unkind [rebirth]

With Tang Yu's episode, Du Guo's turbulent mood calmed down a lot.He went all the way home, perhaps only Luo Wei himself could confirm Kong Yishu's words.

Recently, the access control downstairs was broken. Du Guo entered the gate and took the elevator upstairs. It was so late, and he was the only one in the elevator.

Who would have thought that when the elevator doors opened, Luo Wei would be right in front of him.

Luo Wei leaned against the wall next to the door with her eyes closed, rubbing her temples.The sound of the elevator door opening made him open his eyes, and he happened to meet Du Guo's eyes.

The exhaustion on his face was also seen by Du Guo.

"Why don't you go in?" Du Guo blurted out.He just asked casually, but he felt flustered when he asked.Why Luo Wei didn't go in, he could find the answer from himself.

A long time ago, when he just graduated from university and went to work, there were countless nights like this. He dragged his heavy body back to the residence alone, so tired that he just wanted to fall asleep.But no matter how tired or busy he is at work, whenever he goes home to see Zhang Qiu, he will put away his overworked listlessness and pretend to be energetic to show Zhang Qiu, even though it is to prove himself to Zhang Qiu, but he also has The other thought is that I don't want my family to know that I am not doing well.

Luo Wei quickly adjusted his state, and smiled at Du Guo: "I thought you got home early, and you have been socializing so late? Have you had a lot of bars?"

Du Guo didn't speak.He was afraid that he would give away his confidence with just one mouthful.Only then did he realize that Luo Wei is just a young man in his twenties, he can't live without a good life, and he must start a business in China by himself.How difficult it is to start a business, you just have to spend money.He is busy all day, has he ever hit a wall outside?Have you ever suffered?Have you ever had a problem?But he kept saying nothing, bearing all the pressure alone, even when he returned to the home where he was supposed to be the most relaxed, he had to adjust himself outside the door, swallowing all the tiredness and embarrassment, trying to face himself in the best state. lover...

Once you start to reflect, the floodgates of memory open automatically.Du Guo also thought of those nights when Luo Wei had to wait for his text message to go to bed, of Luo Wei's pampering, no matter what difficulties he encountered, Luo Wei was like an indestructible backing, guarding him gently and firmly .

Love cannot be compared with each other.Du Guo claimed to have loved Luo Wei for more than ten years, but Luo Wei's kindness to him made him feel ashamed.Some people say that love is constantly hurting each other with a sharp knife, and then holding each other and counting each other's scars.But during this relationship, Du Guo deeply realized that Luo Wei's sharp blade would only hurt himself, not him at all.

And the little suspicion he had before because of Kong Yishu's words was all hurt to Luo Wei.

Du Guo strode forward and hugged Luo Wei with open arms.He put his arms around Luo Wei's neck, gently rubbing Luo Wei's cheek: "Luo Wei, I love you, I'm sorry." As soon as the words came out, his nose became sore.

Luo Wei didn't expect Du Guo to rush forward, he took a step back after being hit by Du Guo, and then stabilized the bodies of the two of them.Hearing Du Guo's words, he hugged Du Guo back and kissed Du Guo's side of the neck: "I know, I love you too." He didn't ask Du Guo why he apologized, because he always treated Du Guo like a child, so he habitually Some people think that Du Guo is acting like a baby with him after drinking too much.

"I love you, I will love you in the future, love you like you love me." Du Guo swore incoherently, at this moment, he wanted to dig out his heart and show it to Luo Wei.

"Okay, you will always love me." Luo Wei changed into a coaxing tone and said a kiss.

The two of them were lying outside the door, and Luo Sheng inside the door was in a panic.After listening to Du Guo for a long time, he didn't hear Du Guo talking about the topic, so he held back his anger. When the two of them couldn't finish talking to each other, he couldn't bear it anymore, and opened the door aggressively.

"Are you two finished? Come into the room if you have something to say!" Luo Sheng's beautiful eyes shot him hard, and then forced the two of them into the room.

Luo Wei took off his coat and hung it up, and was about to drink some water, but Du Guo grabbed him.

"There is something I want to tell you." Du Guo went through the words in his head, and felt that it was necessary to tell Luo Wei what Kong Yishu said.

After hearing this, Luo Sheng knew that it was a showdown.He sneered, and immediately sat down in the living room: "Just talk about it here, and let me listen too."

"Don't mess around." Luo Wei scolded him.It was rare for Du Guo to talk to him so seriously, which made him feel uncertain: "Let's go back to the bedroom and talk."

"No, let's talk in the living room and let Luo Sheng listen." Du Guo led Luo Wei to the living room, and when Luo Wei sat down, he said seriously, "Luo Wei, I want to tell you about Kong Yishu."

As soon as Kong Yishu said these three words, Luo Wei frowned, and Luo Sheng started to sneer again.But neither of the brothers interrupted Du Guo, waiting for Du Guo to continue the topic.

Du Guo told Luo Wei about his meeting and contact with Kong Yishu in detail. His eyes were frank and his tone was smooth. When it came to Kong Yishu's drunken words today, he also told Luo Wei frankly: "I understand his mood, but I I still want to tell you. After all, you once knew each other, maybe he approached me on purpose and wanted to separate us, so I want to hear what you have to say. And I want you to know that I will not do anything to make you unhappy, Tomorrow, I will tell Sister Lu to resign, no one or anything is as important as you."

Luo Sheng stood up at this moment, and went to pour water for the two of them without saying a word.Although he wasn't sure how Luo Wei would react, he still watched Luo Wei nervously.

Luo Wei stared at Du Guo while clutching the water glass, he really did not expect Du Guo to meet Kong Yishu.He concealed something from Du Guo, never thought that Du Guo would find out by himself.

"Brother..." If Luo Sheng knew magic, he really wanted Du Guo to disappear on the spot.No one in their whole family dared to mention Kong's family in front of Luo Wei, so they blamed Du, and Luo Wei had to face it.

Luo Wei didn't look at Luo Sheng, he stared at Du Guo intently, and said his deepest secret: "For ordinary people, I should have suffered from mental illness."

"Brother!" The starting point of the topic deviated from the track, and Luo Sheng stopped Luo Wei dissatisfiedly, not wanting to hear Luo Wei analyze himself, but Luo Wei completely ignored him and continued talking on his own.

"What Kong Yishu said was wrong. Kong Yichen and I were just friends and had no emotional entanglements. But his death hit me hard. I was once troubled by post-traumatic syndrome and was admitted to the hospital repeatedly."

This truth made Du Guo feel like being struck by lightning. He never thought that Luo Wei had such an experience.So he can only repeat like an idiot: "post-traumatic?"

"Yes." It's not easy to confess your medical history to your lover. This is Luo Wei's last line of defense, so he didn't tell Du ahead of time.Now that he said it himself, a sense of masochistic pleasure rose in his heart, as if as long as he skinned himself and let Du Guo see his bloody ugliness, he would be truly redeemed.

"I forgot about Kong Yichen's death. I went to school to work part-time as usual, texted and called him, and went to his school to find him. But he would definitely not answer the phone or reply to my messages, and then I would be very irritable and violent. Tendency, because of this, I can't finish my studies and can only be admitted to the hospital for treatment."

Luo Sheng pursed his lips and looked at his brother. He only accepted the reality at this moment. His brother probably really loved Du, and he didn't hesitate to hurt his love.

And Luo Wei is still saying: "I know I am in a sick state, so I actively cooperate with the treatment. My attending physician is also my tutor's wife, who has rich clinical experience. With her encouragement and help, I gradually I recovered and was discharged from the hospital, but the symptoms could not completely disappear. Although I could go back to school, I would still get sick from time to time and be admitted to the hospital for treatment. In the years after Kong Yichen's death, I came through repeated treatments.

Later, the condition stabilized, and I have been free from illness for a long time.But I still keep some habits, such as sending messages to Kong Yichen, and wanting to tell him what's on my mind.My attending doctor said that I can keep these habits, and told me to go back to the familiar environment, not to suppress myself and deliberately avoid it, because facing is a better treatment than avoiding.So I went back to my country and met you. "

Luo Wei did not say that he was the one who found out that he was sick and offered treatment.He was originally calmer and more rational than ordinary people, and it was precisely this reason that helped Luo Wei escape the quagmire of illness and reassured his family that he would return home alone.Of course, the doctor's advice is also useful, don't treat him as a patient, Luo Wei is stronger than ordinary patients.

Luo Wei's eyes hurt Du Guo's heart.He still remembers the first time he saw Luo Wei, Luo Wei's radiant look.But who would have thought that Luo Wei at that time had already suffered from years of illness.As for him, he stumbled into Luo Wei's life by mistake and left Luo Wei in the country for several years, and Luo Wei never got sick. Maybe this could prove that he played a positive role in Luo Wei's condition.

But what if?What if his presence played a negative role?What if Luo Wei's condition worsens if he makes a slight mistake?

Du Guo didn't dare to think about it, the existence of this possibility had already made him panic.

Luo Wei keenly noticed that Du Guo was trembling slightly. He thought that Du Guo could not accept his medical history.So he endured the pain in his heart, put down the water glass and got up.

"I'm going back to the studio, you can consider whether you want to be with me again. You...I'll give you time, you think about it slowly." The air was so thin and suffocating that Luo Wei was afraid that he would collapse if he stayed for a while, so he did He behaved irrationally and aggressively. Although his tone was calm, his flustered footsteps still betrayed him. Because of his haste, he didn't even notice that he knocked his leg on the corner of the table.

The studio door slammed shut, and Du Guo woke up suddenly.Luo Sheng was no longer hostile to him, and just stared at Luo Wei's cup in an extremely desolate manner.

"You know..." Luo Sheng's voice was weak, his eyes lost focus: "You know why I don't let my brother fall in love..."

Du Guo's mind was a little confused, of course he didn't want to leave Luo Wei, but he had to organize his words before going to Luo Wei.So he didn't leave, wanting to hear what Luo Sheng had to say.

Luo Sheng smiled bitterly, and said in a low voice: "My brother is such a person, it's hard to put anyone at ease. But once someone falls into his heart, he can kill him." After finishing speaking, Luo Sheng's empty eyes focused on Du Looking at his face, he asked Du Guo rather viciously: "Do you want to break up with my brother?"

"Of course not!" Du denied reflexively.Break up because of Luo Wei's medical history?Is he insane?

"Okay, anyway, you know so much, you might as well know a little more!" Luo Sheng smiled paranoidly, staring at Du Guo and said, "I was born for my brother."

"Huh?" What kind of painting style is this?Du was confused.

Luo Sheng smiled but didn't smile: "My brother had autism when he was a child, our parents gave birth to me, just to keep him company."

Any child, if he heard his parents tell him that he was born only for other brothers and sisters when he was very young, he would have fallen out long ago.But Luo Sheng didn't. When he was a child, he hated Luo Wei who didn't talk every day and only knew how to draw.Until his parents talked to him and told him like an adult, Luo Wei was bored because he was sick, and hoped that he could get along with his brother and take good care of him.

The young Luo Sheng didn't know what autism was, but he had his own set of logical thinking and understood the abnormal Luo Wei.In his limited cognition, Luo Wei is regarded as a brother controlled by demons, and he is a hero who saves the world and shoulders the great responsibility of protecting his brother.

So in the past ten years, Luo Wei's autism has long been cured, but Luo Sheng is used to thinking about Luo Wei in everything, and the concept of protecting his brother has penetrated into his spinal cord and become a part of his life.

After listening to Luo Sheng's words, Du Guo deeply felt that Luo Wei's growing up was not easy, and it can be said that his life was a long one.Now he just wants to hug Luo Wei and tell Luo Wei that he loves him very much.

When the door of the studio was opened, a strong smell of smoke came to the face.Luo Wei usually does not smoke, saying that the smell of smoke will affect the quality of paintings.Du Guo didn't even know when Luo Wei bought the cigarettes.

There was no light in the studio, only a blinking red dot.The night in the city is not too dark, so Luo Wei's figure sitting in front of the window is clearly imprinted in Du Guo's eyes.

Du Guo closed the door of the studio and walked over lightly.Luo Wei didn't turn around when he heard the sound, and was still sitting facing the window, but the burning red spot trembled, which Du Min keenly caught.

"Luo Wei..." Du Guo turned off the air conditioner and opened the window. The smell of smoke in the room was too choking.He yelled, seeing that Luo Wei hadn't said a word, he leaned over and hugged Luo Wei, took the cigarette butt from Luo Wei's fingertips and pressed it out.

"Luo Wei, do you really think that I will break up with you because of this?" Du Guo hugged Luo Wei tightly.

Luo Wei raised his hand to caress Du Guo's face, his voice was still hesitant: "When I was in school, my classmates accidentally found out that I was treating..."

"I'm not them." Du Guo interrupted him rudely.Luo Wei was tortured by the disease, and it was normal for his classmates not to understand him.But Du Guo just felt distressed, and felt that anyone who bullied Luo Wei should go to hell.Du Guo didn't want to hear Luo Wei's words anymore, he found Luo Wei's lips, and kissed Luo Wei violently.

Pry open Luo Wei's teeth, and go straight to plunder, Du Guo has already learned it with a high degree of proficiency.Until Luo Wei's kiss was deprived of oxygen, the two let go of each other out of breath, forehead against forehead, panting heavily.

"Listen to Luo Wei." Burning with desire, Du Guo licked Luo Wei's lips again, restraining himself from saying what he should say first: "I will not leave you. Breaking up with you is impossible in this life, and neither will the next life." Maybe. It doesn’t matter if you got sick before, even if you get sick again in the future, I don’t care. I’m with you because I love you, I love you, and I will accept everything about you. It's over, don't try to influence us any more."

Du Guo holds Luo Wei's face in his hands, making Luo Wei meet his eyes.

"I know you love me, and I accept this kind of intention. I didn't understand before, and it was my fault that I squandered some. I sincerely apologize to you. But in the future, I am willing to repay you with a thousand times more love. If My heart is not enough, so I will use my life. The rest of your life is so long, you just wait to see if I can do it. I will guard you until the last moment, and try to live longer than you. Booked."

Luo Wei stared blankly at Du Guo, as if he hadn't finished digesting it yet.He talked a lot about love, and Du Guo felt that he was hypocritical.He bowed his head and kissed Luo Wei again, drawing Luo Wei's facial features with his lips.

"It's better to talk than to do. I'll give you a privilege today. You can do whatever you want, how about it?" Du Guo said emotionally, holding Luo Wei's earlobe.Luo Wei was provoked by him, and his crumbling soul finally returned to his place. He stood up suddenly, clasped Du Guo's waist tightly, and kissed Du Guo desperately.The easel and table decorations were knocked over by Luo Wei, but he didn't care. He was stuffed with love words, and he just wanted to possess the other party in the simplest way.

"That's what you said, don't regret it."

The two of them entangled each other and turned to the door, the shirts that were in the way were gone.They whirlwinded out the door again and rolled into the bedroom together.

Luo Sheng watched the two appear and disappear in astonishment, deeply feeling that he was neglected.He couldn't stay any longer, the unsuitable voice inside made him, who had experienced many battles, blush.So Luo Sheng decisively went out with the car keys and wallet, and went to find a place to spend the night by himself.

Adults solve problems, how can there be so much nonsense.The meaning has been conveyed, and the rest can be resolved on the bed.If you can't solve it once, you can do it twice, and if you don't understand it, make it clear.One night, Du Guo was tossed so hard that he didn't even have the strength to beg for mercy. He wished he could pass out and never wake up again.

Well, sure enough, you can't provoke Luo Wei.Du Guo pondered this way, intending to confess Luo Wei as an old ancestor.

When dawn broke, Luo Wei finished punishing Du Guo in sweat, washed each other briefly, and lay down on the bed again.

Du Guo was exhausted, and Luo Wei hugged each other, wanting to close their eyes and go to sleep.

But he couldn't bear to sleep.

"It's already dawn, are you going to be busy again soon?" Du leaned into Luo Wei's arms in the past, he liked the smell of Luo Wei filling his nostrils the most.

Luo Wei looked at his watch and felt that he should not go out today: "Forget it, let's take a day off today."

"Okay!" Although Du Guo had no strength, he was still full of joy.After thinking about it, he said, "Then I'll take a day off today as well."

"Huh? No more classes?" It's not the weekend.

"Skipping class, a university without skipping class is not a complete university." Du Guo plausible, how many times he has helped Fu Changsheng and Zhang Kai yell here, it's their turn to contribute! "By the way, I don't want to do my job anymore. I will resign when I wake up."

That bastard Kong Yishu is a big deal!If it wasn't for Kong Yichen, Du Guo would have gone to his house to beat him up right now, for no other reason than to vent his anger first.

"It's up to you, I won't interfere." Luo Wei really didn't care, at this point, he was already confident that no one would easily influence them.

"Baby, you are so kind." Du Guo kissed Luo Wei's chin, the green stubble pricked his mouth a bit, but he loved it.

Luo Wei also kissed him.No matter how many times, Du Guo is always so delicious: "You called me husband last night, so you are so ruthless to pull your dick so quickly."

"Hey." Du Guo laughed dryly, and suddenly remembered Luo Sheng: "By the way, Luo Sheng told me yesterday that you still had autism when you were young, but you just recovered, really?"

Du Guo could see that Luo Wei's biggest heart disease was not autism, so he was able to ask.Sure enough, Luo Wei answered him disapprovingly: "Ah, do you remember that I told you that when I was young, I thought that my peers were all idiots. This childhood can actually be traced back to my preschool age."

Du Guo generally understood.Luo Wei should have developed an advanced IQ, which allowed him to form his own worldview and values ​​prematurely. A child who is too precocious is treated like a toddler. No wonder he is too lazy to react to the people around him.

"I don't know why, but I love you more." Du Guo closed his eyes and slipped into Luo Wei's arms. It would be nice if this rare leisure time was longer.

"Well, I love you too." Luo Wei hugged Du Guo, his life has been consummated to an unbelievable degree, he has nothing else to ask for.

Of course, he also underestimated the vicissitudes of life.That is, don't ask for nothing easily, otherwise when you want to ask, the gods of all walks of life will easily not hear you.