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Starting from Würzburg on the Main River, they traveled north to south and arrived at the world-famous Neuschwanstein Castle. They traveled the famous "Romantic Road" in Germany.However, Zhu Lian really didn't feel too romantic, he just felt that German food was not as delicious as the fried side dishes.

The tattoo on Tanqing's lower abdomen has been restored, and the black pigment has penetrated into the skin perfectly, with smooth lines and clear patterns.Zhu Lianzhen reached out and touched it, and the touch was the same as normal skin.

Returning to China tomorrow morning, they bought different flights and landed in Ronggang to talk about love. Zhu Lianzhen went back to his home in Shanghai to reunite with his parents for a few days.The two were lying on the bed at the moment, chatting casually about their feelings about the trip.

When Zhu Lian really comes out to play, he usually has no restraint and no plan, but when he talks about love, he will list all the itinerary clearly.That's why Zhu Lian really felt that she would like to travel far away when she was in love, so she suggested: "There will be holidays in the future, let's go to other places like this, a little farther away from the country, and you decide on the location?"

Tan Qing readily agrees.

Zhu Lianzhen stretched her waist and sighed with emotion: "Hey, recently I have no time to think about how to write songs for the next album, how to arrange dances, and I don't read Weibo and Moments. I took pictures outside several times and almost forgot about me. Still an idol."

This shows that having fun with love is very enjoyable, almost equivalent to getting satisfaction from ideals.

Tan Qing leaned on her arm, facing Zhu Lianzhen, and asked, "Little Zhu, have you ever thought about what life would be like without being an artist?"

"Huh?" Zhu Lianzhen's mind was slightly blank, "I can't imagine it. I decided to be a star since I was very young, maybe in preschool? At that time, there was no such concept as 'singer' and 'idol'. My mother sent me I went to a lot of special classes, I was only interested in dancing, and then I kept practicing."

The corners of Tanqing's lips curled up: "This is your talent."

"I don't know. Even if I did, I think the hard work I put in must be far greater than the help my talent can give me." Zhu Lianzhen also lay on his side, face to face with Tan Qing, "You know that among the compliments that fans give me, I don't agree with it the most. Which sentence is it?"

This seemed to be testing how well I knew him, and I had to seriously think about the answer when I was talking, "I guess, it means that you are 'born to belong to the stage'."

"That's right, it's such a cliché." Zhu Lianzhen lightly closed her eyes, "The stage should be conquered by people, it's very tolerant, and anyone is entitled to stand on it and release themselves. I also seem to be 'not suitable for performing' stage, but what is finally presented to them is the side of me where everything goes smoothly."

Zhu Lianzhen opened his eyes, and his tone revealed his usual rebellious spirit: "I am not born to belong to the stage, I only belong to myself."

The dim light at night is pleasant.

Tan Qing stretched out her hand and covered Zhu Lianzhen's side face, and the temperature of the two merged together.A smile gradually appeared in the conversation, "Xiao Zhu, thanks to you, I now want Acemon to go farther and farther."

"Haven't you thought about it before?"

"Before..." The conversation suddenly stopped. He knew that his convenient attitude here was very different from Zhu Lianzhen, so he changed his words and said, "It was different before. I don't think as far as you do."

"Then I'm really influential." Zhu Lianzhen's serious expression just now was swept away, replaced by a smile, he moved forward, stuck into Tan's feelings, raised his head and asked curiously: "I don't seem to have asked But you, how did you come up with the idea of ​​becoming a trainee? Sister Pei said that you came here for an interview because of a family accident. Didn’t you want to be a star before that?”

There are six members in their group, and each of them has the experience of being chased by scouts to insert their business cards and ask for a phone number. Anyone who has an objective and clear understanding of their appearance will definitely have the idea of ​​"maybe I can make my debut". The income from filming can surpass the hard work of ordinary people for a lifetime, and it is difficult for normal people to resist this temptation.

"I don't really like to be the focus of the crowd." Tanqing's arms were gathered behind Zhu Lianzhen's back, and then moved down to Zhu Lianzhen's back, "At first, I just wanted to do things well so that I wouldn't cause trouble to others. But later I found that when I passed the No.1 test a few times, everyone believed that I should always be at the top, otherwise it would be unreasonable. The grades fell back, the teacher asked me to talk, and the basic questions were wrong, and the students felt incredible."

"They forgot after they finished speaking, but the pressure was still on me... Then I gradually changed from a person who only required seven or eighty points to myself, to a person who required full marks." Tan Qing smiled, "I never I never lied to my mother, the only time she asked me to come to the company to participate in the selection, I didn't go, but lied to her that I didn't pass. "

Zhu Lianzhen seemed to understand his willfulness in this passive state, "Is she angry with you?"

"No." Tan Qing shook her head, "I deliberately reminded her of her most guilty thing, so she couldn't bear to blame me."

Zhu Lian really couldn't help feeling a little weird.In his impression, Tanqing has hardly revealed his selfish side, so that now when he hears Tanqing's confession, he feels that he doesn't have a comprehensive understanding of the person in front of him.

It seems to subvert the image a little bit.

"The thing she most wants to succeed in her life is to be a singer." Tanqing's palm returned to the back of Zhu Lianzhen's head, stroking his hair, "But she got sick later, and she had to undergo surgery to remove her vocal cords, or the cancer cells spread Waiting to die... She finally struggled for many days before choosing to kill herself, because she couldn't bear to completely lose her ideals, and she couldn't sing anymore in the days to come, and I'm afraid every day of her life would be painful."

The dusty memory was opened again, and the shock and unwillingness at that time jumped into my mind again.That was the only time in Tan Qing's life that he lost control of his emotions. Apart from losing his mother, what he still couldn't let go of was the lie he told back then.

"If I become a trainee one year in advance, maybe I can give her hope and let her pin her unattainable goals on me." Tan Qing's eyes were fixed on the tip of Zhu Lianzhen's hair, "In that case, she wouldn't have to worry A choice was made between idealism and taking care of me."

Zhu Lian really listened patiently, then raised her head and kissed the corner of Tan Qing's mouth as a consolation for her lover.Afterwards, he held the hand in love under the quilt, and said: "She didn't choose the ideal between you and the ideal, she chose between you and her, choose to free yourself."

"Is there a difference?" Tan Qing asked.

Zhu Lianzhen said: "She puts herself before the identity of 'mother', so she can't dedicate her whole life to you. Similarly, you are in love first, and her children second-you are more important, There is no need to blame yourself for not realizing her ideal."

Tanqing clasped Zhu Lianzhen's fingers with his backhand, and the two looked at each other speechlessly in the blurred light.

To put it simply, Ling Ni loves herself more than she loves him.This is reasonable and understandable, and there is no complaint in the relationship.Including the reason why his father completely severed ties with him, he has always been clear that blood relationship is not really more important than a child who has loved him for five years, but that his innate self-esteem does not allow Tan Ruisheng to swallow his anger.

People's instinct is to love themselves more, that's all.

But such a simple truth came out of Zhu Lianzhen's mouth, but she didn't feel comforted at all when talking about love.Now he is more sure that if one day he stands on the opposite side of Zhu Lianzhen's ideal, he will only become the wrong choice not to be chosen again.

After the lights were turned off, the room was plunged into darkness.Zhu Lianzhen was about to sleep with her forehead resting on her firm chest, but at this moment she heard the other party ask: "Xiao Zhu, if Sister Pei finds out about our relationship, will you continue?"

Zhu Lian was really stunned for a moment before making a hesitant voice: "Huh?"

Realizing that the issue was a bit sensitive, Zhu Lianzhen wanted to turn over and turn a deaf ear, but when he leaned back, his body was restrained by the love arm, leaving no room for movement.Even the back of his head was covered by love palms. For a moment, Zhu Lian really felt like a prey stuck on a spider's web.

"Sister Pei warned us a long time ago that Acemon's style can't represent our private style." Tan Qing said in a deep voice, "We usually make ordinary friends, and she even investigates."

Zhu Lian really understands what he means. The company expressly prohibits artists from dating without notifying their managers during the contract period. For idol groups, it is even stricter. Members basically don’t even think about dating in the first five years of their debut. Even if they date, they will definitely be persuaded to break up, otherwise One day we can't hide it, fans and public opinion continue to oppress, and the interests of the whole team and all partners are damaged.

And their situation is even more special, the same team and the same gender, if it is exposed, the next road to acting will definitely not be smooth for a long time.

"Sister Pei always likes to scare people, and she won't leave us alone." Zhu Lianzhen said, trying to break free from the confinement of the relationship, "Look at how messed up Koty's private life is, wouldn't she clean up the mess for him after scolding him? Well, we're not as nasty as he is."

"Hmm." Tan Qing knew that he shouldn't ask anymore, some things he knew well enough, and there was no need to bother Zhu Lianzhen, so he let go of his arms and let him turn over.

Zhu Lianzhen was still talking about her feelings, but this time she turned her back to the other party, completely unaware that the man who embraced him was soberly suspicious of something.

Not long after he closed his eyes, Zhu Lianzhen became breathing heavily in the half-dream and half-awake state. He just wanted to speak, but his mouth was covered by Tan Qing's hand.Zhu Lian really seemed to have fallen into a pool of clear water, and his consciousness was relaxed.The slender knuckles have easily lifted the thin layer of cover, and then moved forward along the line of his hip bone to the front and spun slowly.Zhu Lianzhen opened her mouth with great effort, but she could only touch Gou Tanqing's palm with the wet tip of her tongue, which had no deterrent effect, but made the other party chuckle.

Tan Qing asked him with concern: "Xiao Zhu, is it okay for your face to be so hot? Do you want to turn on the air conditioner?"

Zhu Lian really snorted coldly, shaking his head to signal him not to pass the time hypocritically.Tan Qing said honestly, but he didn't actually do what he said. The wide palm used skills to draw out Zhu Lian's instinctive impulse with ease, and only occasionally increased the force while gently rubbing the front end.There was a light layer of sweat on Zhu Lianzhen's forehead, and a weak voice kept escaping from Tanqing's other palm. He was enduring the vertigo feeling similar to drowning, and subconsciously breathed rapidly.

Talking about love, Zhu Lianzhen left a light kiss on the side of his face, and said in a low voice: "Close your eyes, let's treat it as a dream."

In this long dream, Zhu Lianzhen was completely submerged by the oncoming torrent of water, and the swing of the waves gradually increased, but it sent him into the sky with remaining gentleness.The imaginary dream just woke up. In the hot night, Zhu Lianzhen's back was pressed against Tan Qing's chest. He hummed twice, completely releasing himself into Tan Qing's embrace.

In the dream, the torrent calmed down, and the palm covering his mouth finally left. Zhu Lianzhen took a big gulp of fresh air, and cursed angrily, "Your uncle's".When his body temperature returned to normal, his face was no longer ashamed, and he obediently asked, "Do you want me to help you—"

"No." Tanqing refused decisively.

"Tch." Zhu Lian really gave him a blank look.Tan Qing washed her hands, and helped Zhu Lianzhen wipe off the residue with paper, and then the two fell into a deep sleep.

A good night's dream.

……

After more than ten hours of flying, Zhu Lianzhen finally arrived in Shanghai.He spent the night at the hotel booked by his assistant, and returned to his parents' house the next day.

My father was busy with business, so it was not easy to come back one or two days a week; my mother drank tea and played mahjong during the day, and changed into a dress to attend the banquet at night. It was only after I had fun that I found out that my son suddenly visited them.

When the mother saw Zhu Lianzhen, the first thing she said was "thinner", she held his face, squeezed the flesh on his cheeks, and then pulled him to sit down with a distressed expression and condemned the company for treating her child harshly. So much tiring work.Zhu Lian really coaxed her helplessly, and solemnly stated that he was no longer a child, even if he could not meet the standard of a man, he should at least be a young man.

"I'm really not tired from work, but I'm happy." Zhu Lianzhen said, "I just came back from a trip abroad, don't worry, I will have a holiday every year after I'm busy. Oh yes, our concert DVD is out , I will ask my assistant to send over a plate for you two to have a look at tomorrow."

Mother nodded in relief, then stared at Zhu Lianzhen in silence.Zhu Lian really felt that she had something to say, so she took the initiative to ask, "Why?"

"Is Yi good to Nong?" Mother asked in a worried voice.

This is asking for love, Zhu Lianzhen nodded immediately and said: "Very well, you don't have to worry about this."

The mother's brows stretched out, she didn't know if she was relieved, she just took a deep and slow breath.Zhu Lianzhen stayed quietly by the side to accompany her. After a moment of distraction, her mother spoke-if he made you feel wronged, kick him immediately.

Zhu Lian really couldn't help but laugh.

After a while, the mother asked again, how are you treating him?

This time Zhu Lianzhen didn't answer so neatly, and said after a few seconds: "It's okay." He didn't know the specific feelings of the relationship, anyway, he really wanted to talk about everything that was good.

Mother patted his hand and asked him, do you plan to keep doing this in the future?

Zhu Lianzhen could have given the answer without thinking, but with the qualifiers "later" and "always" added to the question, he was a little bit overwhelmed.For him, falling in love is not something that needs to be pursued all his life. If he is not attracted by the relationship, he still thinks that falling in love too early is a waste of youth.

It was love that changed his principles on his own initiative, and Zhu Lianzhen was also willing to make this change, so he didn't want to put a time limit on this pure liking.Whether it is a few years or a lifetime, it is a time limit that can be seen at a glance.

He only knew that he wanted to have a relationship with him tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow would definitely be the same.

"I'm only 19 years old, I haven't even figured out how to live tomorrow, how can I tell you 'in the future'?" Zhu Lianzhen fell on the sofa and looked at her mother, "I am happy every day now, don't ask me any more. If you don't worry, can I bring him back to meet you next time?"

Anyway, she couldn't say anything about him, so the mother had no choice but to show a smile and believed in his firmness for the time being.

When her mother went upstairs to sleep, Zhu Lianzhen was alone in the living room, staring blankly.

In fact, her words reminded herself to some extent that his concept of love may not necessarily coincide with the concept of love.There is only a two-year age difference between them, but the different personalities created by their growth experiences are always obstacles that are difficult to overcome.Tanqing is a person who has to plan in detail when traveling, and must have considered their "future" and "always".

Zhu Lianzhen suddenly remembered that at the tattoo parlor that day, the romantic eyes always brought him an indescribable sense of depression.Especially when talking about the meaning of the pattern is "you and our future", Zhu Lian really didn't know how to respond.

Including last night... Tanqing actually assumed a serious question to ask for his answer, Zhu Lianzhen could only prevaricate it because there was no way to answer it.He thinks that being in love is the best adjustment in his life, but when he talks about love, he starts to think about the hidden dangers.

Zhu Lianzhen stared at the crystal chandelier, lying on the sofa and taking deep breaths.

Being in love is a real problem.

……

After staying at home for a few days, Zhu Lianzhen had to go back to Ronggang to get ready for work.His mother accompanied him to the airport, chattering all the way, Zhu Lianzhen got tired of hearing it and laughed: "You said that if you make me a daughter, do you still have to tell me not to get pregnant by accident?"

He meant to be joking, but his mother turned serious when she heard it, and pulled his ear over to whisper something—both boys and girls, you must take protective measures, and you homosexuals should be more careful.

Zhu Lianzhen's face turned red, and she shook her hand and muttered, "I don't have such messy things when I'm in love with you."

This is indeed the case, the most intimate behavior between the two of them is nothing more than touching their hands, and they always feel that his hands are bad when they are talking, so this aspect is particularly worry-free.

But...it doesn't mean that Zhu Lianzhen is not curious about the love affair between men.He has even read a lot of "sincere" fanfiction, at least he is not ignorant, he still has a little knowledge reserve.

Ever thought about it?Zhu Lian was really lost in thought.

Anyway, he thought about it once or twice occasionally, but as soon as the picture in his brain came out, he was so ashamed that he quickly forgot about it. He didn't know what Tanqing had in mind about these things.Could it be that he had longed for it a long time ago, and just kept it silent in his heart because of his face?

Zhu Lian really thinks that's probably the case. This B was not showing off at the beginning, but later he directly used a big move to snatch his first kiss away. He even knew how to stick his tongue out. Maybe how long he secretly planned it in advance.

If you really want to talk about love now, then the showdown will happen sooner or later. Of course, Zhu Lianzhen will not refuse, after all, he is also in the period of vigorous youth.But the question is...who goes up and who goes down?You can't really follow the setting of the same person, you will always be overwhelmed and out of breath, right?

No, I have to think of a way to win back the city.

Find a way to fuck him!

Zhu Lianzhen thought about it seriously for more than three hours. After returning to Ronggang's home, she couldn't help but searched for relevant information on the Internet, studied it carefully, and benefited a lot.

It's just a matter of physical exertion.

But he just thinks about it now, he doesn't have such a big desire for the time being, the team's work is important right now, they can't patronize their personal feelings.

After the release of Acemon's Asia tour Blu-ray DVD, the sales volume easily exceeded 30 in the first week.In addition to the abundant purchasing power of fans, there are also many ordinary audiences contributing sales. Many people bluntly said that although they hate this group's behavior and style and stupid fans, they really admire the standard and quality of their concerts, and spent hundreds of dollars to buy a visual feast. Not bad at all.

Magazines, advertisements, variety shows... the announcements are in full swing, and they spent the first half of the year in a busy state.When she was free again, Zhu Lianzhen came up with the idea of ​​raising a cat. She studied with her assistant for several days, and finally spent [-] yuan to bring back a snow-white Persia from a formal cattery.

Zhu Lianzhen intends to let Tanqing come to live with her for a while, and name the cat by the way.Tanqing asked over the phone: "Are cats pure white?"

"Yes, it's very clean and fluffy, and its claws are like peeled mangosteens." Zhu Lianzhen hugged the kitten and praised it, "The eyes are round and round like black gemstones. Listen to how sweet it is—"

A few soft cat meows sounded in Tanqing's ears, and she suddenly felt moved and decided to go there early today.Through Zhu Lianzhen's description, Tanqing almost imagined the sweet appearance of the kitten, but unfortunately he has never touched a small animal, and he is a little worried that he will be regarded as an uninvited guest by the cat.

However, this worry dissipated after arriving at Zhu Lianzhen's house. Tan Qing stood motionless in the porch, lowered her head and looked at the white Persian cat in front of her, almost mistaking it for a dyed pig.

Zhu Lianzhen put the cat in his arms, and greeted Tanqing to come in, "I ordered a meal to be delivered directly to my home in the evening, so I don't need to cook. Did you drive here by yourself or have a driver deliver it?"

"Drive, it's in the parking garage." Tanqing stared at the cat and said, "It looks like a steamed bun."

Zhu Lian really felt that he was quite good at describing, "Wangzai is a little steamed bun, right?"

Tan Qing nodded with a smile, but actually denied it in her heart: No, it was the kind of Shandong choking noodle steamed buns kneaded into a big ball.

After dinner in the evening, the two of them played a two-player game together with the controller connected. Every time they successfully passed the level, Zhu Lianzhen sighed "Nice". For some reason, the white cat looked up at him every time he heard the word, and then came over to rub his head .

"Why, do you think I'm calling you?" Zhu Lian was really happy, and touched the cat's chin to talk about love: "Why don't you call it this, what do you think?"

Talk about agreeing.

"Nice, Nice? Dairy?" Zhu Lianzhen lowered his head and buried his face in the cat's fluffy fur, "It's so soft, do you want to try it too?"

Love reminder: "Be careful rubbing the hair on your face."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhu Lianzhen sneezed, "Fuck, I almost lost my eyesight."

From today onwards, Zhu Lianzhen has a new family member. As for the relationship, of course it is also considered half of the milkman's family.

In the middle of the night, Zhu Lianzhen rested her head on Tanqing's chest, stretched her arms around him, and asked tentatively, "Little kiss?"

"Huh?" Tan Qing closed the book in her hand and put it aside, lowered her head and rubbed Zhu Lianzhen with the tip of her nose.

Zhu Lian really felt that the topic was difficult to talk about, but sooner or later, the two of them would have to face this kind of thing. Compared to being in control of Tanqing in the future, he would rather take the initiative to surprise the other party now. If Tanqing was moved by his strength, he would lie down Ping gave in?

Anyway, try it first.

"Look, we've been together for more than a year. We've hugged and kissed each other..." Zhu Lianzhen asked in a low voice, "How about...do, don't do, do something else?"

Tan Qing took off her glasses and asked calmly, "What are you doing?"

Zhu Lianzhen's mind went blank. At this critical moment, he couldn't think of any euphemistic words to accurately express that meaning.His ears turned red, but since he was determined to tell the truth, he was still unwilling to back down: "What else can I do, kiss the one on the upper level."

Tan Qing's eyes drooped lazily, she stared at Zhu Lianzhen wordlessly, and suddenly the corners of her mouth curved slightly.

He asked calmly, "Which one? Xiaozhu, can you explain it more clearly, I don't understand."

"How do I understand that?" Zhu Lian really turned up the volume unconsciously, "The things in our trousers are not decorations, think about what they can do... Speechless."

"Oh, then I know." Tan Qing laughed, "Are you inviting me?"

Zhu Lianzhen categorically denied it: "No! I'm just asking if you have that kind of thinking. After all, our current experience is almost the same... In the future, it is inevitable that there will be times when I can't control it. I don't mean that I can't control it. It's just that when the atmosphere is up, some things will come naturally... I think that's what other people say."

Talk about love: "Anyone else?"

Zhu Lianzhen: "I checked it online."

Tan Qing: "Then what else did you check?"

Zhu Lianzhen: "I won't tell you."

Then they both fell silent, and Zhu Lian was really anxiously waiting for the other party's response. At this moment, Tan Qing sighed slowly and confessed: "Xiao Zhu, believe it or not, I have never had that kind of unreasonable thought for you. We all feel that our spiritual connection is enough, as for physical contact, it is just an extra experience."

Zhu Lianzhen looked up, "Then why did you kiss me all of a sudden?"

Talking and explaining: "At that time you fed me too much wine, I couldn't help it."

"Oh." Zhu Lian really didn't take this reason seriously, "So, we don't have to do 'that' in the future? It's fine, anyway, I just want to ask your opinion, it's best to be easy and save trouble now."

Tan Qing hugged him, and said: "If you want to try, of course I can."

Zhu Lianzhen took a few seconds to digest his meaning, and asked back: "Do you agree... let me try you?"

Tan Qing nodded, "I agree with whatever you want, but after all, we are inexperienced, it will be troublesome for the first time, can I come first?" After he finished speaking, he looked into Zhu Lianzhen's eyes sincerely and added: " Just this time, I will let you in the future, or take turns."

That gentle gaze seemed to pour out the power to seduce people's hearts, Zhu Lianzhen blinked ignorantly, knowing that he really couldn't deal with too many troubles, so he agreed to the request for a relationship.

Anyway, he said it only this time, at most it took turns.

They spent the whole day preparing, in addition to the necessary props, including mental construction.In the middle of the night, Zhu Lianzhen lay on the bed, covered her face with her hands from the beginning, then bit her lips to endure a burst of pain, and still didn't dare to look at each other after the successful marriage.

Tan Qing leaned over, rubbed his lips with her mouth, and said leisurely: "Xiao Zhu, you can open your eyes now."

Zhu Lianzhen's Adam's apple rolled, and he yelled, "The light is too bright."

"I turned off the light, it's not dazzling."

Zhu Lianzhen moved his finger away, and found that there was a small night light left in the chat room, and the faint light gathered a daydream-provoking ambiguity at night.His scorching cheeks urgently needed to cool down, and he closed his eyes after he struggled, his voice changed unnaturally: "There will be no more turns..."

"Huh?" I didn't hear his babbled words clearly, so I turned my face and put my ear close to his mouth, "What?"

"I said, I won't take turns." Zhu Lianzhen's eyelashes trembled between his fingers, "It hurts. I don't know the severity, it will kill you..."

Tan Qing's body froze in the air for a few seconds, and then he slowly pushed away Zhu Lianzhen's hand, allowing him to reveal his handsome and delicate face.

Although he has already entered adulthood, Zhu Lianzhen's eyebrows and eyes are still childish. He stared deeply at Tanqing, and soon a layer of red mist appeared on his cheeks, and he threatened with shortness of breath: "You fucking take your time, Otherwise...or I will still kill you."

- Fierce is fierce, but unfortunately it sounds like a bluff no matter what.

"Of order." Tan Qing smiled lightly, lowered her head and kissed him.