One thought comes true

Song Muqing was like experiencing the pain for the first time. On the way to the hospital, she blamed herself and regretted countless times.

But she also understood that she was in pain all the time, and after being abandoned by Lin Chuwan, this pain followed her like maggots to the bone every day and night.Today, it seems that she has tasted all the pain in this life, because she made this day with her own hands.

If it hadn't been for her never letting go of Lin Chuwan, Lin Chuwan wouldn't have murmured that she would pay back what she owed her before she fell into a coma.

She carried Lin Chuwan into the hospital quickly, not caring about the blood stains on her face and clothes, and calmly handed Lin Chuwan over to the doctor and pushed her into the emergency room.She was sitting at the door of the emergency room covered in a mess, and in her heart and in front of her eyes was the image of Lin Chuwan lying in her arms covered in blood just now.

She clasped her hands to cover her mouth and nose, tears fell into her fingers, silent but tense.

After completing the formalities, Uncle Wei rushed over and told her: "Miss Song, the formalities are completed, I have notified Madam, she should be here soon."

When Song Muqing heard this, he lowered his head slightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, Uncle Wei, sit down and rest."

Uncle Wei frowned worriedly and sighed.

Lin Chuwan's examination results came out, and she fell into a coma due to the violent impact. The wound on her forehead required several stitches, her right hand was dislocated, and her right leg was broken.When Lin Chuwan was pushed into the ward, Song Muqing lost his usual indifference and self-control, and stayed by the bedside.

This is what Mother Lin saw when she arrived. Song Muqing's face and clothes were stained with blood, but as if she didn't know that she was in a mess, she sat by the hospital bed and held Lin Chuwan's hand for a long while without moving.

Lin Chuwan was still in a coma, the blood on his face had been cleaned up, his face was pale, and there was gauze on his forehead.

"What's the matter? How did you get hurt like this?" Lin's mother was nervous and distressed, and went to the other side of the hospital bed to look at her daughter carefully.

Song Muqing shook Lin Chuwan's hand vigorously, looked at the pale face, she shook her head and said hoarsely, "Auntie, it's my fault, it's all because of me."

If it wasn't for her, Lin Chuwan wouldn't have gone out with her today.If it wasn't for her, Lin Chuwan would still be spending time at home with her mother and gossiping.If it wasn't for her, Lin Chuwan wouldn't be lying here.

"What's going on?" Mother Lin asked anxiously, "What about you? Are you injured anywhere? Why is there still blood on your body?"

Song Muqing choked with sobs and pressed the back of Lin Chuwan's hand to his lips, weeping silently, unable to speak again.How should she tell mother Lin the source of all this tonight?Will you tell them all about their entanglement?

But now, is she still qualified to confess their past?

Uncle Wei, the driver, couldn't bear to watch. Enduring his grief, he took a few steps forward and explained to Mama Lin, "Ma'am, Miss fell down the stairs. The blood on Miss Song belongs to Miss."

Mother Lin gasped in panic, and quickly checked other parts of Lin Chuwan's body, and she was relieved after confirming that there were no other injuries.Before recovering for a few seconds, Lin's mother saw Lin Chuwan's unconscious state, and the corners of her eyes turned red.

"Our family doesn't know what's wrong, why does my child always suffer?"

Song Muqing's heart trembled, and she bit her lips tightly. Just as she was about to speak, she felt Lin Chuwan's hand shake. She quickly stood up and wiped away her tears: "Xiaowan? Are you awake?"

Uncle Wei and Mother Lin also approached, when Lin Chuwan's cell phone rang.Song Muqing poked his head to look, and was slightly taken aback when he saw the name on it, and then picked it up.

"Miss Chuwan, I have something to discuss with you, are you free tomorrow?"

Song Muqing looked at Lin Chuwan who just moved his fingers, took a deep breath and said calmly to Mu Yu on the other end of the phone: "Xiao Wan has an accident, and she is now in the hospital."

"Which hospital, tell me the ward number."

Mu Muyu immediately turned serious, remembered the information Song Muqing gave, and drove out the door before it was too late.

She came to Lin Chuwan because she wanted to tell Lin Chuwan a decision. She planned to go out for a walk during the Spring Festival to relax and untie all the knots of these days.She must clearly let herself accept the ending of this relationship, and stop being immersed and expecting nothing.

A few days ago, she felt that Lin Chuwan was not in good condition, so she thought about asking Lin Chuwan if she wanted to go with her, or if she had a companion or someone to talk to.Whoever wanted to answer the phone turned out to be Song Muqing, which had never happened before.

When she found the ward and knocked on the door, and Mama Lin opened the door for her, the first thing she saw was Mama Lin with a sad face.On the hospital bed inside, Lin Chuwan, who had already woken up, was leaning against the raised head of the bed, her entire face was bloodless, and the eyes she turned to look out the window were as pale as a wisp of smoke.

Song Muqing was standing by the bed and talking on the phone, and Mu Muyu heard a few whispers: "Turn on the surveillance, whether she slipped or was pushed off by someone else, this matter must be explained to me."

Mother Lin welcomed Mu Muyu in, and Mu Muyu walked quickly to the bedside: "Sister Chuwan!"

Lin Chuwan was startled when she heard the sound, then turned her head around, finally a smile appeared on her pale face, and her voice was weak: "Xiao Yu, why are you here?"

"I called you just now and wanted to talk to you about something." Mu Muyu sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand worriedly, then glanced at Song Muqing who was standing by the window with his back to them: "Senior Song answered the call, She told me something happened to you."

Lin Chuwan's eyes turned, and when he saw Song Muqing's tall and thin back, he felt uneasy.When she woke up just now, she saw Song Muqing guarding the hospital bed, her body and face were stained with her blood, but Song Muqing kept guarding her like this, the distress and guilt in his eyes were so obvious.

When she saw her waking up, Song Muqing's eyes seemed to light up instantly, and the concern and affection beyond words pierced her sweet but sour heart.

She was tired and didn't want to keep pestering her like this.She once really thought about paying off the debt she owed Song Muqing, and she had been thinking about it until she just fell into a coma.But after such a piercing pain, she was powerless to untie the knot between them.

She suddenly felt very sad, turned her eyes away, and looked at Mu Muyu: "I'm fine, don't worry, what do you want to tell me tonight?"

Mu Muyu shook her head: "You are in a bad situation now, let's not talk about that. You have a good rest, I am here to accompany you, and I will go back later."

Lin Chuwan smiled and nodded: "Okay, talk to me." After she finished speaking, she raised her head and stretched out her uninjured left hand to hold the hand of the approaching mother Lin: "Mom, please chat with us too. Let Xiaoyu go together, you don't need to accompany me here."

Mother Lin pulled a chair over and sat down, nodded and sighed: "Then let Mu Qing stay here with you, your hands and feet are not convenient, I will come with Uncle Wei to pick you up tomorrow."

Lin Chuwan bit her lips, and looked at the person by the window. That person had finished making a phone call at some point, and was staring deeply at him.She didn't want to look any further, so she nodded to Mama Lin.

Song Muqing came over, his voice still a little hoarse: "Do you want to eat something?"

"Yeah, let's eat something, I got hurt after not going out for a long time tonight." Mother Lin asked.

Song Muqing's gaffe just now appeared in front of Lin Chuwan's eyes again, and the current state seemed to be in a dream.It would be great if they could go back to the beginning, but they can't go back. Whenever Song Muqing gets close to her, she will think that the person she has kept in her heart for so long wants her to love, and only if she loves them will it end. Only then can it be terminated.

It would be great if she could go back to that year. If she did it all over again, she wouldn't wait until she had to make a choice, and she wouldn't let that choice happen again.

Thinking of this, she met Mu Yu's eyes that were also concerned about herself, and said to Mama Lin in the next moment: "Okay, I feel a little hungry too."

Just as Song Muqing was about to speak, Mother Lin waved her hand to stop her: "I'll go buy some food, Xiaoyu and Mu Qing, you two will accompany Xiaowan."

Mother Lin got up and left after she finished speaking. She paused when she opened the door of the ward, with a lot of emotions in her eyes, and finally closed the door and went out.

As soon as Lin's mother left, Lin Chuwan said to Mu Muyu, "Xiao Yu, do you remember what I told you before?"

"What?" Mu Muyu couldn't remember all of a sudden.

Lin Chuwan cast her eyes in Song Muqing's direction, but she didn't seem to be looking at Song Muqing.Her eyes were desolate and sad, but with an unspeakable flatness, as if she no longer wanted anything extravagantly.

"I told you that if one day you have someone you want to cherish, don't hide your thoughts anyway. You like her mood, and your desire to be with her, don't hide it from her .Because you don’t know when you won’t be able to speak out. When you are sure, you must tell her.”

As she spoke, the sourness in her heart gradually made her hoarse.

"You didn't understand when I told you this, but now I believe you can understand. When the day comes when you can no longer speak, it will be too late and you can't go back."

"Xiao Wan..." Song Mu Qingjin gritted his teeth, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

Mu Muyu looked at her, and at Song Muqing's hesitant expression that had never been shown before, she always felt that there seemed to be something going on between the two of them.But she can't think deeply now, her heart is full of what Lin Chuwan said to her now.

Lin Chuwan didn't want to look at Song Muqing, and said softly to Mu Yuyu, "Never go to the point where you can't say it and then regret it, do you understand what I said?"

In the evening, the rain was sinking like water, and there was a torrent in my heart.She remembered that she hadn't quite understood the meaning of Lin Chuwan's words at that time, and she didn't understand her own feelings.She only felt that Jiang Chenyin was someone she wanted to cherish, because she had no reservations about Jiang Chenyin.

Later, she faced up to her own feelings, and Jiang Chenyin also knew her feelings.She intended to completely bury this relationship, but she didn't even say a word to express her emotion clearly.She didn't even know how Jiang Chenyin noticed it, she didn't even have a chance to express her feelings when she was ready, and the day she confessed turned out to be a farewell.

When she fulfills the decision to give up completely, she may never be able to speak out again in this life.

She bit her lip, the blood in her eyes came out, and her eyelashes got a little wet.

"If you need to think about it, and you have something to deal with, then go for it." Seeing her expression, Lin Chuwan smiled leisurely, her eyes full of understanding.

"Sister Chuwan..." Mu Muyu took a deep breath, "Thank you, I'll be leaving first."

Lin Chuwan nodded, restrained her smile, and was in a daze for a while.She seemed to see herself who was full of worries and had to make a choice that year.

After Mu Muyu said hello to Song Muqing, she left the ward and the hospital.The cold wind was blowing on her face, but her mood was restless.

It is impossible for her and Jiang Chenyin to talk about their affairs face to face, and she has no chance to speak.When she thinks about how to express it, maybe she won't dare to say it.

But there was a voice in her heart clamoring for her to speak uprightly, this was the first and only time.

On this night in the depths of winter, Jiang Chenyin didn't go anywhere. After dealing with official business in the study for a while, he went down to the kitchen to find a can of beer to drink.She has maintained this habit in the past few months, and she will do it when the house is empty, and she will feel bored.

It's been a long time, this home seems to be empty for a long time, and this feeling has been with her since the day Mu Muyu left.

She unzipped the ring of the can and drank cold beer in the winter without changing her face.

If Mu Muyu went out to socialize today, he would probably bring a cake when he came back.Jiang Chenyin smiled softly, rubbed the can, and thought that he might not buy cakes when he came back. After being the director of screenwriting for so long, he looked like an adult.

When she thought of following Mu Muyu that day, she was even more fascinated.

Suddenly there was a loud door closing sound outside, and then the sound of footsteps approaching her from slow to hasty.

She was startled, and subconsciously thought, why is this child running so fast?

She just put down the soda can and was about to straighten her body leaning against the cabinet. The cold air that hit her made her heart tremble, as if something filled her whole heart.

"Aunt Yin..." Mu Muyu called her in a deep voice, right next to her ear, very close, "I'm sorry, I can't help it, I will stay far away from you in the future, I can't be with you By my side...but I haven't told you that I like you..."

Jiang Chenyin's body was hugged tightly, the temperature in her arms carried the cold outside, but it carried the warmth that satisfied her.

She couldn't speak, her heart ached so badly that she was afraid that this moment was an illusion.Afraid that she would disappear as soon as she moved, and afraid that she would still be alone here in the next second.

Mu Muyu tried her best to suppress her crying, tears dripped down Jiang Chenyin's neck, her voice trembled violently: "I don't know when I liked you, but it was too late when I found out. I'm sorry, I thought about getting more A little more, but I dare not now..."

The humble words in those words were like a sharp blade, piercing into Jiang Chenyin's heart mercilessly, causing her raised hand to stop in mid-air.

Mu Yu hugged her greedily and reluctantly, her lips moved, she sniffed and continued, "I won't come here again, don't worry... this is the last time. I will work hard, and I will remember your words , don't worry about me."

Jiang Chenyin's hands trembled, and the soreness in her heart made her unable to hold back her tears.

Mu Muyu's face was covered with tears, but she tried her best to raise the corners of her mouth, showing her childish little canine teeth: "If you can, don't hate me."

She let go of Jiang Chenyin, her vision was already blurred, and she couldn't see Jiang Chenyin's face clearly.That's fine, she didn't want to see Jiang Chenyin look indifferent, this was the last time, the last time he was so close.

She had fulfilled her wish to confess to Jiang Chenyin completely, and confessed, she has no regrets.

She bit her lip, hugged Jiang Chenyin tightly again, then put the key here into Jiang Chenyin's hand, and ran out as fast as when she came in just now.

There was a muffled thunder in the night sky, the pouring rain came in an instant, and the evening rain ran into the rain.Her tears melted into the rain, and the cries she finally let go were drowned out by the thunder.

This was the only time she spoke frankly about her inner feelings. She had no hope and never looked back.She didn't see someone chasing her out of the house shortly after she ran out the door.