One thought comes true

Mu Muyu is sometimes confused about the nature of the word "harm".

In her cognition, causing psychological or physical damage to others is called harm.But she never did such a thing from the beginning to the end, she just rejected what she didn't want to accept.

This kind of thing also happened in college, and some rumors would come out later, saying that she hurt a certain classmate, which made that classmate unable to cheer up and study for a period of time.

And she clearly remembered that she just said "No, I don't like you", just such a sentence.

She rejected what she didn't want, so the other party was hurt. To avoid such things, should I accept it?But if you accept it, who should pay for the harm you cause to yourself?

Mu Muyu left the party early and sat in the taxi. She turned her head and looked out the window, rubbing the screen of her phone that had just turned black with both hands.

"Punch in, cry in the storm, insist on being injured (1/1)"

This is the circle of friends she saw just now. The poster is Yang Qian who was rejected by her at the party. Under this circle of friends, there are a few little hearts lit up by colleagues.

The taxi stopped near Jiang Chenyin's villa, Mu Yuyu got out of the taxi, and went back with the dessert she had packed.

There have been rumors about her more than this time. Similarly, she is used to it, but sometimes she can't figure it out.

She guessed that Jiang Chenyin had probably returned home, so she quickened her pace, looked at the small box in her hand, and there was a smile on her lips that she hadn't shown all night.

When he was about to walk to the door, Mu Muyu stopped at the corner after a few conversations between you and me.

"Chenyin, I just happened to have a party tonight, and I saw that there was a good dessert, so I brought it to you. I have no other intentions..."

The speaker was a man in a well-fitting suit. He was tall, with a handsome profile and a thick voice.

Jiang Chenyin folded his arms around his chest, there was a rare smile on his face, and his brows were furrowed.

"Yi An." She sighed, hesitated to speak, "We have made it very clear before..."

Meng Yi'an stepped forward, "I know, I really don't mean anything else. I don't dare to ask for anything extravagantly, I just hope that we can still be friends, and you can accept my little kindness occasionally, that's all."

Only then did Mu Yu see that the man was holding a very beautiful dessert box, such a package, where did he see it for a social event and send it over by the way.

She has never seen this man before, who is he?

Before Mu Muyu could figure it out, Jiang Chenyin shook his head: "We are over, such kindness is nothing to ordinary friends, but we have been together after all, in order to avoid unnecessary consequences, please Don't send me anything in the future."

"Dust sound..."

"Go back." Jiang Chenyin let go of his arms, turned around and entered the house without any hesitation.

Mu Muyu saw the man outside the door looking at the closed door, turned around and left after a while.

She had never seen this person before, but judging from Jiang Chenyin's words, he and Jiang Chenyin had been together before.When did this happen?How come she has no impression at all?Let alone the impression that Jiang Chenyin had been in love, she didn't even know who this man was, and she had never met him before.

Like the man just now, Mu Muyu also stood there for a while before walking back.

She opened the door, and there was a light left for her in the living room, but Jiang Chenyin was not there.

She went inside to the kitchen, and saw Jiang Chenyin leaning against the cabinet, with her left hand around her chest, her right elbow resting on the back of her left hand, and then she was holding a chunky glass with her slender long fingers, drinking water in small sips.

It seemed that Jiang Chenyin had been back for quite a while.

Mu Muyu was just listening to the conversation between her and the man, and didn't notice for a moment that she had changed into a small T-shirt that exposed half of her shoulders, and a pair of light blue slim-fit jeans. She was tall and thin, and moved with her. With the movement of the position, the waistcoat line under the clothes is looming.

"Aunt Yin."

Jiang Chenyin looked back, his originally calm eyes smiled with his raised red lips, "You're back? What's for dinner tonight?"

"It's not all like that." Mu Muyu shook her head, raised the box in her hand, "This is the little cake I brought you."

Jiang Chenyin said with a half-smile, "Are you asking me to do my exercise for nothing?"

She put down the cup and touched her stomach. She still ate midnight snacks when she was older, and it was cake. Did this child think she was a young girl in her twenties?

Jiang Chenyin seldom touches sweets since she was 30 years old. It's not that she can't eat them, but she tries to control them as much as possible, and she has already formed a habit.

Seeing this, Mu Muyu didn't say anything, just said "then don't eat it", and then silently put the cake in the refrigerator.

As soon as she opened the refrigerator door, it was closed with a "snap" by a long white hand, and she turned her head in a daze.

Jiang Chenyin took the small box she was carrying in the air with the other hand, and said in a natural tone: "However, how can we not eat what Mu Yu brought back? At worst, we can exercise for half an hour tomorrow."

She was dragged by Jiang Chenyin to sit down at the dining table in a daze, and seeing the box she brought back was slowly opened, she felt as satisfied as if a gift she had prepared was happily accepted by someone who cared about it.

Because Jiang Chenyin didn't accept what the man gave just now.

Her eyes filled with a smile turned gloomy, she wanted to know something about Jiang Chenyin and that man.Even if Jiang Chenyin rejected his kindness, even though it was over, she still wanted to know.

But she wasn't sure if that man would have anything to do with the old things Mr. Jiang said, so she couldn't be so rash.

These thoughts passed through Mu Muyu's mind quickly, and she asked softly: "Is it delicious? Will it be too sweet?"

"It's okay." Jiang Chenyin picked up some butter with a fork and put it into his mouth, then looked at her: "How about half of us? Help me share a little."

"Okay, then save some for me." Mu Muyu agreed, still looking at her.

"No, let's eat together." Jiang Chenyin smiled and stretched out his arms, "Come, come here."

Just like when he was a child, when Jiang Chenyin wanted to feed her, he would stretch out a hand to signal her to come over, then wrap his arms around her body, and coax her with a nice and soft voice: "We Mu Yu wants to eat, ah...open your mouth..."

Mu Muyu would smile softly, open her small mouth and ask her to feed him a small spoonful of porridge or other food.

Her smile is as intimate and gentle as in the memory, like a stream of water that always surrounds her, soft but powerful.

Mu Muyu dazed for a moment, then quickly sat down, let Jiang Chenyin's arm wrap around her shoulders, and heard her deep and smiling words next to her ear: "Come, take a bite."

She obediently opened her mouth to eat it, the sweetness in her heart overwhelmed the cake in her mouth.

Even at this time, she still remembered her own doubts, and she didn't want her Aunt Yin to suffer forever from emotions that should have disappeared long ago.

"Aunt Yin, I just saw you talking to someone at the door."

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt that Jiang Chenyin's action of scooping up the cake paused. Although she recovered quickly, she did see it.

After Jiang Chenyin fed her another mouthful, he put down his fork and asked calmly, "Then did you hear that?"

"Well, I heard a little bit."

Mu Muyu slightly turned her head to look at Jiang Chenyin, and grabbed the corners of her clothes with both hands, "I want to know about you... You said before that you would treat me well for the rest of your life, so now I want to know about you, you Can you not hide it from me?"

"Little fool..." Jiang Chenyin smiled and patted her head, his eyes were filled with doting, "Of course I can tell you what you want to know, why are you so nervous?"

Mu Muyu didn't speak, and she was still holding Jiang Chenyin's clothes, but she gradually loosened her grip.

"It's just that this matter is not so easy to talk about." Jiang Chenyin sighed softly, and then said with a smile, "Can you let me hug you a little tighter?"

Mu Muyu consciously sat closer, put her hands around Jiang Chenyin's waist instead, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Okay, I'm close to you, you can hug."

Jiang Chenyin smiled lightly and put his arms around the small heater in his arms, and put his head close to Mu Muyu's side face, as if looking for support.

"The man just now is called Meng Yi'an. I have known him for many years, and my parents like him very much. He went to the same elementary school, the same junior high school, and did not go to a different school until high school. He has excellent grades and is better than me. , so he deliberately left a question blank during the college entrance examination, and later he said that he wanted to go to the same university as me."

Mu Muyu's eyes widened, and she couldn't react when she turned to look at Jiang Chenyin.

Jiang Chenyin stroked Mu Yu's hair, and then said: "It's not just my parents, I also liked him, I admit, I once liked him." She paused, her voice changed to a little melancholy: "But also Just stop liking it."

"So, you separated?" Mu Muyu rubbed her face.

"Well, we're separated." Jiang Chenyin sighed, and his tone sounded a lot more relaxed at this time: "Before I was with him, I was very afraid of hurting others, and I was afraid that something I did would make others Hurt, and irreparably hurt."

The words behind her were very soft, as light as a murmur to herself, and her arms that hugged Mu Yu suddenly tightened a lot.

"I have known him since I was a child, and I trust him very much. He was with me when I was at my lowest point and when I was close to collapse. So when my mood gradually calmed down, I still believed in him and tried to accept I accepted his confession. But then I found out that I couldn't give him what he wanted."

"What is it?" Mu Muyu was a little nervous and curious.

Jiang Chenyin smiled, "It's love."

"Can love be given?"

"Love needs to be expressed." Jiang Chenyin smiled, "At that time, he said that he didn't feel that I loved him. He didn't feel the feeling of being cared about, missed, and loved at all. He also said that I made him very uncomfortable."

Mu Muyu asked: "Because you didn't express the love he wanted, and then you separated?"

"Yes, I proposed to break up. When he said that he was very sad, I thought of breaking up almost instantly. I was too afraid of hurting others. Until now, I dare not try again. I am afraid that the consequences of trying cautiously will still I hurt someone else..."

Her voice began to tremble, and bursts of panic spread in her heart, growing like lush branches and leaves.

This feeling lasts forever.

It was difficult for her to hide herself very tightly in front of Mu Yu, because this child had been with her like a friend since she was a child, and rarely cried with her, and the child would listen to and write down everything she said.

So her uneasiness was conveyed to Mu Yu in her arms through her voice and movements, clearly and continuously.

"After we separated, I was even more sure that I didn't love him. Because my friend told me that he was depressed for a long time, and he couldn't even keep up with his work. But at that time, I felt relieved and relaxed. A lot. I felt a little bit sad, but more because of his guilt."

"Okay, stop talking." Mu Muyu held her trembling hand, her eyes full of concern, "I see, I won't ask any more questions in the future, don't talk anymore."

Jiang Chenyin's hands were held in Mu Muyu's arms, and her body was also embraced by her. This feeling of being able to rely on her when she was afraid had not been felt for a long, long time.

"Mu Yu..." Jiang Chenyin called her in a low voice.

"Okay, Aunt Yin, don't say any more, I won't ask." Mu Muyu interrupted hastily, but her hand was gently running along her back.

Jiang Chenyin laughed, and said leisurely: "It's okay, I will tell you whatever you want to know."

Even though she said so, her hands were still trembling, but she was slowly moving away, and then hugged Mu Muyu, and buried her head in Mu Muyu's neck.

"No, I won't ask, I won't ask..." Mu Muyu murmured.

She couldn't ask anymore, even if she could feel it, the problem didn't lie with Meng Yi'an.

Jiang Chenyin's fear came too violently, stopping the loss in time shouldn't have such serious sequelae.Besides, Jiang Chenyin said that before he was with Meng Yi'an, he was very afraid that he would hurt others.

The only explanation was that the crux was still before Meng Yi'an.