[Gintama] Mr. Songyang that day

Xu has always liked the sense of control of strategizing, but he never hates accidents.

For thousands of years, she has split countless selves, and none of them can light a lamp in this endless night.

——until that accident happened.

Although the scarlet to dazzling color in the eyes of this newly born self is no different from the past, Xu did notice the difference.

It would be better to say that she will actually have doubts, such a soft soul, is it really something that will be born of an existence called "Xu", or is it just an intruder who accidentally broke in, just inherited the sins of the millennium, but And stupid as a blank slate.

——So stupid that she would actually pull humans into her world.

so that it fell to this point.

——for a moment.

Before the dust settled, for a moment, he falsely thought that Songyang could bring about changes.

This innocent and ridiculous half of her can actually live clumsily and happily among human beings. Such a relaxed smile is hard for her to imagine the happy appearance that can appear on this face.

She watched the scarlet eyes fade away, and warm pale green emerged. Named "Yoshida Shoyang", this half body has its own will and actions, and it is less and less like the product of "Xu".

Naturally, there was a wavering.

She would undoubtedly feel that having the name "Yoshida Matsuyo", her half body, or her twin sister, would be good to live like this.

What's wrong?

No one knows who she is, and what kind of destiny she has carried. She only needs to enjoy the days when she is depended on wholeheartedly by the humans she loves.

——Songyang stayed in Cheung Chau for eight years.

As long as Xu does not take the initiative to pull Songyang into the sea of ​​consciousness, of course Songyang cannot find that Xu has been silently watching all this from the beginning to the end.

She is also happy to spend time in this boring observation, to see what the life Songyang yearns for is like.

The silver-haired boy with natural curly hair had a nasty look on his face, and his plan for her half-body was obvious, and only Songyang himself didn't know anything about it.

That purple-haired kid didn't do anything except follow Songyang, and he didn't listen to the class well. His eyes almost grew on Songyang's body, which was more annoying than the naturally curly kid.

Nausea.

Every time Xu has to resist the urge to grab his body, throw those two little devils away from his side, and then strangle him to death.

Fortunately, there was a kid with long hair who was passable, didn't have so many twists and turns, and was more or less an obedient student.

Anyway, even if another 1000 years pass, Xu still can't understand the meaning of all this.

She will never be able to reconcile with Songyang, and the two of them will never be able to understand human thoughts.

Just like that little ghost, who said he wanted to protect Songyang, but in the end he still followed his inner desire and dragged Songyang into this endless darkness again.

There has never been a shortage of inferior traitors in the world, and human beings have never overcome their nature since ancient times.

The planet itself does not remember when human beings were born, but it will actually feel the destruction and injury from human beings, and be plundered endlessly.

Human beings are the most ruthless creatures in the world. They claim to be the masters of this planet, but they have never given love. She is the evil result accumulated by human beings, and she has completely fed back the malice to human beings for thousands of years—she called it For Tianzhu.

Human desires are immortal.

So she was not surprised that the story ended so dismal.

——Of course Xu does not deny that he will be disappointed.

If the little ghost named Oboro had the courage to survive this despair, she might also feel sorry for losing the game, but she would not be happy because she won the game.

sad.

Human beings, since ancient times, have only continuously created pain, indulged in pain and began to doubt and deny themselves, even you—

What are you still insisting on?

At that time, Xu stood beside Songyang, watching Songyang lower his head quietly. In the real world, Songyang still had that calm look on his face, and he even turned a blind eye to the crying of that purple-haired kid, and he didn't even look at the silver-haired kid. The kid had an expression of extreme despair.

Her half body will only cry peacefully in the sea of ​​consciousness.

What is there to cry about.

A rare sigh.

You knew early on that there would be such a result if you continued to let go, but you still stubbornly insisted on the agreement to be abandoned, and you wanted to dissolve the twisted darkness in the heart of the kid who betrayed you.

It's the pain of choices you make with your own hands.

just let me-

Time goes back to the present.

——The knife full of murderous intent came out of Xu Xu's hand, and hit Songyang's front. She knocked it down with her monk's staff, and when it fell on the ground, the sound was so ear-piercing that it almost pierced the quiet night.

"Void..."

Songyang called out the name in a murmur.

The woman in front of her was covered in pitch-black wings, her eyes were scarlet and cold, and the broken hair on her forehead was combed high.

Excluding these differences, what is reflected in Songyang's eyes is like a picture in a mirror, but it's hard to say who is the person outside the mirror.

Her eldest disciple didn't know if he was stunned by this weird scene, so he stood a few steps away with his eyes wide open, his lips trembling, unable to utter a word, and then he lowered his head dejectedly.

Although Songyang didn't know why he was here, she still subconsciously swayed in front of Xu, seemingly unintentionally stopping her eldest disciple behind her, and tentatively approached Xu until she stopped a step away from the other party. The distance stopped.

"you……"

She stared at Xu's familiar yet unfamiliar face, and couldn't help touching her own face.

"what?"

The red-eyed woman slightly raised the corners of her lips, she seemed to be smiling, and her tone was gentle and patient, completely opposite to the coldness in her eyes.

The knife was stabbed by her backhand, and it didn't go back into the scabbard. It hung and dangled by the side of the cloak, and the murderous intent seemed to pervade.

Songyang frowned in embarrassment and sighed.

"This hairstyle...do you really not consider letting your hair down?"

Xu Xu's mouth twitched.

With a mentally retarded look in her eyes, she sneered.

"I thought you just lost your memory, but now it seems that your brain is still so stupid."

"...What an ugly statement." Songyang complained.

"Is there something worse to hear?"

"...you look like a child throwing a tantrum."

"Keep that word to yourself."

"You look like you've been wanting to say that about me for a long time."

The two of them stood here talking to each other, if you ignore Songyang's monk's stick that is always tilted slightly forward, and the bright reflection of the knife in Xu's hand, the atmosphere can be called harmonious.

Of course, Song Yang didn't think that Xu had brought him here to have a friendly talk with her, and the murderous intent on the other party made her a little bit unable to restrain her instinctive fighting spirit.

But the other party didn't make a move, and Songyang would not take the initiative to attack, so Yuxu shortened the distance between them intentionally or unintentionally, and the hand holding the monk's stick was always vigilant for Xu to attack again.

Xu Xu caught a glimpse of Songyang's slightly tensed lips, and raised his eyebrows.

"Isn't it? Without thousands of years of memory, you are just a child acting on instinct and residual emotions."

"Thousands of years...memories?"

Songyang was startled.

Xu Wei's hand holding the knife caressed her side face with an almost gentle force, then slowly moved down, the palm slid over her chin, and landed on the skirt of her chest.

"Why don't I give you my memory back?"

As the temperature touched by the other person's skin surged into the depths of the blood, the long memories of thousands of years also seemed to follow this temperature, flowing violently into the broken sea of ​​consciousness.

"us……"

An immortal monster.

The crow that sweeps the world.

Boundless corpses.

The first, and the last—

"Void..."

——When Xu used that hand to penetrate Songyang's chest, Songyang actually sensed the biting killing intent, and the monk's staff in his hand also lifted up and pierced Xu's arm.

But with the feeling of foreign objects invading her body, her body seemed to lose self-control in an instant, her hands and feet went limp, and the hand holding the monk's staff lost strength, and the tingling pain from her heart made her tremble uncontrollably. The whole person almost collapsed in Xu's arms.

This kind of pain is different from the previous feeling of being burned by fire, slashed by weapons, and invaded by toxins. It seems that countless tiny worms have penetrated into her blood and are gnawing at her blood vessels, flowing into her body Everywhere, she couldn't use her strength, and there was a sense of tearing in all directions between her breath and breath.

"Does it hurt?"

His brows and eyes crooked with a false smile.

She threw the knife on the ground casually, and the hand with the monk's stick wrapped around Songyang's trembling body. The flesh and blood that moved out.

It wasn't until she reached the place where Songyang's heart was, that she pressed all the crystals hidden between her fingers into this weakly beating heart, and then slowly pulled out her bloody palm, and wiped away the glue sticky with sweat for her. A strand of light-colored long hair beside the cheek, dripping blood also stained the light-colored hair red.

"Of course it will hurt a little bit, just bear with it."

The hypocritical tone is actually concerned.

She caressed Songyang's pale face, gently wiped the sweat from her forehead, and touched Songyang's trembling lips lightly with her fingers, then pried open her clenched teeth slightly, letting She bit her finger to avoid hurting the tip of her tongue, and relieved the excruciating pain.

Then he lowered his head, ambiguously moved close to Songyang's painful cheeks dripping with sweat, and breathed on her pale neck.

"Then, if you yearn to become a human being, you should endure the pain of the mutual repulsion of the two active Arutana energies. Compared to despair, this pain is still tolerable, right?"

— This is indeed an unexpected discovery.

While traveling between stars, Xu met another woman with similar roots to her.

More precisely, it is a dragon vein mutant that is coming to an end.

For thousands of years, she thought that she had finally found a way to completely destroy the body of the dragon vein, so she naturally didn't want to miss this opportunity.

For this reason, she fought with the legendary space hunter Xinghai Fangzhu, and almost fell into the hands of the other party.Fortunately, she has no morals and no interest in fighting, so she directly drives the pirate army under the hands of Tiandaozhong, Chunyu's entire abandoned division, to encircle and block them. She snatches people and flees in a boat, while continuing to study ways of repairing and destroying them.

Then she was disappointed to find that the reason why this woman stopped her life activities was only because her original dragon veins had turned into a death star, other than that, there was no other way to free her.

——Live and die with the planet.

Even if you temporarily get rid of the dragon's veins by staying away from the earth, you will still be born again from a certain dragon's lair after being fatally injured.

After realizing this, she also lost interest in studying this body. Boringly, she tried to inject Alutana of Luoyang Star into this body, and then tried to inject Alutana of Earth into this body. to wake up the woman.

When the master of Xinghaifang came to him, Xu directly threw the resurrected woman back to him.

"you……"

The owner of Xinghai Fang blushed, holding the woman in his arms to forcefully suppress his anger, he seemed to want to scold bad words but couldn't say them, Xu Xu was not interested in communicating with him, just for the sake of borrowing someone else's wife, It was a friendly reminder.

"She has now been temporarily freed from the mutation in the two kinds of Alutana rejection. The feeling of rejection will be very difficult, but the energy will always be exhausted, and it is hard to say what will happen at that time. If she can stay in a place where she can absorb Where Alutana, Luoyang star, will not be continuously affected, over time, it may become the body of an ordinary person."

"……thanks."

The rumored grumpy space hunter bowed deeply and bowed to Xu.

He looked at the woman in his arms with gentle eyes, as if he was holding a unique treasure in the world.

—— Xu thought of Songyang for a moment.

For the unwanted monster, death is the only way to find peace.

—Monsters cannot be saved.

In the long millennium, the child who had been looking forward to was gradually engulfed in tragic blood. After she was so desperate that she had such an idea, for the first time in her dark world, a weak light green sprout ushered in.

She thought she had let go of her expectations for this light green, but she couldn't help but think back to that day——

"I……"

Xu Xu heard the voice of Songyang whispering.

what?

——In the real world, the silver-haired kid raised his knife with tears streaming down his face, and never had a desire for this world again.

——In the sea of ​​consciousness, Xu walked behind Songyang with the knife in hand, and finally heard the last words that Songyang left her.

"sorry."

Her half said "thank you" to the silver-haired kid and said "sorry" to her.

sorry for what?

She watched the head fall to the ground, and realized that the pair of pale green eyes might never open again, and suddenly felt a little dazed.

You are--

What are you sorry for?

What the hell are you—

The current leader of Naraku raised his knife and slashed at Xu's front with a desperate posture. Xu was not surprised at all. He pulled out the monk's staff on his arm at random and knocked away the knife, aiming at the sore throat of Xu with ease past.

Songyang recovered slightly from the pain that seemed to tear his soul, struggled to grab the monk's staff, pushed Oboro back, and broke free from Xu's confinement.

She couldn't even catch her breath smoothly, and retreated precariously, supporting her body with the monk's staff and barely standing.

The wound on the chest was exposed in a bloody and bloody manner when it was pulled out of the open skirt, and the bone was deeply visible. The regenerative ability that should have manifested its effect seemed to be disturbed by the abnormal energy flowing from the blood in the heart. The muscle tissue around the wound was not at all what it used to be. That wriggling sign of gathering.

Songyang took a hard and long breath.

The pain of energy repulsion caused by the foreign body embedded in the heart is not so difficult.

In the past 1000 years, no matter whether it is her or Xu, the pain they have suffered is much more serious than this.

It's just that she has never experienced the feeling that the wound can't heal quickly, the blood is still gurgling out unstoppably, and the red-dyed clothes dripped on the ground again.

Compared with the pain, the dizziness caused by excessive blood loss was more unfamiliar to her.

——The picture in front of her eyes is intertwined with blur and clarity, causing her to be unable to separate her attention to judge Xu's next move, nor can she fully see Xu's movement. He stretched his back to look at Xu's position intently.

—— Xu didn't catch up.

The red-eyed woman just stood there from a distance, looking at her expressionlessly. The black feathers made this person almost blend into the night, and the expression on her face was dim.

The other party moved his lips slightly.

"I'm waiting for your answer."

what does she say……

The brain was also affected by the dizziness and lost the ability to think. Songyang really couldn't spare the energy to guess Xu's intentions, so he could only try to open his eyes wide and look around for a way to leave.

When her eyes fell on the face of the man standing like a sculpture not far away, she stopped breathing for a second.

Oboro didn't seem to have any intention of leaving with her.

Although he just made a resistance that was equivalent to being sentenced to death.

The memories that Xu returned to her were not only the past 1000 years, but even the past ten years that Xu was watching were also transmitted when she was sleeping in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Of course he can't be allowed to stay here.

There was a bloody smell in her throat, and she could hardly make a sound. She finally cleared her throat and stretched out her hand towards him.

"hazy……"

--follow me.

If I had time to say this to you—

The man raised his head and looked at his teacher's pale face from enduring the pain, his shoulders trembled uncontrollably.

Although he was about to be overwhelmed by the overwhelming pain, his hand was always hanging by his side, his fingers tightened as if in a dying struggle, and then loosened weakly.

——He has no way to make the right choice.

irrevocable past.

Collapsed belief.

bear the fault.

There is no longer any possibility of being rescued.

There was only one time when he desperately asked for something, and the whole world was completely destroyed, so that from the past to the present, he couldn't muster up the courage to reach out to his teacher again.

"I can not--"

The man's words of refusal were interrupted by the pulling force from the arm and the weightlessness of his body suddenly flying into the air.

——has been complete, clearly recalling her first big disciple.

How many times he let go of the child's hand, how many times he left him behind, how many times he lost hope in anticipation.

If there is still a chance--

Song Yang staggered and rushed towards her senior disciple. Under the blank stare of the other party who hadn't reacted yet, she grabbed his arm and dragged his stiff body to jump off the spaceship.

——It doesn’t matter if you don’t dare to reach out.

——It doesn’t matter if you don’t know where your way home is.

— Fear, fear, anxiety, it's okay.

From now on, I will take the initiative to hold your hand.

—will never leave you alone again.

The author has something to say: Final!At!Bundle!The living oboro is gone... the most difficult chapter so far (crying bitterly

I made various private settings of the dragon veins, and explained why Jiang Hua is still alive and what Xu has done. Theoretically speaking, the interaction of the two Alutana energies should not hurt, mainly to the heart like Xinghai Fangzhu Is it more painful to insert?Anyway, that's it (crying +2

Now it's time for the disciples