life after death

This is a dark, doomed love with no results.He knew that he had to be patient, but after only five days, he felt that he could hardly bear it anymore.

Su Junping is like the sun.

Ever since the family accident happened, it was like falling into an unfathomable hell in one day. At the beginning, he faced the darkness in fear all day long. In the past few years, he worked hard to climb up, and he seems to be used to it, and he can step on it in the dark. Steady, as if born without the need for sunlight.

But that's just what it seems.

As long as he closes his eyes, he can remember Su Junping in their small shop, moving a bench out to bask in the sun, drooling from sleep.It was winter, and the sun was so good that people couldn't help crying.

Su Junping called him twice but there was no response. He felt uneasy, put his hand on his shoulder lightly, and called softly: "A Lin, A Lin!"

Chen Yilin was pulled back abruptly, but felt his face was hot, and trembling his lower lip, he said, "It's okay...a little dizzy."

Su Junping said a few more words worriedly, but he dismissed him absent-mindedly: "Next week is the monthly exam. After the exam, there will be a parent-teacher meeting. Let's review."

Su Junping hissed like a toothache. Seeing that he had only written the beginning of the letter, he gritted his teeth and picked up the pen, explaining: "This is the last letter, so it's meaningless to write any more."

Chen Yilin found that he couldn't contain his inner joy. He swallowed his saliva to stabilize his expression, nodded perfunctorily, and turned to sort out the comprehensive papers.

This is the school's annual English Festival. The main activities are: English singing competition, English film appreciation, English drama competition, English recitation, and English speech competition.

Most people look forward to the first three, but are weary of the last two.The number of registrations in previous years has always been a headache for the class representatives, but this time may be the last activity that the third year of high school can participate in, and there are people signing up for the recitation and speech.

The recitation is the representative of the English class, and the speech is by Su Junping.

When Su Junping raised his hand, the whole class was silent, and then they slapped the table and laughed wildly.Su Junping raised his middle finger high.

"Peahen" seemed to be sneering, but she pursed her lower lip and smiled. The smile of the "peahen" is as impossible as if the capital of France were New York.Everyone's eyes widened in shock, unbelievable.Not only that, she also came down, patted him on the shoulder very kindly and said: "If you want to find information, come to me."

Wang Wenjie snorted twice, thinking jealously: "It's definitely a gift card! Shopping card! Evil rich people!"

Su Junping obviously didn't expect that the "peahen" would give in under the influence of money because of his strength. He thought that there was some elusive conspiracy in it, so he nodded in trepidation, corrected his mentality of joining in the fun, and went to the English office whenever he had time. Thanks to this, His monthly test scores have improved remarkably.

Of course he didn't know it at the time.

When he went to the office, the "peahen" took off the amiable cockroach, looked at him with a half-smile and said, "Have you thought about finding a subject yet?"

Su Junping shivered and handed over the English book. When she saw it was the story of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, she laughed: "Many people can use the text, but it's not a problem if you know it by heart. You have to make full use of your body language to express yourself. For your own feelings, read two paragraphs and listen."

Su Junping opened his mouth, and stopped within ten words.He was severely mocked for the suburban accent: "see is pronounced as say, tsk, it sounds awful."

He wiped the sweat from his forehead, bowed his head and lowered his eyebrows to please his eyes, but he thought in his heart: "I'm a big idiot, give me a reward! Find a chance and let it go!" It's a pity that the "peahen" who takes money to do things is very professional Morality, holding him tight, forcing him to memorize and check during the National Day.

Next Friday is the speech contest.

Next Monday and Tuesday are monthly exams, and then the National Day holiday will be held. After the recitation, there will be drama and recitation. After the recitation, there will be a speech. It seems that the end of the world is approaching. The schedule is so full that it almost chokes the students to death.

They finished watching English movies like guillotine, and walked out of the gymnasium in twos and threes.

It was night, and the school's streetlights were saved to the extreme, with the same lights, and only cast an ambiguous white spot on the concrete floor.The ground is pitch black at night, and the extended road looks like an endless piece of cowhide.

Senior three watched movies first, followed by senior sophomore. Su Junping watched the building in senior sophomore chatter and liveliness, and the lights gradually went out, turning into darkness.He took a deep breath, the air was very humid, he tilted his head, and said to Chen Yilin, "Let's go for a walk by the lake."

Wang Wenjie and others behind him screamed strangely, Chen Yilin thought for a moment, then nodded.

That lake is a rare natural lake. It is said that it existed when we moved here more than ten years ago. We simply planted lotus flowers around the lake. Later, we found that the flowers were not solid enough, so we changed it into a fish pond.At night, I can only see the oxygen pump sticking its head out of the water, but there is no scenery to speak of.On the contrary, there is a gazebo by the lake, which is made of wood for some fun; there is also a long corridor with wisteria planted above it to enjoy the shade. When the flowers bloom, it looks like a purple waterfall that is about to fall.Of course, it was night and nothing could be seen.

Su Junping was lying on the stone railing, looking very excited, and talked nonsense with his feet up, and finally talked about the university he was going to study.

"What university does Ah Lin want to go to?"

"Not ready yet."

"What about professionalism?"

"also not."

Su Junping chuckled and said, "It's really casual, people without dreams are salted fish, do you know that?"

Chen Yilin sat in the corridor, looking at the coral-red moon approaching: "I have one thing in mind. I will stay and study locally so that I can go home conveniently."

"This province?"

"Ah."

Su Junping started laughing again, for some reason he seemed extra happy today, Chen Yilin also laughed when he saw it.

"Don't laugh at me, what about you? Don't laugh at a hundred steps at fifty steps."

"I've made up my mind too." Su Junping turned around and said with his back to the moon, "Go to a place far away, the farther the better. If you want to go to a place where you have to wear a cotton-padded jacket in summer, drink water and walk for two hours, every day Go past the sheep before lunch."

Chen Yilin giggled, and said while laughing: "Where is that place? What are you doing?"

"do not know."

"Isn't this also salted fish? Is there any difference between salted fish fried on both sides and salted fish fried on one side?"

"Only one side will burn."

Chen Yilin smiled and wanted to say something more, but suddenly felt a chill on his face.He took a closer look by the moonlight, and it was rain.

"It's raining, let's go back. And the late self-study has already started."

"Okay." The strange thing is that Su Junping didn't roll around begging him to stay a little longer, but went back with Chen Yilin.

On the way back, I was speechless, as if what I just said just overdrawn the rest of the time. When walking up the stairs, Su Junping suddenly said: "I remember that you participated in the English speech last year."

Chen Yilin was a little surprised at his thoughtless sentence, but he still nodded: "That's right, I wanted to participate this year."

"Then why not go together, each class has two places?"

Chen Yilin smiled: "I'm too busy recently, so I won't go. I will come to cheer you up when you give a speech."

After going upstairs, Su Junping's field of vision suddenly became wider. Su Junping looked at Chen Yilin who was walking in front, his shirt fluttered slightly in the wind, like a silver fish with its tail.

A strange idea suddenly popped up in his mind: "Could it be that I signed up to compete with him?"

This idea was quickly vetoed the moment it appeared. Chen Yilin was an existence he could only look up to, and he would not be able to catch up with him in eight lifetimes.

When they went back to the classroom, there was a little commotion. The gossip Wang Wenjie was very curious about what they were doing by the lake with dense bushes, but it was a pity that no one paid attention to him.

Two days later, the exam began.

Life in high school is too monotonous, and the exams are all the same, but every time I take the exam, I feel uncomfortable.Boss Xie told them that in addition to the normal monthly exams in the third year of senior high school, there were also weekly science and mathematics and English exams. One day they didn't feel like the exams, they would succeed.

When Su Junping heard this, he clicked his tongue twice in his heart, thinking that he would never learn to be numb to exams in his life.

After taking the English test, they went on vacation immediately, regardless of whether they understood it or not, they were all as happy as if they had passed the [-]th test, carrying their schoolbags and wandering around, Su Junping was still at the Internet cafe, and Chen Yilin was still going home.

On the first day of National Day, he had just finished his homework for half an hour after lunch when his grandmother told him that the wholesale market had called, saying that the Gorgon seeds ordered a few days ago had arrived.

When Chen Yilin arrived at the wholesale market, he picked up the goods with familiarity and had a chat with the boss. The boss had a son who was the same age as him. Seeing that Chen Yilin was sensible, he gave him a pack of red beans.

Chen Yilin said thank you, and carrying the goods, halfway there, he remembered that his grandma told him to eat steamed fish at night, and went to the aquatic product store to pick a fat fish.

When he finished picking the fish and lowered his head to touch the money, he heard a burst of laughter.

It was a woman's laughter.

Normally, he would never be so bored, but maybe the laughter was too clear and young, Chen Yilin seemed to be bewitched, and went to find the owner of the voice.

He raised his head, groped in the crowd for a while, and saw a beautiful girl wearing a short denim skirt and a bulky wine red T-shirt, which made her slender figure and slender legs.

She was carrying a schoolbag and holding a girl in her hand, standing on the side of the road chatting with boys.From the tuft of yellow hair on the top of the boy's head and the thick and big ring on his thumb, it can be seen that the word "bad" is written on his face to tell the world.

Chen Yilin blinked, the girl in the short skirt was holding Luo Qingyu's arm.

Luo Qingyu was wearing a snow-white dress, looking fresh and refreshing, as pure as spring water that could be seen at a glance. He looked at her, and meticulously looked at her from hair to toe, as if wanting to penetrate deeply. heart.

He said to himself: "Look carefully, this is an enemy you can never defeat."

He is really jealous of her, she can accept rejection at will, Su Junping is going to write her the last love letter, although it is likely that it will not succeed in nine out of ten, but what does it matter, as long as she softens her heart and turns around, Su Junping will definitely Waiting for her with open arms.

And he, Chen Yilin, is like a poor little mouse, living in a dirty and dark sewer, one day he couldn't bear the hunger and sneaked out, even if he only slapped him once, he would be chased, beaten and scolded by people .

The boss who sold the fish saw his expression change for a while, and finally slumped impatiently: "Are you still buying it or not?"

Chen Yilin immediately returned to his senses and apologized, took the fish and said thank you, and left with a smile.

After he got home, he gave the bag of red beans to grandma as if offering a treasure. Grandma was very happy and kept saying, "Be good, be good."

Chen Yilin helped grandma turn on the TV to her favorite TV drama channel, then rolled up her sleeves, and sat on the bench to kill fish. During this period, grandma came to watch worriedly, but he drove her back with a smile.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's not the first time I've fished, you sit down and watch TV, I'll cook today." After speaking, he added sweetly, "Grandma usually works hard, today I'm here to honor you .”

Dinner was steamed fish, fried eggs with bitter gourd and a vegetarian dish.When Chen Yilin was washing the dishes, grandma suddenly called him: "The teacher is calling."

The old lady in the country has an almost sacred respect for the teacher, and carefully handed over the landline. Chen Yilin clamped it in the neck, and asked casually while washing the dishes: "Hello? Thank you, teacher. Hello, what's the matter so late?" gone?"

Grandma was a little unhappy when she heard his tone, and planned to talk about him after the phone call. She was thinking this way, but when she heard a crisp "Kala", Chen Yilin slipped his hand and dropped the bowl on the ground.