Puppeteer [Interstellar]

"Gaia Lockhart." The doctor called his name, calling him back from the state of being in a state of ecstasy. The 15-year-old Gaia raised his head belatedly and looked at the man in front of him A doctor in a white coat, he is a doctor in the medical room of the Puppet Master Academy, a man in his 30s, with narrow eyes and thin lips, his eyebrows look very unreasonable.

"We have prepared an isolation room for you and your puppet." The doctor said to Gaia, "I injected medicine into your puppet before going in, and I will also prepare some hormone medicine for you. Wait a minute Another injection of life-saving agent, the following process will be very painful, but we will try our best to ensure that you survive."

Gaia didn't speak, he opened his eyes wide and looked at the doctor in front of him. The 15-year-old Gaia has a pair of very beautiful eyes, blue pupils, and the irises are like stars twinkling, bright and penetrating, clean and immature, the doctor seems to be a little reluctant to look at him, so the doctor Look away from yourself.

The doctor said, "Are you ready, Gaia."

The young Gaia was silent for a while, before speaking slowly, his words seemed very mechanical, and he replied: "Yes, doctor... I'm ready."

Today is the day when he made the final contract with his puppet. At this time, the various systems of the Puppet Master Academy are not very perfect, and the relevant training that future generations of puppet masters must go through before signing a contract with the puppet is also in its infancy. In a state of stepping or groping.Therefore, in the Puppeteer Academy at this time, these young puppet masters are almost as if they have just obtained the puppet, and they must start preparing for the final contract with the puppet.

But none of them were ready, neither the puppet master nor the puppet.

Gaia wasn't ready either, he didn't want to make any ghost contract with the puppet inside, he hadn't seen that puppet a few times in total, but now he had to perform the final ceremony with the other party, a ceremony that was almost a lifetime agreement .

This was too scary, the young Gaia was not prepared for it at all, he was even trembling with fear!He just wants to go home, he wants to leave this strange and scary academy, he wants to go home, go back to see his father, see his mother, even if he is scolded bloody, he doesn't want to stay here, he wants to go Face a monster that could go mad and kill him at any moment!

But he still answered, he said that he was ready, when he said these words, he suddenly felt dizzy, felt as if he had stepped into the swamp of death with one foot, he fell into it, was caught Drowning in mud and suffocation.

But unable to resist, the doctor just continued in a cold and cruel voice: "Since you are ready, follow me."

Gaia was still trembling, although he tried his best to restrain himself, he was wearing a white hospital gown, which was very loose, maybe this clothes could cover part of his trembling, maybe it could also cover part of his fear, maybe he It's okay to lie to yourself and tell yourself that... nothing will happen, everything will be fine.

It's okay, don't be afraid.

The doctor injected him with a life-saving needle and used the large needle to pierce his arm directly, but Gaia didn't even feel the tingling pain when the needle tip penetrated his skin. He felt that his senses seemed to be a little numb. The world seemed to be at a standstill, and he couldn't hear a word of the doctor's instructions. He stood there numbly until the doctor opened the door of the closed isolation room impatiently, and then pushed him in.

Gaia felt like a limp little animal, or a lamb pushed into a cage of wolves or lions—only to be devoured.

very scary.

The 15-year-old lamb raised his head and saw the ferocious monster in the cage. The monster had fallen into a frenzy, growing sharp claws and a tail. The monster twisted and showed its sharp fangs to the terrified boy. He approached, exactly as he had seen in those horrifying images of his nightmares these days.

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Gaia felt that his left mechanical prosthetic eye was aching, to be precise, the scar on his eye was aching, especially when Gerald on the opposite side took off the clown costume and walked towards him, he His eyes hurt even worse, and the pain seemed to remind him of the past, but he didn't want to recall these now, because memories would not help him in any way, and he had to find a way to leave this room and seek help outside.

It's not a good choice to be in this house with a crazy golem.

But Gerald didn't seem to intend to let him go, he got close to Gaia, first grabbed Gaia's wrist, stretched out his other hand and tore off the mask on Gaia's face, and then threw it on the ground , the mask made a crisp sound, bounced on the ground, and slid for a short distance before completely falling to the ground.

Gerald tore off Gaia's mask, and stretched out his hand to grab Gaia's neck.

This action is so familiar, Gaia remembers it very clearly. When he and Gerald made a contract, in that closed isolation room, this monster also strangled his neck like this, and he held him down. He fell to the ground, tore off his clothes, and scratched countless wounds on his body with sharp claws. Gaia lay in his own blood and was raped by this monster.

When Gaia tried to resist, the monster scratched his eyes with its claws, and even gouged out his eyes. The feeling of the eyeball being pulled out and the nerves being pulled in the brain hurts. Still remember clearly.

After so many years, these pains are still circling in Gaia's mind, making Gaia still feel as if it happened not long ago.

He would wake up every morning in such a nightmare, and when he was in extreme pain, he chose to torture Gerald to relieve the pain.He took a knife to cut Gerald's eyes. Although the golem's powerful self-healing ability made Gerald's eyes grow back every day, leaving only a light-colored scar, he would do it again and again. Do it again and again.

This is normal isn't it?

I hurt whoever hurts me, I'm just fighting back, I didn't do anything wrong, I don't deserve to be hurt.

So don't hurt me...

Gerald grabbed Gaia's neck and forced him to back up. In fact, he didn't use too much force, it was more like a grip than a pinch, but Gaia still felt suffocated, he felt his legs were weak, and he even He didn't have the strength to struggle or call for help, because Gerald's actions reminded Gaia of the past, the past that he was powerless to resist.

Gaia knew that he had never changed. He had always been so weak. He couldn't resist before, and he still couldn't resist now. He was still the shivering lamb in the cage, a weak lamb that couldn't struggle and scream even if it was swallowed.

don't hurt me.

So what if you shout a thousand times in your heart?No one could hear his cry.

Gerald forced Gaia back until he pushed Gaia against the wall. He held Gaia down, lowered his head, and bit Gaia's lips. He kissed suddenly. Gaia didn't react, and opened his teeth slightly. Bey, Gerald sticks his tongue straight in, entangled with Gaia's.

Gaia felt a little suffocated, and the lack of oxygen felt uncomfortable. He really wanted to keep his head up and avoid the entanglement of Gerald's lips and tongue, but Gerald didn't know when to wrap him in his arms, Pressing Gaia between the wall and himself, Gaia couldn't move, and could only passively accept the other's fiery and intimate kiss.

He has not kissed Gerald for a long time, or since they made the final contract, Gaia has never let Gerald touch her again, even though they go in and out together every day, sleep In the same room, but he always kept a distance from this puppet.

This was almost the first formal kiss between them. Gaia couldn't help crying when Gaia curled up in the puppet's arms and was dazed by his kiss.

He didn't even know why he was crying, but he just started crying, he only had one eye crying, and the left eye with the mechanical prosthetic eye permanently lost the ability to cry, so he only had the right eye crying .His crying seemed to be detected by Gerald, who let go of his lips and looked up to lick his eyes.

Gaia wanted to push him away, but couldn't. He sniffed to suppress the trembling of his body, and refused in a low voice: "Don't... stay away from me."

Gerald turned a deaf ear and continued to lick his eyes. He licked Gaia's eye sockets so wet that Gaia shook her head in pain.Then Gerald picked up Gaia, picked him up by the waist, and put Gaia on the bed next to him.

Gaia was dizzy, and as soon as his body was put down, Gerald pushed him up, his body was covered by the weight, and his clothes were torn apart at will. Gaia saw the golem's blood-red eyes in a daze, the blood-red His pupils made him tremble with fear.

don't hurt me.

"No... it won't hurt you." Gerald bent down and touched Gaia's left eye. His voice was very low. He rubbed Gaia's cheek and repeated softly: "It won't hurt you."

"...will never hurt you again."

He will never do such a stupid thing again, let this person get hurt, make him spend several times his time trying to heal his wounds, make him wake up from nightmares crying every night, let him repeat the same thing over and over again Cursing and hatred made him stand there crying and crying, but he couldn't get close no matter what.

Don't be afraid, don't cry anymore, I will protect you and love you more than anyone else in this world.

Gerald blocked Gaia's lips again, he pressed the person deeply into the soft mattress, and slowly stripped off Gaia's clothes one by one, Gaia lay there limply and resisted a little He didn't even have the ability to do so, so he could only look at him with wet eyes.

And Gerald can't wait anymore, if he misses today and these 24 hours, he doesn't know if there will be another chance, Gaia will liberate him again.So he can only use the most simple and intuitive way to tell this person now - how much I care about you.