One thought comes true

This year's Spring Festival has been snowing, maybe it stopped for a while, but Mu Muyu didn't know it.

Because during the Spring Festival holiday, except for visiting relatives with her parents, she hardly went out. The whole person seemed to be in a bad spirit, and she always sat quietly in the room in a daze.

Ye Xialan thought she was thinking about something in the room, so she opened the door slightly a few times, and saw that Mu Muyu was either using the computer, or sitting by the window looking out, without saying a word.

It is probably because I am tired from work and have to carry it when visiting relatives. It is inevitable that there will be a need to stay alone.

Ye Xialan and Bo Mingliang didn't call her too much, and let her rest in the room by herself.

But only Mu Muyu knew in her heart that there was a reason for this silence.

After returning home after watching the fireworks on New Year's Eve, she began to examine the possessive desire in her heart while watching the fireworks.

This feeling is both familiar and strange. What is familiar is that she has always wanted to be by Jiang Chenyin's side, and she was even troubled because Jiang Chenyin would have a lover in the future.What was strange was that she didn't have this feeling for her parents, nor for anyone else, only for Jiang Chenyin.

She carefully recalled her dependence on Jiang Chenyin, recalled that even small things in her life would miss Jiang Chenyin, and even in the four years after Jiang Chenyin left, every time she dreamed back at midnight, there were wet traces on the pillow towel.

Finally, back to the desire that emerged when watching the fireworks, the emotions that had been dormant in her blood for many years were boiling, she wanted to have Jiang Chenyin's whole person.

The emotion that wants to be close is nothing more than family affection, friendship, and love.

Family affection, she already clearly knew that her emotional component towards Jiang Chenyin was different from that of her parents.Friendship, that is Lin Chuwan, Su Man, Yang Shuhan, the answer is more obvious, no.

She didn't want to have Lin Chuwan, Su Man, and Yang Shuhan, but when watching the fireworks, she wanted Jiang Chenyin's gaze, Jiang Chenyin's smile, and even Jiang Chenyin's lips...

With a trembling heart, she turned her thoughts to the word "love", then opened all the search engines she knew, and searched for this word one by one.

What nerve growth factor, testosterone, dopamine, etc. are displayed on the webpage, she can't understand at all, what does this have to do with love?Is it necessary to have these in the body to produce such feelings?Does she have it?

In the end, what made her stop searching was this passage: If there is desire, there may not be love, but if there is love, there must be desire.Maybe it's emotional possessiveness, maybe it's physical possessiveness, or maybe both.

Then, her thoughts about Jiang Chenyin and Jiang Chenyin's naked body began to appear in her mind.

When Jiang Chenyin was changing clothes, she looked over unconsciously, but after looking at it for a while, she felt a surge of emotion in her heart, making her want to look but felt that she couldn't look anymore, and her face would feel a little hot.

She still feels very confused about the specific manifestation of love, but what is certain is that she does not have the mood of desire for her parents and friends.

Soon, she remembered that Xu Zijun and Sun Ruowei had watched Jiang Chenyin and Humanities.At night, when every family was busy watching TV and eating snacks, and even the shops on the street were open, she read everything written by the blogger she had searched before.

But these were not enough, she went to find some Lily novels to read.

But Mu Yuyu was a little discouraged by those descriptions of same-sex emotions that were defaulted to a certain extent, but she realized it after a while.Since love knows no gender, the nature of homosexuality or heterosexuality is the same.

With a clue, she continued to look for novels to read, and this time she read a popular domestic romance novel.

She spent several days, from searching the web to reading novels, watching movies and TV series.

When she determined the name of the emotion in her heart, she became quiet. The first thing she felt was the softness and sweetness that could not be spoken, followed by a trace of helplessness.

She clearly felt that something in her heart had completely broken out of the ground, and it was different from before.

After the spring break, Qinzhou came back to life.

Before Mu Muyu could speak, Ye Xialan and Bo Mingliang urged her to go to Jiang Chenyin's side, because the husband and wife planned to go out for a while.

After returning to work, Jiang Chenyin naturally returned to his residence in the city.

With a ray of secret thoughts in her heart, Mu Yu's eyes on Jiang Chenyin were as focused as before.This made her can't help recalling when exactly this feeling started, but she couldn't think of an exact time at all.

The feeling is like a small amount of water in a wooden barrel from the beginning, which is almost imperceptible.It wasn't until there was more and more water, until it finally overflowed, that she realized that the water in the barrel was already there.

Two days after resuming work, Mu Yu was notified that "God of War" was about to start, so she applied to Su Man to join the team after thinking about it.

"Xiao Yu, are you sure you want to join the group?" Su Man frowned, "I can agree, but you have to know that if you only go for a few days and then come back, it will easily cause disputes."

"I'm sure." Mu Muyu nodded to express her decision.

She just understood her intentions and was unwilling to leave Jiang Chenyin, but she also understood what she had just said, a stagnant person has no ability to protect the person she wants to protect.

The appreciation in Su Man's eyes was even more obvious: "Okay, then you should prepare well when you get back from get off work today, and pack up the things you want to bring."

Mu Muyu pursed her lips and smiled, "I see."

Su Man thoughtfully reached out and picked the files on her desktop, and asked her after a while: "What do you plan to write when you come back from the film crew this time? To be honest, I still like the tone of the story of "The World" very much."

"It's enough to write a story with the same theme once." Mu Muyu shook her head slightly, "So I'm considering the theme of the Republic of China. There are not many excellent films with the background of the Republic of China. We can try it."

Su Man leaned forward curiously: "You already have an idea?"

Mu Muyu concentrated on thinking, and finally said after a long time: "I have a not-so-subtle idea, and I want to ask you in advance, can I write an open ending?"

"Oh? Tell me and listen."

"The society was in turmoil during the Republic of China. I plan to design a suitable plot based on history. Under such a plot, I created three characters, two heroines and one hero. As the historical events progress, the hero will die."

Before she could continue, Su Man frowned and asked, "The two heroines are gay?"

Mu Muyu was a little surprised and shook her head: "No, I intend to let the two heroines support each other after the dust settles."

Why did she feel that Su Man was a little sensitive? She had no intention of involving homosexuality at all, but just wanted to add a touch of warmth to the serious story.

Su Man stared at her eyebrows, then coughed and laughed lightly after a few seconds: "I just want to remind you to pay attention to the scale if you want to play the ball, it's too obvious to pass the trial."

"Don't worry." Mu Muyu didn't have that plan and answered quickly.

She didn't stay in Su Man's office long before leaving, and it was almost time to get off work.

It's just that Jiang Chenyin has a social event at night, so he sent Mu Muyu a WeChat message to ask her to go back and have a good meal, and bring her dessert back at night.

Mu Muyu thought about not seeing Yang Shuhan for a long time, so she asked Yang Shuhan to meet him at a sushi restaurant outside.

After everything he ordered was on the table, Yang Shuhan picked up the salmon sushi and said while eating happily: "Xiao Yu, why did you think of asking me to eat? You don't usually look for me."

Mu Muyu just took a bite of udon noodles, stopped her chopsticks and said to her, "I'm the only one eating at home tonight. I remembered that I haven't seen you for a while, so I asked you out."

"So that's how it is." Yang Shuhan said vaguely, and with salmon sushi in his mouth, he couldn't wait to grab a cherry blossom roll, "Oh, that's right...you never told me who you lived with."

"It's just a friend." Mu Muyu lowered her eyes and unconsciously stirred the udon noodles in the bowl with her chopsticks.

"Let's go..." Yang Shuhan suddenly fell silent, and then changed his words with his eyes: "Put it down, why haven't you told me who I am for so long, and who we are related to, it's no big deal to tell me. "

"It's not that I don't want to tell you..." Mu Muyu frowned, her tone low.

She just didn't know how to say that the person she was living with was Jiang Chenyin, because Jiang Chenyin was an elder, so she couldn't explain her thoughts clearly.Now I understand, but I don't know how to explain it.

"Oh, forget it, anyway, I will know sooner or later."

Seeing her troubled, Yang Shuhan couldn't bear it, so he just waved his hand and let her go.

Mu Muyu raised her eyes and said, "You will know, I promise."

She rarely jokes, and she must do what she says.Yang Shuhan understood her character, she was not good at making friends and she was in a daze, so there must be a reason for hiding it like this, it's useless to force her to talk, it's better to just wait quietly.

After thinking about it, Yang Shuhan raised a bright smile and said: "Okay, eat your noodles quickly, it will be cold for a while. By the way, let me tell you, a handsome guy came to my unit a few years ago..."

It was rare for the two to meet each other. After coming out of the sushi restaurant, they went to see a movie, and then went home separately.

It was only 08:30 when she separated from Yang Shuhan, and Mu Yu sent Jiang Chenyin a WeChat message saying she was going home.

It was still some distance from the subway station to Jiang Chenyin's residential area, and she was walking upright on the road with her briefcase in hand.Under the street lamp, her face was clear, her eyes were pure, and her body was calm.

Entering the community and walking towards Jiang Chenyin's small villa, along the way, I met a neighbor's family who took their children out for a walk after dinner.The parent took the child's hand and greeted her, and she smiled back with her lips pursed.

This kind of life was very comfortable, and she felt a little sweeter in her heart, and quickened her pace.

It's just that this kind of mood was quickly shattered, and Mu Muyu met a person who had met once in front of Jiang Chenyin's small villa.

Shao Sinan's mother.

It was clear that there was no snow falling that day, but Mu Muyu's face suddenly turned cold.All the emotions in her heart these days were temporarily suppressed, and the vigilance of Jiang Chenyin's past quickly spread to all nerves.

"Isn't this the little sister of Miss Jiang's family?" Mrs. Shao saw her and hurried over, "You guys kept me waiting, it's still freezing today."

Mu Muyu glanced at his watch, and said in a flat tone: "Mrs. Shao, you are still waiting here at this late hour. It seems that there is something urgent."

"Isn't it?" Mrs. Shao seemed a bit awkward because she was asking for others, but she quickly put down her posture and smiled all over her face: "If there is no urgent matter, why would I dare to bother Miss Jiang? Miss Jiang is busy, so I have considered it It's been a long time since I came here."

Mu Muyu's eyes were solemn, from the time of eating until now, she was glad that she came back earlier than Jiang Chenyin.

Mrs. Shao stopped in front of her, and looked at her through the streetlight like last time: "Little sister, which university are you from?"

Mu Muyu had a lot of thoughts in her mind, and it didn't take her a moment to sort out her thoughts. A light flashed in her eyes very quickly, and then she said in a low voice, "I'm from Qinzhou Film and Television Academy, and I'm a senior this year."

"Ah...that's amazing." Mrs. Shao looked a little surprised, and then said with a broken mouth: "Miss Jiang has helped you a lot, and I think your grades are very good from the way you look."

Mu Muyu raised the corners of her lips silently, her eyes were expressionless.

Seeing that her attitude was unclear, Madam Shao smiled more cordially: "Last time, what I said was a little too much, don't mind. I really have something to do with Ms. Jiang this time, and you are also subsidized. You must understand that there is no money." difficulties."

"I see."

Mrs. Shao said again: "So, I really have to find Miss Jiang, I have something very important."

"Aunt Yin is not at home tonight, let me check the message she sent me just now." Mu Muyu took out her mobile phone with difficulty, quickly turned on the recording function, and put it in her suit pocket.

"Did she say when she will be back?" Mrs. Shao was anxious.

"I didn't say anything." Mu Muyu shook her head, the light in her eyes flashed away.

"Hey, what can I do..." Mrs. Shao was so anxious that she couldn't help but stomp her feet in front of Mu Yu.

Mu Muyu smiled a little, and the little Huya who used to look so cute showed a little seriousness: "Mrs. Shao, I remember you promised Aunt Yin that you would never contact her assistant or come here again. The message I gave you that time Money is the last time. Why did you come here just after the Spring Festival? It doesn’t seem very good.”

"You are young, of course you don't know these things."

Mrs. Shao was in a hurry, and she couldn't help being a little annoyed at being caught with a sore foot.

"This money was exchanged for my son's life. I should give it to me. I am in trouble now, and I should look for Miss Jiang. What can I not find?"

Mu Muyu's eyes turned cold, she squeezed the handle of the briefcase even harder, but the corner of her mouth slightly raised an inconspicuous arc.