Pillow

Shen Yan became Shen Wenzhou's man on his 20th birthday.

Birthdays are always nice.There are cakes, delicacies, blessings, wishes, and presents.But that time, there was only blood.A group of people broke into his house, killed his parents, they dragged the body away, Shen Yan tried to stop him like crazy, and only got a secret in return.Ask again and get only two words that he will never forget.

treason.

After they all left, Shen Yan came back quietly.The setting sun was as bright as blood, and the reflected light hurt Shen Yan's eyes. There was a small badge in the corner with a photo and name on it. Shen Yan firmly engraved these three words in his heart. Shen Wenzhou .

After much trouble, he met Shen Wenzhou and got into Shen Wenzhou's bed.

He remembered how helpless he was, Shen Wenzhou sat on the bed, squinted at him, but didn't move.Shen Yan stood naked in front of the bed, feeling very embarrassed. In the end, he really had no choice but to spread his legs and sit up in the unspeakable shame.

pain.Humiliation is worse than pain.

Shen Yan shook his body, almost masochistic.His expression was indifferent, often making Shen Wenzhou think that he would not be in pain.

Shen Wenzhou moved slightly, and Shen Yan, who had kept his mouth tightly shut, opened his mouth to pant slightly. He leaned on Shen Wenzhou's shoulder, tears streaming down his face.

Shen Wenzhou chuckled, "Why are you always crying, like a woman."

Shen Yan couldn't hear these jokes clearly, the pain in his body made him almost instinctively want to get off the murder weapon, but the perpetrator put his hand on his bruised waist and pressed it down vigorously.

Shen Yan screamed out.

After several movements, Shen Yan completely limp on Shen Wenzhou's body, like a puddle of water.Shen Wenzhou lowered his head and saw a pair of sparkling eyes filled with tears, his heart softened a bit, but when he thought of the news that came tonight, his eyes hardened again.

Shen Yan was tossed so badly that he recklessly crawled towards the bed, but was dragged by his ankle and pulled back.

Shen Wenzhou looked up at him, the kiss he fell was cold.

Shen Yan struggled, and Shen Wenzhou, who moved so fast, could hardly hold him down. Shen Wenzhou was already angry, and his eyes turned red, adding a bit of coquettishness to the mole under his eyes. He pressed Shen Yan with one hand, opened the drawer with the other, and opened the drawer. Things are taken out. "obedient."

Shen Yan saw the things in Shen Wenzhou's hands clearly, he was horrified and kept hiding in the corner of the wall.Shen Wenzhou didn't let him hide, pinched Shen Yan's mouth open, slipped his Adam's apple, and swallowed.

The intermittent screams rang out almost all night, and the sky turned pale, before Shen Wenzhou finally let him go.There wasn't a dry spot on Shen Yan's body, it was dripping wet, as if he had fished it out of something.

Shen Wenzhou looked at the drowsy Shen Yan, turned on the phone, and dialed a number, "Hello."

"Master Shen, you finally came back to me! If you don't come back, I will suspect that some fox charmer has seduced you."

Shen Wenzhou looked down at Shen Yan, Hu Meizi was not so beautiful, so he cursed with a smile. "Put your farts away."

"The person opposite said, "Come out tonight and have a drink with your buddies. "

"Don't go."

"There are really foxes around me."

Shen Yan frowned, as if he was woken up.Shen Wenzhou lowered his voice and said, "I'm dead."

"Hey, hey, hey, don't!" The other party sighed, "Actually, I'm telling you something. Do you remember the mission we carried out two days ago? The superior recently issued an order to kill that child."

Shen Wenzhou paused, "Why?"

The other person said mysteriously, "I also heard that, the information is put in the chip, and the chip is on the child."

Shen Wenzhou said in a low voice, "You know my bottom line, I don't move children." Many years ago, there was a child whose eyes were too desperate, and Shen Wenzhou concealed the redness for him by some strange coincidence.That time he would rather be punished than do it.Since then, he has this rule.

"I know, so everyone didn't call you for this task, just let you know in advance, so as to save you from turning against me when you find out when you come back."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Wenzhou was a little disappointed. He actually entrusted his brother Shen Wenyu to look for the child. It was too dangerous outside. He wanted to protect him, but he suffered a gunshot wound during that mission. When he recovered from his injury, he had already forgotten about it. .

Opening his eyes the next day, Shen Yan was sitting on the bed with a sleepy face and no energy.

Shen Wenzhou stared at Shen Yan's fair face, maybe he did it too hard last night, or maybe, Shen Yan panicked and showed him his face.

Shen Wenzhou doesn't like people following him to play tricks. The people he needs are clean, obedient, and quiet.

If he hadn't met these conditions and had a pretty face, Shen Yan wouldn't have been able to climb into Shen Wenzhou's bed back then.

Shen Wenzhou pushed the door open and came in, Shen Yan didn't lift his head, Shen Wenzhou threw a piece of clothing to Shen Yan, "Put it on."

Shen Yan didn't move.

Shen Wenzhou sneered, "Don't you want to see my elder brother? It's late, but we won't be able to see this one last time. You like him so much, don't you regret it if you don't let him go last time?"

Shen Yan was used to Shen Wenzhou's crazy words, "He has already left here."

Shen Wenzhou was about to speak, when the cell phone rang suddenly, Shen Wenzhou picked it up, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was bit by bit fixed.

Shen Yan sat expressionlessly, and unconsciously pursed his lower lip. Every time Shen Wenzhou showed this expression, he would be extraordinarily tormented.

Shen Wenzhou pinched Shen Yan's chin to force him to raise his head, then gave Shen Yan a slap in the face, "I underestimated you." Then he sarcastically said, "Why don't you run away when you're so powerful? Could it be because of my kung fu?" Okay, make you reluctant?"

Shen Yan spat out the blood from the corner of his mouth, his eyes resentful "Bah!"

It's rare for Shen Wenzhou to be annoyed: "Sometimes I really don't understand, my elder brother has been overpowering him since he was a child, and his mind is not clear, otherwise he would not end up being kicked out of the house. What the hell did he feed you? Ecstasy soup? Let you help him so wholeheartedly when he betrays his relatives and no one dares to reach out for both black and white?"

Shen Yan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand, "Because he helped me recklessly when I was betrayed by everyone and no one dared to reach out for black and white."

Shen Wenzhou didn't know how such an obedient student as Shen Yan would be like this, it sounded like he was a desperado like him.

Shen Wenzhou picked him up. Shen Wenzhou had a strong hand and held a gun all year round. His mouth was thick with calluses. Shen Yan wrinkled his face in pain. He was afraid of pain and refused to show weakness. He bit his lips and refused to make any sound. , This look is good to see in his heart.

Shen Wenzhou intensified his grip, Shen Yan looked at him with teary eyes, almost hard on him.

Shen Wenzhou let go. "If you want to follow me, be safe."

Shen Yan was silent, and Shen Wenzhou slammed the door and went out.

Except on the bed, Shen Wenzhou was not harsh on Shen Yan.He has been growing up for more than 30 years, and this is the first time he has seen such a lovely person. His appearance, stature, and even his temper, which often gets angry, are all grown according to his preferences.Especially those eyes, pure and clean, but extraordinarily seductive, really like a vixen.

Shen Wenzhou took Shen Yan back to Shen's house, paid homage to his parents' spiritual tablets, met his group of cronies, and slept countless times. Except for that certificate, they are already a real husband and wife.

Shen Yan went out.In this house, both Shen Wenzhou and Shen Yan were the masters, and Shen Wenzhou didn't hold him back.

In the coffee shop, a man waved to him, Shen Yan walked over quickly, "Brother Wenyu."

Shen Wenyu gave him the things in his hands. Seeing Shen Yan's expression was sullen, he asked, "The Shen family is now being taken over by Wenzhou, and he can't accommodate me. I'm going to Murmansk, where I can see the aurora in winter. I think... you I will like it. Ah Yan, would you like to come with me?"

Shen Yan felt even more sad, he really liked it very much, every day he was here, he would think of that night, his eyes were blindfolded, but the smell of blood kept creeping into the tip of his nose.

Shen Wenyu said, "Come with me. You can have a new life, whether it is a family or a partner. I can take care of you, like these years. I will not force you like Wenzhou. Shen Yan, you are still young, Take it easy."

Shen Yan shook his head and stubbornly refused.

Shen Wenyu sighed and said, "Then you should be careful. I'm sorry about your parents. I don't have the right to check the documents you need."

"I've seen those things. Brother Wenyu, I've always wanted to say thank you. If it weren't for you, I would have died long ago."

"Our two families are family friends, saying thank you is too far-fetched."

What about family friends?Except for Shen Wenyu, no one was willing to take him in, and some even pretended to keep him and then sold him out in the blink of an eye.What happened back then was because Shen Wenzhou softened his heart for a moment and spared his life.He lived all these years for one thing, to kill those people.

Shen Wenyu was very worried about him.

Shen Yan said, "Brother Wenyu, can you lend me your car?"

Shen Wenyu took out the car keys, "Ayan, be careful in everything. If you can't do it, come to Brother Wenyu. Brother Wenyu will help you vent your anger, okay?"

In a word, it seems to return to the carefree childhood.Shen Yan lowered his head, lest he raise his eyes and shed tears.

Before leaving, Shen Wenyu grabbed Shen Yan's hand, "Ah Yan. I will leave tomorrow. The plane is at six o'clock in the afternoon. This is your ticket. No matter what you decide, I will stand behind you and support you, but I am still very happy. Hope to see you at the airport tomorrow."

Shen Yan took the ticket and didn't speak.

He kept clutching the ticket, then stopped, tore it up, and threw it in the trash.He was afraid that he would go with Shen Wenyu.He is far less indestructible than he imagined.

Shen Yan drove the car to the downstairs of Qin An.This is the first person he will kill.

Shen Yan wrapped it tightly, stuck chewing gum on the cat's eye, and rang the doorbell, "It's for delivery."

"I didn't order takeout."

"Mr. Shen Wenzhou ordered it for you. Are you Mr. Qin An?"

Can Shen Wenzhou, a dog, have such filial piety?As soon as Qin An opened a slit, Shen Yan squeezed in, covered Qin An's mouth and nose with a handkerchief soaked in medicine, almost instantly, Qin An lost consciousness.

In the past, Shen Yan was very afraid of the smell of blood, but at this moment he suddenly felt that the smell of blood was very good.Especially, this is the blood flowing from the body of the enemy.

Suddenly someone knocked on the door outside, "Qin An, dog, open the door for me!"

When Shen Wenzhou returned home late at night, Shen Yan was already asleep, and he dragged him out of the bed again. Shen Wenzhou hugged Shen Yan. Shen Yan was a little confused by such an uncharacteristic Shen Wenzhou, and felt uneasy. Could it be that he was discovered?" What's wrong?"

Shen Wenzhou buried his head into Shen Yan's neck, "Qin An almost died." Before Shen Yan could answer, Shen Wenzhou continued, "Qin An inhaled a very special chemical. According to the doctor, Qin An has been conscious, but he just couldn't move. If I hadn't gone in time, Qin An would have watched himself bleed to death."

Shen Yan listened silently.

Shen Wenzhou suddenly pinched Shen Yan's neck, he couldn't produce any evidence, but he had an intuition that this matter was related to Shen Yan.Some images flashed through his mind quickly, but he couldn't grasp anything, "Is that you?"

Shen Yan's heart was shaken, his face was still cold, without extra expression, "If you want it to be me, then it's me."

"Shen Yan, I always feel like I've seen you somewhere."

"Maybe you bit me in your previous life."

This is calling him a dog.

Shen Wenzhou moved forward again, turning the intractable boredom in his heart into strength, and using it on Shen Yan. "So you bite me in this life. Do you feel it? You can bite more and more tightly..."

Shen Wenzhou had a very headache for the next month.The superior asked him to find out this lifeless person as soon as possible. Shen Wenzhou sent people to check the scene carefully, but nothing was left behind.

Shen Wenzhou was so annoyed staying in the office that he simply got off work and went home early.

Seeing him coming back, the housekeeper hurriedly stepped forward, "Mister is back. Shen Yan is in the kitchen, saying he is cooking for him."

Shen Wenzhou took off his coat and gave it to him, cursing, "You don't need to sell it for him, if Shen Yan has this kind of thought for me, my ancestral grave will be full of smoke."

The butler took the coat and smiled without answering.

Shen Yan was really in the kitchen.He was very good at using knives, but his expression was in a daze, and when he stabbed down, blood poured out.

The kitchen door was ajar, leaking a crack.Shen Wenzhou saw Shen Yan's bleeding finger, and was about to scold him, but saw Shen Yan leaning forward to smell it, and took a deep breath, feeling very happy and relaxed.

Like the blood cured his addiction.

Shen Wenzhou's doubts grew, he drove out and called, "Help me investigate a person."

"Boss, who are you investigating?"

"Shen Yan."

Shen Yan's information was quickly placed on Shen Wenzhou's desk.

Shen Wenzhou read it again, and it was a mediocre experience. If he hadn't climbed into his bed halfway, he would have graduated from university in two years.

Shen Wenzhou closed his eyes to rest, a thought flashed in his mind, and he opened the materials again, a line of small characters said that Shen Yan's university is the best chemistry department in T University.

Department of Chemistry.

The doctor once said to him, "The inhalation is a new type of chemical substance, which has never been seen on the market. This kind of thing works quickly, and there is no side effect if it remains in the body. It is the best anesthetic. This man is a genius. Unfortunately, I chose the wrong path."

Shen Yan, who is it?

Shen Wenzhou's headache started to hurt.Recalling the mission ten years ago, no one was allowed to be left alive because of suspicion of state secrets.In order to protect the child, Shen Wenzhou had an argument with his companion.

It is taboo to resist the orders of superiors.The companion's gun was aimed at his head.

Shen Wenzhou looked at his former teammates and sneered, "I don't kill children. This is my rule."

Shen Wenzhou slammed forward and bumped into his companion's arm holding the gun, but the other person was already on guard and knocked him aside, hitting his head against the wall with a bang.Enduring the pain and nausea, Shen Wenzhou stood up and glanced at him. The child was a discerning child. Seeing their internal strife, he saw the timing and ran away.

The Shen family is very prestigious in the ministry, if they hadn't been cornered just now, no one would have dared to shoot Shen Wenzhou.

Now that the person ran away, he had no choice but to push Shen Wenzhou back.Shen Wenzhou was about to get up, but his eyes were pitch black, his body went limp, and he passed out.

After waking up, Shen Wenzhou couldn't remember many memories because of the fall in his head.The companion went to see him, and gently reminded, "The ministry has lost its temper this time, next time you can't be so reckless. An order is an order. Whether it is a child or an adult."

Shen Wenzhou only frowned and said, "I don't kill children. This is my rule."

He forgot about it, but still remembered this sentence.It's as if remembering this sentence can protect anyone.

Shen Wenzhou thought, this is the rule he established, for whom?

The phone rang suddenly, it was actually from Shen Yan, Shen Wenzhou picked it up, and Shen Yan was on the opposite side like a wife waiting for her husband to come home, "Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

Thinking of the butler's words, Shen Yan actually cooked him a meal?The sun has not risen from the west today.

Shen Wenzhou didn't want to go back at first, but he could hear the expectation in the voice, but when Shen Wenzhou refused, he couldn't say it. "Just go back."

Shen Yan hung up the phone and clenched the short knife in his hand.

Shen Wenzhou remembered that two days ago he pushed Shen Yan onto the bed to bully him. Shen Yan's eyes were red and his body was trembling unconsciously. He was very pretty.Thinking about it this way, I seem to be a bit vicious, after all, I am a person who wants to be together for a lifetime.

Shen Wenzhou passed by the gift shop, and handed it over with his saber, "Pack it in a gift box, what? Only pink? That's fine..."

He remembered that Shen Yan liked knives.

The lights in the room were not turned on. Shen Wenzhou got out of the car and suddenly felt someone covering his mouth and nose behind him. The thing took effect very quickly, and before he could move in time, he fell heavily to the ground.

The blood is faint.

Shen Yan opened the car door, and saw the pink gift box lying there, wondering which woman Shen Wenzhou was using to please, Shen Yan was very upset, and threw the box out.

Shen Wenzhou opened his eyes, and almost instantly adjusted himself to an attacking state.He is somewhat familiar with this place, but he can't say where he is familiar with.

Shen Yan sat at the side with a dagger in his hand. Seeing that he was awake, he turned around, "Shen Wenzhou, you are the last one."

Shen Yan remembered that Shen Wenzhou covered his eyes at the last moment, so that he could not see the bloody scene, his palms were dry and warm, but it was a pity that his hands could not warm him for long.

Shen Wenzhou remembered that this was the room where he carried out his mission many years ago.The male host is an engineer and the female host is a chemist.The reason for their execution was treason.

Shen Yan asked, "Do you still remember me?"

Shen Wenzhou just fell on his head, and it still hurts even now.I didn't respond for a while.Shen Yan's cell phone rang suddenly, especially in the quiet sealed room.

Shen Yan answered the phone, "Brother Wen Yu."

Shen Wenyu sounded very nervous, "Ayan. Where are you? Don't touch my brother!"

Shen Yan laughed, "Brother Wen Yu's news is so fast. Why not? If I kill him, you don't have to run away. The entire Shen family is yours."

"Ah Yan." Shen Wenyu's voice sounded very cold, "Haven't you been looking for the murderer? That person...is me."

The room was quiet, Shen Wenyu changed shoes in the hallway and came in, and saw Shen Wenzhou lying on the sofa tied up like an earthworm.Just as he was about to take a step, someone held a knife against his neck from behind.

"Sit." Shen Yan said.

Shen Wenyu sat across from Shen Wenzhou. Shen Wenyu said, "My parents died young. The third uncle wanted to drive us brothers out and monopolize the family property, so he got a document and planted it on me. Our two families are family friends. After the death of our parents, Shen Wenyu Uncle often picked us up. That night he left in a hurry, and the document fell into Shen’s house. When I went back later, I found that they had executed Uncle Shen for treason. This matter was handled by Wen Zhou, and Wen Zhou entrusted him with it. I asked you to take care of you."

Shen Wenyu lowered her head, "I'm sorry, Ah Yan."

"You are guilty, but Shen Wenzhou is not innocent."

Shen Wenyu looked at her younger brother's face, "Yes. He has a bad temper and loves to make troubles. But Ah Yan, he was the one who fell out with Guo'an just to keep you. In order to keep you, he got into a fight with those people that night. Conflict, lost my mind, and forgot that memory. He is not the one who sees you in trouble and makes trouble. He just forgets you. Ah Yan, let my brother go. I am the enemy you are looking for. "

Shen Yan didn't speak for a long time, when Shen Wenyu raised his head, tears flowed down his face.

Shen Wenyu stepped forward, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry."

Suddenly there was an inexplicable fragrance, and before she could react, Shen Wenyu passed out.

Shen Yan disappeared.

Shen Wenzhou did not find any record of Shen Yan leaving the country, but he had an intuition that Shen Yan was no longer in the country.Shen Yan was able to send Shen Wenyu out under his own nose, so it was not difficult for him to leave the country.

But where will he go?

Shen Wenyu suddenly called, "Wenzhou..."

Even though he regained his memory, Shen Wenzhou was still not a good-natured person, and he said unhappily, "What are you doing?"

Shen Wenyu said, "I think of a place, maybe Ah Yan will go there."

Shen Yan had no choice but to stay in the country.There are his deepest nightmares.

He has no country, no home, and it is the same to him wherever he goes.Shen Yan finally chose Murmansk because Shen Wenyu told him that the aurora there is very beautiful.

Shen Wenzhou sent him many messages.He looked at it, but didn't reply.

He still keeps his mobile phone number, and he is not worried that Shen Wenzhou will find him. Thanks to the books left by his engineer father, the tracking prevention on the mobile phone is very good.

As long as he wants, no one can find him.

Shen Wenzhou's SMS bombardment was like a middle school student who was deeply in love.Childish, yet indomitable.

"Do you miss me? You definitely don't, but I miss you so much..."

"Shen Yan, I picked up a raccoon cat today. It has very short legs, and it twists and turns when it walks. It's so silly. Haha, I think you'll like it."

"Shen Yan, I was drunk today, so I want to ask you, can you give me a chance?"

Shen Wenzhou would not know that Shen Yan had typed two words and then deleted them.

Shen Yan did not expect to see Shen Wenzhou again at the door of his house. Shen Wenzhou was carrying a space bag, and he was almost frozen, with a little clear snot hanging from the tip of his nose.

Shen Yan opened the door and went straight in, then closed the door with a bang.Shen Wenzhou stood silently again.

After a while, Shen Yan opened the door, "Come in. The cat is going to be stupid from the cold."

A fluffy head protruded from the space bag, each with clear snot hanging from the tip of their noses.

The cat took it out of the space bag, wobbled a few steps before sitting down on its buttocks.

Shen Yan poked it, "Frozen?"

Shen Wenzhou said with some resentment from the side, "Why aren't you worried that I'm freezing?"

Shen Yan looked at Shen Wenzhou, and Shen Wenzhou was frightened by the look, thinking he wouldn't kick me out again in a fit of anger, right?

Shen Yan looked away, "If you're stupid, you're stupid, you're not smart in the first place."

Shen Wenzhou lowered his head and saw the corners of Shen Yan's mouth slightly curved.

Shen Wenzhou was relieved.

"Shen Yan, happy birthday."

Shen Yan stretched out his hand, "Where's the gift?"

Shen Wenzhou took out a deformed little cake stepped on by a cat from his space bag, and said with a sad face, "It was really beautiful, I swear..."

Shen Yan held Shen Wenzhou's wrist, and took a bite of his hand, "Mmm...very sweet."

Shen Wenzhou asked pitifully, "Ah Yan, can I stay?"

Shen Yan stood up suddenly, Shen Wenzhou was afraid that Shen Yan would drive him out directly, and hugged the cat to pretend to be pitiful for the second time.However, Shen Yan drew a line on the ground, "The rent is half and half, utilities are at your own expense, no crossing the line is allowed."

Shen Wenzhou froze for a moment, then burst out laughing, wanted to step forward to hug Shen Yan, but remembered Shen Yan's not to cross the line, so he couldn't help it. "Shen Yan, you have to remember this day! This day is not only your birthday, but also the first day I chase you!"

Shen Yan turned around, Shen Wenzhou didn't see that Shen Yan's little dimple was slightly drunk.

Shen Yan thought that tonight his dream might no longer be full of blood, instead there would be a blue sea and white sails.

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