[Entertainment] Call me idol

The pen in Song Mingyue's hand paused for a moment, and she turned her head slightly to look at Jin Yunheng, with a super innocent expression, "Just curious."

Jin Yunheng was very calm, he reached out and tapped the table with his fingers, and asked the other party to continue answering the questions without being distracted.

Obviously you asked me first, but you still said I was distracted?Song Mingyue turned her eyes back to the test form, stopped talking, and worked on the questions seriously.She also wanted to know the difference between the results given by the doctor and the results of her own test.

After this Dr. An picked up the test form and sketched it out, he didn't come to a conclusion immediately. Instead, he led Song Mingyue and her into the cozy consultation room alone.

The process of the conversation was a bit long, and it was about guiding her to start a discussion on a topic, and then did an imagination exercise.

Then tell her to come back next week because a full cbt counseling requires [-]+ sessions and it's just getting to know her right now... something like that.

"Then she..." When Song Mingyue lowered her head to fill in the contact information, Jin Yuheng looked at Dr. An and asked.

Dr. An looked at Song Mingyue and saw that the other party did not object, so he said briefly. He said a lot, but the focus was on the last sentence, which probably meant that there was indeed anxiety, but so far she has not had a physical reaction of fear, and the condition is relatively mild. .In fact, what she didn't say is that Song Mingyue's situation is a bit strange. It's true that many of her symptoms correspond to anxiety disorders, but the fear in her heart is not without reason. She seems to be sure of something.

But during the chat, she also found that Song Mingyue was very vigilant, and she kept silent about her fear.

This made her a little bit at a loss. Only with the cooperation of the patient can the psychological counselor help.

Song Mingyue had already finished filling out the form, and sat in a chair boredly waiting for Jin Huangheng to finish chatting.It feels like he has done his homework in advance, and he has basically no trouble with some professional terms that Dr. An said.

The next week's meeting was set, and some sleep aids were prescribed.

In fact, she knew that her condition was very bad, but she also knew that as long as that day passed, she would recover without medicine.

And in the company of Song Zhenglin and Ms. Zheng these days, she seems to be slowly beginning to regain her peace.Especially when tidying things up, it seems like I have gone through the little things from childhood to adulthood again.

This time, I followed my inner voice in everything I did, without regrets.

So when the day comes, it may not be so scary.

However, she has a specialization in surgery, and it is difficult for her to stop the spread of her fear and imagination, and insomnia has also affected her.If it is left to professionals, maybe she can overcome this psychological hurdle without waiting until that day?

And... Song Mingyue took a look at Jin Yuheng, so let him rest assured.

At this time, Song Mingyue was still looking forward to it.

After the second psychological consultation, Song Mingyue felt that her expectations were too high, so she was actually a little disappointed after the meeting. She felt that her emotions were not relieved in any way.

And Jin Yuheng, who had to come with her, put his arms around her and said that the cbt consultation and treatment process will be so long. First of all, Dr. An and her need to build trust through these.

"I still have a lot of things to do." Song Mingyue counted the time for her boyfriend with her fingers. "Wuchao has been in contact recently, and there is also preparation and recording of the theme song. I have a concert with Professor Li, and there are many more. Things I want to do..."

Jin Yunheng wrapped her hand directly in the palm of his hand to persuade her, but insomnia affects her life more, doesn't it?It is impossible to rely on drugs to fall asleep in the future, and drugs will also produce drug resistance and side effects.

Song Mingyue sighed, nodded and agreed to continue.

I did another imagining exercise, and the appointment time was very long. Song Mingyue didn't want to do it for such a long time, but the time was decided by Jin Haoheng and Dr. An.

What follows is a seemingly aimless chat.

Song Mingyue questioned this model... This Dr. An's attitude is really gentle, and his tone of voice is also very gentle, but...

"Why are you anxious about time? You are still young. The future is still very long,"

"Sometimes I want to open up a little bit, and I have to find the reason from my own personality. That is to say, people who are very sensitive to changes in their body and mind are prone to anxiety. For example, people who like self-reflection can easily fall into self-entanglement. This kind of People are prone to anxiety.

Sometimes really don't think too much, everything will be fine and there is nothing to worry about.Learn to change your character,"

Song Mingyue raised her eyebrows.

"You are only 21 years old, and you already have something that ordinary people can't have..."

"Doctor An," Song Mingyue interrupted the other party with a smile, and continued under the suspicious eyes of the other party: "It is because I can't think about it myself that I am anxious."

Dr. An was stunned for a moment, then smiled again and said, "That's true, but...mental illness is still a mental illness in the final analysis...Only because of your subjective factors..."

Song Mingyue checked the time, and another half hour passed.

With this time...she can do today's share of piano exercises.

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The door of the consultation room opened, and Song Mingyue came out first, and then bowed goodbye to Dr. An who was inside the door.

Jin Yunheng checked the time, how long did it take to go in?Just as he was about to ask, he saw Song Mingyue who turned to face him with a blank expression, his brows were cold, and he even showed a little impatience.

Song Mingyue is recognized by the outside world as a good manager of facial expressions, and it is rare to see her expressionless outside of stage acting.

Jin Yuheng has seen Song Mingyue's closed state in private, even when she was a little unhappy and angry, but even at these times, she never showed her current expression.

Dr. An who followed came out with a normal expression, and even nodded and smiled at him before saying goodbye politely.

Jin Yuheng smiled, turned around and caught up with Song Mingyue who was walking out, "What's wrong?"

Song Mingyue put on her hat and mask on her own, and didn't answer him.

Jin Yunheng pushed down his hat, reached out to hold her hand, pressed the elevator button and asked again, "What happened?"

Song Mingyue shook her head, lowered her eyebrows and kept silent.She doesn't feel like talking right now.

"I think this is a waste of time." When she got into the car, Song Mingyue felt calmer before she looked at Jin Yunheng and said seriously: "I won't come here again."

The inexplicable anger can't be suppressed all the time, Song Mingyue feels that she is in a particularly bad mood now, and it seems a little difficult to control.

Kind of funny.

Her time is already running out, why should she waste her time here?Why worry about time?Because she was running out of time and the date was so close.

Why spend time on such pointless things?And the other party is so unprofessional.

Jin Yuheng stopped the car that was already running, unfastened his seat belt and looked sideways at Song Mingyue, "Little Moon, you are very unhappy now, aren't you?"

Song Mingyue pursed her lower lip.

Jin Haoheng reached out and took off the peaked cap Song Mingyue was wearing, touched her ear lightly with his fingers, and said softly, "Don't try to control your emotions. Emotions are a part of you. Whether it's negative or positive, it's all about you." It is reasonable and does not need to be controlled. Having emotions is a very normal thing in itself, and there is no need to suppress it."

"With me, you can be a little willful. It doesn't matter if you get angry. You don't need to manage your expressions, and you don't need to manage your emotions..."

Jin Yuheng lowered his head and looked into her eyes seriously.

"Really?" Song Mingyue looked at him.

"Really." Jin Yuheng poked Song Mingyue's face, "Is it really okay to pretend to be calm even though I'm obviously angry?"

Song Mingyue looked at Jin Yuheng quietly, stretched out his hand to hold the other's fingers, exhaled lightly, and repeated the "dream" she had said to Dr. An: "I had a dream one day, I dreamed that I Died." What Dr. An didn't say followed, "...I remember the date, September 2016, 9, the day I started school."

"A dream?"

"A dream." Song Mingyue nodded, looking at the other person's expression.

Jin Yunheng showed a somewhat speechless expression, and then laughed.

"Ah! Kim Min Hyung!

You agreed not to laugh at me? "

"Sorry, let me do some emotional management."

Who just talked about something that sounded very professional and reasonable, saying that there is no need to manage emotions?

"This dream is really real, it's what happened." Song Mingyue found out that after saying it out loud, it became very simple to say it again.It simply made her... want to laugh a little too.

While apologizing with a smile, Jin Yunheng pressed her head and hugged her into his arms, saying, "Dreams are all fake, but you don't want to go out today."

"Hey Yigu...our little moon." Jin Yunheng's voice was full of smiles.

"Don't be afraid." Jin Yuheng kissed her hair, hugged her tightly, stopped smiling, and said seriously: So you feel fear... anxious, feel that you don't have enough time, and feel that everything is urgent, right?You are afraid of leaving regrets, so you should spend as much time with your parents as possible during this time, and fulfill the wishes of your relatives, right? "

"So you called everyone to say goodbye that day when you were drunk, didn't you? Why did you just break up with me?"

separate?Did she say it that day?Song Mingyue wanted to look up at him, but the other party held her in his arms and prevented her from looking up.

"Why?" Jin Yuheng repeated the question again, but he didn't need Song Mingyue to answer "Ah! Little Moon, are you an idiot?

Didn't you say you don't watch idol dramas?

Really stupid. "

There was a smile in Jin Yunheng's tone, and the laughter filled his chest, causing a shock.Song Mingyue was pressed in her arms, her cheek was pressed against the other's chest, and she emotionally felt the other's body temperature, heartbeat and breathing in her ear.

After laughing for a while, until Song Mingyue became a little embarrassed again, hovering on the verge of becoming angry, he let go of her and looked down into her eyes.

She smiled and said, "Little Moon, do you love me?"

When Song Mingyue was stunned, she lowered her head slightly and moved closer, so close that the lips of both of them were about to touch.

Song Mingyue thought it was a kiss.

In the end, I heard the other party whisper: "If you are going to die at 8 o'clock tomorrow, please let me accompany you until 7:59:59."

"because I love you.

little moon. "Much more than liking, of course it is love.

If you were terminally ill, would you break up with your boyfriend/girlfriend?

If your boyfriend/girlfriend is terminally ill and wants to break up with you, will you agree?

Jin Yuheng said that the above questions are not correct.

It should be asked, if the end of the world comes, would you want the other person to be by your side?

The answer is: of course.

Then treat it as the end of the world, and don't think about how the one who survived will live next.

Because for the dead, the day he dies is the end of the world.And for the living, that day is also the end of the world with the one he loves.

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感谢在2019-11-2822:38:05~2019-12-0101:52:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Did the author fill in the hole today? 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of ah ah ah ah ah; 5 bottles of rain and cola cans;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!