One thought comes true

Have you ever tasted what it feels like to miss someone for years?

That kind of taste seems to mix the five flavors together, all of which are sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty.

However, the sweetness in it can be so weak that it can be ignored. Waiting day by day will gradually blow away the joy at that time.

In the end, even if you take it out to review again, the memories that could make you smile will no longer have the original taste.

There is a thin rain outside the window, and night falls without stars and moon.The sky is so gloomy that it looks like a huge black curtain, tightly enclosing the world, preventing even a ray of light from entering.

There was a bedside lamp on in the room, and the light like a mist enveloped the sleeping person.

Mu Muyu hugged the quilt, the corners of her lips curved into a smile.

She dreamed of her childhood, of Jiang Chenyin, the person who would squat down and hug her short body with a smile.

Dad always stood, then bent down and clapped his hands, and said with a loud smile to her: "Xiao Yu, come, Dad hugs you."

Mom always stands beside Dad, looking at the father and daughter with doting eyes, and asks her: "Xiao Yu, do you like being hugged by Mom or Dad?"

And every time Jiang Chenyin approached Yingying, she would always squat down and look at her eyes, with moon eyebrows and star eyes, looking forward to radiance, gently hugging her, and occasionally saying to her in that melodious and melodious voice: " Mu Yu, let me see if I have grown taller."

In the dream, it was snowing heavily outside, and my parents invited Jiang Chenyin to have a barbecue at home.The three adults were chatting and laughing, Mu Muyu sat obediently on the chair, and was easily attracted by Jiang Chenyin's smile.

The relationship between parents is very good, and there are always endless topics to talk about. Jiang Chenyin smiled and answered from time to time.

Also pay attention to Mu Muyu from time to time to see if the child is bored, if he loses his temper because he doesn't care about her, and if he really wants to eat something.

When her mother was skewering the meatballs, Mu Muyu blinked her eyes twice, and Jiang Chenyin saw her sharply. Taking advantage of the heated conversation between the two husband and wife, she put down the bamboo stick in her hand and went over.

She squatted in front of Mu Yu's chair, held Mu Yu's two little hands in her palms, raised her head and smiled and asked, "Mu Yu, what do you want to eat? I'll bake it for you."

"I want to eat meatballs." Mu Muyu licked her lips and said.

She looked at the meatballs just skewered in her mother's hands, and then looked down at Jiang Chenyin who was squatting. A smile suddenly appeared on the baby's fat little face, "I still want to eat ham sausage."

Jiang Chenyin smiled patiently and asked, "Okay, is there any more?"

"Can I eat whatever I want?" Mu Muyu asked childishly, and the next second his expression collapsed: "But my parents don't let me eat so much barbecue."

"It's not good to eat too much." Jiang Chenyin stroked her hair, "But you haven't started eating yet, it's okay to eat a little every time."

Mu Yu nodded her head several times in a row, raised her smile, showing two small canine teeth, "Aunt Yin, you are so kind to me."

"Stupid child." Jiang Chenyin smiled and stroked her soft hair.

"Aunt Yin, will you treat me well for the rest of your life?" Mu Muyu chased after her and asked, the little hand that was originally held turned to grab Jiang Chenyin's hand.

She heard her parents say "a lifetime", and her father said that it means from this time until old age.

A lifetime seems to be very, very long, so long that she can't imagine what she looks like and what Jiang Chenyin looks like at the other end of her life.

Jiang Chenyin was surprised by her question for a moment, but when he noticed the couple over there who was getting bored, he understood a little more, and replied softly: "Of course, but when you grow up, there will be another person who is better than me." Better for you."

Mu Muyu shook her head without thinking, and also shook her hand, "No, I only want you."

Jiang Chenyin was amused, and stroked her little head to explain to her what he said just now: "This is different. When you grow up, I will still treat you well, but at that time, your life will There is another person, the good that this person gives you is the one who can accompany you all the time, it is different from the good that your parents gave you to me."

Mu Muyu pouted blankly, "Aunt Yin, I don't understand, I don't want that person, I don't even know who that person is."

Jiang Chenyin pinched her cheek and said: "I'll know later, now we have to eat delicious food first, I'll get you a small toy, and wait for me while playing, huh?"

"Yeah!" Mu Muyu nodded with a smile, and immediately forgot about the incomprehensible topic just now.

She watched Jiang Chenyin get up and bring her a teddy bear, and then went back to his parents.

She hugged the teddy bear and looked over secretly.

Sometimes he would meet Jiang Chenyin's gaze, that person's eyes were already smiling, but because they looked at her, the next second they would be warmer.

Then, the clear picture began to blur, as if a cloud of fog covered Mu Muyu's eyes, she couldn't hear her parents' voices clearly, and couldn't see Jiang Chenyin's face clearly.

She seems to be sitting in a fast-moving car, but the scenery along the way is not the scenery, but many familiar pictures and familiar words.

"Xiao Yu, your aunt Yin has gone abroad, and I don't know when she will come back."

"Xiao Yu, this is your 19th birthday present from Aunt Yin, she will not come back this year."

"I don't know when Chenyin plans to come back. She always stays abroad."

All the memories were buried under a deep sadness, Mu Yu's nose was sour, and her eyes were red no longer.

The person who said he was good to her all her life has been absent year after year, even in her dream, she still can't escape the fact that that person has been away for a long time.

She didn't know when Jiang Chenyin would come back, she didn't know if Jiang Chenyin would come back, she didn't know what she said when she was young, she still couldn't count it.

When she woke up from the dream, Mu Muyu was still dreaming in a trance, with a tear hanging from her eyelashes, and Jiang Chenyin's soft words "Of course, but when you grow up, there will be another person who is better than me." You are better." Jiang Chenyin seemed to be replaying Jiang Chenyin's touching face when he said these words.

She wiped the corners of her eyes dry, propped her body up and leaned against the head of the bed, the brightness of the bedside lamp could not support the thick night in the room, and the corners of her eyes showed some moisture under the warm orange light.

It has been four years since Jiang Chenyin left when she was there, and it has been four years now.

The lifetime promised that year has been missing for four years, how many more years will be missing.

This question often haunts Mu Muyu when she wakes up from a dream. She has never had an answer, and she has never dared to ask Jiang Chenyin.

They will still contact each other, and she will talk about everything she has seen and heard in college during the phone call.

Jiang Chenyin would listen to her patiently, and then chat with her with a chuckle, but never mentioned when he would come back.

Such dreams are commonplace for Mu Muyu, she collects her thoughts, glances at the time, arranges her pajamas and leaves the room.

Before I reached the dining room, I heard my parents talking and laughing. The lights in the corridor shone on the girl. vulgar.

She paused, then walked over and said, "Dad, Mom."

Bo Mingliang said with a smile: "Xiao Yu, it's almost time for dinner, and I slept so deeply, Dad thought you won't have dinner tonight."

Ye Xialan pulled her to her side with concern and asked, "Yeah, are you tired from work today? Why do you fall asleep as soon as you come back?"

Mu Muyu shook her head slightly, "It should be like this for a while, it will be fine after a while."

Her voice is extremely clear, as clear as a clear spring, and her tone is very stable.

Ye Xialan stroked her hair: "Then let's eat, I have your favorite dishes tonight, go back to your room and rest when you're full."

Mu Muyu nodded, stood up to serve the meal, Ye Xialan and Bo Mingliang chatted again.

Bo Mingliang took a sip of wine and said, "Speaking of which, wife, when will we go abroad for a few months?"

"Eat your meal." Ye Xialan picked up her chopsticks and tapped her husband's cup, "I'll talk about this in a while, but I can't do it right now. Chenyin is coming back, and I have to get together with her."

Mu Yuyu, who had just sat down, had her heart skip a beat, and heard Ye Xialan say again: "We will talk about this matter after we two sisters have gathered enough."

Mu Muyu's lips moved, her hands holding the bowl trembled a little.

At this time, Ye Xialan remembered how much her daughter liked to pester her girlfriends in the past, so she quickly turned her head and smiled: "By the way, Xiao Yu, your aunt Yin is coming back, just these few days. When she comes to eat at home, you can have dinner with her." She has grown taller, and you should be about the same height as her now."

There was a rumble in Mu Muyu's head, and his vision became blurred, only that sentence could be heard.

"Your aunt Yin is coming back, just these few days."

She's coming back, she's finally coming back.

Mu Muyu smiled, picked up the chopsticks and lowered his head to pick up the white rice into his mouth mouthful.She remembered that when Jiang Chenyin met her for the last time, he hugged her and told her to study hard, and then she kissed Jiang Chenyin happily.

Within a few days, they heard the news that Jiang Chenyin had left the country.

A drop of tear fell into the bowl, but Mu Muyu tasted the long-lost sweetness.

You are coming back, I have been waiting for you for four years.