unkind [rebirth]

Du Guo hasn't seen Xu Xin for a long time.Being with Luo Wei was so sudden that he forgot to wonder why Xu Xin and Luo Wei still knew each other.

But soon, he knew the answer.

Although it was the weekend, Xu Xin was hanging out with her colleagues. She was slightly surprised to see Du Guo and Luo Wei, but she quickly accepted the setting and led Du Guo and Luo Wei out to find a suitable place for chatting.

"What a rare visitor..." Xu Xin looked back and forth between the two, and said with a sneer, "You two really got together."

Du Guo: "...Um, brother Xu, you have sharp eyes!"

Xu Xin, who was treated like a monkey, poured tea for the two of them, and asked very self-consciously: "Tell me, if you haven't looked for me for so long, there must be something wrong with me."

"You haven't changed, you still speak so straight." Luo Wei spoke for the first time since the meeting.

"You've changed a lot." Xu Xin took a sip of his tea, "I thought we'd never see each other again."

Luo Wei generously admitted: "This was originally the plan."

This conversation is tricky.Du Guo was listening, but still couldn't figure it out, are Luo Wei and Xu Xin old friends or old enemies?

Xu Xin saw that Du Guo was silent, and took the initiative to answer his questions: "Don't you know that we are classmates in elementary school and high school?"

"Ah!" Du Guo suddenly said: "He didn't mention it. So you...?"

"Don't worry, brother is a straight man, and he will get married next year." Xu Xin was afraid that Du would misunderstand that he was having an affair with Luo Wei, so he took the lead in clarifying: "But seeing him like this, I haven't recalled his past years with you, have I? ?" Xu Xin was so poor that it was hard to find an opponent.

"Ahem!" Luo Wei coughed twice as a threat, but Xu Xin was not afraid of him at all, and immediately united the front with the excited Du Guo.

Du Guo: "Brother, tell me!"

Xu Xin glanced at Luo Wei triumphantly: "He never smiled from elementary school to junior high school."

"Ah?" Du Guo tilted his head to look at Luo Wei, then poked Luo Wei's face with his finger: "Did you have facial paralysis when you were young?"

Luo Wei grabbed his hand and pressed it under the table, and said to Xu Xin with a half-smile, "Misfortune comes from your mouth."

Xu Xin ignored him and continued to break the news to Du Guo: "We knew each other because he was too aloof and was blocked by the gangsters in his class after school. As a result, when we passed by, we saw him staring at him and said:' Do you know that you are just a puppet controlled by emotions now? If you don’t know, go back and think about it, remove this shell, who are you really?’Oh, I’m going to laugh at us…”

Xu Xinxue's voice is full of emotion, and Luo Wei left a deep impression on him back then. He still remembers it to this day, and when he can't find a joke, he just thinks about it.

"You used to be so secondary?" Du Guo imagined that scene, and felt more and more unable to bear to look directly at it.

Of course Luo Wei was also very ashamed.But who doesn't have a dark history, it doesn't matter if Du Guo knows a little bit about it.It's just that he reminded Du Guo: "Let's get down to business."

"Brother Xu, I still want to hear, what else?" The more Luo Wei didn't want him to listen, the more he wanted to dig out more. Du Guo couldn't wait to ask Xu Xin.

But Xu Xin began to give Luo Wei face, and refused to continue: "If there is anything else, you can ask him yourself. Right, Luo Wei, you have to be honest when you are in love, and you don't need to hide your glorious deeds. "

Du Guo went to see Luo Wei again, Luo Wei sighed, he really underestimated the extent of Xu Xin's slander, he said helplessly to Du Guo: "I will tell you later. You first tell him about your affairs briefly. explain."

"No need." Du Guo and Xu Xin haven't gotten close enough to chat about housework, so they don't want to bother Xu Xin for help.But Luo Wei seemed to trust Xu Xin very much, and took out his mobile phone to show Xu Xin.

"I want you to help me find someone to watch this person, to see where he lives and who he is in contact with." Luo Wei sent Sun Jiangang's photo to Xu Xin, and Xu Xin looked at it twice.Youyou said: "Do you think of me as a private detective? I haven't been in the society for many years, okay? I'm already a good person."

"You can still do this." Luo Wei said affirmatively: "This person is a threat to his family now, you can just keep an eye on it, and I will do the rest."

Du Guo thought Xu Xin was fierce before, but he turned out to be a person with a story.It seems that Xu Xin and Luo Wei had a good relationship in the past, so why haven't they been in touch for a long time?

"I owe you all." Xu Xin put away his mobile phone and complained, "One or two have cut off contact with me, and they think of me when something happens. No, you have to buy me a drink!"

Luo Wei smiled and said, "No problem, I'll buy all the wine for the rest of my life."

"You're smart." Xu Xin picked up the car keys, got up and wanted to leave: "Let's go, go now, don't renege on your debt."

As long as Luo Wei is looking for someone, Du Guo is very relieved.So he was not in a hurry to go back, and went to treat Xu Xin to dinner with Luo Wei.During the dinner, Xu Xin made several phone calls, which seemed to have done what Luo Wei had told him.

On the way back, Du Guo endured and endured, but he still couldn't help asking about Luo Wei's past: "Can you tell me about the past between you and Xu Xin?"

Because of drinking, Luo Wei did not drive.The two pressed the road like ordinary couples.Luo Wei expected that Du Guo would ask, so he didn't hide it: "Yes. I didn't say it before, because I was afraid that you would think I was complicated. If you want to know, I will tell you."

Du Guo nodded respectfully.

Luo Wei organized the words in his mind, and first told Du Guo: "When I was young, I thought that people my age were all idiots."

"..." This opening sentence is different from what I thought!

Luo Wei was very satisfied with Du Guo's expression, and slowly explained: "I think people's emotions are superfluous, and their behavior must be controlled by emotions. It's quite stupid to often do things that you regret. So I don't follow People of the same age interacted with each other and were relatively withdrawn. It was not until later that I met Xu Xin and the others.

Xu Xin is the oldest among us and the one who worries the most.He covered us in big and small things, including when I learned boxing and participated in competitions, he also helped a lot.But the person who walked closest to me was not Xu Xin, but Kong Yichen.

I don’t know if you have ever had this kind of friend. Knowing Kong Yichen, I feel that I have found another me in the world.We are especially able to chat, thinking rhythm, hobbies, views on external things.Sometimes with just one look, you can understand what the other person is thinking.At that time, I felt that I could be willing to follow the example of the ancients and die for the confidant. "

In Du Guo's memory, he never had such a friendship.If it is about heart-to-heart, Tang Yu is one of them, but the ending is not good.

"Then what? Brother Xu, how did you say that you two will never communicate with each other?"

Luo Wei actually didn't want to bring up the past, he didn't even want to think about it.But he still told Du Guo: "Xu Xin has a better relationship with Kong Yichen's elder brother. After Kong Yichen died, our circle broke up, and no one was in touch with anyone."

Reason told Du Guo that he shouldn't ask any more questions.So he held Luo Wei's hand, intertwined fingers with Luo Wei, and comforted: "Let's go with the past, don't think about it."

At this point, Luo Wei was relieved: "Some things can be treated as if they didn't happen. After graduating from high school, our family immigrated to a foreign country. Kong Yichen wanted to broaden his horizons, so he applied for studying abroad together with me. His brother was in I didn’t quite agree with Kong Yichen’s going abroad when he went to university in China, and wanted me to persuade him to stay. But I didn’t. Instead, I went to the same school as Kong Yichen, and promised his brother that I would take good care of Kong Yichen.

We entered the school smoothly, because we have different majors, and we don't have many opportunities to get together.Then he met a guy at school..."

Speaking of this, Luo Wei stopped and rubbed his face with his hands in pain.Du Guo didn't want him to talk about it anymore, it must be the painful past for Luo Wei: "Forget it, don't talk about it, it doesn't matter if I don't know."

Luo Wei shook his head: "He fell in love with that person crazily. In addition, my studies are heavy, and we haven't seen each other for a long time. Who knew that when we met again, he seemed to be a different person.

He became moody and moody, as if he had another soul inside his shell.Then he told me that the man tricked him into taking drugs.

The horror of drugs, in addition to making a person addicted, will also make people lose themselves, and let people clearly see themselves degenerate step by step. You know that everything you are doing is losing your mind, but you can't control it.Just like Kong Yichen, he said he was rotting, but he couldn't find a way out.

I am also young.I don't believe that drug addiction can't be quit, and I don't believe that there is nothing powerless in this world, so I let him believe in me, and I will definitely help him.

We dare not tell his family, including his brother.We found non-governmental drug rehabilitation organizations. Although the cost is expensive, they can protect our privacy and not be discovered by others.All our money, living expenses, and wages from part-time workers are all put in it.

But it was useless, when I was at my wits end, he was still meeting that person, and he still loved him, even if the other person harmed him, he still loved him.

After repeated detoxification in this way, I found out that they were still in touch.I'm so disappointed in him, I don't think he deserves my friendship anymore.But I have no way out, I don't want to watch him struggling in the mud.So I figured out a way to send that guy to jail.

Kong Yichen hates me, I don't know.In order to cheer him up, I took him on a trip to various countries and took him on wild adventures. We got a gun license, a diving license, a skydiving license, and met some extreme sports enthusiasts...

But he relapsed.I was very disappointed, he was not the Kong Yichen I knew at all, he was just a self-willed and depraved trash.Then we lost contact for a long time.One day, he suddenly asked me to skydive.I thought he was thinking about it, so I went to the appointment happily.

We chatted as usual, he was doing well that day, we were like before he took drugs.On the plane, he told me loudly that it feels good to love someone, because with each other, your life becomes meaningful.I laughed at him for bullshit and he told me to try it myself.Having said this, he jumped down. "

Du Guo was fascinated by what he heard, and asked involuntarily: "Could it be?"

Luo Wei's tone was no longer full of sadness, and he said flatly: "Dead. We can skydive alone at our level. He wrapped his paracord around his neck and suffocated to death."

A person can commit suicide in such an extreme way, how desperate he must be for this world.

"And then?" Du Guo held Luo Wei's hand tightly, and the two walked to a park and found a bench to sit on.From time to time, tourists around will look at them, but they are not affected at all.

"Then I notified Kong Yichen's family and the man in the prison. Not long after, that man died too. It might have committed suicide, who knows. I didn't tell Kong Yichen's family about his drug use, it might be true I was conservative, I wanted him to leave cleanly. His family regarded his death as an accident, and they all hated me, thinking that I provoked Kong Yichen and finally killed Kong Yichen. So in the next few years, I didn’t Go back to China. Friends from the past are no longer in touch.”

Even though Luo Wei was stronger than Du Guo, Du Guo still gently hugged him into his arms, and with the tenderness of his life, he pressed a kiss on Luo Wei's lips.

Du Guo: "You have done nothing wrong, you have a clear conscience, and you don't need to feel guilty."

Luo Wei hugged Du Guo back and rubbed Du Guo's hair. He said softly, "I used to think that I did nothing wrong. But now that I have you, I think I still did something wrong."

Du Guo straightened up and looked at Luo Wei puzzled.

Luo Wei's face was slightly pale because he forced himself to recall the bloody past.But he still smiled at Du Guo, staring into Du Guo's eyes: "Now that I have you, I understand what it's like to love someone, what is 'with each other, life becomes meaningful.' No matter what kind of person you are and what you have done, I can't help but love you. No one can hurt you, not even your relatives or friends. Even if Kong Yichen is still alive, he has no right."

This is probably the most beautiful love story that Du has ever heard.His eyes were slightly hot, and he was afraid of losing face by crying in public, so he sniffed his nose and dared not look at Luo Wei again, and whispered: "The dead are gone, and the living are like this. Whether he hates you or not, the matter is over. It’s over. This is his choice, it’s useless to blame himself or others, he can’t come back. Only by living well can the living live up to the rest of their lives.”

"You are also very good at comforting people." Luo Wei finally expressed his long-standing thoughts, feeling relieved, and even Du Guo's shy appearance was more interesting than usual.He stood up, took Du Guo's hand by the way, and pulled Du Guo up. "Let's go, in public, I'm afraid I'll turn into a beast."

"You're no better than a beast when you get home, how can you pretend I don't know?"

Du Guo didn't let go of Luo Wei, but clasped his fingers tightly. The two of them walked along the tree-lined path in the park. If someone cast an unkind look, Du Guo would stare back fearlessly.

After a while, Du Guo made a decision: "Luo Wei, when Aunt Yuan is safe, let's move in together."