Puppeteer [Interstellar]

The memory began to be confused, and the reason began to collapse. Even though Rein knew that the reason for this phenomenon was because he squandered this power too much, even though Clarence had repeatedly told him to restrain himself before he went to the battlefield and left , do not use these forces unrestrainedly.But on the battlefield, there is no such thing as restraint or intemperance. In order to survive, you have to use all your energy, and there is no room for so-called restraint at all.

There was no choice but to keep going, and as time passed, his mental confusion and memory disorders began to become more serious, and his personality was completely different from before. He, who was originally sensible and cheerful, gradually became He became gloomy and indifferent, and his subordinate comrades began to fear him, but they had inexplicable admiration and respect for him because of his decisive killing. He walked forward step by step, but under this irresistible force, Climbing up little by little, when he came back to his senses, he had already been pushed to the altar by everyone.

Under such wars and killings, Rain could no longer maintain the human heart, he was addicted to the desire to kill, he gradually began to forget the so-called love between children and the agreement with Shirley, Forgot the token of Shirley he accepted.He was fascinated by the thrill of killing all directions and fighting on the battlefield, with endless enemies waiting for him to conquer, and he left everything behind.

Keep going, keep going, keep going.

Finally, one day, he lost control, and his chaotic memory and chaotic emotions completely broke him down. He was unconscious on the battlefield. When he was sent back to the alliance and woke up in the hospital, Shirley came to see him as usual , but he did not recognize who this woman was.

He didn't recognize her, he had forgotten her.

When Rein thinks about it now, he can seem to see Shirley's expression of disappointment mixed with pain. How sad and helpless his loved one must have been at that time?But at that time, Lei Yin didn't notice it at all. Lei Yin forgot about this woman. After he walked out of the hospital, he spread his wings and flew high.

Lost and forgotten all the memories, but at that time, Rein felt unprecedentedly relaxed, and there was a pleasure of no longer being restrained and threatened by others. He felt happy at the time, but his irritability and madness still did not subside. He couldn't wait. He was about to return to the battlefield, but at that time the Zerg had retreated, and there was no enemy for him to kill, so Rain fell into a terrible state of anxiety, and at this moment, the Okan family came to the door with his marriage contract and pushed Shelia away. gave him.

Rein did not refuse, he had forgotten about love, women are tools for him to continue his offspring, but in the days before he married Shelia, Shirley came to the door again, trying to wake up her lover's sanity, but Rein did not. It was just that she was a slut who came to her door, and maybe she was also confused by Shirley, so he pinned her on the bed and tortured her all night like rape. Then he left the next day and gave alms before leaving. General gave Shirley a check.

Rain remembered, when he left, when he opened the door and walked out of that room.Shirley knelt on the bed, her hair disheveled and her clothes disheveled, and she called out Lei Yin's name softly, her tone was too soft to hear, but she was indeed trying to keep him, but Lei Yin didn't hear him at all. Shirley was left there alone.

It was from that moment that hatred began to sprout.

Shirley later gave birth to Rein's child. When she found out that her belly was big, she cried and gritted her teeth and endured all the pain during pregnancy. When Lyle was born, her resentment also swelled to the extreme. So for about two months after the child was born, Shirley couldn't bear seeing this child with similar eyes to Rain's. She took Lyle away and threw him into the Rain family. She didn't know what she was thinking at that time, or what she was trying to prove, she only knew that her behavior at that time was as chaotic and unreasonable as her reason.

So when she thought about it afterwards, she immediately regretted it.

Why be so stupid?What does it prove to leave the child at Rain's doorstep?She also lost something she cherished, and threw away another cherished thing together!Shirley began to hate herself for being stupid, and she cursed herself.

Therefore, Shirley decided to go back, she wanted to go back to the Hawke family, she wanted to bring Lyle back, that was her son, not Rain's, and it would never be Rain's.

Shirley has done several things for this. She first tried to negotiate with Rein. She knew that Rein didn't care about Lyle at all. If she begged, perhaps Rein would return Lyle to her because she didn't care, but soon Shirley was disappointed, Lei Yin didn't even want to see her, she asked many times, but Lei Yin refused all of them.

Shirley also thought about taking legal means. However, the entire alliance at that time was a toy in Rein's hands. He killed people and set fires without anyone watching them. The chaos of war swept every corner, and such things as laws or rules were useless. .

Moreover, even if the law still existed, Shirley knew that she could not win Rain.

She could only choose to take the risk. She sneaked into the mansion of the Hawke family, and as a servant at the bottom, at least she could still see Lyle in this way. Lyle goes.

She had waited a long time for this opportunity and prepared for a long time.No one paid attention to Lyle, and it was easy to take him away, but at that time, the situation of the Hawk family and the entire alliance was very chaotic, so Lei had to lock up the family, and no one was allowed to go out at will, and those who went out privately Will be killed on the spot, Xue Li has no way to act rashly, she can only wait.

In the end, she didn't wait for the opportunity to come.

The Hawke family has rules for purging offenders. Those who betray the family, infiltrate from outside, and violate the rules will all be "purged".

In fact, Shirley didn't know if she had made some serious mistake at that time or what was going on?Maybe she entered the Hawke family with some purpose and was found out?In short, she was brought into the family's clearing area for no apparent reason. Occasionally, Lei Yin would personally come as the operator of the clearing, and Lei Yin didn't even see clearly who the lamb was to be slaughtered, so he just took it. He hacked Shirley to death with a long knife.

The chopping action was chic and beautiful, and Rein still remembered that he flicked the blade casually, and her blood spattered on the wall.

Then she died just like that. Before she died, she called out Rain's name, and then her body split a huge hole, and she fell to the ground and did not move.

Her voice was still so soft, as if she was sitting on that bed, trying to keep Rain with a hoarse and gentle tone.

The same.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Lei Yin suddenly screamed, holding his head and screaming loudly, he even started to dance and struggle, he fell directly from the hospital bed to the ground, He fell over Lyle's side, he crawled, he crawled towards the door of the ward, but the door was locked, he wouldn't even open the handle, he just jumped on the door, Hitting the metal door panel with his head one after another.

The calm Lyle was still sitting on his chair. He stroked the hairpin in his palm and said, "You look in pain, Rein, do you remember anything?"

Rein couldn't answer Lyle at all, he screamed hoarsely and slammed his head against the door panel even harder, he wished he could beat himself to death, never wake up again, never think of these things again, he wanted to forget !He wants to forget it all!

God!Let me forget about this!Forget it all!forget!forget!

"I can feel your emotions, you want to forget, right?" Lyle said in a melodious voice over there, he smiled, he seemed to be singing, "I can make you forget it all."

Rain finally stopped banging his head on the door. He crawled over and crawled to Lyle's side. He grabbed Lyle's arm and begged Lyle: "Let me forget! Please! Please!" You! Let me forget! Let me forget all! Never think about it again!"

Lyle turned his head slightly, looked down at him, with a cold expression on his face: "Then you can evade the responsibility openly and naturally, can't you?"

Rain still held Lyle's arm, he didn't speak, he looked at Lyle, trembling all over.

"It's great, you forget so easily, but the dead can't come back." The moment Lyle lowered his head, his expression and movement were very similar to his mother's. He stretched out his other hand and reached out to Lei. Yin, and helped Rain brush away the messy hair on his forehead and the blood that spilled out when he hit the door panel.

His movements were obviously very gentle, but Rain's trembling couldn't stop at all.

"Rein, if you say you forgot about some things, you can treat it as if it never happened, and you can think that you have never done anything. This is wrong, because..." Lyle smiled with narrowed eyes, "That thing is still there, the beginning, the process, and the result are still there, they haven't moved, they will always be there."

"That's the evidence, it can't be eliminated, the ironclad evidence is like a mountain, and evasion won't do anything."

"Rein, because you are Rein, you can always choose to escape and forget easily in the past. No one will tell you how to forget and escape, but today, I will not give you this chance again. I will Let you remember completely, and remind me of your sins and your achievements."

"Anyone who doesn't fall... remember all of them."

Lyle exchanged the hairpin in his palm for Rain. He stretched out his hand to hold Rain's hand, opened his fingers, and put the old hairpin behind his palm. Close Rein's fingers one by one, making him hold tightly.

There seemed to be blood on the hairpin. When Rain looked down at his palm, he only saw blood on his hand.