His home attack always doesn't let him pretend

In the fierce battle, there was no time for Qi Youhan to shake his hands to relieve the stiffness. Qi Youhan tapped the keyboard fiercely. The lack of coordination and weakness of his fingers made Qi Youhan grit his teeth, feeling helpless and unwilling.

The original gap was gradually narrowed by Fu Sheng. Qi Youhan, who was far ahead by 1% of his blood in the first minute, was caught up by Fu Sheng by 7% in a moment. 3% to 15%, if this continues, Qi Youhan will be finished in less than 19 minutes.

Qi Youhan's eyes were red from the beating, it was like this every time, every time something went wrong at the most critical moment!

The moment his eyes turned to his left hand, Qi Youhan clenched his teeth even tighter.

The few spectators who were with Fu Sheng were shocked by Qi Youhan's performance before, but now watching Fu Sheng chase after him vigorously, they also recovered their souls.

[Qiye Jiangnan: Haha, you are stupid, before Fu Sheng asked you, but now Fu Sheng is serious, you have been beaten and crippled! 】

[Overbearing CEO: beat him to the bum, so as not to let him speak big words]

Before the encounter, Qi Youhan could still find time to reply a few words during the game, but now he can't. After another 3 minutes of the game, Qi Youhan couldn't even control his left hand. It was getting duller and duller, and there were bursts of dull pain, as if warning him that if he moved again, he would be useless.

The competition has become fierce. As Qi Youhan's hand speed slows down and his rhythm is unstable, there are fewer and fewer effective attacks on Fu Sheng, and Fu Sheng chases after him. Qi Youhan's eyes were anxious, and every time he poured out a little blood, his heart also dripped blood.

After 3 minutes, the vitality and blood of both sides were 4% and 3% respectively, and Fusheng overtook them.

Qi Youhan glared at his left hand again, it's an unbelievable thing!Ignoring the protests of his fingers, he reluctantly speeded up his hands, but now that the outbreak broke out, the disadvantage has been irreparable. Seeing that the 1% has been unable to catch up, Qi Youhan was so anxious that he bit the veins on his neck.

Then he lost, 1% to 0%, and in the end he didn't catch up with this last gap.

The moment the game ended, he covered his eyes in despair and couldn't say a word.

He hates it!The last thing he wants to lose is Fu Sheng!

Thinking that he originally had a 7% advantage, but because of his hand, Qi Youhan was so angry that he couldn't breathe smoothly when he saw being overtaken.

The left hand covering his face was trembling, and the pain was pulsating to the heart, and Qi Youhan's face turned pale from the pain.

There are still the second and third games between him and Fu Sheng, but he knows that his left hand is dying. Even if the severe pain can be relieved within 5 minutes of rest, the sense of powerlessness and stagnation is not there. May disappear within a short time.

He knew very well that he played the second and third games, but he still lost in the end.

why why!Why is it always bad at critical moments, why can't you live up to it once!

What's the use of the left hand, what's the use of the left hand!

"what--!!"

When alone, Qi Youhan no longer needed and could not control his emotions, let out a roar, the despair and unwillingness in the roar, like a sharp knife piercing the intestines, cutting his own ideals and expectations, as well as cutting his wounded support With the belief that he has worked hard so far.

He thought that two years later, he could use his hand freely, and the competition was no problem, but the battles with professional players and the situations proved that his left hand could not support him in international competitions. Half an hour or even an hour of uninterrupted battles.

His hand can no longer bring him back to e-sports, to the place where he once glorified and lost.

He is handicapped, no one is wrong.He is handicapped!

He didn't want to accept this fact, but reality is always cruel.

He will never be able to win the international champion in his heart, he will not be able to fulfill the promise he made with his grandfather, and he will never be able to defeat Fu Sheng openly, telling everyone that he has this strength, and he has never done anything to be ashamed of Fu Sheng. With a clear conscience.

Qi Youhan cried uncontrollably. Two years ago, the severe pain of his hand being severed didn't make him shed a single tear, but today, when he finally faced the truth that he had avoided for two years naked , His tears slid down his cheeks and flowed to the corners of his mouth, his mouth was full of salt and wet, soaking his eye sockets.

It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but before they reach the point of sadness, ideals, goals, beliefs and even the meaning of life collapsed in front of them, and Qi Youhan showed unprecedented fragility.

After that roar, Qi Youhan never uttered another sound, and the tears fell silently like the pain and despair he had endured for two years.

There was a sigh in his ear, and Qi Youhan's head was completely wrapped into another person's chest. The chest was warm and hard, filled with a fresh smell, Qi Youhan couldn't break free, and suddenly reached out to hug the person's back, feeling painless The crying was squeezed out from the throat, little by little, until it broke out.

It wasn't hysterical crying, but heart-piercing.

The crying sound in his ears hit Yue Mo, and every time he cried, his heart ached, but Yue Mo didn't want to make up lies like "you will definitely be able to return to e-sports" to comfort him, because this is what Qi Youhan has to overcome. Only when the hurdle has been crossed can there be a new life.

He followed Qi Youhan's back over and over again until Qi Youhan's shoulder tremors subsided, and then said softly, "Let's have lunch."

Qi Youhan buried himself in Yue Mo's chest and shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I can't eat it."

"I'm not asking for your opinion." Yue Mo replied forcefully, without waiting for Qi Youhan's consent, he directly carried Qi Youhan on his shoulders.

After a while of spinning around, Qi Youhan was frightened and took a sharp breath, with tears streaming down his face: "Hey!"

Without further ado, Yue Mo quickly carried Qi Youhan to the stool of the dining room table in the living room and put it down: "Drink the porridge first, and we'll talk after we're done."

Qi Youhan scowled, his nose was still twitching, Yue Mo took a tissue and roughly wiped him all over: "It's so ugly."

Qi Youhan grabbed the tissue, and after crying, the pressure and depression that had been suppressed in his heart for two years were vented. He was still in pain, but his mood was much lighter. Looking at the tissue in his hand that was full of tears and snot, he suddenly Feeling ashamed, she cried out in front of Yue Mo, and was said to be ugly, too embarrassing.

"When did you come back?" Qi Youhan wiped his handsome face, still choked up.

"When you hit 50 to 53." Yue Mo replied honestly, "You played very hard."

Qi Youhan was stunned, didn't that mean that he came back before the seizure?Yue Mo witnessed the whole process of his poor hand, being overtaken until he lost the game?

Qi Youhan suddenly stared at Yue Mo in surprise, his eyes were wide open, the corners of his eyes were reddish, there was still mist in his eyes, Yue Mo looked at it, his heart felt soft and aching.

He kept looking at Qi Youhan, watching him fail, watching him cry desperately, crying so hard that his heart trembled. He could be Qi Youhan's shooter and win the game for him, but he couldn't bear it. shot.

The unfavorable remarks that rolled up under the nose were similar to "eom lost to Fusheng, and Qi Youhan lost to eom, which proves that Qi Youhan is indeed rubbish, and is more than two grades behind Fusheng", Yue Mo could see these remarks clearly, and Qi Youhan must have seen them too. After losing the game, Qi Youhan was destined to receive huge criticism, but Yue Mo did not block these remarks for Qi Youhan, but placed them on Qi Youhan's face. In front of Youhan's eyes, forcing him to look, forcing him to accept.

This is a heavy hammer, hitting Qi Youhan's body completely, but Yue Mo knows better, only Qi Youhan can get rid of the past if he recognizes the facts.

If there is no such thing today, Yue Mo will find time to make it clear to Qi Youhan that Qi Youhan's hands are not suitable for playing e-sports long ago, and wanting to win the first place is wishful thinking.Qi Youhan has been living in his dream, it's time to wake up.

And now that Qi Youhan recognized the facts, Yue Mo couldn't help touching Qi Youhan's head: "Can I eat it by myself?"

Qi Youhan turned his eyes away with a "tss": "I'm not disabled..."

Yue Mo smiled: "Is your hand ready?"

Qi Youhan's hair stood on end, and he was angry: "You mention me and you again!" In fact, after venting, hearing Yue Mo's words, he was not as angry as he imagined.

"Don't mention it, don't mention it, eat quickly, it's getting cold." After speaking, he turned and left the living room.

Seeing Yue Mo leaving, Qi Youhan was inexplicably flustered, and blurted out: "Where are you going?"

"Go and wipe your butt." Yue Mo said as he walked, "The beating was too bad in the second half."

Qi Youhan snorted and swallowed his porridge, having ten fingers is amazing!Hum hum!

Yue Mo walked halfway and suddenly looked back at Qi Youhan. Qi Youhan was poking the porridge with a spoon in his hand, poking, poking, poking, and Yue Mo let go of his heart. Seeing this Qi Youhan, he believed that his sweetheart would be able to get out of the trough.

Smiling slightly, Yue Mo said, "You look so pretty when you're angry."

Qi Youhan pulled his face longer, picked up the bowl, and gave Yue Mo the back of the head while eating.

When Yue Mo touched the computer, more than ten minutes had passed since the end of the first game, and Fu Sheng was still waiting there.

[Overbearing CEO: Haha, this guy eom won't really be kicked out of shit, so he went to find a helper temporarily? 】

[Qiye Jiangnan: Oops~ What you said just now is so pretentious, there is no suspense about defeating Fusheng, but in the end, he pretended to be a coward and stopped talking when he was counterattacked]

[Gui Su: No, I guess my face is too painful to take medicine now]

[Brother Dashi: Hehe, what you professional players say is really disgusting]

[Floating life: No amount of big talk is useless, we only rely on strength to do our job, if strength is not enough, no matter how lip-syncing you are, no one will convince you]

[Baofengfu Qingliu: Fu Sheng, you can actually say this out of your mouth, show some face!Who was it that morally kidnapped Qi Youhan when he was not strong enough to enter the main team? 】

When Fu Sheng saw this sentence, his face suddenly turned blue.

[Floating Life: Hehe, it's you, be careful with what you say, don't always spread rumors and trouble me just because you are unemployed in my place, think about why you retired! 】

A conversation seemed to reveal the tip of the iceberg of the mysterious past in the locked room two years ago. Yue Mo frowned wildly and immediately applied to add Bao Hongqing as a friend. Unfortunately, Bao Hongqing refused in the next second. Yue Mo.