[Gintama] The Story of Me and Curly Yaksha

My Story with Curly Yaksha 63

"Hey." Miyamoto Aoi let out a long and worried sigh, not very used to the sudden enthusiasm of the team members. Although everyone seemed to be close to her, it was only because she was the only female team member.

But after showing strength, the enthusiasm of being recognized as a companion is different.

Of course, she doesn't dislike them. In fact, Miyamoto Aoi actually admires the members of the Shinsengumi.The Shinsengumi, who usually behaves easy-going and even a little bit sandy, is very reliable in matters of right and wrong.They worked hard for the peace of Edo and the safety of the residents, and fought and shed blood without fear. They were a group of respectable warriors and policemen.

Now Miyamoto Aoi is a little bit used to having sex with these heterosexuals who look tall and big and feel oppressive, but in the final analysis, the reason why she is separated from them is that she is different from them.

They are policemen, and they are criminals who have been sentenced to death and have the blood of heinous murderers in their bodies.

Originally, he was only arranged by Zhiyi to lurk here, but since he joined here, he became a policeman. Does he, who was once a criminal, really have the qualifications to become a policeman guarding Edo?

"What's wrong? Xiaokui?"

Aoi Miyamoto seemed to wake up from a dream. She found herself standing not far from the village, because she was thinking about something and kept standing still.Yamazaki looked at her suspiciously, revealing this gentle feeling of harmlessness to humans and animals between his eyebrows and eyes, "Have you forgotten the way home again?"

"Ah... um. Hug, sorry."

"Do you need me to take you home?" He smiled naturally. It is really difficult for an ordinary and gentle person like him to make people feel guarded. This is also one of his talents as a supervisor Bar.

Miyamoto Aoi blushed slightly when she heard this, she lowered her head, "...Well, please, senior."

When I first came to Edo, I was always confused about the road in Edo. Edo is a big city, and there are tall buildings everywhere, as if entering a huge maze.City people certainly don't feel it, but I have been living in the country, and it is really uncomfortable to go to this kind of big city full of high-rise buildings for the first time.

It’s as if city people can easily get lost in the woods when they enter the countryside. Every tree looks exactly the same, as if she sees the same reason for each of these large roads with constant traffic, making people confused about the sense of direction.

During that time, going to and from get off work made her feel very hard, and there was no way to do it. This is what everyone who works hard from the countryside to the big cities has to go through.

During that time, Yamazaki was the one who sent her home. He was a kind person, and he was willing to help her after knowing Aoi Miyamoto's difficulties. After all, it was just sending her home, and it wouldn't take long.But it was just this little thing that moved Aoi who was panicked when she came to a strange environment.

It's not that the other team members are unwilling to help her, the difference is that some are more considerate and considerate, while others are very straight.Facts have proved that to please girls does not lie in how good-looking or powerful they are, being gentle and considerate, caring more about those around them, and treating others with kindness, and there will always be people who appreciate you.

Now that I have lived in Edo for a month, of course I can't forget the way, but Miyamoto Aoi just wants to spend more time with him when he says this now.

The two walked side by side, Yamazaki looked back at him, smiling as usual, "Xiao Aoi, do you want to eat ramen at the previous shop before you go back?"

This normal attitude made her a little surprised. She thought he would ask something, but she still didn't ask.Is she really estimating her own feelings? She thought with warmth and sadness in her heart, "Okay."

She likes this person, probably not long after she joined the Shinsengumi, she started to like him when she was doing supervisory work together.Mr. Yamazaki is very gentle. He is a very down-to-earth and serious person. He has made great achievements frequently and worked so hard when doing tasks, but he is still not taken seriously, which makes people feel very strange.

She didn't think that Yamazaki was so inconspicuous, and she probably didn't understand why others felt that he had no sense of existence. Objectively speaking, Yamazaki was considered a handsome one. The design is already so bad that some people even take it for granted that they are treated kindly.

But being treated tenderly has a different meaning to Aoi Miyamoto.

She has been alone since her parents were killed when she was young, and the residents are very indifferent to her, only occasionally helping, unwilling to get in touch with her, unwilling to communicate with her, thanking her for protecting the town, but also afraid of her.

No one has ever talked to her so softly, and few people have cared for her so bluntly.When Miyamoto Aoi came to a strange environment and was extremely uncomfortable, Yamazaki played his good character well, gave help, and unintentionally filled some of her trauma.

Known as the "lone wolf", one person finds a way to defeat a group of thieves and gangsters, and lives alone in a flower shop. The first time he experiences the care given by others, he will have a feeling of being willing to die.Because it is so little, it is very meaningful.

Although I also know that this is just the senior's concern for the younger generation, but I can't help falling in love with this person.

She likes gentle people... gentle, harmless, kind people who won't hurt themselves.Although usually weak and cowardly, but

He is also solid and mature in his work, and even if it is an indirect auxiliary work, he also earnestly completes it with a heart of protecting Edo.She likes such people.

The two came to the ramen shop. The proprietress was a beautiful widow with light blonde hair. The ramen is also a must in the local area. After ordering two bowls of signature ramen, he looked at the ramen but did not move his chopsticks.

"What's wrong?" Looking at Aoi Miyamoto with such an expression, Yamazaki was actually very worried. Although he didn't understand her past, he really didn't want her to show this expression.

She has no appetite for the fragrant ramen in front of her. She has something in her heart, and she will feel uncomfortable eating anything. She knows that Yamazaki probably brought her here to see her unhappy. This person is always like this, treating people other than criminals All mild.

But if he knew what kind of person she really was, would he still treat her so well?

"I'm sorry, Senior Yamazaki, I have concealed a lot of things from you." She frowned and said with some difficulty.

But even so, she didn't want to continue to hide it, and she revealed her past with an uneasy and heavy heart.There were no other customers in the ramen shop, so don't worry about being heard by others. Miyamoto Aoi's voice was not loud, but it seemed a bit heavy.

In my past, I grew up in a small town in the countryside. At that time, I thought that my parents were ordinary people, my father was the owner of the dojo, and my mother was a gardener who loved cultivation.Since my parents were killed by heaven and man, I lived alone. Later, because the adult men in the town went to apply, the old and weak women and children in the town were bullied by the gangsters nearby. As the successor of the town's dojo, I shouldered the responsibility of protecting the residents Responsibility.

That period was the darkest period. The country was in turmoil and the people were in dire straits. In order to survive, many people became criminals and began to do some sneaky and bullying activities. In order to protect the residents, she had to take up the sword until the end of the war period and the country stabilized.but bullying

I was sent to prison for offending heaven and man, and that's when I realized that my father was not as noble as I thought, but a man who committed a lot of bloody murders, and the residents I had been protecting were always afraid of him. The same self with the blood of the devil.

From then on, Miyamoto Aoi began to waver.She began to wonder if she really fought with the heart of protecting others, or just in the name of protecting others, but in fact she was just a murderer enjoying the thrill of fighting.In the eyes of others, he is a monster with devil blood.

"Maybe I'm really a pervert. Although I'm not completely free from fear, I do experience pleasure when I'm fighting." She couldn't deny this. Fighting would indeed bring her joy, a feeling of fear and pleasure at the same time. Feeling, this is also her innate fighting talent.

"This is my past, I have hidden a lot of things, I'm sorry." She closed her eyes slowly, as if sad, "I should have said it earlier, in fact, I also know that people like me are not qualified to be a policeman .”

How could a hypocrite who couldn't control himself when fighting and used the banner of protecting others be qualified to be the one who guarded Edo.She is very grateful to Zhiyi for putting her in, but she also understands this truth.

She closed her eyes in pain, and she always felt that she didn't feel so uncomfortable when she said it, and she didn't know how the other party would react, so she just sighed silently, as if she was waiting for a trial.

Slowly, she felt a hand placed on the top of her hair, and then gently touched her hair. The hand was not thick, but it was also very warm, but it gave off a very gentle feeling, just like his I am the same.It looks light and fluffy, but it is actually very reliable.

"It's been so hard for you all the time." Yamazaki touched her head, like a considerate senior, a considerate elder brother, raised a smile and said, "You have protected others since you were so young, you are better than many people." sharp."

Miyamoto Aoi looked at the handsome man in front of her in surprise, such a simple sentence seemed to hit the softest part of her heart.

She looked at him for a long time, and suddenly tears rolled down her cheeks.He obviously didn't feel too uncomfortable, but tears flowed naturally.She seemed to hug each other irresistibly, seeking security

"X-Xiao Aoi?!" Yamazaki blushed all of a sudden, looking shy and at a loss for Miyamoto Aoi's sudden hug.It is rare in life to be approached by a girl and it is memorable, but a sad young girl and an uncle in his 30s, is he taking advantage of others like this?

"I'm sorry..." Miyamoto Aoi trembled against his shoulder, and he could feel the other party crying.Probably because no one responded even when she was sad before, so she never showed her feelings. When she lost her family and was fighting alone, no one even gave her encouragement and hugs, so it became especially important at this time.

"Actually, I already knew that those people hate me... That's why I wanted to do something... If I can protect them, people won't hate me... I'm such a bad person." Miyamoto Aoi was trembling in his arms, and her voice was filled with aggrieved crying, as if she had been suppressed for a long time, and the suppressed crying sound was a little fuzzy and distressing.

In fact, she knows that she is not a purely good person. Her awareness is utilitarian in nature. It is not that she has not felt the disgust of others towards her. In fact, she has felt it since she was a child. Residents dare not approach their family and occasionally vote for her Mixed with disgust and fear.

It's just that she chose to turn a blind eye. She and her family were monsters to them, and she actually knew this very early on.That's why I protect others and hope to be accepted by others through my own efforts.

"I don't resent my father, I just feel very sad, just... I don't want to be like him..." She said, her feelings towards her father are very complicated, knowing the truth will inevitably cause complaints, but she still loves her family.

Just as the sins committed do not go away, neither does family affection.

Even if he wants to lose his temper with his father again, there is no chance for him, his parents are gone, and all he can do is continue to live alone.

"How am I going to live?" She asked the bottom of her heart.

"Then stay in our Shinsengumi and work hard to live with us." He patted her on the back, comforting her not to continue to be sad, "Use your strength to protect Edo with us, if it really gets out of control We'll stop you, don't worry."

"You are not a bad person. Didn't you protect me back then? A person who subconsciously draws his sword to protect others will not be swallowed by his own desires. I can guarantee this."

"It's not shameful to want to be cared and recognized by others. Everyone needs others. From now on, you will not be alone. You are a member of our Shinsengumi. No matter what you encounter, you don't have to be alone. Fighting."

He thought about it, but he could only say these old-fashioned comforting words, and he didn't know if he could make her feel better. He also lacked experience in dealing with girls.

I didn't expect Aoi's past to be like this, so it's no wonder that she has been unwilling to fight and contact others.Hey, but there's nothing to be ashamed of, everyone has a past that they can't bear to look back on, don't look at him now, he was still a gangster who provoked the Shinsengumi before.

"Hmm..." Aoi Miyamoto responded in a low voice, and Yamazaki could feel the body in his arms relax slowly, without trembling anymore.

After a while, Aoi Miyamoto let go of him, her eyes were red with tears, which was very cute.She said shyly and guiltily, "Sorry, I got out of control."

"It's okay, everyone has this kind of time." Yamazaki smiled indifferently, you have never seen the director go crazy with alcohol, that is really calling Miss A Miao with snot and tears.

No, it is an insult to compare the chief with Xiaokui. The same is crying, how can the orangutan who failed in courtship and the tears of an angel be compared.

"I'll borrow the bathroom and wash my face." As she spoke, she politely asked Jisong to borrow the bathroom, and Jisong readily agreed, and Aoi Miyamoto left briefly.

Itsumatsu looked at Yamazaki, showing a "I understand" smile, "It looks inconspicuous, but it's unexpected, Yamazaki."

"That's not the case, lady boss!" Yamazaki retorted quickly.Jisong ignored him, and replaced the cold ramen on the table with new ones.

“Ramen is better eaten while it’s hot.”