innocent year

"Guozi, go to school in Guangzhou, I will pay for your tuition and living expenses."

The atmosphere in the car suddenly dropped to freezing point.Wan Lai was silent, only the slight sound of breathing proved that the two were still alive.

Xu Minghai stared ahead, not daring to look, let alone imagine the other person's expression at the moment.He knew that this sentence without cause and effect sounded extremely abrupt, but if he didn't say it now, he wouldn't have the courage to say it again.This is like Ling Chi, who always gets the first blow.

Qiu Shi was stunned for a long time before recovering.He looked at Xu Minghai who was pretending to be calm, and understood that such a request would not be the other party's whim.The only logical explanation could only be that the affair between the two of them came to light—in some unexpected way.

Qiushi doesn't care how others see it.He just never expected that Xu Minghai's solution would actually drive him away.And not only must they be driven out of the courtyards and alleys, but they must also be driven out of Beijing, all the way to the south.But before going to bed last night, the two of them were clearly still secretly kissing, said some warm and obscene love words, and were extremely eagerly looking forward to their date on Monday.

After a while, Qiu Shi asked, "Did uncle and aunt know?"

Xu Minghai had already made up his mind on the way here that Guozi must not be involved in this bullshit misery.This kid is unlucky enough, he deserves a college life with no distractions more than anyone else.

"It was discovered by my dad. He wanted us to separate and calm down for a while. So I thought, if the recommended places are still available, it's better to go downhill, so as not to have to take the college entrance examination every day. You go to study steadily , and come back after graduation. At that time, I will be able to make decisions at home, and my parents... will accept the reality."

Xu Minghai spoke earnestly, and kept the words watertight: "And didn't we have this plan in the first place? I think it's good, and it's boring to stay in Beijing all the time. You go to the pre-war first, take a trip for brother, and practice in Guangdong. Talk. When the winter and summer vacations come, I will find you. You take me, a foreigner, to 'drink morning tea', to..."

He was still chattering, trying to whitewash the peace, Qiu Shi suddenly said: "You don't plan to make ghosts with me anymore, do you?"

Xu Minghai gave a heavy "thump" in his heart, and then immediately grinned with too much force: "What and what? Guozi, let's take a small step back now, in order to make big strides forward in the future!"

It wasn't until this second that Xu Minghai understood why Xu Yong had been laughing just now.It turns out that if you don't laugh, you will want to cry.When you cry, you collapse.He can't collapse.

"It's only been four years," Xu Minghai persuaded others, "Isn't it going to be over in a blink of an eye?"

It's a pity that the other party doesn't accept this set.

"Don't retreat," Qiushi's refusal was clear and clear, without leaving any room for it, "I won't retreat a single step, don't try to drive me away!"

"What do you mean driving you away?" Xu Minghai licked the other person's head like coaxing a child, "It's just a stopgap measure. Judging by your face, why do you think it's true?"

But the more calm Xu Minghai is, the more Qiu Shi gets into the horns.In this relationship, he has always been the active party.It was he who recklessly let out the monster in his heart, forcing Xu Minghai to go on a road of no return.Now that Xu Minghai can drive himself away in order to reassure his parents, if he fails to keep it, he will brake and turn around under the threat of his parents.What is "only four years"?I'm afraid that Xu Minghai will be pushed to make his wife and children feel hot when he hasn't finished his book.

When that day really comes, will he still recognize himself as a shady lover?Will he hold the hand of the serious wife and introduce him frankly, hey, Qiushi, this is your sister-in-law.Then at a certain inadvertent moment, just like now, he smiled and described the relationship between the two of them as "nonsense", "young and ignorant", and asked himself to "don't take it to heart"?

The imaginary picture makes Qiu Shi feel jealous and hate for a while.He clamped the hand that was wobbling on his hair, and said fiercely with red eyes: "Xu Minghai, I'm not kidding you! I won't leave! I won't leave even if I die! Why do you do it for me?" Decision? This university is for me, not for you!"

"You go, you go, I think you have to have that ability." Every cell in Xu Minghai's body was swollen to explode, but the absurdity froze on his face, "I mean, we don't have to follow They are in a head-on conflict. How do you say that word, what does it mean to raise plums? Good student, help your husband improve his cultural literacy."

"Don't be so playful!" Qiu Shi's nails were almost embedded in Xu Minghai's flesh.

Xu Minghai is also anxious now: "Guozi, if we don't take it as a matter, it is not a matter! The separation is only temporary, really, believe me!"

The last three words were repeated by Xu Minghai over and over again, so that he almost didn't believe himself.

Qiu Shi used his eyes as teeth, and bit the opponent a few times before forcibly suppressing the anger in his stomach.With only a little rationality left in his mind, he desperately reminded himself that making this decision made Xu Minghai feel uncomfortable at all.He was just using the last resort to protect the two of them.

They are lovers who love each other, not enemies who hate each other.

Qiushi took a few deep breaths, let go of his arms and hugged him.As expected, Xu Minghai was trembling.

After a long time, Xu Minghai seemed to calm down a little.

"Brother, I didn't mean to twist with you. I know you're caught in the middle, and you plan to do this for our own good." Qiu Shi put her mouth on Xu Minghai's cold earlobe, "But you I said that I can't get the things I like to eat now, and I won't have the mood and taste when I eat them in the future. I'm afraid it will be the same after we separate."

The person in his arms trembled even more fiercely.

"Also," Qiu Shi whispered like a dream, "I didn't mention it to you. When I was young, Master Jiu was separated from his love, and I haven't been able to see him again. Brother, four years, that's one thousand 460 days. You tell me now, as long as we get through it, we don’t even know what will happen tomorrow. People say that 1999 is the end of the world, what if it’s true? Brother, I’m not afraid of death, but I am If you are not by my side then, I will be too reconciled."

I'm really afraid of something.Xu Minghai can withstand the wind and snow in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and endure hunger and hunger.But he couldn't bear Qiu Shi's sincere confession, even a little bit of tenderness was enough to make him completely collapse.

"Brother, I love you, don't drive me away. I lost my home three years ago, and you are my home." Qiu Shi cut open a heart, revealing the softest and most helpless part inside, humbly begging his lover.

At this moment, the dark clouds outside covered the moon, making the round jade plate appear and disappear.The sky and the earth all dimmed.

"Guozi," Xu Minghai finally said again, "I beg you, don't make me lose my home, okay?"