Ex-boyfriend, I lost my memory

Fang Ran naturally knew that Mother Wen still liked him very much, but the relationship between himself and Yang Yuxuan really couldn't be resolved with a simple sentence or two.

"Auntie..." Fang Ran already had the heart to refuse, and he became more rigid in his words: "I don't have any conflicts with Yang Yuxuan, we are not suitable for each other..."

But after he finished speaking, Fang Ran unconsciously remembered the time when Yang Yuxuan was with him, was it really inappropriate?

Others can see how Yang Yuxuan treats him, and he also remembers it in his heart. Although this guy is rough and likes to sneak attacks on him, he really didn't do anything outrageous and unreasonable to make him angry.

And even if it's a kiss, you don't actually hate it, right?

Even if he understands the use of these things, Fang Ran doesn't like men, so why bother Yang Yuxuan to find a better one?

Mother Wen didn't continue talking, but just patted his hand and asked her cheap daughter to continue pushing the car forward, planning to buy some barbecue sauce.

At this moment, Fang Ran's cell phone rang, and when he took it out, he saw that it belonged to Yang Yuxuan. When he looked up again, Mother Wen and Wen Tian were already discussing which sauce to buy.

Fang Ran thought for a while and still connected the phone.

A familiar voice came from the phone. Yang Yuxuan seemed to be very busy, talking while exerting his strength.

"Xiao Ran, have you seen my mother?" Yang Yuxuan asked.

He's tidying up the grill with one hand and talking on the phone with the other, and he's a bit overwhelmed.

When his mother called him, she had already told him that Wen Tian and Fang Ran were going to come to the villa for a barbecue with his mother who was a bit nervous, so after hanging up the phone, he thought about it for a long time, and in the end it was Call Fang Ran.

"Well, I saw Mother Wen." Fang Ran nodded and said.

Yang Yuxuan's heart warmed, and he felt that Fang Ran was really a good and polite boy. He used to call his mother Auntie Wen, but now he just called his mother Wen. Yang Yuxuan liked this title very much.

"When you come back later, buy more fruits, and it's not good to just eat barbecue." Yang Yuxuan said in a rambling manner, "I guess I'll have to play until late at night, so I might still have to stay here."

Fang Ran nodded, and then the two of them talked again before Yang Yuxuan hung up the phone reluctantly.

Mother Wen and Wen Tian were buying meat, and kept throwing it into the cart. Looking at the cart gradually filling up, Fang Ran felt that it would be too much for four people to eat, right?

But Mother Wen said frankly that she would put it in the refrigerator if she couldn't finish eating.

Thinking of the super large double-door refrigerator in the villa, I think it might be the habit of their family to stuff it full.

Women always like to buy, buy and buy. Mother Wen and Wen Tian bought a cart full of things, and they still feel a little unfinished. Fang Ran hurriedly stopped them, saying that there are already a lot of things, so don't buy any more.

Mother Wen felt the same, it was shameful to waste, so she went to check out.

The afternoon passed by in a busy way. When Fang Ran returned to the car, he felt his arms were sore.

The two women were still discussing which store to go to buy some new clothes later, and it seemed that there was another fight.

Fang Ran felt that his fighting power was no longer able to sustain this war, so he planned to take a rest in the car, because he felt that if he continued walking like this, his blood sugar would come out.

Wen Tian also went out with her mother, leaving Fang Ran alone in the car.

Fang Ran was fiddling with the mobile phone boredly. Fang's mother bought it for him when he was in school. She originally planned to buy him a Nokia, but she felt that college students don't even need a touch-tone phone anymore, so she bought a smart phone.

Originally, Fang Ran had no interest in mobile phones, his hobbies were very old, reading books and feeding birds in a daze.

So giving him a cell phone is to let Fang Ran check the time and call when there is something urgent.

Fang Ran waited in the car for several hours before Mother Wen and Wen Tian got into the car with big bags and small bags.

On the way to the villa, it was getting dark. During this time, Fang Ran received calls from his roommates, asking him if he would come back to stay tonight. Fang Ran thought for a while and said that he would go back after dinner.

When he fell into the garage, Fang Ran turned his head to look at Yang Yuxuan who was dressed in home clothes.

It seems that Yang Yuxuan has been preparing barbecue all day long. His tight T-shirt outlines his firm and young body. Although he has just stepped into youth, his hormonal aura is already very strong.

Wen Tian took the things out of the car, and the two men Yang Yuxuan and Fang Ran naturally went to pick up the things without hesitation, and Yang Yuxuan went to the yard with bags in each hand.

Fang Ran was carrying a vegetable bag that was not heavy but bulging, and looked back at Wen Tian: "I'll take your drink."

"You still care about sister-in-law." Wen Tian was not polite, Fang Ran, a big man, why should he carry more things.

Fang Ran didn't hesitate, and directly carried it over, but the drink was really heavy, they all bought large 2L bottles, and the bag weighed several catties.

A few people moved all their things to the yard of the villa, because Fang Ran and Yang Yuxuan lived in this villa before, and now Yang Yuxuan lives alone, so it will not be used for a long time.

The yard is not very big, but it can accommodate a few tables, benches and barbecue grills, and there is a small swimming pool next to it. Fang Ran didn't know it at first, thinking it was a pond.

Everything was ready, and then Mother Wen and Wen Tian started to cut the meat, and then came over to talk to Yang Yuxuan from time to time.

Mother Wen quietly asked Yang Yuxuan if this was your little boyfriend, and other tedious questions like how the relationship between the two of you was. Yang Yuxuan knew his mother's personality, so he answered all the questions.

Fang Ran greased the barbecue grill by himself and cooked the meat.

Yang Yuxuan talked to his mother for a while, and then came to find Fang Ran.

Seeing him standing next to him, Fang Ran hesitated at first.

"Listen to Wen Tian, ​​do you think of something?" Yang Yuxuan pretended to ask Fang Ran casually.

Fang Ran looked at the brush in his hand and didn't speak. Yang Yuxuan didn't know what he was thinking, so he looked at his side face: "Is your memory recovering bit by bit?"

"I don't know either." Fang Ran said frankly, "If I think of something, it may not necessarily be a good thing."

"Fang Ran." Yang Yuxuan looked at him and said, "No matter what you remember, it proves that your memory is recovering."

"But what's the use of my recovery?" Fang Ran turned to look at the man in front of him, who was his ex-boyfriend: "Aren't you also afraid that I will recover my memory?"

Yang Yuxuan didn't speak, he was really afraid that Fang Ran would kick him away after recovering his memory, which he didn't want to see.

"Once I think about the things between us, do you think we can continue to talk peacefully like this?" Fang Ran shook his head: "Although I don't know what's going on between us, our relationship is not good, is it? Maybe one day I wake up and remember everything, and then walk away from you, so you are not satisfied?"

"Fang Ran." Yang Yuxuan held his hand, Fang Ran was trembling because of being too emotional: "What are you afraid of?"

"...I'm not afraid."

But the cold hands had already betrayed Fang Ran, he was indeed afraid, he even started to be afraid of recovering his memory.

Yang Yuxuan treated him so well, even though it was only a few days, Fang Ran clearly felt Yang Yuxuan's deep love for him, but he told himself again and again that he couldn't continue like this.

Since the two of them broke up, there must be a big reason, maybe it was Yang Yuxuan, maybe it was me.

Now it seems that it is largely due to me. From various signs, I don't really like Yang Yuxuan, at least Fang Ran didn't like Yang Yuxuan before he lost his memory.

But now, he couldn't tell if he could accept Yang Yuxuan, if he didn't like it, why didn't he express any anger towards his kiss?

Whenever Yang Yuxuan kissed him, he didn't resist in his heart, but accepted the fact easily.

In fact, I have gradually fallen in love with Yang Yuxuan, at least Fang Ran thinks so.

Yang Yuxuan was also aware of the fluctuations in Fang Ran's heart. He actually knew Fang Ran very well. Although he looked stubborn, he was still a child deep inside.

Fang Ran grew up in a good family, and his parents were both teachers. They always planned to train Fang Ran to be a good young man with all-round development in morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor.

Facts have proved that Fang Ran is indeed very good. Fang Ran has been very busy since he was a child. As long as he can remember, Fang Ran has been carrying a drawing board taller than himself to the studio, carrying a violin on his back to learn the piano every Saturday afternoon.

Fang Ran is very busy every week. He always has unfinished homework and unfinished classes. Apart from eating and sleeping every day, he just studies and attends classes. Very strong and busy.

He is a very smart kid who knows everything at a glance. Studying is not a very stressful thing for him. Every time he sees the questions on the test paper, he finds it ridiculous. After all, he can get full marks , but still have to study day after day.

Gradually, Fang Ran realized that these things could no longer satisfy him. He needed an outlet to vent, an outlet where he could vent out the grievances he had accumulated for more than ten years.

And he found it, it was Yang Yuxuan.

Yang Yuxuan is handsome and wealthy, handsome and stern, and most importantly, he likes men.

This is very suitable for Fang Ran, the person who can let him try the most wonderful love in this world is none other than Yang Yuxuan.

And this, Yang Yuxuan only found out after they broke up, that he had always been Fang Ran's toy, an item used by Fang Ran, a little devil, to show off his charm.