bad person, he was tricked! Li Nishang is the mastermind!"

Seeing that he made things worse just to make Liang Yao happy for a while, Mo Yingtong wished he could slap himself twice!Before, between Mo Zhonghua and Li Nishang, he had never favored anyone more. Today's move is really not something he can do.In the final analysis, using emotions will only lead to bad things!