One thought comes true

Jiang Chenyin suddenly caught a bad cold before the Spring Festival, and on the night when she was unconscious, all the people who threw themselves into her arms that night were in front of her eyes, and those who suppressed crying and told her that they would stay away from her in the future.

She thought of herself that day, the hand that was about to hug Mu Muyu had already been raised in mid-air.She also thought that after Mu Muyu cried and laughed and said those words to her before running out, she squeezed the bunch of keys that Mu Muyu stuffed into her hand, and stumbled after her.

It rained heavily that day, she couldn't see anything clearly, Mu Muyu didn't park the car in the garage, she couldn't find Mu Muyu.

Jiang Chenyin was drenched all over, and returned home in a state of embarrassment. She wanted to call Mu Muyu, but she withdrew her hand at the end.

Those hurdles recurred in her heart, the relationship between the two families, the age gap between them, and the bright future that Mu Muyu had not yet obtained.

She started coughing when she went to work the next day. During those few days of work, she didn't leave the office until the end of get off work time, and just sat there for a long time until the moonlight leaked out.

She was afraid of going back to that home, such a lonely place.

Whenever she walks in, she thinks that she has bought desserts so many times to go home, expecting her family to happily unpack them.Whenever she went to the kitchen, she would think of the day when she went to Duan Zhiheng's birthday party. She left Mu Yu at home and let the child suffer while waiting.

When she returned to the room, she would still think about their intimate past, and the action that day she wanted to hug Mu Muyu but stopped in the middle.

One night before New Year's Eve, she called Lan Yuxin.Lan Yuxin rushed over from home to see her in the middle of the night. When she came out to open the door, the lights were not on, and she was in a trance.

Lan Yuxin was taken aback, quickly helped her back to the bed, and gave her medicine.

The cold moonlight slanted in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, Jiang Chenyin leaned against the head of the bed and said nothing.Lan Yuxin covered her with a quilt up to her lower abdomen, and then put a thick coat on her, even so, she still looked very thin and fragile.

She had never shown such a weak state. After finishing her busy work, Lan Yuxin finally couldn't help asking her what was going on. She was in good health, so she definitely wouldn't catch a cold and get sick so easily.

Jiang Chenyin just shook his head, said softly that he was fine, and then continued leaning against the head of the bed in a daze.

Lan Yuxin couldn't find an answer, and was worried that Jiang Chenyin was in trouble, so he had to stay and sleep.She rested vaguely on the sofa with the pillow in her arms, her drooping head drooping, and finally woke up with a shiver.

She rubbed her eyes and looked towards Jiang Chenyin's direction. Under the moonlight, bright tears hung on her pale face.

Lan Yuxin suddenly understood a little bit, and didn't dare to ask any more questions.

After Jiang Chenyin felt unwell, she stayed at home and didn't go out. Lan Yuxin simply stayed and talked with her, and only went out to buy some ingredients when it was time to settle meals.

Jiang Chenyin was silent or lost in thought for a lot of time, whether in the kitchen, in the study, or back in the room.Lan Yuxin chatted with her about current affairs next to her, and told her where she planned to go during the Spring Festival. Her eyes didn't move in the slightest, and she only agreed lightly.

It wasn't until Lan Yuxin told her "she's okay" that night on December 29 that her eyes finally had ripples, and she turned her head to meet Lan Yuxin's gaze.After a long while, Lan Yuxin saw her slightly curling the corners of her lips, with a gentle expression that she had never seen for many days.

The sixth day of the Lunar New Year is the last day of spring break, and all the old and young in the Jiang family’s old house gather together, sighing and sighing about the short holiday that is about to pass.

The old house eats regularly, and Aunt Wang takes care of three meals a day.Jiang Chenyin, who went back on New Year's Eve, finally got better on the fourth and fifth day of junior high school, and was able to sit in the lobby on the first floor, chatting leisurely with his parents, brother and sister-in-law.

Not long after everyone sat down, they were all concerned about Jiang Chenyin's physical condition, and they were all relieved when they saw that her spirit had improved a lot.

Mrs. Jiang returned to the main seat, patted Mr. Jiang's hand and said, "Xiao Yu won't come to see us. He hasn't been here for a few months?"

Jiang Chenyin clasped his hands together, lowered his eyelids, and his eyelashes trembled slightly after hearing Mu Muyu's name.

Sun Ruowei kept nibbling on peanuts and melon seeds, and then said: "Xia Lan said that she is going on a long trip today, and she wants to go out to relax. Maybe the work pressure is too great."

Xu Zijun said worriedly: "It's hard for her. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing to become a supervisor at such a young age."

Mrs. Jiang said: "Yes, last time you said that she went out to film with the crew, and she didn't come back after she came back. Liu'er, did she find you?"

Jiang Chenyin raised his eyes slightly, a trace of sadness flashed across his eyes, and shook his head lightly: "She is very busy."

Sun Ruowei blinked her eyes and suggested: "If this is really too tiring, why not bring her to Jiayi, brother and you can take it easy."

Jiang Gaojun added with a grin: "You can come to my shop to try the dishes for me when you are free."

"Nonsense!" Mr. Jiang tapped the floor with his crutches in deep thought, raised his eyes and said, "It's good for young people to be busy, and to be more active. What's the matter with staying like us old people?"

Sun Ruowei continued to express her opinion: "But this is too much activity. I won't be at home for a few months, and I'm almost like a celebrity. No wonder I have to go out to relax. If I'm so busy, I have to find time to relax."

Xu Zijun covered her mouth and smiled: "Xiao Yu is different from you, she is not just out to relax."

Sun Ruowei coughed and explained sternly: "When I said waves, I meant to relax."

The whole family chatted with each other in the living room, and Aunt Wang added some snacks, and everyone chatted more happily.

Only Jiang Chenyin was not in the state, she did not participate, her attention was all focused on everyone's words, on the content with Mu Muyu's name.Because she was unwell, no one noticed her abnormality.

After lunch, Jiang Chenyin went to the fitness room. During this time, she was exercising sporadically. This illness made her feel a serious sense of powerlessness.

She stood in front of the treadmill for a long time, thinking about the topic downstairs just now.Mu Muyu went out to relax, could the cause of depression be related to her?Are they really going to stay far away and can no longer get close?

She couldn't answer these questions herself, and she suddenly realized that they had reached this point.

At this moment, Aunt Wang knocked on the door and asked her, "Liu'er, I'm going to clean up your room, do you have anything special to say?"

Jiang Chenyin wanted to shake her head, but in the next second she pursed her lips and said, "Clean up Mu Yu's things in my room, the extracurricular books and homework books she left here before... see what else is there. , clean up everything."

Aunt Wang said "Hey", "I remember I brought them, I just put these things in the utility room, Yixuan and Yicheng are too old to use them."

Jiang Chenyin nodded, and watched Aunt Wang leave.

After tidying up, there is no shadow of Mu Yu in her life anymore.If they are tacit enough, they can avoid many opportunities to meet.They will soon be strangers, strangers to the extent that all these pains have faded now.

Jiang Chenyin suddenly covered his mouth and nose and coughed, his eyes were red from coughing, and the corners of his eyes glistened with tears.

Do you really want to let it fade away? From now on, I will no longer look at it or think about it. We have a tacit understanding with each other, and we are strangers to each other.

Her cough subsided, but tears welled up in her eyes.

Jiang Gaojun, who had just entered the door, saw this scene, hurried over to pat her on the back, and said with concern: "Liu'er, have you taken your medicine? Stop exercising as soon as you feel better, and talk about it after a while."

"I'm fine..." Jiang Chenyin shook his head, and let go of his hand covering his mouth and nose, "Brother, what do you need from me?"

Jiang Gaojun still patted her on the back to calm her down, and answered with a smile when she asked her a question: "I forgot to tell you one thing just now, that is, Xiao Yu went to my shop to eat and chatted with me. After a while. She said that she met Xiao Lan once when she was eating out, and she heard that Xiao Lan said that the contract with our family was about to expire. She asked me if I knew the inside story. Xiaolan is the most familiar, so I just wanted to tell you."

Jiang Chenyin stared blankly at Jiang Gaojun, Jiang Gaojun didn't notice her expression, shrugged his shoulders and said, "This kid still asks me about the inside story, it's better to ask you or Big Brother than me."

Jiang Chenyin's heart trembled, and he couldn't help biting his lips, sniffing his nose and trying to smile at Jiang Gaojun: "Brother, I understand, thank you."

She gathered the long coat she was wearing, and hurried back to her room.What did she do just now?She asked Aunt Wang to pack up all the things that belonged to Mu Muyu in her room, in other words, she didn't need those things.

But Mu Muyu is still thinking about her, even though they are already like this, Mu Muyu still thinks about her, trying to make her not aware of the concern inside.

If she hadn't followed behind that day, she would have known that Mu Muyu would be so sad to make a phone call, so cautious, but in the end she still didn't dare to let the phone call come.

Jiang Chenyin's accelerated pace gradually turned into a trot, and when Aunt Wang left her room with the cardboard box in her arms, she ran into Aunt Wang head-on.

"Liu'er, why do you..."

"Aunt Wang! Don't take these away..." Jiang Chenyin interrupted Aunt Wang, went straight up and took the cardboard box, "I don't want to clean up, I keep these."

It is full of things for students, a stack of books that I don't know if they are textbooks or extracurricular books, some comic books, novels and two pencil cases.

She looked down, feeling the joy of regaining what was lost, and couldn't help but hug the cardboard box tightly.

"What's the matter? Are you afraid that Aunt Wang made a mistake in cleaning up?" Aunt Wang asked amusedly, feeling that Jiang Chenyin was suddenly very nervous.

"No, it's not." Jiang Chenyin quickly explained, "It's because I want to clean up by myself, or I can do it myself, she has some things that only I know where to put them."

Aunt Wang thought about it too, nodded and said: "That's fine, then if you ask me to help you call again."

After dismissing Aunt Wang, Jiang Chenyin carried the cardboard box back to the room.

She sorted out the things that Mu Muyu had left here before, and put the books back on the table, as well as the draft book and the pencil case.Suddenly, the tidy desktop had an indescribable feeling, as if there was a girl sitting here doing homework quietly, and would turn her head to peek at her from time to time.

Later, the girl grew up with a pale face, and when she looked at her, there were stars in her eyes.

Jiang Chenyin frowned, and neatly arranged the draft book with her name written on it that she brought back from Ye Xialan's house last time.

She smiled and sat on the chair, smiling and smiling, with tears streaming from her eyes.After avoiding it for so long, she still had to face her own thoughts.

Her heart is full, the one who depends on her but wants to protect her.