Your Majesty, I know I was wrong

After returning from Lingfangyuan, Lin Zijin wanted to secretly go to Xuanning Palace while Yu Xiao was discussing matters with the ministers.

But what he didn't expect was that he received a letter saying "Come to Wangjiang Tower quickly", and the person who signed it was Kui Lang. It was only two months since Kui Lang left last time. Come back soon then.

Lin Zijin put away the envelope and got up to go.

Sure enough, in Wangjiang Tower, Kui Lang was sitting on the top floor with the best view and drinking some wine. Looking down from there, he could see the calmness of the entire river in his eyes.Maybe it was the aura brought by Yu Sheng, Lin Zijin saw him in the crowd at a glance.

"Kui Lang."

"Zijin, you're here."

"I didn't expect you to come back so quickly, why didn't you go into the palace and ask me out?"

"Actually, I came in a hurry this time, and I didn't let anyone know my whereabouts."

"what happens?"

Seeing Kui Lang's serious face, Lin Zijin thought that the situation might be more serious than he thought.

"I've already found the antidote for you, but...you have to come back to Liufeng with me. Now that the third brother in Liufeng is becoming more and more snobbish, the elder brother who was supposed to succeed to the throne has been suppressed by him, and now he is under house arrest." In the palace, but the eldest brother is weak and incompetent. Even if the third brother does not act, I will stop him from ascending the throne sooner or later. But the third brother has a cruel heart. ambition." Kui Lang continued after taking a sip of wine, "Zi Jin, do you know where the third brother is going to attack first?"

"Could it be Zhen Kingdom?"

"That's right, let alone whether we can win or not. Once a war starts, it will cost people money and money. Liufeng is currently underpopulated and has scarce troops. It is not suitable for expeditions at all. I must go back to stop his atrocities! So regarding the detoxification, we can only let him You come with me to Liufeng."

"How long will it take for this poison to be cured?"

"I'm not sure, I'll know it only after my master diagnoses it."

Lin Zijin didn't say a word, he took a sip of the wine in the glass, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth.

"I want to meet someone tonight, can I answer you tomorrow?"

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the post tomorrow at Mao."

Leaving Wangjiang Tower, Lin Zijin was full of melancholy. He was not willing to leave Yu Xiao in the last few months of his life. After this farewell, he didn't know when we would meet again. It would be better to leave quietly by Yu Xiao's side Have a good time.People are always hesitant when faced with life-related changes. When they drank the antidote, they had no choice. Now that they have the right to choose, Lin Zijin was confused.

Since ancient times, there has been a lot of love and sorrow for parting, and Nakan has neglected the Qingqiu Festival.

Back in the palace, Lin Zijin went straight to Xuanning Palace, stepped into the palace, and the scent of sandalwood came over her face. The maid said that the empress was chanting scriptures and praying for blessings in the backyard, and asked Lin Zijin to wait for her to report.The queen was a little surprised when she heard him coming, then put down the rosary in her hand, went to the hall, and saw Lin Zijin who hadn't seen him for a long time.

"The minister sees the queen."

"General Lin, long time no see, how are you doing?"

"It's good to be able to live. It's just that I really didn't expect that the empress is living such a simple life now."

"The situation changes according to the heart. Some things have been in my heart for a long time, and I always need to let go."

Today's Ji Qiu is not as pampered as before, nor as gorgeous and charming as a queen, but more indifferent and calm.

"I came to bother the queen today just because I feel that there is something abnormal in the harem and I want to come and see you."

"General Lin is worthy of being chosen by the emperor. I am ashamed to come to care about me regardless of past suspicions."

"The Queen saved my life back then, isn't that enough to settle the suspicion? I'm afraid the Queen won't give me a chance to care."

"Hey, the harem has indeed been in some turmoil recently. I'm fine, but I'm just afraid of you... Has the empress dowager visited you?"

"Well, here we are."

"Did the queen say anything?"

"Actually, I came to visit this time because I still have some questions I want to ask the empress."

Lin Zijin didn't want to tell Ji Qiu what happened between the Empress Dowager and himself, and deliberately avoided the topic. It's not that he doesn't trust her, but that one more person who knows will be in danger of leaking to Yu Xiao.

"What's the problem? But it's okay to say."

"If you only had half a year to live, would you still stay in Xuanning Palace like this and live an unchanging life?"

"I stay here only because I am the empress, and I have something I must do. If it is true as you said, I only have half a year to live, and I will still choose to stay in Xuanning Palace."

"Why? Don't you want to leave the palace?"

"There is no Yu Xiao outside the palace, it's the same everywhere. And here in Xuanning Palace, I can not only watch over him, but also share the affairs of the harem for him, why not do it?"

"But if you do this, you can't love him openly, and you can only leave silently, are you willing?"

"Love doesn't distinguish between what is fair and aboveboard. If I can exchange the last time of my life for his smile in this world, I will feel at ease."

"Using the last time of his life in exchange for his smile in the world... I seem to understand! Thank you Queen!"

The thousands of melancholy in Lin Zijin's heart before, all dissipated after talking with the queen.At this moment, he really wanted to see Yu Xiao right away, so he couldn't wait to leave Xuanning Palace, and even forgot to do the etiquette of leaving.

"Your Majesty, General Lin just left like this? You're so defiant!"

"Let him go, Hongzhu, bring me my rosary, and continue chanting."

"Yes, ma'am."

Qixiao Temple.

Lin Zijin almost ran away, returned to Qixiao Hall, and saw Yu Xiao angrily scolding his servants, asking about his situation.

And when Yu Xiao saw Lin Zijin's return, all the original anger dissipated, leaving only worry on his face.

"Where did you go?! Do you know how worried I am about you?!"

"Ahem...I'm just going out for a walk...ahem..."

Perhaps because of running for a while just now, Lin Zijin started to cough again due to the toxicity.

"Look! What did you say that you recovered and started coughing again?"

Yu Xiao put the cloak on the side on Lin Zijin's body, wanting to warm his body that had just been baptized by the cold wind from outside.

"Let them all go down..."

When Lin Zijin took advantage of Yu Xiao approaching him, he deliberately took Yu Xiao's hand which was helping Lin Zijin's clothes, and whispered that only Yu Xiao could hear.

"Go down!"

"Yes, the servant (servant) obeys!"

After calling the servants back, only the two of them were left in the bedroom. Lin Zijin immediately hugged Yu Xiao. There are other people present, who have been patient since just now.

"What's the matter, Jin'er?"

"Yu Xiao, shall we do it?"

"what?!"

"I said, I want...you."

Lin Zijin buried her head in Yu Xiao's chest, Yu Xiao looked down and saw that the ears of the man in her arms were red, God knows how much effort Lin Zijin spent to say these words.Maybe I will never say it again in this life.

"No, you're still sick..."

Yu Xiao's rationality told himself that even if it was the first time that Lin Zijin had asked for it, he couldn't do anything to him when he was sick.If the condition worsens, how much should I feel distressed at that time?

But Lin Zijin didn't care. Seeing that Yu Xiao refused, he pushed him onto the bed. After all, Lin Zijin is a martial arts practitioner. Some were caught off guard.

Immediately, Lin Zijin leaned forward and pressed down, and began to kiss Yu Xiao's neck.Some time ago, because of Lin Zijin's weak body, Yu Xiao had been patiently not touching him, how could Yu Xiao, who was being teased now, bear it?He hugged Lin Zijin's waist, then rolled over and pressed him under him.

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Hearing the panting of the person below him, Yu Xiao became more and more aware, not to mention that Lin Zijin's cheeks were flushed now, his eyes were full of tears, and his lovely mouth was still calling his name.Yu Xiao couldn't help biting Lin Zijin's neck lightly, wishing he could eat him into his belly.

"Jin'er, I love you so much."

Yu Xiao put Lin Zijin's hand on his chest, Lin Zijin could feel the heartbeat, so fast, every beat seemed to tell Lin Zijin that this life was for him.

"Well, me too, I love you so much."

"Jin'er..."

Yu Xiao hugged the person under him, and the two faced each other frankly. Yu Xiao could feel that Lin Zijin's heartbeat was also fast. He rarely heard Lin Zijin express his heart so frankly, even though he knew that Lin Zijin was willing to Staying by his side must be because he loves him, but Yu Xiao still wants to hear Lin Zijin say it himself, as if that would make him feel more at ease.

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That night, Yu Xiao asked Lin Zijin again and again, until Lin Zijin was exhausted, finally let go, and the two embraced each other and fell into a deep sleep.