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Pei Qiao contacted twice to talk about love, but the other party politely declined the invitation.Since he has no intention of entering the entertainment circle at all, Pei Qiao can't force her anymore. She just thinks it's not easy to find such a boy with the expected temperament.The new boy group that the company is currently working hard to build is still far from debut, the main reason is that Center has not been selected.

Although the C position is not favored by too many resources in the men's team, it can sometimes play a vital role in balancing, especially in this new group that aims to have all Ace members, the company needs to arrange for a relatively mild personality a member of.

Each of the five people currently selected is a headache for her. It is not too much to say that they are a group of bad boys with extraordinary talents. Because they are all radiant and have a strong temperament, whoever they choose as the center to lead the stage will become his personal style in the end. .Pei Qiao was very surprised when she saw the candidates before, she just formed a team with Zhu Lianzhen and Fan Gerong, and even added Koty.

It was like keeping a few restless beasts in a cage on purpose, she subconsciously felt that the boss was going crazy.

"What time are you still sleeping?" Pei Qiao took the smallest beast out of the bed and pushed him into the bathroom, "Hurry up and wash up!"

With a bunch of messy and fluffy hair on her head, Zhu Lianzhen looked at the manager sleepily, and said vaguely, "What are you doing, my alarm clock hasn't rung yet."

"Class starts at 07:30, your alarm clock is set at [-]:[-], and you don't have enough time to wake up ghosts!"

Zhu Lianzhen stood with her mouth curled up for a long time, and suddenly opened her eyes wide to refute her: "Who said there is class today! Don't you know that the sports meeting will be held at nine o'clock today? If you don't know, forget it and scold me!"

Pei Qiao flipped through the text messages on her phone, "I didn't receive the notification."

"If you don't believe me, ask the head teacher."

Pei Qiao called to ask, and it was really the case, so she softened her attitude and found a way for herself: "Then it's not a bad thing for me to let you get up earlier, you should develop a habit."

As soon as she said this, Zhu Lianzhen began to be unreasonable, and she lay down on the bed and yelled loudly: "If you don't investigate, you have no right to speak. I guessed that you are indiscriminate. Let me tell you, I am I deliberately didn't mention today's sports meeting in advance! I want to see your reaction! Sure enough, you fell into my trick so easily!"

Pei Qiao's forehead twitched because of his noise, and she grabbed him by the collar and pulled him up from the bed, "You have to start now for the sports meeting, go for a run or two after washing up, and come back for breakfast."

Zhu Lianzhen rebelled and tried to play tricks by grabbing the head of the bed, but Pei Qiao threw him to the ground with brute force just after he groaned twice.He said a series of "Oh, oh, oh", and he didn't dare to scold her anymore, so he lifted his pajama pants and pulled his slippers to wash his face.

Originally, Zhu Lian really wanted to take advantage of the sports meeting to rest for a whole day, but there were very few boys with good sportsmanship in the class, and they couldn't even fill the places in the track and field events. The sports committee begged him several times, which really annoyed Zhu Lian.He doesn't attend classes very often, so naturally he doesn't have a sense of collective honor, but since everyone needs him so much, it's okay to apply for a few projects reluctantly.

Long-distance running, sprinting, relay...the place where he is present attracts the most attention, and the wave of cheers and cheers rushes towards him. Zhu Lian really enjoys the feeling of being supported, and deliberately rolls up his sleeves before running to look more chic.It's a pity that after the competition, he can't get out of his ear. Although he usually dances a lot, he is certainly not as good as the track and field team who runs laps every day. It is not difficult to squeeze into the top three in the sprint.

Being stared at by so many pairs of eyes, he couldn't show any discomfort, so he just pretended to be a busy person and left school early without even claiming the award.As soon as he got into the taxi, he said in a hoarse voice to go to the hospital. His breath was weak and shaky. The driver was so frightened that he asked him what disease he had.

Zhu Lianzhen was lying on the hospital bed tired and lethargic for most of the day. When she woke up, she found Pei Qiao guarding the bedside and asked him how he was feeling.Zhu Lianzhen said: "I'm not feeling well."

Pei Qiao: "Take some medicine later, did you know that you were hypoxic before?"

Zhu Lianzhen felt that her lips were a little dry, "I mean I feel uncomfortable."

"...Who messed with you again."

"I didn't finish first."

"What's the matter?"

"It's meaningless if it's not the first." Zhu Lianzhen said in a deep voice.

After thinking about it, Pei Qiao realized that he was a second-year student. I just entered puberty at the age of 13. I am innocent and do not know what is good or bad. My attitude towards things is easy to swing between "competitive" and "disdainful". I don't have a precise position principle.She said: "No.1 is not always No.1. There are always people who will be ranked behind. If you put your mentality in order, it will be great to use this energy in your studies in the future."

Zhu Lian was really unhappy.

He was cheered and encouraged by so many people at that time, but he didn't win a championship in the end, which is a bit embarrassing.He wasn't as brazen as Koty and asked someone else to substitute when he was tired from running. Since he promised the sports committee to win glory for the class, of course he had to give them a good ranking.

"I've decided, I'm going to shut myself up for three days first." Zhu Lianzhen said, "I won't go to school for these three days, and I'll think about my mistakes behind closed doors."

Pei Qiao: "Should we think about our mistakes behind closed doors or play games behind closed doors?"

Zhu Lianzhen did exercise too much today and has stomach cramps and needs a good rest.He was uncomfortable staying in the hospital, and when the pain in his leg muscles stopped, he tied the sleeves of his school uniform jacket around his waist and slipped out alone.

His skin was very fair, and now he was listless and looked sick. As soon as he leaned against the corner of the elevator, someone beside him turned his head to look at him.Zhu Lianzhen glanced at it from the corner of the eye, then snorted, and secretly rejoiced that even though he was ill, his aura was so strong that it attracted attention, which really burdened him!

As soon as the elevator door opened, he immediately walked away with his head up and chest out, quite the demeanor of a starlet.

"..."

I don't understand why the boy gave me a blank look just now, maybe it's an illusion.

I have met him four or five times in the past six months, and it seems that every time there is a little change. The characteristic of a teenage boy pretending to be cool is particularly obvious, but it is not offensive. so cute.It's a pity that Tanqing has no time to pay attention to him right now, so he hurried through the corridor on the first floor to find the way to the other building.

Recently, my mother's throat is uncomfortable again, and it is more serious than before. She has symptoms of difficulty swallowing and a small lump on her neck.She guessed that this was a recurrence, so she rushed to the hospital for an examination.Tan Qing stayed outside the clinic and didn't go in, but this time Ling Ni took the initiative to greet him and let him stay by her side.

Tan Qing realized that the situation was not good.

The doctor said to do a biopsy, Ling Ni's breathing was stagnant, and Tan Qing held her hand tightly.The past few days have been extremely long, and Ling Ni asked Tan Qing to accompany her when she came to collect the results again. The doctor told her that the result belonged to metastatic cancer in the neck, and she needed to do laryngoscopy again to find out the primary tumor. In this case, the survival rate will be very low within five years.

This is the most unacceptable situation for Ling Ni, his vision went dark for a while like a dream, and when he turned around, he was supported by Tan Qing to sit still.The two were silent for a long time. The doctor was already busy with other patients. There were not many people on this floor. They could clearly hear the sound of the second hand on the wall.

"Let's just listen to the doctor." Tan Qing said, "Or go to another place to check."

Ling Ni shakes his head.Tanqing's mind is very empty now, he feels that he can't express any emotions, if he panics, his mother will definitely be more frightened, so don't think about anything, he has to hold on until she can accept the status quo calmly.After going through the hospitalization procedures and waiting for a series of examinations, Ling Ni asked Tan Qing to go back and prepare for the sub-subject exams, and not to come to the hospital again before the exams.

She agrees to talk about everything she says, and sends text messages to communicate when she is free, keeping each other's status from each other.When Tanqing went to visit her, she found that her eyes were swollen and almost unrecognizable. One can imagine how many times she has washed her face with tears these days.

Tan Qing's ten fingers were together, and he didn't dare to look at her.Ling Ni took deep breaths repeatedly, and finally lay on the bed muttering: "This is my retribution."

"No." Tan Qing said.

"Then why is it that men have a high probability of getting this disease, but I have it too? The doctor said that to be safe, you have to do a total laryngectomy. Why is it the throat? Can I still talk and sing after my throat is removed, you Say? I’ll be dumb from now on.” Ling Ni’s tears rolled down again, she stared at somewhere on the ceiling, as if foreseeing her own destiny, “It’s retribution... I did something wrong, and I’ve been lucky for so many years, now It's my turn."

Tan Qing suspects that her state is out of self-control, otherwise there would be no such nagging talk.No matter what she muttered to herself, she just said, "No, you didn't make a mistake in giving birth to me."

Ling Ni blinked her eyes, as if she agreed with him.

"It will be fine. With the development of technology in the future, there must be a way for you to sing again. You just have to wait until then." Tan Qing leaned over to wipe her face clean, "If it doesn't work, then I will speak and sing for you "Don't you always say, I have talent?"

Tan Qing firmly held her dry hand, trying to prove his determination.

It's a pity that such consolation did not reassure Ling Ni, she still cried day and night in panic, and often raised her hand to cover her neck, for fear that there would be a hole here.

……

After several heavy rains, a high temperature warning was issued in Ronggang.

What Tanqing has to do every day is to cook and deliver the meals herself. The craftsmanship is more suitable for the mother's appetite than the hospital cafeteria, so that she will not lose weight again.Whether it is surgery or not, Ling Ni has been reluctant to make a decision for a long time, the relationship is still underage, and the signature has no legal effect, so it drags on day by day, and even the doctor starts to worry.

Tanqing no longer tried to persuade him. After a while, he understood that his mother would not give up her throat no matter what, so she began to consider another way.

I don’t understand, I don’t understand at all, but when talking about love, I still have to say to her in the most empathetic tone: “As long as you don’t have pain.” Alive" is more terrifying?Is this the only thing worth looking forward to in life?Can't you pin your hopes on him, force him to learn to sing, force him to walk the road she dreamed of?

It doesn't matter if it is forced, he is willing to be forced now.

But the innate strong empathy ability still makes Tanqing feel the same as her mother one day.He began to try to understand——singer lost his voice and survived, it should be more painful every day, every day he wakes up, even if he said to him, "The best thing I had was to give birth to you", I would still dream about it in the future. When I was disillusioned and unwilling, I suspected that "if you hadn't been born, there would be no retribution".When there is nothing you can do, always find a reason to vent your cowardice.

Sometimes the relationship would rather she think so, and hope to force her to undergo throat surgery.But he couldn't find a second person who could sign it. He didn't know who his biological father was, and he didn't dare to appear in front of his adoptive father. All the good things that man did to him were based on blood relationship, and his existence could only serve as a A kind of humiliation to challenge Tan Ruisheng's self-esteem.

When there was no other way to talk about love, I had to ask Ling Ni: "Can't you live for me?"

Ling Ni no longer spoke, and it hurt when she spoke, she nodded while holding her flirting fingers.Talking about love knows that this is not the meaning of consent, it may be to express a meaning similar to "I love you", as if saying goodbye without solemnity.Tan Qing spread out his palms and asked Ling Ni to write slowly: I'd better save you some money, I believe you.

Her last exhortation is: "You also have to be free."

……

Every time I talk to my classmates about the future, they can have a very clear understanding. Some people worry about "what if the dream cannot be realized", and they will only take it for granted that they should change their dreams.The drive to survive is different, and they are doomed not to understand each other.

There were people coming and going in the corridors of the hospital, and everyone was too busy to take care of themselves. Even if they noticed the boy who collapsed with his head bowed and crying, he only glanced once with numb eyes.Ultimately it was the nurse who was concerned about his condition and took him to a quieter place.The boy who usually looks calm, seems to be holding back tears when he loses control of his emotions, very strange and strong.

During this summer vacation, the love affair was spent in the hospital. The blow of his mother's death did not affect his health, only a few times in the first week of hanging water to supplement the missing nutrients in the body.He didn't know where to go, so he wore a mask to observe the patients in the hospital, so that his body and mind could learn to adapt to the sadness in the dead atmosphere, and when he returned home and faced the portrait of his mother, he could talk to her calmly.

Tan Qing was successfully promoted to the science experimental class of the second year of high school, and he was in charge of his daily time, so after school he liked to ride a bicycle to wander around, watching how the people walking around at night were laughing and playing. participated in it.

Sometimes he would meet hip-hop dancers again, but there were no faces he was familiar with. After cycling from late summer to late autumn, he finally met Zhu Lianzhen again.

Tan Qing has never deliberately looked for this figure in this city, but the world is full of strangers, if he can feel familiar with a face, he is willing to continue to come out tomorrow.

However, the second year of high school started to get out of school very late, and as soon as his bicycle stopped, the performance on stage came to an end.The dancers received a lot of flowers, and it seemed that they couldn't handle them, so Zhu Lianzhen took them out one by one, and bent down to offer them to the audience who saw this moment.

"I wish you success in your studies!"

"Good luck with your work!"

"I wish you a wealth of wealth!"

……

Zhu Lianzhen sent blessings one by one like New Year's greetings, and said: "Happy birthday to you...you will have a birthday sooner or later, don't be disgusted!"

The crowd dispersed gradually, and the conversation moved on. He wanted to get a fresh rose, although the smell was unbearable to him.

Unfortunately, before it was his turn, several large bouquets were delivered.Zhu Lianzhen also noticed him. After looking at each other briefly, they thought that the other party remembered him.

In the end, Zhu Lianzhen just looked down at him and said, "Handsome guy, I'm sorry, the flowers are gone."

Tan Qing smiled lightly, and sure enough, she still didn't leave any impression on him at all.

Zhu Lianzhen looked around and asked again: "Are you in a hurry?"

Tan Qing shook his head.

"Then wait for me!" Zhu Lianzhen immediately stood up, ran to the audience, and disappeared without a trace.

The other dancers in black all left the venue together, not sure if the boy left or not, but since the other party asked him to wait, there should be no need to release pigeons.Tanqing was leaning against the bicycle, and when she was in a daze, she heard a sound of "dong dong dong" on the open-air stage——

Zhu Lian really ran back, holding a flower in his hand.

"Hey, you've come all the time, so I'm embarrassed to let you go away empty-handed, right? I think this looks pretty, so here it is for you." Zhu Lianzhen knelt down and handed it to him.It was a white camellia wrapped in a transparent protective paper. The white and flawless petals were stacked in layers like a well-designed artwork, plump and tender.

Tan Qing stared at Hua Hua for a few seconds, then raised her head and asked him, "Why do you insist on giving it to me on stage?"

"Of course Dancer will give you flowers on stage, what's the point of giving you flowers offstage? Picking you up?" Zhu Lianzhen explained seriously, and then put on a smile.

His eyes were bright, "May your dreams come true. Goodbye!"

After Tan Qing watched him go away, she kept staring down at the camellia.

Why did I get the most useless blessing... Maybe the other party thinks this is the best wish, but where does he have a dream?By the time you find what you want to pursue all your life, this beautiful flower will wither long ago.

The corner of Tanqing's mouth twitched, quietly watching its round petals.He couldn't bear to let it wither and turn yellow.

It can be kept as a specimen—but before Tan Qing had this idea, he had already raised his hand in a mysterious way, tore off a petal and put it in his mouth.

The teeth pierced it easily, and a very raw bitter taste spread from the tip of the tongue, but it was not difficult to swallow.The love affair slowly ended the last meaning of the flower's existence in the world, allowing it to become one with itself.

One day you will find your ideal, and then... wish it will come true.