[Entertainment] Call me idol

After a short period of observation, she was convinced that Song Mingyue was indeed in love.

It's a little square, the more Li Zaiyan thought about it, the more angry she became.who is it?Who tricked her little moon away?Our little moon is about to debut!Is it possible to fall in love casually?And our little moon is single, so what if we get injured.She hasn't had time to share the experience with her yet.

Lee Taemin?No, this brother treats Little Moon as his younger sister wholeheartedly.Cho Sung-cheol?This person has gone abroad to a higher stage.Classmates or company trainees?Yes, definitely one of those two.Our little moon is so beautiful, there must be many people staring at it.

But seeing Song Mingyue's reply to the message with her head down and a smile, Li Zaiyan let out the breath she was holding.

Turning around, Li Zaiyan read the company's trainee regulations carefully, and there was no such thing.But there are many constraints such as no group photos, no immoral behavior...etc.

That's the same as jyp, there is no express prohibition of falling in love during the trainee period, and the relationship is sorted out uniformly before debut.But this does not mean that you can fall in love when you are a trainee, it depends on the impact on the company.If it's a secret relationship with a classmate, then forget it, but falling in love with a company trainee will definitely have a very bad influence.

Companies often only keep one of these two people.

Seeing this, Li Zaiyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief. In her opinion, even if they were found out, the company would definitely not be their Little Moon.As long as it's not a debut artist, it's fine.

Or before their debut, the two broke up peacefully, which is the best result.

The shortest Li Zaiyan talked about was only a week, but Song Mingyue was different from her.Thinking of Song Mingyue holding her mobile phone every day... Li Zaiyan began to count with her fingers.

They are at most one year away from their debut, which also includes modeling, shooting MV, debut preview and so on.

The most accurate debut is from the day when the company signed artist contracts with them, and at that time everything before has to be sorted out.

So it will be a few months at most, will Little Moon break up naturally within these few months?

No... She could tell that it was genuine liking and nothing else.Otherwise, how could a person like Little Moon, who plans every day so clearly and doesn't waste at all, take time to fall in love?

The probability of being forced to break up is not the same as that of breaking up naturally. The former may be sad and hurt the lungs and may become Bai Yueguang's obsession, while the latter is natural and has no regrets.

Or will you break up when you get busier?Li Zaiyan could only hope so, she looked at Song Mingyue who was looking at her phone and sighed faintly.

[Go downstairs, I'm downstairs in your dormitory. 】

Song Mingyue stood up, smiled at Li Zaiyan who was looking at her, and walked out while putting on the clothes, passing the dining table and taking milk and strawberries.

She didn't mean to hide it at all, Li Zaiyan thought very well, it was very Song Mingyue.

Song Mingyue ran downstairs, looked around and saw Wu Shixun at the corner.

Wearing a black coat, he almost blended into the night.After walking a few steps, he was looking at her with a smile, some messy black hair resting on his forehead, revealing his heroic eyebrows.

When I'm not smiling, I'm particularly cold and childish when I smile, which is completely in line with my aesthetics.Song Mingyue trotted over, stood two steps away and looked up at him with a slight smile: "Aren't you very busy recently?"

Wu Shixun reached out and pulled the hood of Song Mingyue's coat out of his clothes, laughing uncontrollably: "You have to wear your clothes well, too."

Song Mingyue obediently asked him to fix the hat,

Then he stretched out his hand and pulled Wu Shixun to sit on a bench in a small park nearby, opened milk for Wu Shixun, and opened a bottle for himself, then opened the fresh-keeping box containing strawberries and put it on his lap.

"Favorite strawberry milk, and favorite strawberry." Song Mingyue pointed at the strawberry and then at the milk, then tilted her head and looked at Wu Shixun's eyes.This strawberry was bought by Song Zhenglin when he came to see her two days ago. This is one of the last two boxes.

Wu Shixun burst out laughing and said, "Children's taste, you."

"Guess, because you are more popular with children." Song Mingyue nodded in agreement.

Wu Shixun burst into a smile, and tried hard to hold back the smile at the corner of his lips in the next second. "Mo."

It was actually very cold at the end of November, and the air was filled with white mist when I spoke.In the middle of the night, the park is empty and there is only cold wind.The two sat and didn't want to leave.

"Will you go to Seoul Arts High School in high school?"

"Hmm." Song Mingyue nodded with a strawberry stuffed in his mouth.

"Welcome to Seoul Arts High, primary school girl." Wu Shixun leaned on the back of the chair, holding milk in one hand, while the other hand went around behind Song Mingyue and put it on the back of the chair.

Song Mingyue suddenly laughed, turned her head to look at Wu Shixun and asked, "Senior, senior, brother. What do you like to be called by me?"

Her eyes were black and white, and she was looking at him with a smile in her eyes, and there seemed to be something else.It was as if he had seen the bottom of his heart at a glance.

Wu Shixun licked his lips, looked away awkwardly and then looked back: "It's okay. No, where did you learn this?" From sitting down to you, until now, brother and so on, Song Mingyue has been doing fancy things. Teased him, and he was indeed teased, but after thinking about it, it was quite unpleasant.

Song Mingyue blinked and asked back: "Do I need to learn these? I just asked when I thought of it. Can't I talk to you like this?"

"No... no." Wu Shixun pursed his lips, suddenly not knowing where to start.

"Because I don't want to leave regrets, I have to say whatever I want to say." Song Mingyue looked at Wu Shixun seriously and said.

Wu Shixun suddenly paused, and then said: "Yes."

"Cold?"

"cold."

Wu Shixun reached out and put Song Mingyue's hand into his coat pocket, and suddenly asked with a smile, "Do you know about Mylittle princess①?" Before Song Mingyue could answer, he hummed softly.

"Maybe this is love,

Even if you try to hide it, you can't help but smile."

Because I don't remember all the lyrics, I have vaguely mentioned some places, or the order of the lyrics is upside down.

Song Mingyue gently rested her head on Wu Shixun's shoulder, secretly took out her phone and started recording.If Wu Shixun saw it, he would shyly refuse to hum again.

"Let us never speak parting words",

Wu Shixun whispered, his ears were red but he still hummed softly.Song Mingyue's other hand has quietly clasped Wu Shixun's hand on the back of the chair.

Wu Shixun felt his face was going to burn, but Song Mingyue didn't respond after waiting for a long time.Quite annoyed, "Yeah."

But Song Mingyue took out the other hand that was in his pocket, spread out his palm, and saw a pink hairband.

"what is this?"

Wu Shixun was stunned for a moment. This was a hair tie that he had bought for a long time but hadn't given away. He was filming the MV and only had enough money to buy a cup of milk tea. Then he suddenly saw this hair tie in a nearby shop.

But suddenly being pulled out of his pocket by her is different from the concept he took out on his own initiative.

Then the next moment, Song Mingyue knelt on his lap, and instantly occupied the high position, and held him down with the hand holding the hairband... The soft touch on his lips reminded Wu Shixun what happened, and looked at the wide-eyed Wu Shixun , Song Mingyue pressed his lips suspiciously and asked softly: "Do you want to lick it then?"

I have watched the TV series and read the book, and I was suddenly confused about how to operate it. The question asked by a mother solo made Wu Shixun react so strongly that he almost pushed her off his knees. In the end, he hugged her waist quickly and did Don't let the tragedy happen.

The two looked at each other, Wu Shixun looked innocent and bewildered.

Song Mingyue pursed her lips, let go of her hand, and was about to step back.Anyone who gets pushed at this time will be angry, okay?And there is some grievance.

Wu Shixun held her with his hands around her waist, covered Song Mingyue's overly beautiful eyes with one hand, and then demonstrated the correct kissing sequence, although he didn't know if it was correct.

Eventually the two parted with red faces and ears.

Li Zaiyan watched Song Mingyue run away for a long time before returning, and faced with Gao Enqing's doubts about why he went out so late, Song Mingyue changed the topic nonchalantly without changing his face.

Very well, the company's acting lessons and conversation skills were not in vain.Also, sister, you are too easily distracted from the topic, right?

Then the next day, Song Mingyue's hair was replaced with a pink headband.

Wouldn't our little moon buy such a pink person?What is the aesthetics of straight men? If it weren't for our little moon's online beauty, whoever wears this headband is ugly, Li Zaiyan quietly complained in her heart.

She looked at Luo Zhiyu and others who didn't know it and said that the hairband was beautiful, and she couldn't help sighing secretly, saying that everyone is drunk and I am sober.

Song Mingyue felt that this pink headband was still very good-looking, and thought with a sense of novelty that this was the feeling of liking someone.

In this state now, it is just like when I first touched the piano, I can't help but touch and play it twice a day, everything seems novel and interesting.

The days that followed were busy and steady.There was no personnel change, but everyone did not dare to relax, and everything was still unknown until the moment the artist contract was signed.

Moreover, there is now a weekly test every week.Most of the time it is the teacher who is teaching to grade, but today is a bit different.Li Xiuman also sat below.It feels different all of a sudden, this is Li Xiuman.

The six looked at each other before starting.No costumes, no make-up, no stage, just the band and the judges.They are just dancing in the practice room, but everyone is very sincere, full of momentum as if they are already standing on the stage.

They also have a section of a cappella.

After the end, several teachers looked at each other and exchanged opinions in a low voice.

"Song Mingyue." Li Xiuman called the name suddenly.

"Inside."

"Did you come up with your own articulation and sentence punctuation?" Many singers have their own unique articulation and sentence punctuation, especially some veteran singers, have their own style.

Song Mingyue's articulation and handling of light and heavy sounds is very special.

This is the second time Li Xiuman asked her this question.

"Compared to singing, I came into contact with the piano earlier. In my opinion, the human voice is also a kind of musical instrument sound, and it is more varied. So it should have similarities with piano performance.

The processing of each singer's articulation and severity of a song is the same as the processing of the timbre when playing the piano, the severity of the keys and the control of the rhythm.I thought so... so I tried to process the song according to my own understanding. "Song Mingyue carefully used words, and tried to express her recent thoughts clearly with short words.

Li Xiuman nodded and said nothing.

As a result, because of their good performance this time, the company gave them tickets for this year's end-of-year song competition. This time, there is a special stage of the company, allowing them to go live and feel the atmosphere.

Song Mingyue draped her hair, put on a mask and hat, and dispersed among the fans with Gao Enqing and others.They also held the S/M family banner they prepared in advance.Among the six, Luo Zhiyu was the only one who got the support stick from childhood and quickly integrated into the fan club.

Standing at the back of the crowd, Song Mingyue quietly stood on tiptoe and looked around in the crowd.Wu Shixun's teammates will show up today, and he said he will come too.But instead of queuing up to enter the venue with tickets like them, the staff can take them out of the backstage to watch a section during the family stage.

The two agreed to stand in the back row.

Suddenly, he was patted lightly on the shoulder, and when he turned around, it was Wu Shixun who was also wearing a mask.

The two laughed at the same time, eyebrows and eyes curved.Wu Shixun was holding Dongshen's banner in his hand. He stood behind Song Mingyue and used his height to protect Song Mingyue.

The two kept talking in whispers until the special stage of the family began.

Everyone stood still on the stage, and the audience was wow.Because it looks really strong... the artists in the company are all good at playing.

The violin sounded, and the fans fell silent.

"As expected of an S/M company." Someone exclaimed.

Song Mingyue looked at the stage without blinking her eyes.

"Look, that's Brother Zitao, this is Chinese martial arts." When a young man appeared with a long stick, Wu Shixun said rather excitedly.

"And Brother Zhongren..." Shi Xun lowered his head and whispered next to Song Mingyue's ear. "My brother Lu..."

Song Mingyue looked back, only to see the twinkling stars in Wu Shixun's eyes, full of sincere longing for the stage.

"Will I have so many people cheering for me in the future?" Wu Shixun's voice rang in her ears, and they were very close.They both saw the light in each other's eyes.

"Yes." Song Mingyue looked at him and said firmly.Who wouldn't like a man like him?

Wu Shixun lowered his head and smiled, and put his arms around Song Mingyue.

"Mo ah... couples show their love and come here." The person beside him said speechlessly.

The two people who embraced each other didn't care about it. At this moment, they only had each other in their eyes.

In the crowd, Li Zaiyan, who was patrolling everywhere, frowned, turned against the crowd and saw the two people embracing in the last row, and also recognized Wu Shixun, two debut reserve?are you crazy?

I also saw Jin Junmian, this brother was still smiling happily, but suddenly he couldn't laugh anymore.That height and eyebrows are undoubtedly their youngest.

That night, Li Zaiyan couldn't bear it any longer. She grabbed Song Mingyue who was about to go upstairs and sat on a bench in the small park, pretending to have a long talk.

"what are you thinking?"

Song Mingyue looked over with slight doubts.

"I saw it, you and Wu Shixun. He is about to debut, right? Have you thought about the consequences?"

In the middle of the year, Li Xiuman had already disclosed the men's team plan, and Wu Shixun was one of the members. It is no secret in the company.He is definitely going to debut now, and will be made public soon.For idols, the company has a ban on dating, at least for the first five years after their debut, they are not allowed to have a relationship.

I said before that as long as I am not a debut artist, it doesn't matter, but what is the difference between this and a debut artist?

At the same time, Jin Junmian, who had returned to the dormitory, dragged Wu Shixun to the room alone, and locked the door behind him.

"Shi Xun, are you in love?" Jin Junmian asked with the last ounce of luck.

The smile on Wu Shixun's face disappeared, and he fell silent.

"What do you think?" Jin Junmian sighed deeply.

"If the company finds out, do you know what will happen? Shi Xun, there is no precedent for the company to change people the day before their debut. Even a debut artist can be hidden." At this point, Jin Junmian stood up abruptly, He lowered his voice and said harshly. : "The MV and the debut song are all ready, do you know what it means to do this kind of thing at this time?"

"Brother. I'm sorry." Wu Shixun lowered his head and said in a low voice.Did he think about it?In fact, I have thought about it, and I always have a fluke feeling in my heart, so I deliberately don't think about it.When Jin Zhongren reminded him again and again, he pretended that nothing happened.I was thinking, please, brother, don't wake me up.

He's tried...not paying attention, not paying attention.But feelings cannot be concealed. If you want to contact her, you will be very happy when you see the news. If you want to give her all the good things, you will carefully consider your words and send messages to her, and you will run out in the middle of the night just to see her. one side.Let it be so until it is discovered, until it is stopped, he thought with luck.

"Shixun, let's separate." Jin Junmian said without rebuttal.

"Brother." Wu Shixun looked up at Jin Junmian, with pleading eyes.

Jin Junmian looked at Wu Shixun and continued: "Shixun, you will meet someone you like when you are young."

Wu Shixun lowered his head, remained silent, and refused without words.

Jin Junmian forced himself to calm down, he closed his eyes and said: "Okay, I know you haven't been discovered by the company yet, and there is still a fluke mentality. Then have you ever thought that when you are discovered by the company, things will be irreversible. What will happen to you? What will happen to her? "

Looking at the top of Wu Shixun's hair, Jin Junmian said coldly what Wu Shixun didn't want to hear: "The company may fire you. After practicing for so many years, you are about to stand on the stage. And then you can't go on stage again, are you willing? Or I didn't find it now, but I found it after my debut... love in the rising period, you know what kind of event this is.

Have you ever wondered what will happen to us?If you are dismissed, will the group's teaser MV be re-recorded?Or delayed debut?

Shixun, let's stop here. He sighed and said, "Think about what you practice hard every day for."Besides, that kid is the main promoter of the company's next girl group, right?

Have you ever wondered what will happen to her if she is found out? Will the company keep you or keep her?No matter which one is left, it will be an artist and an amateur in the future.It is impossible. "

Jin Junmian said word by word what Wu Shixun was least willing to think about.

The atmosphere in the dormitory today is a bit strange. Canyeol came out of the shower and looked at Jin Junmian, who was unusually silent when he came back from SBS', and Shixun who kept his head down, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong? What did our youngest do?"

But Shi Xun didn't give him a blank look, and Jin Junmian didn't smile either.

Everyone looked at each other and felt that something was wrong, but they didn't ask anything, feeling that something happened that couldn't be asked.

Because they have never seen such an expression on their youngest faces.

That night, after Shi Xun fell asleep.

In the darkness, Canlie stretched out his hand and pushed the elder brother who was on the upper bunk, and the brothers exchanged silently.

Are we crying within the busy schedule?Shixun almost never cried.What happened?When you were busy in the living room just now, you lowered your head, tears dripping on the ground, right?

Only Jin Zhongren turned over and looked at Wu Shixun who was covered by a quilt on the opposite bed and didn't know if he was asleep, and sighed quietly and was relieved.

Song Mingyue, who was held back by Li Zaiyan, looked calm, and answered Li Zaiyan's question, "I thought about it." Before Li Zaiyan continued to ask her, he said, "But I ask myself, if it is because of something that may happen in the future Will I regret turning him down. The answer is I will regret it. I don’t want to do something I’m sure I’ll regret.”

"Then what are you going to do? Have you always been in love secretly like this? What if the company finds out?" Li Zaiyan widened her eyes and whispered as if she was afraid that someone would hear.

"I asked Teacher Li why idols can't fall in love"

"Wait, wait, who are you talking about Teacher Li?" Li Zaiyan interrupted Song Mingyue and asked incredulously, it must not be the Teacher Li she thought of.

Seeing Li Zaiyan react so strongly, Song Mingyue reflected on whether her behavior that day was very strange.After thinking about it, there is no problem. Teacher Li Xiuman said that if you have any doubts, you can ask the company's teachers for advice.What's the problem with her asking?Song Mingyue thought so and told Li Zaiyan like this.

Li Zaiyan jumped up from the chair and told her, "Is the problem serious? The trainees of that company will ask the president of the company... No, now it's the director, no... Teacher Li Xiuman is still equivalent to the big boss." She has been This thing freaks out. "In short, you believe me. Normal trainees and even artists would not ask this question, because it is almost equivalent to telling the company that I am in love, or that I have the idea of ​​falling in love."

Song Mingyue said slowly, "Do you want to continue listening?"

Li Zaiyan sat down obediently, "Yes." She closed her mouth and asked you to speak quickly.

"The teacher said, it depends on the composition of the fans of this idol. There are fan fans, fan business ability, and both. Fan business ability, generally don't care about this, fan people It’s not necessarily set.”

Song Mingyue expressed what Li Xiuman said that day with his own understanding, "But there are not many pure fans with professional capabilities and pure fans, and most of them have both.

However, the problem is that even those with professional ability will feel that falling in love is a manifestation of lack of professionalism and irresponsibility to teammates.Many diehard fans who are willing to spend money are girlfriend fans. "

Song Mingyue paused, looked up at the stone sculptures in the park and said, "If a company wants to make money, it will avoid all actions that may cause losses. It is difficult to completely distinguish between human design and business capabilities, at least for companies. Both are very important, in order to maximize profits, what the company wants is an artist who can keep both."

"So in the final analysis, the big boss is still saying... idols can't fall in love." Li Zaiyan concluded.

Song Mingyue shook her head, "The teacher is saying that the company doesn't want to invest in a trainee who is already in love."

"What's the difference between the two?" Li Zaiyan didn't understand the difference.

Song Mingyue pointed at herself.

"Ah! Because you are still a trainee. So this is warning you?" Li Zaiyan was shocked.

"So what exactly are idols selling? Dreams? Character designs? Or fans' fantasies?" She once thought it was dreams, and it was idols' pursuit of dreams and enthusiasm for stage and performance that attracted fans.They helped him reach the summit and shared the glory.

But now it's not sure.The original intention of entering this industry is the stage, but what the company sells is the human design.

Li Zaiyan sighed, and Song Mingyue laughed out loud at her sigh.

"But all the conclusions drawn from collective behavior are not applicable to individuals. Because everyone is different. What is the idol selling? It depends on which idol you are talking about. There are those who sell dreams, and there are people who sell designs. Yes, there are also those who sell fan fantasies." Song Mingyue poked Li Zaiyan and said slowly: "Which one should we do? It depends on our own efforts. If the business ability is super good, we are not afraid that no one will listen to our songs. , watch our show."

"A friend of mine said that her idol made her better and made her a better version of herself. Then we have to work hard in this direction, so good that they are proud to be our fans."

Li Zaiyan looked at Song Mingyue, opened her eyes slightly, clenched her hands unknowingly, and said very solemnly: "Inside."

After a while, Li Zaiyan came back to her senses, aren't we talking about love?

Song Mingyue tilted her head, looked at an unknown place in the park with those beautiful eyes, and said, "I only know that I like him now. I will go all out to fight for it, so that even if I fail in the end, I will have no regrets." .”

When I ended my life, I found that there were too many things in life that I hadn't experienced, and that there were too many things that could have been done but were not done.

The moment I closed my eyes, I was really sorry.

After returning to the dormitory, I opened kakao, but there was no news.

[Is brother asleep? 】

There was no reply, Song Mingyue smiled, put the phone aside, and fell asleep.

In January 2012, S/M Company released the Chinese and Korean versions of the digital overture.

In February, Song Mingyue went through the admission procedures of Seoul Arts High School and attended the graduation ceremony of junior high school.Looking at the conversations on the phone that have become less and less since a certain day.Song Mingyue thought for a while and wanted to send a message.

South Korea also celebrates the Spring Festival, and the company has holidays.Song Mingyue asked Wu Shixun, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, to go out.

Song Mingyue was wearing a coat and a thick scarf, basically only her eyes were exposed.

From a distance, she saw Wu Shixun wearing a black coat, scarf and hat standing at the door of the milk tea shop. Even if she was wrapped up like this, she could recognize him at a glance.

She walked up to Wu Shixun and stood still. Wu Shixun was startled for a moment, and then smiled at her.

"It seems like we've never been out together during the day. This milk tea shop is great." Song Mingyue naturally led him into the shop.

Wu Shixun held her back, avoiding a person who almost ran into him who was walking towards him, and said in a low voice, "Pay attention to the road."

"Nei, got it."

The two looked at each other and smiled.Wu Shixun pursed his lips and smiled.

"Have you paid attention to the boy group that S/M Company will release?"

"I paid attention to it during Gayo Daejeon. As expected of S/M, I want to know how S/M collected these people..."

Wu Shixun, who recommended milk tea to Song Mingyue, lowered his hat subconsciously.

They drank milk tea, went shopping and bought shoes.

Song Mingyue saw Wu Shixun hesitate to speak several times.

The winter night is coming soon, and the daughter of the owner of the small restaurant is watching a show of playing songs.Wu Shixun would watch TV while eating rice cakes.

His eyes were exactly the same as those off stage that day, shining brightly and full of yearning.

In fact, they don't seem to have ever told each other about their teammates or other things. Is it just because of the confidentiality agreement?No, they are all from the same company and know many things.It's just because their topic has been deliberately avoiding debut, becoming an artist and so on.

Song Mingyue pursed her lips, and suddenly said, "Should we sort out our relationship?"

Wu Shixun suddenly raised his head to look at her, his expression still a little confused.

"Mo?"

"Today...you can say what you have always wanted to say." Song Mingyue smiled.

……

"So I will be a senior from now on."

Wu Shixun did not speak.

Song Mingyue stood up, bowed slightly and said, "Senior, please do your best. Thank you for taking care of me during this time."

Song Mingyue, who finally rejected Wu Shixun to send her home, left without looking back, and walked against the crowd on the street alone... What she wanted to say today was not this.

What she originally wanted to say... was that we should not separate, but that we should try to walk on.

But she suddenly discovered that she could gamble on the future with all her strength, but she only dared to gamble with her own future, and she could only gamble with her own.

She didn't dare to bet on his future, nor could she afford to.

The pensive Song Mingyue glanced, and a person in a black coat appeared around the corner.

"Dong Dong." The sound of the beating heart was clearly heard.

Passing by a stranger in a black coat, Song Mingyue stayed where he was as if cast by a spell.

She watched the stranger leave in a daze, only to realize that she was so calm, but in her heart...she was still looking forward to it.

Song Mingyue continued walking until the passers-by looked at him strangely. The hand holding the mobile phone was already frozen in the cold wind.

Jin Nanjun was wearing new shoes, and suddenly stepped on his shoelaces after walking two steps, only to find that the shoelaces were loose, and then quickly squatted down to tie the slack.I was also secretly glad, ah, fortunately, I didn't fall down.

As soon as he stood up, his head hit something, followed by a crisp sound.Jin Nanjun looked at the phone that was knocked into the air with the screen facing down, and then slowly turned to look at the owner of the phone.

"I'm very sorry!" Jin Nanjun hurriedly apologized, picked up the phone, saw the broken screen and saw the girl "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I... can we go to a mobile phone store to change the screen? I will compensate, I'm sorry, you... don't cry."

He took out the tissue in a panic, but the tissue was torn in half when he took out half of it. Kim Namjoon hurriedly took out the tissue again and found that it was gone.

"Sorry...just use it." Finally, Jin Nanjun handed over the two halves of the tissue.

Song Mingyue blinked, tears finally fell from her eyes and dripped onto the scarf.

"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's because I didn't look at the road. And, I didn't cry." After speaking, Song Mingyue took the phone and tissue, turned and walked towards the subway station entrance.

"Huh? It's not...me, me too" Jin Nanjun reached out his hand to hold Song Mingyue, but he didn't dare to pull it for a long time... He has already destroyed so many things, what if it breaks. "It's wrong." Song Mingyue had already sat down the stairs while hesitating.

"Brother! What are you doing?"

She had no time to pay attention to the voice behind her, and put the phone with the broken screen into her pocket, along with her cold fingers.

Take good care of your fingers, such a rambling thought in your head.

When Song Mingyue returned home, she subconsciously raised the corners of her mouth when she saw her parents watching TV and Li Zaiyan and Gao Enqing who came to her house for the New Year.

Wu Shixun, who followed all the way to the door, looked up at the lights in the house, stood there for a long time, and then left.He walked, walked, and ran... If Song Mingyue hadn't spoken, would he have said what he had been thinking for so long?He didn't know, he wanted to talk about it before he came, but he didn't want to talk about it after seeing her.

But after I finished speaking... I didn't regret it.

Song Mingyue turned around from the floor-to-ceiling windows when she saw him leaving.

"...Didn't you say you want to try to see if it can be done?" Li Zaiyan asked cautiously, she had an intuition that things were not going well.

Listening to Song Mingyue finish speaking in a few words and concisely.

"...What is this?" Li Zaiyan finally choked out a word.The two obviously liked each other, but they separated so rationally.

Song Mingyue poked her forehead and said calmly, "Because we all know what we want. He can't give up the stage, and neither can I."

Life is not a fairy tale, and there is no such thing as the best of both worlds.

Li Zaiyan suddenly raised her head and retorted: "No, you obviously didn't say that before! You said that you will not regret it if you go all out, why..."

"Because I suddenly thought that if we become unhappy together, I will definitely regret it." She smiled and looked at Li Zaiyan.

"Ah! You're right anyway, you fool, fool." Li Zaiyan suddenly threw Song Mingyue onto the bed.

"Didn't you say that it's good to live in the present? Then why do you want to become unhappy in the future? We'll talk about things later, didn't you tell me?"

Li Zaiyan grabbed Song Mingyue's clothes and pressed them against her body: "I knew it, you've been looking at your phone recently, but there's no news... He flinched first, right?

You fool... Do you think I don't know that you have reported to Deputy Chief Han, and Deputy Chief Han asked you to think carefully before telling the company?You have thought of everything. "

But Song Mingyue just looked at her blankly with her black and white eyes and said, "No, I said it first."

Li Zaiyan stared at her, her eyes turned red, and she burst into tears by herself.Our little moon, why...

Gao Enqing came in after taking a shower and stayed at the door, what's wrong?

Li Zaiyan has been a crying bag since she was a child, and the development of the lacrimal glands is amazing.It was Song Mingyue who broke up, and she was even more sad than Song Mingyue.

"Maybe I don't like it enough." Someone said, at least not more than the stage.

Immediately after Wu Shixun's release, in March, the second overture MV was released. On April 3, the official debut.

Song Mingyue looked at Li Zaiyan who came to watch together, smiled and bared her teeth and said, "He's really suitable for the stage, isn't he?"

Then turn on the audio recorded on the phone, put on the headphones and listen to it again.With a flick of a finger, delete.

In May, Song Mingyue became the second person to sign an artist contract after Luo Zhiyu who had already signed a contract.

When Song Mingyue wrote her personal file, she wrote and talked about her relationship experience once.

In November 12, Liu Yeen still hadn't received her contract.After being told that he could not debut, he voluntarily left the company.

In the same month, debut teaser filming began.Song Mingyue got a not-so-thin character set.

...Her fingers trembled, who is this?The person named Song Mingyue in this file doesn't seem to be me?

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Note ① is a song by TVXQ.Ah... on the first day of entering V, I was a little nervous