[Tutorial Rebirth + Micro Comprehensive Manga] Run Rain Rebirth
Chapter 7 The End of Childhood II
In the end, Tsuna still shook his head and refused, shrinking and refusing to take action to pursue the angel in his mind, Miss Kyoko. Takeshi Yamamoto couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or relieved, and he didn't mean to force Tsuna, so he changed the topic and started Talk about other things, don't dwell on this topic any longer.
And Takeshi Yamamoto, who returned to the classroom, originally planned to catch up on sleep before the next class, but was unexpectedly stopped by Takumi.
"Ah Wu, Kurokawa from Class [-] came to look for you at noon today. Although she said let it go when she knew you were not there, and she looked for you if she didn't tell anyone, but I still think it's better to tell you."
Takumi spoke to Takeshi Yamamoto, who gave him a questioning look, scratched his messy hair, and looked straight at Takeshi Yamamoto's direction as if he didn't see Tsunakichi who was beside him.And Tsunayoshi, who felt a little uncomfortable because he noticed Takumi's unfriendliness, took a step back quietly.
I wondered for a few seconds whether to smooth things over, or try to ease the relationship between the two and say something, but after seeing Takumi's deliberately stubborn expression, and Tsuna Kichi's performance because of the other party's rejection, it seems that he is not too serious. As if he was willing to communicate with the other party, Takeshi Yamamoto still gave up the idea of poking through the matter and talking with the three of them, and pretended not to notice anything, naturally revealing his due doubts, and asked:
"Kurokawa? What does she want from me?"
"She didn't say it, although she didn't say it might be an unimportant thing, but after all, the other party is Kurokawa who hates men, it's strange that he would take the initiative to find Wu, so I want to tell you to see if you know anything , at least I have to be mentally prepared.”
As Takumi said, he closed his eyes as if he was sleepy, and half-lyed on the table, signaling the end of the conversation.
As Takumi said, he probably knew why Kurokawa Hana came to him. Takeshi Yamamoto just smiled and said:
"I see, thank you, Taku."
"Atake and Inoue-san feel very close..."
Back on the seat, for some reason, Tsuna suddenly spoke in a strange tone.Takeshi Yamamoto was stunned for a moment, wondering what was going on with this tone, and while thinking about it in his heart, he responded:
"It's not bad, after all, we all grew up together, and Taku is actually a nice person, a friend worth making."
After finishing speaking, Takeshi Yamamoto looked at Tsunayoshi with his head lowered halfway, whose face seemed to be covered with a faint shadow, in surprise, and tried to call out:
"...Guna?"
"Abu, let me ask you, why—"
Takeshi Yamamoto waited patiently for Tsunayoshi's response, but just after Tsunayoshi was silent for a while, he suddenly raised his head as if making up his mind, and said the beginning, suddenly the classroom door was slammed open, interrupting his words.
The male student who rushed into the classroom yelled at the whole classroom with a ferocious gesture:
"Urgent information! That lark from Skylark is here on patrol! He's bringing along the boys he took in from Bingsheng High School! If you haven't fallen asleep, lie down and pretend to be asleep! Hurry up! Someone in the third grade didn't sleep because of their lunch break He was captured and heroic!"
The atmosphere of the originally loose and leisurely classroom froze instantly after the informant's words, followed by a chaos of packing up things and getting down on the ground.
Ever since she established her prestige, Skylark began to have great enthusiasm for maintaining discipline and order as she remembers. After failing to enroll in the school according to the normal procedures and forcing her name into the roster of the third class (Normally speaking, Skylark should be only the first country at his current age), and established a discipline committee in the name of discipline, which is actually a bad group under his command. He began to maintain and maintain order. After being bitten and seriously injured by accident, he formed a reign of terror that everyone from the first grader of elementary school to the grown-ups would turn pale upon hearing about it.
...In fact, after Takeshi Yamamoto was reborn and looked back on Hibari's incredible deeds from childhood to adulthood, he felt that in the future, he would be a companion with this magical figure who might lead the country on a whim when he grows up. Pretty unbelievable thing.
What's even more unbelievable is that even though A Gang has always thought that A Gang is very powerful, A Gang can still let such an unrestrained and self-respecting guy stay by her side. The constraints are still acquiesced by Skylark to a certain extent, and it is not simply powerful to explain.
I used to take it for granted that it would develop like that, but comparing the present and the future, looking at Tsunayoshi, who is still pure, ordinary, and somewhat introverted, and Skylark, who has begun his hegemonic life now, I always feel that the future development is undoubtedly a kind of A miracle is a result that no one can imagine and predict now.
...And the future Skylark, compared to the present, feels that there is no change in getting along with it before, but in fact, the future Skylark will be more humane and more, uh, understanding.
Takeshi Yamamoto thought, he got down on the ground as quickly and honestly as Tsunayoshi, and there was an extra movement of putting the coat on his head so that Hibari would see him running over and start fighting without any explanation. The more he thought about it, the more amazing he felt.
It is true that the seemingly inconspicuous Agang has this qualification, but it is what makes Agang develop such personality charm and ability, and allows him to control the guardians with their own difficulties in different ways after more than ten years. Or, it must be because of him──
Takeshi Yamamoto, who was lying on his stomach, couldn't help showing admiration and nostalgia on his face, and at the same time, the appearance of that person appeared in his heart.
──The strongest killer is also the strongest tutor, Reborn.
When it comes to Riboun, even Takeshi Yamamoto, who is praised for his unexpectedly sharp mind, can't quite see through it.
Although he looks like an innocent child on the outside, in fact his mind is mature, calm and sensitive, and he can often cover up the real purpose in his heart through all kinds of seemingly exaggerated and irrelevant things until the target is captured. After it is achieved, people are aware of and amazed at the subtleness or directness of his means, but they are always effective and do not do superfluous things.
And the strength is not inferior to anyone's strength. Takeshi Yamamoto, who was once taught by Li Baoen for some reason and was considered a half student, recalled Li Baoen's force methods during the training, even if he was as open-minded as him, his gums were sore Feeling uncomfortable, I don't really want to recall that brutal training memory carefully.
But he is obviously a thoughtful, transparent and mature person, and also a very proud and high-self-esteem person like a proud skylark, but he has all kinds of pretense and cuteness like the appearance is willful and has no lower limit, which makes Yamamoto Takeshi I have always been a bit unable to grasp the other party's thoughts, except that the other party itself is unfathomable, as if the contradictory words and deeds deliberately created, Takeshi Yamamoto can't figure out whether it is the other party's pleasure, or the other party's resistance to certain things, ridicule or vent.
And I don't know if it's because of his excess self-awareness. He always feels that among the six guardians, Li Baoen alone has a special appreciation for him. In some respects, that appreciation is even stronger than his. There are more and more intelligent skylarks, which makes it a little inexplicable for Takeshi Yamamoto, who thinks that among a group of guardians with their own characteristics and specialties, he has nothing special except for his comparative study of kendo. He was somewhat flattered by En's haughty character.
But no matter what Takeshi Yamamoto thinks about Li Baoen, there is no denying that Li Baoen is not only the most reliable and omnipotent guide for A Gang, but also quite trustworthy and respectful for Takeshi Yamamoto. Respected elders.Although the other party still looks like an immature baby no matter how many years later (later because of Bailan’s terrorist actions, Li Baoen disappeared for a while, and Takeshi Yamamoto went to check some information, only to find out that Li Baoen’s state seems to be hanging. The curse of the pacifier on the body), but the heart of the other party is indeed an adult, and it may be the same in actual age.
In fact, in a way, Takeshi Yamamoto was looking forward to the arrival of Li Baoen.
There is a kind of person who is a reassuring and calm existence even if he just stands there without doing anything in particular. A Gang who will grow up in the future but will still rely on Li Baoen invisibly is half as fast as one, Li Baoen was truly a rare existence of that kind.
However, the arrival of Li Baoen represents the end of a self-willed childhood and the advent of a future full of tangible and intangible dangers. Perhaps Takeshi Yamamoto, who has just been reborn, will not hesitate, but after spending these few days with the young Akatsuki... However, he couldn't bear the heart of such a soft and innocent Gang Ji who could express all kinds of emotions in his heart simply and straightforwardly, losing his ordinary life and stepping on the road that can't turn back and is easy to get lost and unable to see the light clearly. Started to experience the growth journey of pain and sorrow, betrayal and death, so that the hidden brilliance and characteristics were polished out, but the simplest happiness and smile were lost.
The slightly tired but steady and gentle face of Agang when she fell asleep for the last time flashed in his mind. Takeshi Yamamoto clenched his hands for a moment, and the pain and sadness that never faded flashed in his heart.
Gang, if you could still hear my question, how would you answer it?
If you, who died before, started all over again like me, what would your choice be?
Asking that peaceful face from the bottom of his heart, Takeshi Yamamoto closed his eyes, with a rare breath of fatigue showing between his brows.
Not only because that person has long been unable to respond, but also because, while asking, he also knows that he has no other choice.
Tsunayoshi Sawada, who has no escape route──whether it is the arrangement of fate or the blood status that is destined to be restless.
The self who has no way out──his soul has gone through a lifetime of reincarnation, and has already become a complete mafia.
For challenges and stimulation, he only feels the excitement of blood boiling; for enemies, even if he knows that the other party is human like himself, he will not feel extra guilt if he kills him; Can smile peacefully; for the sake of important companions and family, no matter how many obstacles have to be removed without hesitation... Such a self has long missed the chance of an ordinary and happy life.
I have never regretted it... But occasionally, tasting the happy daily life regained after rebirth, I still feel sad and nostalgic...
After the lunch break was over and the Skylark alarm was lifted, Takeshi Yamamoto had calmed down a long time ago, and no one noticed his strangeness.
What Tsuna Yoshi wanted to say during the lunch break may have lost courage because of being interrupted, and he didn't bring up the topic again until the school left.And Takeshi Yamamoto didn't ask further, just chatted about some irrelevant topics with a smile as usual.
In the last memory of Takeshi Yamamoto's primary school career, the foreign school exchange camp held by the elementary school baseball club he participated in ended. He and Tsunayoshi ushered in the graduation ceremony of elementary school, and the opening ceremony of entering middle school for a while.
The end of childhood passed by so quickly and silently.
Irrelevant and irresponsible episode I Ten years later, Inoue Takumi's self-narration (version before Takeshi Yamamoto's rebirth)
Takumi Inoue is destined to be ordinary. He doesn't know where to start, but he knows it very well.
He had a decent mind, but he was by no means brilliant.His personality wasn't bad, but it wasn't much better either.His physical fitness is not bad, but it is by no means amazing.Although there are one or two talents, they are by no means comparable to those who are talented in the sky.Although there are a few friends who can chat casually, they will not be very popular, and someday friends will worry about fidgeting.
He will not be an object of attention, nor will he be a genius that everyone admires. Although he is not a useless person, he is not someone who can achieve high achievements and become a big shot, although he feels unwilling to accept this fact. , but he also knew that he could only accept it.
In fact, he envies Takeshi Yamamoto very much. He can be said to be a good friend who grew up as a childhood sweetheart.Takeshi Yamamoto is like a natural star who can easily attract everyone's attention. He plays baseball very well, has a bright smile, and treats people naturally and kindly. Although he is not good at studies, he just doesn't worry about it. He actually has a good head. Cheerful but sensitive and gentle, he naturally surrounds all the people who are attracted to him.
And although he doesn't want to admit it, he himself is indeed one of them, and he envies and looks forward to such Takeshi Yamamoto.
He had an intersection with Takeshi Yamamoto, probably a long time ago when Takeshi Yamamoto's father entrusted him to their home. At that time, the two of them gradually became familiar with each other from chatting and playing together, and he also At the beginning, I naturally called Takeshi Yamamoto "Awu" with a more intimate name, but I don't know when Awu also started to call him "Atuo" naturally.
Although I know that for Wu, who naturally has the charm of shortening the distance between people, he always calls the people around him by nicknames in a very normal and natural way, for Takuya, it may not be at all appropriate to call him a friendly name. It's nothing, but for Takumi, who is actually not very good at getting along with people in close quarters, it feels as if he has been recognized and accepted, and he can't help but feel a little happy in his heart.
Even though he also felt that perhaps for Wu who treated everyone equally and easily, he might be just one of the friends he often communicated with, but he still felt a little happy.
At that time, neither he nor Takeshi had noticed the person named "Sawada Tsunayoshi".
When did it start?Although Ah Wu is also a person surrounded, he becomes one of the people surrounded by another person.
And it was Tsunayoshi Sawada who was treated with such care and prudence by Awu at that time.
Obviously, the other party is such a good-for-nothing who is more useless than anyone else and has no merits, but he will be treated differently by Ah Wu, even when Ah Wu couldn't think about it that afternoon and stood on the edge of the school roof, the good-for-nothing boy stood up, But in the end, Takumi thought that it was the useless Tsuna who caused Wu to distract himself and fall. Even if the two of them were fine later, Takumi couldn't forgive this.
Takumi couldn't accept seeing Takeshi being confused by Sawada, who started acting strangely more and more during that time.But what made him feel even more sad was that when he asked the reason in private, he just said "wastewood gang" as before, and Ah Wu actually became seriously angry with him because of this, even though Ah Wu just stopped laughing and used The calm tone prevents him from addressing him that way, but after getting along for so many years, why doesn't he know that Ah Wu is seriously angry?
At that moment, Takumi did not deny that he felt a strong sense of being betrayed.
Although they reconciled later, there was always a knot in Tuo Shi's heart, but he didn't show it this time—even though he was just an ordinary friend to Wu, he still attached great importance to Wu, who is rare Friends──With a feeling of reluctance, he began to secretly observe this person, Tsunayoshi Sawada, wanting to see what was so strange about this person that he hadn't discovered before, and why such a person would attract people who were obviously the same as who he was. Ah Wu's special treatment.
Then, even to his own surprise, he observed the incredible and unobtrusive growth of Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was originally ridiculed as a waste by everyone.
Gradually, Takumi realized that Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was originally an ordinary human being like himself, and maybe a little more useless, began to have the brilliance he once had on people like Awu, and even he began to feel that such a It was only natural for him to be the center of the crowd.
When he came back to his senses, he found that the original inconspicuous boy had become a person who was more dazzling than anyone else and more desirable than anyone else. For the first time, I had doubts about the ordinary role that I had half-give up and accepted in my life.
Those who despised people who were originally thought to be inferior to themselves have surpassed themselves at some point and become an existence that can only be looked up to.Because after he became a member of all living beings, that person has become one of the existences standing above everyone.And although Ah Wu is still dazzling, he is willing and natural to be that person's foil, and under the cover of that person's aura, he smiles unwillingly and without any reluctance.
It is impossible not to be amazed at the difference between the future scenario developed in this way and the scenario I once believed.
It is impossible to be willing to accept that the boy who was actually almost the same as himself in the past can reach such a height.
It's impossible not to regret, why didn't I work hard at the beginning, change myself, and let myself become the kind of dazzling existence I hoped to be, but gave up and accepted the reality that I didn't start well and willingly admitted this identity.
When he grows up, he becomes an ordinary office worker, doing some boring jobs every day. Although Wu always wears a suit every time he meets him, Takushi intuitively knows that Wu's work is by no means an ordinary office worker like himself, but Wu He didn't say anything, and he didn't ask. He just pretended to believe the other party's statement that he was just an ordinary member of a family business. On the one hand, he seemed to have noticed nothing, and complained to each other about life and some irrelevant small talk.
From Awu, he indirectly learned about some of the dynamics of Sawada Tsunayoshi, who has become a habit of paying attention unknowingly. Although he can feel that Awu is just deliberately picking up some trivial things to talk to him about Sawada Tsunayoshi, but he is also sensitive. I realized that Sawada, whom I seldom meet now, is an extraordinary person and is engaged in a difficult job.
When he noticed this, compared with his more and more mediocre self, Takumi couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.
It's still a little awkward, but more, it's a wonderful feeling of "after all, the other party is Sawada, I haven't worked hard enough, so of course I can't compare to it", which is slightly emotional and convincing.It's no longer the previous "After all, Zetian is a friend recognized by Wu, I'm really not reconciled".
Recently, the atmosphere in Bingsheng has become very tense. Although it is difficult for him to make an appointment with Awu, compared to before, he often catches a glimpse of Awu on the street inadvertently, and the same as the tense atmosphere, Awu's expression It is a serious and cold expression that is rare to see, and that almost murderous aura made Tuoshi a little startled, but then he was worried about what kind of serious thing happened to Wu, and that thing was not the same as the recent one. Sheng's panic atmosphere has anything to do with it.
Recently, there have been many disappearances or murders in Bingsheng. Almost every day, you can hear the sound of police sirens, or you can see the Skylark Disciplinary Committee that still rules Bingsheng... The people who have changed their name to the Disciplinary Consortium now stand for thousands of years. The unchanging head of the plane is patrolling around fiercely, collecting clues about all kinds of incidents that destroy the discipline that Skylark cares most about.It was also because of the existence of these people that the restless townspeople did not all move away because of the recent incident, but the atmosphere on the street was unavoidably gloomy.
And what makes Takushi uneasy is that, as a small employee of the archives department outside the Fengji Foundation, when he and a group of colleagues counted the list and information of the people who disappeared and died recently, he was a little disturbed to find that almost all of them were him. There are also Atake and Sawada Tsunayoshi’s junior high school students of the same class, or people who have had a more impressive intersection with Atake and Sawada—for example, they once fought with Sawada because of the school belle Sasakawa Kyoko , Mochida-senpai who was defeated by Sawada inexplicably in the end, former members of the baseball club, etc.
Takushi didn't dare to tell anyone about this discovery, and he was a little scared in his heart, because if he said it, it meant that he might admit it, and he was also very likely to encounter danger from unknown sources.
But this kind of evasion was shattered one day when he saw the name "Yamamoto Takeshi" in the materials. He knew who Yamamoto Takeshi was. It was the name of the friendly and hearty sushi restaurant owner in his impression. It was Wu's father's name. When he saw that name appear on the death list, Takumi only felt chills all over his body and trembled uncontrollably.
I am very afraid, not only for my own safety, but also afraid that the next time, the name of Wu or other close people will appear cruelly and conspicuously on the death list.
But in the end he was attacked before he could see the death data of those he didn't want to see.
It was when he came home late from overtime work, and walking on the small road he was used to, Tuoshi met a few guys in weird clothes. At that time, he thought they were ordinary bad boys who were short of money, so they robbed them halfway. They had learned a little bit of Taekwondo Tuo Shi didn't pay much attention at first, he just felt tired and wanted to get rid of them as soon as possible, but he didn't think that those people were killers, not punks that he could get rid of at will.
When he left this world, after Takumi was horrified and surprised, he was inexplicably thankful that after Awu followed Zetian and became Zetian's good friend, he gradually alienated from his former friends, including him. Not as good as it used to be.
If they are still as good as they were when they were children, I'm afraid that besides the sadness of losing his father, Ah Wu will have to bear more pain, right?
Although he was still attached to this world, although he was still concerned about many people when he died, including his family, friends, and the girl he liked just now, Takumi had no choice but to close his eyes unwillingly and die.
In the end, he kept away from this world with the idea that even if his body was brutally mutilated and his traces were considered missing, he didn't want anyone who would feel sorry for him when he died.
The world may also be kind, and granted his wish, the news of his death did not reach Takeshi Yamamoto's ears, let alone left any traces in Takeshi Yamamoto's heart.
And Takeshi Yamamoto, who returned to the classroom, originally planned to catch up on sleep before the next class, but was unexpectedly stopped by Takumi.
"Ah Wu, Kurokawa from Class [-] came to look for you at noon today. Although she said let it go when she knew you were not there, and she looked for you if she didn't tell anyone, but I still think it's better to tell you."
Takumi spoke to Takeshi Yamamoto, who gave him a questioning look, scratched his messy hair, and looked straight at Takeshi Yamamoto's direction as if he didn't see Tsunakichi who was beside him.And Tsunayoshi, who felt a little uncomfortable because he noticed Takumi's unfriendliness, took a step back quietly.
I wondered for a few seconds whether to smooth things over, or try to ease the relationship between the two and say something, but after seeing Takumi's deliberately stubborn expression, and Tsuna Kichi's performance because of the other party's rejection, it seems that he is not too serious. As if he was willing to communicate with the other party, Takeshi Yamamoto still gave up the idea of poking through the matter and talking with the three of them, and pretended not to notice anything, naturally revealing his due doubts, and asked:
"Kurokawa? What does she want from me?"
"She didn't say it, although she didn't say it might be an unimportant thing, but after all, the other party is Kurokawa who hates men, it's strange that he would take the initiative to find Wu, so I want to tell you to see if you know anything , at least I have to be mentally prepared.”
As Takumi said, he closed his eyes as if he was sleepy, and half-lyed on the table, signaling the end of the conversation.
As Takumi said, he probably knew why Kurokawa Hana came to him. Takeshi Yamamoto just smiled and said:
"I see, thank you, Taku."
"Atake and Inoue-san feel very close..."
Back on the seat, for some reason, Tsuna suddenly spoke in a strange tone.Takeshi Yamamoto was stunned for a moment, wondering what was going on with this tone, and while thinking about it in his heart, he responded:
"It's not bad, after all, we all grew up together, and Taku is actually a nice person, a friend worth making."
After finishing speaking, Takeshi Yamamoto looked at Tsunayoshi with his head lowered halfway, whose face seemed to be covered with a faint shadow, in surprise, and tried to call out:
"...Guna?"
"Abu, let me ask you, why—"
Takeshi Yamamoto waited patiently for Tsunayoshi's response, but just after Tsunayoshi was silent for a while, he suddenly raised his head as if making up his mind, and said the beginning, suddenly the classroom door was slammed open, interrupting his words.
The male student who rushed into the classroom yelled at the whole classroom with a ferocious gesture:
"Urgent information! That lark from Skylark is here on patrol! He's bringing along the boys he took in from Bingsheng High School! If you haven't fallen asleep, lie down and pretend to be asleep! Hurry up! Someone in the third grade didn't sleep because of their lunch break He was captured and heroic!"
The atmosphere of the originally loose and leisurely classroom froze instantly after the informant's words, followed by a chaos of packing up things and getting down on the ground.
Ever since she established her prestige, Skylark began to have great enthusiasm for maintaining discipline and order as she remembers. After failing to enroll in the school according to the normal procedures and forcing her name into the roster of the third class (Normally speaking, Skylark should be only the first country at his current age), and established a discipline committee in the name of discipline, which is actually a bad group under his command. He began to maintain and maintain order. After being bitten and seriously injured by accident, he formed a reign of terror that everyone from the first grader of elementary school to the grown-ups would turn pale upon hearing about it.
...In fact, after Takeshi Yamamoto was reborn and looked back on Hibari's incredible deeds from childhood to adulthood, he felt that in the future, he would be a companion with this magical figure who might lead the country on a whim when he grows up. Pretty unbelievable thing.
What's even more unbelievable is that even though A Gang has always thought that A Gang is very powerful, A Gang can still let such an unrestrained and self-respecting guy stay by her side. The constraints are still acquiesced by Skylark to a certain extent, and it is not simply powerful to explain.
I used to take it for granted that it would develop like that, but comparing the present and the future, looking at Tsunayoshi, who is still pure, ordinary, and somewhat introverted, and Skylark, who has begun his hegemonic life now, I always feel that the future development is undoubtedly a kind of A miracle is a result that no one can imagine and predict now.
...And the future Skylark, compared to the present, feels that there is no change in getting along with it before, but in fact, the future Skylark will be more humane and more, uh, understanding.
Takeshi Yamamoto thought, he got down on the ground as quickly and honestly as Tsunayoshi, and there was an extra movement of putting the coat on his head so that Hibari would see him running over and start fighting without any explanation. The more he thought about it, the more amazing he felt.
It is true that the seemingly inconspicuous Agang has this qualification, but it is what makes Agang develop such personality charm and ability, and allows him to control the guardians with their own difficulties in different ways after more than ten years. Or, it must be because of him──
Takeshi Yamamoto, who was lying on his stomach, couldn't help showing admiration and nostalgia on his face, and at the same time, the appearance of that person appeared in his heart.
──The strongest killer is also the strongest tutor, Reborn.
When it comes to Riboun, even Takeshi Yamamoto, who is praised for his unexpectedly sharp mind, can't quite see through it.
Although he looks like an innocent child on the outside, in fact his mind is mature, calm and sensitive, and he can often cover up the real purpose in his heart through all kinds of seemingly exaggerated and irrelevant things until the target is captured. After it is achieved, people are aware of and amazed at the subtleness or directness of his means, but they are always effective and do not do superfluous things.
And the strength is not inferior to anyone's strength. Takeshi Yamamoto, who was once taught by Li Baoen for some reason and was considered a half student, recalled Li Baoen's force methods during the training, even if he was as open-minded as him, his gums were sore Feeling uncomfortable, I don't really want to recall that brutal training memory carefully.
But he is obviously a thoughtful, transparent and mature person, and also a very proud and high-self-esteem person like a proud skylark, but he has all kinds of pretense and cuteness like the appearance is willful and has no lower limit, which makes Yamamoto Takeshi I have always been a bit unable to grasp the other party's thoughts, except that the other party itself is unfathomable, as if the contradictory words and deeds deliberately created, Takeshi Yamamoto can't figure out whether it is the other party's pleasure, or the other party's resistance to certain things, ridicule or vent.
And I don't know if it's because of his excess self-awareness. He always feels that among the six guardians, Li Baoen alone has a special appreciation for him. In some respects, that appreciation is even stronger than his. There are more and more intelligent skylarks, which makes it a little inexplicable for Takeshi Yamamoto, who thinks that among a group of guardians with their own characteristics and specialties, he has nothing special except for his comparative study of kendo. He was somewhat flattered by En's haughty character.
But no matter what Takeshi Yamamoto thinks about Li Baoen, there is no denying that Li Baoen is not only the most reliable and omnipotent guide for A Gang, but also quite trustworthy and respectful for Takeshi Yamamoto. Respected elders.Although the other party still looks like an immature baby no matter how many years later (later because of Bailan’s terrorist actions, Li Baoen disappeared for a while, and Takeshi Yamamoto went to check some information, only to find out that Li Baoen’s state seems to be hanging. The curse of the pacifier on the body), but the heart of the other party is indeed an adult, and it may be the same in actual age.
In fact, in a way, Takeshi Yamamoto was looking forward to the arrival of Li Baoen.
There is a kind of person who is a reassuring and calm existence even if he just stands there without doing anything in particular. A Gang who will grow up in the future but will still rely on Li Baoen invisibly is half as fast as one, Li Baoen was truly a rare existence of that kind.
However, the arrival of Li Baoen represents the end of a self-willed childhood and the advent of a future full of tangible and intangible dangers. Perhaps Takeshi Yamamoto, who has just been reborn, will not hesitate, but after spending these few days with the young Akatsuki... However, he couldn't bear the heart of such a soft and innocent Gang Ji who could express all kinds of emotions in his heart simply and straightforwardly, losing his ordinary life and stepping on the road that can't turn back and is easy to get lost and unable to see the light clearly. Started to experience the growth journey of pain and sorrow, betrayal and death, so that the hidden brilliance and characteristics were polished out, but the simplest happiness and smile were lost.
The slightly tired but steady and gentle face of Agang when she fell asleep for the last time flashed in his mind. Takeshi Yamamoto clenched his hands for a moment, and the pain and sadness that never faded flashed in his heart.
Gang, if you could still hear my question, how would you answer it?
If you, who died before, started all over again like me, what would your choice be?
Asking that peaceful face from the bottom of his heart, Takeshi Yamamoto closed his eyes, with a rare breath of fatigue showing between his brows.
Not only because that person has long been unable to respond, but also because, while asking, he also knows that he has no other choice.
Tsunayoshi Sawada, who has no escape route──whether it is the arrangement of fate or the blood status that is destined to be restless.
The self who has no way out──his soul has gone through a lifetime of reincarnation, and has already become a complete mafia.
For challenges and stimulation, he only feels the excitement of blood boiling; for enemies, even if he knows that the other party is human like himself, he will not feel extra guilt if he kills him; Can smile peacefully; for the sake of important companions and family, no matter how many obstacles have to be removed without hesitation... Such a self has long missed the chance of an ordinary and happy life.
I have never regretted it... But occasionally, tasting the happy daily life regained after rebirth, I still feel sad and nostalgic...
After the lunch break was over and the Skylark alarm was lifted, Takeshi Yamamoto had calmed down a long time ago, and no one noticed his strangeness.
What Tsuna Yoshi wanted to say during the lunch break may have lost courage because of being interrupted, and he didn't bring up the topic again until the school left.And Takeshi Yamamoto didn't ask further, just chatted about some irrelevant topics with a smile as usual.
In the last memory of Takeshi Yamamoto's primary school career, the foreign school exchange camp held by the elementary school baseball club he participated in ended. He and Tsunayoshi ushered in the graduation ceremony of elementary school, and the opening ceremony of entering middle school for a while.
The end of childhood passed by so quickly and silently.
Irrelevant and irresponsible episode I Ten years later, Inoue Takumi's self-narration (version before Takeshi Yamamoto's rebirth)
Takumi Inoue is destined to be ordinary. He doesn't know where to start, but he knows it very well.
He had a decent mind, but he was by no means brilliant.His personality wasn't bad, but it wasn't much better either.His physical fitness is not bad, but it is by no means amazing.Although there are one or two talents, they are by no means comparable to those who are talented in the sky.Although there are a few friends who can chat casually, they will not be very popular, and someday friends will worry about fidgeting.
He will not be an object of attention, nor will he be a genius that everyone admires. Although he is not a useless person, he is not someone who can achieve high achievements and become a big shot, although he feels unwilling to accept this fact. , but he also knew that he could only accept it.
In fact, he envies Takeshi Yamamoto very much. He can be said to be a good friend who grew up as a childhood sweetheart.Takeshi Yamamoto is like a natural star who can easily attract everyone's attention. He plays baseball very well, has a bright smile, and treats people naturally and kindly. Although he is not good at studies, he just doesn't worry about it. He actually has a good head. Cheerful but sensitive and gentle, he naturally surrounds all the people who are attracted to him.
And although he doesn't want to admit it, he himself is indeed one of them, and he envies and looks forward to such Takeshi Yamamoto.
He had an intersection with Takeshi Yamamoto, probably a long time ago when Takeshi Yamamoto's father entrusted him to their home. At that time, the two of them gradually became familiar with each other from chatting and playing together, and he also At the beginning, I naturally called Takeshi Yamamoto "Awu" with a more intimate name, but I don't know when Awu also started to call him "Atuo" naturally.
Although I know that for Wu, who naturally has the charm of shortening the distance between people, he always calls the people around him by nicknames in a very normal and natural way, for Takuya, it may not be at all appropriate to call him a friendly name. It's nothing, but for Takumi, who is actually not very good at getting along with people in close quarters, it feels as if he has been recognized and accepted, and he can't help but feel a little happy in his heart.
Even though he also felt that perhaps for Wu who treated everyone equally and easily, he might be just one of the friends he often communicated with, but he still felt a little happy.
At that time, neither he nor Takeshi had noticed the person named "Sawada Tsunayoshi".
When did it start?Although Ah Wu is also a person surrounded, he becomes one of the people surrounded by another person.
And it was Tsunayoshi Sawada who was treated with such care and prudence by Awu at that time.
Obviously, the other party is such a good-for-nothing who is more useless than anyone else and has no merits, but he will be treated differently by Ah Wu, even when Ah Wu couldn't think about it that afternoon and stood on the edge of the school roof, the good-for-nothing boy stood up, But in the end, Takumi thought that it was the useless Tsuna who caused Wu to distract himself and fall. Even if the two of them were fine later, Takumi couldn't forgive this.
Takumi couldn't accept seeing Takeshi being confused by Sawada, who started acting strangely more and more during that time.But what made him feel even more sad was that when he asked the reason in private, he just said "wastewood gang" as before, and Ah Wu actually became seriously angry with him because of this, even though Ah Wu just stopped laughing and used The calm tone prevents him from addressing him that way, but after getting along for so many years, why doesn't he know that Ah Wu is seriously angry?
At that moment, Takumi did not deny that he felt a strong sense of being betrayed.
Although they reconciled later, there was always a knot in Tuo Shi's heart, but he didn't show it this time—even though he was just an ordinary friend to Wu, he still attached great importance to Wu, who is rare Friends──With a feeling of reluctance, he began to secretly observe this person, Tsunayoshi Sawada, wanting to see what was so strange about this person that he hadn't discovered before, and why such a person would attract people who were obviously the same as who he was. Ah Wu's special treatment.
Then, even to his own surprise, he observed the incredible and unobtrusive growth of Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was originally ridiculed as a waste by everyone.
Gradually, Takumi realized that Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was originally an ordinary human being like himself, and maybe a little more useless, began to have the brilliance he once had on people like Awu, and even he began to feel that such a It was only natural for him to be the center of the crowd.
When he came back to his senses, he found that the original inconspicuous boy had become a person who was more dazzling than anyone else and more desirable than anyone else. For the first time, I had doubts about the ordinary role that I had half-give up and accepted in my life.
Those who despised people who were originally thought to be inferior to themselves have surpassed themselves at some point and become an existence that can only be looked up to.Because after he became a member of all living beings, that person has become one of the existences standing above everyone.And although Ah Wu is still dazzling, he is willing and natural to be that person's foil, and under the cover of that person's aura, he smiles unwillingly and without any reluctance.
It is impossible not to be amazed at the difference between the future scenario developed in this way and the scenario I once believed.
It is impossible to be willing to accept that the boy who was actually almost the same as himself in the past can reach such a height.
It's impossible not to regret, why didn't I work hard at the beginning, change myself, and let myself become the kind of dazzling existence I hoped to be, but gave up and accepted the reality that I didn't start well and willingly admitted this identity.
When he grows up, he becomes an ordinary office worker, doing some boring jobs every day. Although Wu always wears a suit every time he meets him, Takushi intuitively knows that Wu's work is by no means an ordinary office worker like himself, but Wu He didn't say anything, and he didn't ask. He just pretended to believe the other party's statement that he was just an ordinary member of a family business. On the one hand, he seemed to have noticed nothing, and complained to each other about life and some irrelevant small talk.
From Awu, he indirectly learned about some of the dynamics of Sawada Tsunayoshi, who has become a habit of paying attention unknowingly. Although he can feel that Awu is just deliberately picking up some trivial things to talk to him about Sawada Tsunayoshi, but he is also sensitive. I realized that Sawada, whom I seldom meet now, is an extraordinary person and is engaged in a difficult job.
When he noticed this, compared with his more and more mediocre self, Takumi couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.
It's still a little awkward, but more, it's a wonderful feeling of "after all, the other party is Sawada, I haven't worked hard enough, so of course I can't compare to it", which is slightly emotional and convincing.It's no longer the previous "After all, Zetian is a friend recognized by Wu, I'm really not reconciled".
Recently, the atmosphere in Bingsheng has become very tense. Although it is difficult for him to make an appointment with Awu, compared to before, he often catches a glimpse of Awu on the street inadvertently, and the same as the tense atmosphere, Awu's expression It is a serious and cold expression that is rare to see, and that almost murderous aura made Tuoshi a little startled, but then he was worried about what kind of serious thing happened to Wu, and that thing was not the same as the recent one. Sheng's panic atmosphere has anything to do with it.
Recently, there have been many disappearances or murders in Bingsheng. Almost every day, you can hear the sound of police sirens, or you can see the Skylark Disciplinary Committee that still rules Bingsheng... The people who have changed their name to the Disciplinary Consortium now stand for thousands of years. The unchanging head of the plane is patrolling around fiercely, collecting clues about all kinds of incidents that destroy the discipline that Skylark cares most about.It was also because of the existence of these people that the restless townspeople did not all move away because of the recent incident, but the atmosphere on the street was unavoidably gloomy.
And what makes Takushi uneasy is that, as a small employee of the archives department outside the Fengji Foundation, when he and a group of colleagues counted the list and information of the people who disappeared and died recently, he was a little disturbed to find that almost all of them were him. There are also Atake and Sawada Tsunayoshi’s junior high school students of the same class, or people who have had a more impressive intersection with Atake and Sawada—for example, they once fought with Sawada because of the school belle Sasakawa Kyoko , Mochida-senpai who was defeated by Sawada inexplicably in the end, former members of the baseball club, etc.
Takushi didn't dare to tell anyone about this discovery, and he was a little scared in his heart, because if he said it, it meant that he might admit it, and he was also very likely to encounter danger from unknown sources.
But this kind of evasion was shattered one day when he saw the name "Yamamoto Takeshi" in the materials. He knew who Yamamoto Takeshi was. It was the name of the friendly and hearty sushi restaurant owner in his impression. It was Wu's father's name. When he saw that name appear on the death list, Takumi only felt chills all over his body and trembled uncontrollably.
I am very afraid, not only for my own safety, but also afraid that the next time, the name of Wu or other close people will appear cruelly and conspicuously on the death list.
But in the end he was attacked before he could see the death data of those he didn't want to see.
It was when he came home late from overtime work, and walking on the small road he was used to, Tuoshi met a few guys in weird clothes. At that time, he thought they were ordinary bad boys who were short of money, so they robbed them halfway. They had learned a little bit of Taekwondo Tuo Shi didn't pay much attention at first, he just felt tired and wanted to get rid of them as soon as possible, but he didn't think that those people were killers, not punks that he could get rid of at will.
When he left this world, after Takumi was horrified and surprised, he was inexplicably thankful that after Awu followed Zetian and became Zetian's good friend, he gradually alienated from his former friends, including him. Not as good as it used to be.
If they are still as good as they were when they were children, I'm afraid that besides the sadness of losing his father, Ah Wu will have to bear more pain, right?
Although he was still attached to this world, although he was still concerned about many people when he died, including his family, friends, and the girl he liked just now, Takumi had no choice but to close his eyes unwillingly and die.
In the end, he kept away from this world with the idea that even if his body was brutally mutilated and his traces were considered missing, he didn't want anyone who would feel sorry for him when he died.
The world may also be kind, and granted his wish, the news of his death did not reach Takeshi Yamamoto's ears, let alone left any traces in Takeshi Yamamoto's heart.
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