[Entertainment] I became a world superstar

On the second day of Tian Zhengguo's birthday, they flew to the Philippines, Law, and Binh, where they had a platter concert.

After arriving in Manila more than four hours later, the eight members of BTS packed their luggage and went directly to the venue for rehearsal, because the next day was their concert.

They are not popular enough, and they still have to participate in various platter concerts. It is still a little difficult for them to hold concerts abroad alone, which results in that sometimes there is really little time for them to prepare.

After the rehearsal, everyone went back to the hotel to rest as usual, and the atmosphere was relaxed and happy. Until the next day, on the day of the concert, the atmosphere in the team suddenly changed.

Until the concert, the team was very dull, everyone was silent, and the members who liked to fight in the past seemed to have been muted.

"Taiheng is still the same..." Park Jimin came over and said to Song Junjun and Tian Zhengguo who were getting together, "I don't talk much... hey."

Song Yujun and Tian Zhengguo looked at each other and sighed.

Who would have thought that such a thing would happen so suddenly?

Jin Nanjun walked in from the outside and made everyone get ready, they will be the next ones to play.

Jin Taiheng also came in from the outside to let Cody reapply his makeup. Song Yujun saw that his eyes were red, but his eye makeup didn't fall off much, so he knew that this brother must be trying hard to hold back his tears.

Song Yujun stepped forward to hold Jin Taiheng's hand and squeezed it, "Brother, let's go."

Hold on a little longer.

The eight people walked to the elevator in silence. The director's countdown came from the headset, and they put their heads down and waited for the elevator to go up.

Three...two...one.

The elevator slowly ascended, and Song Yujun heard the accompaniment of the song they were about to sing playing on the field. The fans sitting in the auditorium didn't know anything, and some fans were eagerly cheering for them with Amie sticks .

If……

As an idol, you need to abandon yourself and live the best life in every fan's heart.

So what does it mean for them to become idols?

The elevator steadily ascended to the place they expected, and the eight people looked up again, showing beautiful smiles, covering up all the sadness and sadness, and they were still shining existences on the stage.

They are idols, keeping their best looks to bring joy to fans, shouldn’t this be the responsibility every idol should fulfill?

Song Yujun felt that this proposition was too contradictory.

Unlike science, which has only one answer, this question will give a new answer to anyone, and he also temporarily lost himself in the thousands of answers.

Song Yujun looked back, and he saw half of Jin Taiheng's face was hidden behind the strong light, and the exposed side face was filled with unbearable sadness, a sadness that was not understood by fans.

Every once in a while, there is a strong emotion in the eyes that glance over, making people unable to help but feel sad together with him.

While the other members are doing their best to fill in the silence of one member.

After performing all their scheduled repertoires at the Platter Concert, they were taken directly to the airport by their managers, and their original plan to return to South Korea the next day was also brought forward to that night.

Ad hoc red-eye flights are not easy to buy, let alone this kind of cross-border aircraft.

There are almost no short-distance planes that take off at twelve o'clock in the morning, and they are lucky to actually come across them. Although it took Song Yujun some effort, he was able to buy them successfully.

After everyone got on the plane, Jin Taiheng's tears started to fall down.

"Brother." Song Yujun sat beside Jin Taiheng, squeezed his hand tightly, "Cry, don't bear it."

Jin Taiheng buried his head on Song Junjun's shoulder, and Song Junjun could feel the cloth on his shoulder getting wet gradually, and shook his head after a while.

Song Yujun heard Jin Taiheng say in a hoarse voice, "Still on the plane."

Usually I can't understand this brother's unconstrained thinking, but at this time Song Yujun unexpectedly understood what he was saying.

Looking around, the red-eye flight is really uncomfortable. I am already very tired after flying in the middle of the night, and their seats are still the economy class with three people in a row.

Most of the people around were closing their eyes and resting their minds. If Jin Taiheng cried loudly at this time, he would definitely disturb others. The most important thing is that the noise is not the most important thing. If it is recorded... Tsk, it is really difficult.

Park Jimin sat on the other side of Jin Tae-hyun, and also held Jin Tae-hm's other hand. The two of them, as the two people closest to Jin Tae-hm's age, were by his side.

When he arrived in South Korea, Jin Taeheng had already dried up his tears silently, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and when he came out, it was the handsome Jin Taeheng again, if it wasn't for the red eyes and swollen eyelids, no one would have seen him cried.

Because it was a temporary replacement ticket, the company did not disclose the comeback itinerary to the public, and the fans did not receive any news, so the Incheon Airport in the middle of the night was extremely quiet, and the pick-up exit was only for the staff who came to pick them up.

The agent stuffed them into the car one by one, and then drove another car to take Jin Taiheng to the hospital. Song Junjun wanted to follow him, but was stopped by other brothers.

In the end, the manager sent Jin Taiheng to the hospital, while the other members were sent back to the dormitory.

"I don't know what will happen in the end?" Song Yujun sat in the living room with a worried heart.

And the other people didn't make a sound, and to be honest, it was hard for them to fall asleep at this time.

"Let's go back to the room." Min Yoongi said, "There is still a schedule for the future, don't wait here, the result will not be known until Tae Hem comes back."

"Yeah... go back to sleep."

The members were driven back one by one, Song Junjun was led back to the room by Zheng Haoxi, and after washing up, he found that the sky was slightly bright.

Zheng Haoxi drew the curtains, blocking the morning light behind the curtains, and the room was plunged into darkness.

The blackout effect of the curtains is too good.

Song Yujun thought to himself.

"Go to sleep." Zheng Haoxi lay down beside Song Junjun. The bed in their dormitory was a double bed, so the two of them always shared the same bed.

Occasionally, when Song Yujun woke up in the morning, he could still find himself in this brother's arms.

"Brother...it's so hard to be an idol." Song Yujun also lay down, curled up.

"Why do you think so?" Zheng Haoxi closed his eyes, his voice was soft, "Is it because the things about Taiheng touched you too much?"

"Being an idol is involuntary. We have to give back to fans as much as we get from fans, and even more. So do you think it is difficult to be an idol?"

"If this happened to me..." Song Yujun muttered to himself, "I might collapse."

"This road is like this. It's difficult and full of obstacles. I knew it from the beginning." Zheng Haoxi stroked Song Junjun's hair, "Just like what you said before, coward? Huh?"

"I just said that to Zhengguo, why did you turn around and start to feel confused?"

Don't grow up until you're an adult, and don't look back when you're an adult.

Song Yujun snorted sullenly, and he didn't know what he was thinking, and the two fell into sleep quietly.

Do not look back.

Reality does not allow him to look back.

These two sentences flashed through Song Yujun's mind. Before going to sleep, he thought a lot for a moment, but in the end it was blank.

To become a world superstar.

When he woke up again, Zheng Haoxi beside him was gone, probably got up and went to work.

Song Yujun picked up his phone and checked the time, it was three o'clock in the afternoon.

After getting up from the bed and going to the bathroom in a daze to brush his teeth and wash his face, he woke up a lot. Jin Suozhen and Park Jimin were sitting in the living room, and the two of them were whispering something.

Song Yujun leaned over to listen, only to find out that his manager had come back this morning.

"Brother Taiheng..." Song Yujun wanted to ask, but his heart sank when he saw the silent faces of the two brothers.

So... did you really leave?

Jin Shuozhen asked Song Junjun to sit over, and put his arms around his body slightly, "Juner, you have done a good job, at least you have let Tai Heng go to see his grandma for the last time."

"But I..."

Song Yujun wanted to say something, but he felt a bitter and salty taste, wiped his cheeks, and found that he had already burst into tears.

"Jin Juner, listen to me." Jin Shuozhen patted Song Junjun on the back and wiped away his tears, "You have done a good job. You helped his grandma temporarily change the attending doctor and came back. Thanks to your relationship, you bought a ticket back to South Korea, and you have done a good job in all of this."

It's just that people have their own destiny.

"Many times things cannot be chosen by us. You are not a god, and you cannot control your destiny."

"Taiheng is still in the hospital and his parents are making arrangements for him... Grandma's funeral, the next few days' itinerary will not be with us, eight people are missing one person, we have to support it even more, you understand? ?”

"We can't go down any faster than Tai Hum."

"But I don't understand..." Song Yujun murmured, "I don't understand why you have to let brother Taiheng finish the concert before leaving, obviously at that time you can catch the morning plane directly back."

Obviously it's okay... Come back earlier, spend a little longer with your loved ones...

Obviously...

As an idol, must you not disappoint your fans?Even... even if this kind of thing happens, the first thing is to think about the hard work of the fans to come to the show, can they not be absent?

Song Yujun didn't know what kind of thoughts he had in his heart, he just felt that things were ridiculous, and all of this was very strange.

"Why……"

"Because... we are idols." Jin Shuo really explained very palely, and it was still the same cliché, saying things that Song Junjun couldn't understand.

It shouldn't be like this...

But the idol in his understanding is obviously...

"As long as it can bring happiness to everyone, it is an idol."

This sentence once made him remember deeply, but now he slowly sees through another meaning of this sentence.

If it cannot bring happiness to everyone, then it is not worthy of being an idol.

What if the idol itself is not happy?

Can it still bring happiness to everyone?

Park Jimin took his hand, "Some things we can't help ourselves, but everything will be fine, it will be fine."

"Believe me."

Song Yujun blinked blankly, not knowing what was going on in his mind, he just felt like he was struggling to swim ashore in the endless sea, or he was carrying a heavy load in the deserted desert.

There is no way out, no way forward.

Could it be that all he can do is—

Do not look back?

The author has something to say: Hey...

Taitai really looked like she was about to cry in the platter between Fei, Lu and Bin.

I almost cried when I went back to watch it.

In reality, I didn't even see the last one, because of the schedule.

Top the lid to explain: It is not to prepare you to drive or to prepare you to be abused! !

Is to prepare for the minhit, rush

——感谢在2020-06-2023:32:49~2020-06-2103:46:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2! 3!Bulletproof, Yujun 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：啦啦啦、养猫专家、小表妹~10瓶；2！3！防弹3瓶；橘子猫2瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!