He's ugly, he's not gentle anymore

There is a moon and no wind tonight.

The people on the road didn't seem to be in a hurry to go home, they were quiet and slow, like a ghost in the night.

He should go to bed early and won't wait for him.

Ghost thought so in his heart.

In the past, the ghost would not return so late, nor would he hesitate so much, as if he was afraid to go home.

But after all, he went back.A simple wooden house, with weak light pouring out of the windows.

The ghost froze for a long time.The person who had been in the room for a long time said impatiently, "Come in."

The voice was a little lazy, with an indescribable, seductive taste.

The ghost raised his hand, but hesitated for a moment.

At the end, he pushed the door lightly, as if he had exhausted all his courage.

Shimmer ran out from the door, he lowered his head, hiding his face in the darkness.

Even so, that face could still be vaguely seen.

A black birthmark that occupies most of the face, and high, grotesquely raised cheekbones.

This is a face that would make a child cry in fright, and a beast would be terrified when it saw it, comparable to the legendary Rakshasa ghost.

Ugly.

He is ugly.

The moon is good tonight, and the cicadas are noisy.

The people in the room were leaning on the bamboo reclining chairs, fanning the wind with cattail fans.

Under the candlelight, the man's eyebrows were picturesque, not like a real person.The smoky eyebrows, delicate eyes, and Qiong nose and cherry lips are exquisitely carved, like a dream.

The ghost did not dare to look directly at it, for fear that it would become obsessed with it.

"I left you dinner."

The beauty put down the cattail fan and got up from the reclining chair.

The ghost remained motionless, as if it hadn't heard.

"Brother Yixiu, I left you dinner, come and eat."

The beauty took the ghost's hand.

The name of the ghost is Yixiu, but the beauty always likes to call him Brother Yixiu.The beauty likes to sing songs with weird tunes, and calls him the clever Yixiu brother.

Yi Xiu was pulled by the beauty to sit down at the table, like a puppet—he had never been treated so attentively by a beauty, and he didn't know whether he was terrified or overjoyed.

The beauty's hair brushed against his cheeks, and the faint scent of soap locust made him fascinated.It suddenly occurred to me that when the beauty was fished out of the river two years ago, her hair was still very short.The hair, which was short to the neck, had grown to the waist before he knew it.

"What are you dazed for?"

The beauty bowed her head and kissed his lips.

This is the 312th time, he kissed his lips, the 312th time.Kiss him for the 312th time since the relationship was established a year ago.

His face was still red, and his heart was beating wildly.

Yi Xiu lowered his head severely.

He didn't know why he could kiss without any grievances.With his face, I would be disgusted by myself.

"Your head is shrinking into your stomach, why? Still shy after so long?"

The beauty teased, hooking Yi Xiu's chin with her slender fingers.

Yi Xiu stared at him blankly, as if he wanted to imprint all his expressions into his mind and bone marrow.

I remember when the beauty woke up and saw him for the first time, it was not fear, but novelty.

"The world is so wonderful that there are people with such strange looks."

The voice is weak and hoarse.

It was at this time that his heart moved.

Because the beauty did not dislike him, curse him, fear him, or loathe him.

Even later, the beauty warned him more than once, "You are so ugly that I can't see you. I kindly remind you that you don't want to love me because you saved me."

He was still desperately in love.Indulge in it, unable to extricate yourself.

The beauty's name is Luo He.

"Luo River..."

"Don't be crazy about me, you also know that your face is ugly no matter what the expression is."

Luo He patted Yi Xiu's face and said with some disgust.

Ever since the two of them rolled the bed sheets and cooked cooked rice on that dark and windy night a year ago, Luo He has no scruples on his lips.From time to time, it is necessary to give Yi Xiu a mental blow - ugly, boring, stupid... can all be used as his adjectives.

Yi Xiu went from being uncomfortable at the beginning to becoming numb later on, unmoved.

In fact, Yi Xiu said more than once that he could wear a mask so as not to be an eyesore.But Luohe never allowed it.

There is only one reason, "It's not easy to kiss while wearing a mask."

For this reason alone, Yi Xiu can be moved for a lifetime.

Yi Xiu was abandoned by his relatives since he was a child, and grew up with beggars on the street.He has heard no matter how vicious he said, he knows that no matter how he pleases others, no one will like him because he is ugly.Later, he was finally adopted by a childless old couple in the village, but the old couple both passed away in the second year.

No one had ever hugged him, let alone kissed such a thing.

He is ugly, so ugly that no one wants to approach him, except the blind.

The old couple who adopted him were blind.

Fortunately, he can open up wasteland and farm land, and he is in good health.After several years of diligently digging the soil and growing vegetables, he has accumulated some surplus food.A crippled girl in the village wants to live with him.But he refused.

He told the girl that he liked guys.

No one told him that he can't like men.So he said this taboo that should have been kept secret without any scruples.Then without warning, he was driven out by the people of the village, to the edge of the village where the land was most barren.The land left by the old couple was also divided up - the girl who said she wanted to live with him got the most share.

At the age of 15 that year, he was beaten black and blue and had two broken ribs.Feeling like an ugly ghost that hell won't accept.

Fortunately, he survived, otherwise how could he meet Luo He?

"I will be responsible for you. Although no one will date you except me, you also know that you will be frightened soft if you are so ugly and take sex medicine. I will treat it as a big loss and accumulate some blessings. From now on you It's mine."

That's what Luohe told Yi Xiu that night.

Originally, this was good for Yi Xiu.

But people's hearts are always not easy to be satisfied. When they get one thing, they want to get more.

The shadow of the lamp swayed, and the shadow of Luohe was reflected on the wall, even the shadow was very beautiful.

The beautiful shadow added a bowl of rice to Yi Xiu, and a lot of vegetables.

The food was cold, Luohe should have been waiting for him for a long time.

Luohe doesn't know how to cook, and he never deliberately waits for him at night.

Today's change, this thoughtfulness, is a bit blunt because I am not used to it.

Luohe must not remember that he would get stomach upset after eating cold food.

Yi Xiu held the chopsticks and lowered his head.He doesn't like to talk, and his mouth is always harsh and hoarse.

But he still spoke, "Did you say... that you like me?"

When Luo He heard this, the hand holding the vegetables stopped.

He slowly put down his chopsticks and tapped on the table.

Boom, boom, boom, like knocking on Yixiu's heart.

"I've been married and paid homage to the church. Would I marry someone I don't love?"

Luo He said lightly, but did not look at Yi Xiu.

They have been married, worshiped, and the world is the witness, and they will be united forever.

Originally, two men were not allowed to live together, so who would have thought of having a formal wedding?

Luohe is also not interested in things like marriage and worship, and never mentions them.

Picked up by Yi Xiu and recovered from his injuries, Luohe found a teaching job in the town, teaching children to read and write.There are more opportunities to show up, more people to contact, and more suitors and admirers every day.Even if he later put on a mask to cover his attractive face, it still couldn't stop some people from chasing after him.There are not a few people who can't get what they want, and there are not a few who threaten and lure them.

In most cases, Luohe is able to deal with it freely and with ease.There was only one time when she was targeted by a wealthy dude in the town, and she was raped.

Leaving aside this matter for the time being, the key point is that after Luohe and Yixiu were together, there were no less mad bees, waves and butterflies.Yi Xiu didn't have much confidence in himself, and when he was disturbed by many people, he became less confident in this relationship.Then he started to shrink back, and even pushed Luohe to others.Also said, "I wish you happiness." Such nonsense.

Luo He was so angry that he ignored him for half a month, making him reflect on himself.Yi Xiu thought that Luo He was really going to leave him, so he packed his luggage silently, and actually wanted to vacate the house for someone else to live in.

In Yi Xiu's view, Luohe deserves the best.

With Luohe's popularity, it is not too much to have three wives and four concubines.If Luohe can't afford so many women, he can help him.When Luohe has a child and is too busy, he can also help take care of it...

Yi Xiu is thinking like this masochistically, even if his heart is torn like a knife, he still wants to think like this.He felt in his heart that he was not worthy of Luohe.

Sometimes Luohe has nothing to do with him.After the anger dissipated, he warned Yi Xiu through a formal marriage proposal, church visit and a fiery bridal chamber wedding night, stop thinking wildly and foolishly push him to others.

On that day, Luohe told Yi Xiu for the first and only time that he liked him.

Having known each other for two years and being together for a year, Yi Xiu already believed that Luo He liked him.

A Taoist priest approached him a month ago and said that he would take him as an apprentice to cultivate immortality and seek Taoism.

If one succeeds in cultivating the Tao, the birthmark can be removed, longevity can be achieved, immortality can be attained, and the Dao can ascend in the daytime.

If you enter the fairyland, you must cut off love and love, but you will have nothing to worry about in the world.

Ask him to give up Luohe.

How is it possible?

The moonlight is like water, flowing quietly in the room, like a shameless voyeur.

At the dinner table, Yi Xiu finally moved his chopsticks.

Before putting the food in his mouth, he asked, "You said you love me?"

"I love you."

Luo He whispered.

It was strange that Luo He answered his question so readily for the first time.

Having been with Luo He for two years, it is not difficult to find that he is essentially an impatient, lazy by nature...beautiful man.

Luo He didn't say, "How can I like you so ugly?"

He didn't frown, and didn't reply a word for a long time.

Luo He said, "I love you." Without any hesitation.

Yi Xiu couldn't restrain the smile on the corner of his mouth.He lowered his head to cover up—Luo He once said that he was scarier when he laughed than when he didn't.

Fortunately, this time Luohe just looked at him and smiled, didn't speak, didn't stop him, and didn't even look away.

Under that gaze, Yi Xiu ate the rice and dishes that Luo He had prepared for him one bite at a time.

The rice and dishes should not have been made by Luo He himself.

The only time Luohe went to the kitchen, almost burned the house down.

Even so, Yi Xiu ate happily.

Until the head began to feel dizzy, until the blood was stained in the mouth, until the corner of the mouth was bleeding.

Until Yixiu fell to the ground.

What Yixiu thought was, since he loves me, why would he have the heart to watch me eat meat?

"sorry."

Luo He whispered in his ear.

Then he heard Luo He's footsteps leaving.

His fingers moved, trying to grab something.

But he couldn't catch anything.

The Taoist priest who had been pestering him for a long time was outside the door.

He heard Luohe say, "Cut off the roots of love, cut off the ties of the world, abandon my love, and the immortal way can be obtained."

He is deeply rooted in love, hard to let go of the world.If love can be abandoned, it is not love.

Luo He's liking and love that he dare not expect...

It was a lie from beginning to end!