Mr. Chen walking the dog

The wires were removed, and Chen Yuwen drove the car instead.

Chen Xiqing sat in the co-pilot silently. For a full 5 minutes, neither of them spoke.

Chen Yuwen peeked at him while driving, and found that he seemed to be sleeping with his eyes closed. Thinking about it, maybe he was too tired from work and needed to rest.

Let him have a good rest, Chen Yuwen didn't speak, and started to concentrate on driving.

Chen Xiqing was pretending to be asleep. Up to now, he was still in a mess.

It was okay when the thread was removed just now, because there were others present, so it wouldn't look awkward, but now that he was back in the car and alone with Chen Yuwen, he felt an inexplicable pressure again.

do not know why.

He thought about it, this feeling may be the same as when he had a showdown with his parents, probably: I have let you down, I am the same.

Confess to those closest to you, tell the truth that disappoints them, if you can get understanding and support, then he will be grateful and feel very happy. After all, there are relatives behind him, so he can be fearless.However, what Chen Xiqing received was violent suppression and merciless abuse from his parents.

The injury to the person closest to him is often a one-shot, almost killing him with one blow-it was a bad day that almost drove him out of depression.

Recently, I get along with Chen Yuwen quite happily, and I already regard him as a friend who can relax and get along with each other. So, will Chen Yuwen be like his parents again?

He remembered something unpleasant.

It's not that I haven't encountered a straight man who is full of malice towards gays before. It's obviously just a normal interpersonal relationship. But when he learned that Chen Xiqing was gay, he was afraid of being taken advantage of by him, and directly showed disgusting and hostile emotions. There were also personal attacks.

Chen Xiqing is used to this. In order to avoid similar situations, he is usually neither far nor close to anyone, so he hides it better.

As an alien in the eyes of most people, he has been living an ordinary life without hindering anyone.I didn't think about cheating marriages in the past, never thinking about breaking up straight men in the past, I just loved the person I liked silently, but because more and more gay cheating marriages and gay AIDS in the world now, this group has been splashed dirty .

You need to be careful all the time, you don't want to hurt others, and you have to beware of being hurt by others.

But, want to simply live the life you like, isn't it good?

Want to simply choose the person you like and choose your own way of life, can't you?

Chen Xiqing was a little unhappy.

One pretended to be asleep and drove the inner theater, and the other drove the car for fear of disturbing the people next to him. There was continuous silence in the car. This silence lasted until the two arrived at Chanson, got out of the car, and got off the elevator.

Standing in the aisle, Chen Xiqing held the key and said to Chen Yuwen, "Thank you today, I'm a little tired, so I'll go back to sleep first."

He is acting so normal now, he is completely sleepy and wants to sleep, so Chen Yuwen is deceived: "Ah... well, then you should go to bed earlier."

It turned out that I was really tired, no wonder the car didn't talk much...

Chen Yuwen was a bit reluctant, so he still said to him: "Good night."

A dog in the next room let out a "wow", and then there was the sound of knocking on the door.

"Good night, go back quickly, Danone is making trouble." Chen Xiqing opened the door, walked in by himself, and then closed the door.

click-

The door was closed tightly, and Chen Yuwen stood in the aisle, looking at the door.

The lighting is a bit dim.

He had just broken up not long ago. It seemed that his ex was accompanied by someone, but he was alone.

I really want to go in and be with him.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Chen Xiqing lay listlessly under the blanket.

He always felt that just now Chen Yuwen went to remove the stitches with him and went home together, just because Chen Yuwen was still polite, probably in the future Chen Yuwen would not get in touch with him so frequently.

A person who has been tired for two weeks, sleeps on the bed, feeling unsteady and unsteady, unable to fall asleep after tossing and turning.

It should be because the sewing thread on the hand has just been removed, and the palm of the hand has not yet adapted to the feeling of not being wrapped in gauze, so that's why I can't sleep?

Pulling on his slippers, he went to the spare medicine box and cut a piece of gauze, and wrapped the palm of his hand that had just been unstitched tightly three layers inside and three layers outside.After doing all this, I returned to the bed holding the gauze.

After half an hour, he silently loosened the gauze, um, it must be the problem with the cup of coffee he drank in the office during overtime.

An hour later, Chen Xiqing felt that Sim Mengsi's body was not soft enough.

……

On the same floor, Chen Yuwen was at home, but he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

He knew very well the reason why he couldn't sleep, because of Chen Xiqing, he was thinking about Chen Xiqing, what he was doing now, what he was thinking.

Chen Xiqing should be asleep, right?Or are you doing something else?

He recalled the first time he met today, all the time he spent with Chen Xiqing, it was warm and warm, it was a plain but beautiful memory.

Then, he recalled the scene in the car just now, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration, and then he sat up suddenly from the bed, and the annoyance immediately swept through his body——

How stupid I am!

Only now did he realize why Chen Xiqing became silent after falling out of the photo frame.

It's not tiredness, it's not anything else, it's the uncomfortable feeling of being discovered by others, and the feeling of being helpless when a "normal person" finds out that he is a "heterogeneous".

He is also a fellow himself, so he can empathize especially at this time.

Chen Yuwen understands this feeling very well. Although his family is very open-minded, when he came out, his family members gave him understanding rather than attack, but he was humiliated because of his sexuality in high school, from the straight man he first liked humiliation.

He has never been able to forget, and every time he thinks of it, he will feel a chill on his back.

Therefore, Chen Xiqing must have misunderstood and got scared.

In a real sense, Chen Yuwen has never been in a relationship before, and he is not that experienced, so he can't figure out everything at once. When he was in the car, he was confused by Chen Xiqing's colleague, thinking A lot, but generally behaved relatively silently.

People who suddenly think of this point are almost sweating, this way of handling it is really terrible...

How can you be silent?Why be silent?You shouldn't be silent!

The first time he realized how stupid he was, Chen Yuwen scratched his head in annoyance, and was no longer in the mood to continue lying on the bed, so he turned over and got out of bed, took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator, and poured it down.

Taking advantage of the dead of night, Danone was concentrating on the coffee table, on which there was a box of jerky chicken.

It was thinking about how to eat it, but when Chen Yuwen came out, it was startled, and immediately turned into an airplane ear, lowering its body to try to reduce the sense of presence, and at the same time decisively raised its legs, and slipped away along the coffee table .

Over there, after drinking half a bottle of water, Chen Yuwen calmed down a bit, and saw Danone escaping sneakily with wide-eyed eyes, it really seemed like that.

Chen Yuwen walked over, opened the box, and took a piece of chicken jerky: "Danone, come."

As soon as I came out, I noticed Danone, guarding the chicken jerky in the middle of the night, very persistent.

Hearing the call, Danone immediately ran back, sat obediently in front of him, and happily stretched out his mouth to bite the piece of chicken jerky.

As soon as Chen Yuwen let go, he swallowed without seeing how Danon chewed.

"Don't you eat without chewing?" Chen Yuwen squatted down and patted Danone's buttocks, "I gained a lot of weight with grandma."

Danone continued to sit obediently.

It doesn't know what's going on with Chen Yuwen today, and it's probably thinking about something, so it's feeding one after another like never before. After eating one piece, there will be another piece, and after eating another piece, there will still be another piece.

One piece after another, I was almost happy︿(￣︶￣)︿Danone remained silent, staring at Chen Yuwen in a trance with bright eyes, and silently took piece after piece of chicken jerky from his hand.

Fearing that Chen Yuwen would wake up, the dried chicken flew out of his mouth.

Chen Yuwen was really thinking about something. In fact, he really wanted to go to Chen Xiqing now, but it was inappropriate to go in the middle of the night, and there was no reason to go. He could only think about what to do tomorrow.

An hour later, Danone sat down on the sofa contentedly after eating and drinking, and soon fell asleep.

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Probably because he was too absent-minded, Chen Xiqing forgot to turn off the alarm clock last night, so at 06:30 in the morning on National Day, he was woken up mercilessly by the alarm clock.

The frustrated man rubbed his eyes, followed the sheets to find the alarm clock on the bedside table, and pressed it off.

He lay on the bed, looked at the bedroom door, then at the curtains, then at the quilt, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

When it was ten o'clock, Chen Xiqing woke up lazily, washed up slowly, and lay on the sofa thinking about something, from the outside, he looked like he was doing nothing.

It's probably the holiday syndrome. Long holidays always make people lazy. Chen Xiqing decided to stay at home and grow mushrooms during this long holiday.

Ding-dong-

Someone rings the doorbell.

Not very vigorously walked to the entrance, looked out through the cat's eyes——

It's Chen Noir.

Chen Xiqing woke up suddenly, straightened his clothes, dawdled behind the door for a few seconds, and then slowly opened the door.

If you are afraid of seeing him, you are afraid of seeing him. After all, you can't hide forever.

click-

Chen Yuwen stood in front of the door, showed him a big smile, and greeted him energetically: "Happy National Day!"

Still such a happy smile, full of sunshine, people can't help but curl the corners of their mouths.

The haze in Chen Xiqing's heart was suddenly swept away, and he felt that the surrounding atmosphere suddenly became very relaxed, and the burden on his body was lightened a lot in an instant.

He looked at Chen Yuwen, and curled his mouth: "...ah, happy National Day."

The author has something to say: [Small Theater]

Chen Xiqing: I don't know why, but I have a little insomnia tonight.

Gauze & Thread: I understand, blame me for leaving you suddenly.

Coffee: I understand, blame me for being too strong and effective.

Simmons: I understand, blame me for being too hard.

Danone: No one really told him, could it actually be because of my dad?