Puppeteer [Interstellar]

Not being caught by the puppet, Lyle was happy and slightly disappointed. This feeling of shame made him blush. Jumped out of his arms, and then began to pack the clothes scattered on the ground.

Although the protective clothing is designed to be airtight, some sand still seeped into it, and Lyle's shoes were also full of sand. After pouring out the sand from his clothes, shoes, gloves and other clothing, he shook it clean , and then put it on again. After putting it on, Lyle looked at the puppet.

The puppet just took off its coat just now, revealing its muscular chest. Lyle leaned over and picked up the clothes that the puppet was still on the ground, and shook it clean for him, then looked at the puppet and the clothes on his body. Pants.

Thinking about what happened to the puppet almost again just now, Lyle's cheeks became hot, and he pointed at the puppet's pants and ordered confidently: "Take off the pants!"

The puppet dared not refuse, and quickly took off his pants, but after he finished taking off, Lyle blushed again, and he shouted angrily: "I told you to take off your pants! Didn't I tell you to take off your underwear too ah!"

The puppet was naked, and all three points were perfectly exposed in front of Lyle. However, the puppet was expressionless and showed no shame at all. Lyle had to lower his head and walked over to take the trousers and underwear of the puppet. Pick them up together, and start to shake the sand. After shaking the sand in the clothes, Lyle turned his head, handed the clothes to the golem, and ordered: "Put it on!"

Lyle felt that the clothes in his hand were being pulled by the puppet. Hearing the sound of the puppet putting on his clothes, Lyle stretched out his hand and rubbed his cheek. His face was still warm. Er shyly turned his head away, glanced at the puppet's clothes, and then quickly turned his head back.

To be honest, Lyle still likes the golem very much. The other party is good-looking, good-looking, obedient and willing to protect Lyle. How could anyone not like it.Although the puppet always took advantage of all possible gaps and tried every means to take advantage of Lyle, but Lyle liked him, so he didn't care about it.

This is the first time that Lyle has that kind of heart-wrenching feeling. He thinks that this is probably the feeling of love that some girls in school have discussed. He has never experienced it, so he is uneasy. The only thing he is entangled in is... the magic puppet meeting Don't like him?

When Lyle was thinking about this question, he completely forgot one important thing... Golems have no ego, no feelings or emotions, they are very rational, they only obey orders and protect their masters, and the other thing they know is to fight .

Therefore, under normal circumstances, it is ridiculous to think about whether a puppet likes itself or not. There is no like or dislike in the puppet’s thinking, they only have the idea of ​​​​doing it or not, They only think about how to protect the master, how to help the master to fight, and how to complete the orders given by the master in the best, most efficient, and fastest way.

They don't even have feelings like "loyalty", they are complete fighting machines.

It's a pity that Lyle didn't figure this out. He secretly glanced at the puppet, thinking about the possibility of whether the other party liked him, and then Lyle couldn't help but examine himself. He was very self-aware, he knew that he was just a useless It's just waste wood.

Lyle was quite smart when he was a child. He went to the same school as Al. At that time, in order to attract attention, he worked very hard on the courses and could always get better grades than Al. When I was getting grades, I went home happily, thinking that I would get a compliment, but when I went back, no one would pay attention to him. Everyone would only discuss Al's grades, not him.

Never him.

After a long time, Lyle found that no matter how hard he tried, it was useless, and no one would pay attention to him. This hit Lyle deeply. After being hit, Lyle was discouraged for a long time. It's useless to continue to study hard, he doesn't know who to show his grades to, so he simply gives up on himself.

The self-defeating Lyle's grades are getting worse and worse. Of course, even if his grades drop, no one will care about it. Even the teachers and classmates in the class just hang around Al. Who told Al to be called the son of a general? Naturally, there will be countless people who want to curry favor and curry favor. Even children in elementary school know that they should play with people who are beneficial to them.

Al was born to be the proud son of heaven, and Lyle was just a grain of sand in the dust.

This is an incomparably stark contrast. Whenever Lyle sees his "brother" standing in the place where the lights are shining and receiving the attention of everyone, distorted dark thoughts will spread in his heart. Lyle can't control this, he can't help it If he wants to be jealous, he has no choice, because jealousy is one of the original sins of human beings.

Lyle is well aware that this is a kind of evil. He knows that there is an increasingly manic beast in his heart. One day Lyle feels that he will do something irreversible. When the monsters are released, he can't help but think:

If I kill Al... what will happen?

If I kill him, will they be willing to take a look at me?Even if it's just a glance.

The first time Lyall had such dark thoughts, he felt terrible.He began to fear, he didn't know what to fear, maybe it was the crazy beast inside him, maybe it was himself.

Lyle decided to suppress himself, he no longer tried to fight for anything, he kept telling himself, hypnotizing himself, he said: "Don't fight, just survive in peace."

So he became ordinary, without outstanding grades, without competitive thoughts, and he gradually thought that he was such an ordinary and useless person, because he was a useless person, so it was not worth fighting against Al.

The puppet got dressed and walked in front of Lyle, and squatted down in front of Lyle. His movement interrupted Lyle's thoughts and pulled Lyle out of the memory. When Lyle recovered, he saw The puppet's beautiful bright red eyes.

"I'm a useless person." Lyle suddenly couldn't help speaking. He talked to the puppet, no matter whether the puppet could understand or not, but Lyle wanted to express some things in his heart. tell him.

"I actually had a chance to compete, when I was 15 years old, but I was too scared." Lyle said to the puppet, "I feel that once I compete, deep in my heart, deep in my soul There will be some changes in my whole being, I will become the kind of person I hate the most, I will be full of evil thoughts, full of desire to climb, I want to take everything from my brother , even if it didn’t belong to me in the first place.”

"But I still want it." Lyle said, suddenly felt his nose a little sore, he rubbed his eyes, and continued, "And I can't control this desire, so I ran away, from that family."

"As long as you escape, there is no way out." Lyle said, forcing himself to laugh again.

"But it's great, I met you." Lyle looked at the puppet, "Although I don't know you very well, I need to thank you...thank you for choosing me."

It's useless to choose me like this.

After Lyle said something, the puppet over there didn't seem to respond, but just stared at Lyle without blinking.

Lyle smiled at him again, and he stretched out his hands to the puppet, making a gesture of begging for a hug. At that moment, even though Lyle didn't say a word of orders, the puppet over there took the initiative to move forward. He reached out and hugged Lyle.

If it is really a puppet without self, I am afraid it will never behave like this.

But Lyall didn't know, he took it for granted, when others obviously need comfort, giving a hug is a kind of politeness, and it's also a kind of caring, which will warm up the relationship between each other.

This is a beautiful thing. Lyle has never done it before, and no one has done it with him, so Lyle likes it very much now. He feels that his heart has become calm at this moment. The roaring beast in the depths also calmed down.

Feeling peaceful, Lyle put his head on the puppet's shoulders, and they kept this hugging posture, leaning on each other for a long time, the blazing sun above their heads was blocked by solid rocks.Then, Lyle felt the puppet's hands free from his back, and the puppet hugged Lyall tighter, and rubbed his cheek against Lyle's face.

The puppet's hair was a bit long, and it fell into the socket of Lyle's neck. He felt itchy and couldn't help shrinking his neck.

Then Lyle laughed: "Don't rub me."

The sun is too strong during the day. Due to the gradual thinning of the atmosphere on this planet, the sun basically shines directly on the ground without hindrance. The temperature and the strong ultraviolet rays in the light can completely burn the earth to death. Coke, so after some deliberation, Lyle decided to wait until the evening before continuing the journey, and going out at night was the best choice for them at the moment.

In order to have enough energy for activities at night, Lyle built a small tent under the rock, planning to sleep in it and eat something along the way.

Then Lyle used his signal transmitter once, but nothing happened, there was no response, and there should be no human activity nearby.

Lyle felt that even golems needed to sleep, so he led the golem into the tent to sleep. Because of the rush, Lyle was too lazy to build two tents. Anyway, the space inside was large enough to sleep two people.

The only bad thing is that the puppet is too big, and he can occupy most of the position in the tent by himself, but Lyle can only be squeezed into a very small corner by him, so Lyle feels uncomfortable , so he let the puppet lie in the tent, and he lay on his chest.

The reason why he did this was because Lyle was a bit selfish. He thought that he had kissed and hugged this puppet anyway, and it was no big deal to sleep together, and the puppet's body temperature was low, so it could be treated as a natural Air conditioning, so you won't be unable to sleep because the temperature is too hot.

Well, in fact, Lyle just wanted to be hugged and slept by the puppet.

Before going to bed, Lyle put a few fist-sized miniature detection robots nearby. If something unexpected happens, the small robots will sound the alarm to Lyle, so safety is not a problem.

After doing all this, Lyle lay on the puppet's chest happily, and urged the puppet to say, "Go to sleep."

The golem hugged Lyle, and the two rolled into a ball and fell asleep.

Of course, Lyle didn't know that when he fell asleep, the puppet suddenly opened its eyes again and looked down at Lyle lying on his chest.The golem's bright red eyes rolled around, and it reached out to touch Lyle's hair cautiously, then leaned over by the way, and kissed Lyle's lips like a dragonfly.